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Chapter 892 Chang Shan's Entrustment

Cen Qinghe has begged for forgiveness from others, and has been begged for forgiveness by others. She is very lucky, not only to be forgiven, but also to forgive others.

The more I grow up, the more I understand that people will make mistakes, and some mistakes are really difficult to let go of, so letting go becomes a kind of self-salvation, and being able to let go is luck.

For some reason, she suddenly wanted to share the biggest secret in her heart with Jin Nan. He didn't let go of her, so she simply stood up and said, "Do you know why I came to Night City? Actually, I never thought about it in my life." Leaving An Ling, because all my family members are there, and my ex-boyfriend, we started dating secretly in high school, in order to prevent my mother, we graduated from high school and went to college, and we were still dating secretly. Later, I went to Japan to study, He was waiting for me to come back in China, and we agreed to have a showdown with my family when I returned to China, and I wanted to marry him."

"On the day I returned to China, I didn't tell my family. He was the only one who came to pick me up. He took me to his house. You know, young man. I spent seven years with him tremblingly. I just went to a showdown with my family, so I have more chips..."

Speaking of this, the corners of Cen Qinghe's lips curled up slightly, and he smiled.

"I promise, what I said next is true. Before we could do something bad, the door of his house rang suddenly. He said his mother would not come back, but we didn't bother when he came back suddenly. I don't want to see my future mother-in-law in such an image, he is also anxious, and we both hid in the big wardrobe in his room without saying anything."

"The bedroom door wasn't closed. I heard my ex-boyfriend's mother brought someone else home. It was a man. As soon as that man opened his mouth, I was taken aback. His voice was exactly like my dad's."

Cen Qinghe's tone was still slightly relaxed, just like the wound that festered and pus had finally scabbed, even if it was torn open again, it would not bleed, at most it would be a pale pink scar, proving that it had been seriously injured .

But Jin Nan's whole body tensed again, every inch of muscle was tense.

Cen Qinghe smiled and said: "I didn't believe it at the time, I didn't believe that there was such a coincidence in this world, my dad? My ex-boyfriend's mother? Let me leave you, do you believe it? I wanted to rush out of the closet several times, I wanted to go out and see it with my own eyes, but I didn't dare. In the end, the two of them went into other rooms, and my ex-boyfriend took me away. Before I left, I saw the keychain on the coffee table in the living room. The keyring was mine. Gave it to my dad."

Cen Qinghe thought that the past had passed for a long time, and it had been a long time since she forgave Cen Haifeng, and when she mentioned it, the pain should be gone, but she didn't know when it started, her vision finally blurred.

The nose was sore and the chest was stuffy, but Cen Qinghe tried to maintain a normal voice and said: "I hated my dad for several years, I thought I was destined to sever the father-daughter relationship with him in this life, I took such ugly words as Saying it to his face, I really hated it at that time, because of him, I had sex with my ex-boyfriend, and I came to Night City alone, without family, without a lover, and intriguing in the workplace all day long. Know how to survive."

Jin Nan tightened his arms around her slightly, and Cen Qinghe knew he was worried about her, so she said with a light smile: "It's okay, I survived, and I'm doing well now, work is going well, love is going well, by the way , I forgive my dad, because I have been pitiful for several years, and I don't want him to live in guilt for the rest of his life, I will feel distressed."

Jin Nan gave a soft 'hmm', as if telling her that he was listening, and seemed to be responding, agreeing that she had done the right thing.

Cen Qinghe patted Jin Nan on the back, and said to him: "This is the biggest secret in my heart. Except for the person involved, only Shaocheng knows it. I haven't told him about it for nearly a year. I didn't even tell Xinyuan. , Now let me tell you, from now on we are brothers and sisters, there is no secret, as long as you have any unhappy things, tell me at any time, I don't know if I can help you, but I am willing to be you If there is anything I don’t want to tell others, I will tell you, this is our common secret.”

Jin Nan let go of his arms, looked up at Cen Qinghe, both of them had red eyes, and he asked her softly, "Does it still hurt?"

Cen Qinghe shook his head with a smile, "Forgiveness won't work, I let them go, and I also let go of myself."

After all, she patted him on the shoulder and said: "You have to learn to let go of yourself. Some mistakes are not made by us. Why do we have to worry about it? It's really tiring to hate someone, let alone hate yourself ?”

Jin Nantong's eyes were red with tears in his eyes.

His life experience is his biggest secret and also his biggest burden. In fact, he still has a secret in his heart. He didn't dare to say it at first, but later he didn't want to say it. Now... there should be no need to say it.

He likes her, I don't know when, once he finds out, it's already too late.

He wouldn't tell Cen Qinghe that Chang Shan had talked to him one night before he was hospitalized. Maybe at that time, Chang Shan already knew that he was going to die, so she only asked him to promise one thing.

"Brother, you promise me that if I'm gone, you will treat Qing He as me, like your own sister."

Jin Nan is so smart, how could he fail to understand Chang Shan's implication, she was telling him, stop loving Cen Qinghe, you can get close, you can be intimate, but it's like a brother to a sister, it has nothing to do with love.

Loving someone is hard work, let alone silently. Chang Shan was very afraid that Jin Nan would be alone forever after she left, so she cut off his thoughts in advance, and this was also the last thing she did for him. It's over.

What is a good friend?
Maybe it's Cen Qinghe and Chang Shan, they never conspired, but they have a tacit understanding.Cen Qinghe said to Jin Nan: "Chang Shan is gone, and I will be your younger sister in the future."

As early as the hug in the morgue, Jin Nan regarded Cen Qinghe as Chang Shan, so he hugged him so tightly, wishing to use up all the strength in his body, because even if Chang Shan was alive, he would not dare to use such force hug her.

Love is such an illusory thing, maybe it only takes a moment for him to feel like it inexplicably, but it can also turn all the love into family affection in a moment.

Jin Nan knew that Cen Qinghe didn't mean anything to him, otherwise she wouldn't have hugged him tightly twice. He really couldn't love her secretly for such a simple-minded person. In this way, he would feel sorry Chang Shan, I'm sorry for Cen Qinghe, and I'm sorry for Shang Shaocheng.

So the two looked at each other again, and he looked at her and said softly, "Thank you."

Thank her for giving him a bunch of warm sunshine in the darkest days of his life;

Thank her for being willing to peel off the most painful scars in my heart to him;

I also thank her for being willing to fill the biggest vacancy in his heart full of holes. She said, I will be your sister.

No matter love or hate, it is a momentary thing, let go, too.

On this day, no one knew what Cen Qinghe and Jin Nan were talking about in the ward, because it was their common secret.

Later, Jin Nan and Cen Qinghe informed the people around them that Chang Shan's funeral was scheduled for the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.

Originally, Shang Shaocheng had to stay in New York for a few days. The new company went public. He had too many important people to meet and things to deal with, but he couldn't let go of the domestic side, and he was especially worried about Cen Qinghe.

So after ringing the bell on New Year's Eve, he rushed back to China the next afternoon. Because of the time difference, he arrived in Yecheng on the second day of the New Year.

Cen Qinghe went to the airport to pick him up. The two had just met, and there was a distance of more than five meters between them. Cen Qinghe's eyes suddenly turned red, and then tears kept streaming down his face.

Shang Shaocheng's assistant picked up the luggage and walked away. Shang Shaocheng quickly stepped forward, pulled her into his arms, clasped the back of her head, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, it's okay."

Cen Qinghe tugged on Shang Shaocheng's clothes, as if he wanted to vent all the anger accumulated in the past few days.

There are few people at the entrance of the VIP passage, but it’s not that there are no other people. Even some acquaintances greeted Shang Shaocheng on the plane and said congratulations. After seeing this scene now, they don’t know how to respond. Things, I'm sorry to stop and look, I can only pretend to turn a blind eye.

Shang Shaocheng stretched out his windbreaker coat and wrapped her in his arms, coaxing her and said, "Cry after getting in the car, many people are watching, and those who don't know think I've done something to you."

Cen Qinghe lay in his arms for another half a minute, then raised his head, and was pulled out by him with red eyes.

She drove here by herself. Shang Shaocheng had been on the plane for too long. She was afraid that he would be tired, so she let him take the co-pilot.

After getting into the car, Shang Shaocheng asked, "How is Jin Nan?"

Cen Qinghe sighed inwardly, and said, "Except for almost collapsing in the morgue that day, I was fine at other times." After a pause for a few seconds, she added: "Hold on." Otherwise, what else?

Shang Shaocheng reached out to touch his pocket and asked, "Can I open the window and smoke a cigarette?"

Cen Qinghe didn't respond, and directly helped him lower the window.

Shang Shaocheng was really bored, and after smoking half a cigarette, he said: "He is just a younger sister like Chang Shan, who is also in poor health. A girl from..."

Cen Qinghe had known Shang Shaocheng for so long, and it was the first time he heard him complaining about God. It can be seen that Chang Shan's death was extremely regrettable to everyone, and he even complained.

In the past few days, Cen Qinghe has accepted the reality, she said: "Life and death are fate, I hope Chang Shan will be healthy in the next life."

Shang Shaocheng leaned back in the seat and sighed heavily.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Chang Shan’s funeral didn’t have much ostentation. Only the closest family members and friends like Cen Qinghe and Cai Xinyuan arrived. There were only three to fifty people in total.

In the small side hall, Chang Shan's photo was hung in the middle. When presenting flowers to the corpse, Cen Qinghe cried again, her eyes turned red, and she walked around the crystal coffin, and finally expressed condolences to the family members.

Jin Nan's face was pale, and his eyes were bloodshot.

Standing in front of him, Shang Shaocheng didn't say anything, he just raised his hand and patted his arm. When Cen Qinghe met his eyes, Jin Nan's eyes suddenly burst into large wet tears.

Chang Shan is gone and will never come back.

When Chang Shan was cremated that day, Cen Qinghe felt depressed and uncomfortable, so he ran outside to take a breath. It was sunny and sunny outside when he came, but now it started to snow for some reason, and the snow was getting bigger and bigger. It took only four or ten minutes. When Nan came out with the urn in his arms, the snow outside covered the soles of his shoes.

Cen Qinghe looked at the long mahogany box and said silently in his heart: Chang Shan, it's snowing, it's time for a snowball fight.

(End of this chapter)