The maid is the queen

Chapter 131 Share His Pain

I've never thought about him before, and thinking about it now, I feel really uncomfortable.

With his face pressed against his back, he apologized again and again in his heart, the nights without warmth are always so long.

It was finally dawn, and the father-in-law poured some sleeping pills into the water. The emperor didn’t have to go to court because of his fall, so he poured some sleeping pills so that he could sleep more comfortably. When it was dawn, he still hadn’t woken up.Fortunately, Concubine Li's child's fever has subsided. I hugged her in the inner hall, fed her, and rubbed her face. Well, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hehe, come on, smile, show me a smile." Teasing her, she really smiled shyly.She looks pretty when she smiles, and she must be a beauty when she grows up.

"Well, dear, you are so good, so cute, look at this flower, is it beautiful, don't grab it, don't grab it." This is the emperor's place, if I catch something bad, I can't afford it.

Picking her up and walking away with a smile on his face, he turned around and saw him leaning against the door and looking at me with hazy eyes. After a good night's sleep, he was somewhat refreshed. He was slightly relieved, and hurriedly bowed his head and saluted: "Long live the emperor!" .”

He looked at the child and said lightly, "Are you all right?"

"If you go back to the emperor, you'll be fine. It's just that you felt a little hot last night, but it's much better now."

I want to speak back, I don't want to make Concubine Li feel anxious, but I don't know how to speak better.

At this time, a father-in-law hurried in and said lightly: "Your Majesty, the Empress Dowager has come to see the Emperor."

He glanced at me, then said indifferently, "Eunuch Chen."

Eunuch Chen came over: "Miss Yun, this servant will send you back."

I saw him turn around and go inside, followed by his father-in-law to freshen up, and he sighed in his heart. What was he thinking?

I walked through the back door with the child in my arms, and his mother came in at the front door.

He didn't want his queen mother to see me appearing in Zhenghua Palace again. He had me in his heart, but I forgot to explore his complicated feelings about some things.

What would I do if I were him?I sigh, I don't know.

The child in my arms was smiling, reaching out to grab my hair that fell in front of me. After recovering from the illness, she became a bit naughty. Her thin eyebrows reflected her big black eyes, and she was about to grow teeth mouth laughing.

When I went back to Lenggong and took the baby directly to Concubine Li, I don't like to see people worrying.

Unexpectedly, she was still very ill, coughing non-stop.Seeing me coming over with the baby who looked better, she smiled and shed tears, and kept wiping away the tears with her sleeve.

"The fever is gone, don't worry too much."

She hugged the baby and wanted to kiss but didn't dare, so she could only hold it tighter, and said with some embarrassment: "Zhiqiu, can you please hold me for two days, I'm afraid my illness will pass on to her."

After thinking about it, I nodded. She is not feeling well now, and she doesn't have much energy to take care of the child.

And I don't want to be alone, too lonely and too much time will be cranky, but fortunately she doesn't admit life, she still loves me and hugs me, leaning on my shoulders and hugging my neck obediently.

"What's the baby's name?" I only heard her call her baby sometimes.

Sure enough, she had a dejected look on her face: "I don't have a name, let's call it Wuming. In short, it's a child that the palace doesn't want, a princess that doesn't recognize it."

"How can I call you Wuming, baby is so cute, don't think too much, hehe, baby, can I just call you baby, baby in my heart."

"Zhiqiu, it's true that you are alive." She looked at me teasing the children, and couldn't help but enviously said, "I have lived in the upper half of my life, and I have enjoyed all kinds of blessings, but I put mine I’ve finished all the enjoyment, but what’s left now is suffering. My father and my elder brother have left me, but I’m still thinking that one day I can go out, and I can still stand up and call the storm. The birth of a child, let me know , It’s really impossible anymore, he didn’t even come to take a look, he doesn’t even want a child.”

She was crying quietly while she was talking, and I couldn't say anything, so I went back with the child after listening to it for a while.

Sometimes everything between cause and effect is self-inflicted.

In the evening, Eunuch Chen personally came to pick me up, and he just said that the emperor let me go.

Carrying the baby over, he was eating dinner, his left hand was a little awkward to pick up vegetables, he just looked up and didn't say anything when he saw me coming in, but the sleepless baby opened his eyes wide and twisted his body when he saw me eating. I'm going to go down.

If she didn't let her go, she was about to cry, so I simply squatted down and let her go.

She turned around and slowly crawled to the emperor's side, then pulled his clothes and wanted to stand up.

He looked at her coldly, with disgust in his eyes, raised his head impatiently and said, "Eunuch Chen."

Eunuch Chen hurried up to take her away, but she burst into tears.

I hurried over to hug her: "Don't cry, the baby is the best, don't cry."

"Take it away." He said coldly.

I can't stand it anymore, is he still like this when he is still a child?Don't ask me to come if you don't like me, hold the child and say softly: "Eunuch Chen, then I will take the child back first."

Eunuch Chen didn't dare to say anything, he didn't say yes or no, so I turned around and walked out of the hall with the child in my arms.

Throwing the chopsticks behind him heavily, he said in a cold voice: "No one is what I want, so throw it away."

Eunuch Chen waved his hands and asked people to quickly scatter the meal, then hurried over and said, "Miss Yun, this child's slave should be sent back!"

I smiled and said: "No need, no one will take care of her when she is sent back. Her mother is ill. I agreed to help her take care of the child for a few days until she recovers."

My ignorance must have made him very angry, he even smashed the cup on the ground, and said coldly: "I let you have a feast, watching what I do, are you getting impatient?"

Eunuch Chen winked at me desperately. I thought to myself that there are some things and knots in my heart that cannot be solved in a day or two. Although he sometimes has such a personality, people can't help but want to fight with him. His injury, his pain!
I sighed and said, "Maybe the baby is hungry. Eunuch Chen, can you please send someone to give the baby something to eat?" This is my regress.

Eunuch Chen took a careful look at the emperor, and immediately asked someone to do it.

He didn't say anything else. When he looked at him quietly, he was depressed and looked at the elegant and beautiful orchids and green leaves on the window. Tenderness, and we can't go back to the time when we walked away holding hands.

When the things were brought up, Eunuch Chen brought a maid over and whispered, "The nanny is here, let the nanny take it with her."

I gave her the baby and let her feed her.

If every child is not born to the person he likes, will he not like every one of them?Just like Lin Shangyi's, if it was just a princess, he might not even look at it like this, but now it belongs to Concubine Li, why does he hate children so much, all these children belong to him.

A cup of tea was delivered to my hand, and then motioned for me to serve it.

Standing is also awkward, I brought tea to his side and put it down, he still looked out of the dark window very stubbornly, the wind blew the gauze, and it became more and more cool.

Eunuch Chen said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, it's time to change the medicine."

"No change." He threw out two words viciously.

Who is this awkward? It's reasonable for the emperor to fall in pain.

I stood beside him and stretched out my hand to untie his gauze, but he withdrew his hand and gave me a very displeased look.I didn't back down, I still took a step forward to grab his left hand, probably because it hurt, he gasped and said coldly, "Be gentle."

It turned out that he was so afraid of pain. I gently untied the layers of gauze, and saw that there were some black herbs on the swollen elbow, which was so swollen that it touched his arm, and his muscles shrank. Thinking about it, it was very painful, so I took a breath and said, "If you can't, don't change it."

I think he still wished that I would not help him hold the medicine?If Eunuch Chen and the imperial doctor said no, they would definitely not dare to touch him.

When he became self-willed, he was a savage and domineering person, so he used his identity to bully him.

The shrewd Eunuch Chen has already delivered the medicine, and then he said to me very carefully: "Your Majesty, the imperial doctor said that the Emperor should tie the jade plate, if not, is it...."

He interrupted him viciously: "If you think your tongue is long, I'll have someone cut it off for you."

"The servant dare not."

"Don't dare to get out of here." He slapped the table with his right hand, which startled me, and he accidentally touched the red and swollen place with his hand trembling, the pain caused him to grit his teeth and give me a hard look.

I quickly withdrew my hand, his elbow was so swollen, and the dislocation of the bone was really serious, otherwise Eunuch Chen would not dare to mention the jade board, so I bravely said: "Grandpa Chen, bring the jade board .”

He mentioned it on purpose, because he knew that I was brave and that the emperor would not do anything to me, right?In fact, he was wrong, and the emperor's willfulness sometimes makes me helpless.

"Put it under the gauze." "Get out."

The two came out almost at the same time, but I had already heard it, and a smile rose from the corners of my lips. I looked under the gauze, and it turned out to be a jade plate.

Eunuch Chen hurriedly told everyone in the hall to go down, if he didn't leave, the emperor would really punish him.

"Your Majesty, please bear with me." I straightened his hand and put the jade plate on his elbow to tie him up.

He looked at me coldly: "How dare you."

"Well, I dare." What is he afraid of? It's not hot, why is sweat dripping from his face.There was not only anger in the dark eyes, but also a touch of nostalgia in the depths, like a child begging for candy.

"Don't think that I will forgive you..." He looked at me viciously: "You still have sins in your body, don't make me angry."

"Your Majesty, I know you are afraid of pain. If you are so painful that you will cry, just bite me." I hung my head to change the medicine without hesitation, alas, but don't bite me, it hurts too much.

He said angrily: "I'm not afraid of pain, I'm not afraid of crying. Ah..."

There was a long, sharp cry, and then there was no sound, and now I was drenched in cold sweat.

I still tied him up quickly, my movements were very light, and I didn't have any intention of revenge at all, and I didn't want to hurt him.

(End of this chapter)