The maid is the queen

Chapter 132 Lu Yao is Pregnant
Because he is in pain, I really feel bad, the emperor is very dignified, and he will not allow himself to do things that are embarrassing.So, when he lowered his head, he really bit my shoulder, the pain, he must be a tiger.And with revenge, as well as the darkness and hatred in his heart, he bit my shoulder hard.

After bandaging him up, I felt that I was a little weak and weak. His face was pale and cold sweat, and I also had a face of exhaustion. I trembled and gave him the medicine. I thought I would ask the reason to find some for me when I went back. Medicine, I was injured too, my shoulder hurts so much.

He doesn't like to drink medicine, he stares like a bitter enemy, I think if he can just stare at the medicine in the bowl, he will drink it with his eyes.

He looked at it for a long time before he took the medicine and drank it slowly. The look made me want to pinch his nose and drink it down, but I dare not make mistakes, and I must not make mistakes.

Looking sideways at my right shoulder, it really hurts.

After he finished drinking the medicine, he suddenly asked me, "Does it hurt?" Before I could answer, he said, "My pain is much worse than yours."

When I looked up at him, he had already stood up, took a breath and muttered to himself: "It's really ruthless, but no one dares to treat me like this."

You are not yet, the bite is really hard, I don't know if it is really painful, or you bit me on purpose, let me know how much pain you have in your heart.

Alas, with a heavy sigh, I am now a person who has no right to complain of pain.

Touching his shoulders, he could only bear it himself. He tied the jade plate with his left hand, and slowly got used to it, but it was inconvenient to do things, so he didn’t do anything at night. He looked at the post and stamped it with his right hand. I stood While waiting for him to sleep.

Some wrong feelings made me feel that I am not in the palace, he is not the emperor, but a relative, he can do his things, and I can also be dumbfounded.

Looking inside the dark heavy gauze, there is a small bed vaguely placed under Nuo Da's bed, which is really weird.

He doesn't pay much attention to me, but occasionally when I doze off and nod my head, when I suddenly open my eyes, I will find that he suddenly turns his head.

Until he stood up, he went directly to the bed without saying a word, and I had to follow him to serve him. He sat on the bed, and Mr. Chen waited for him to wash his face, set his mouth, and change his clothes.

After everything, he can lie on the bed and rest comfortably, or he can go inside on his side.

I wiped off my sweat and saw the wind whistling outside, making the gauze curtains rattle. I went to the window to close the window facing the wind and watched the red palace lanterns dancing in the wind in the corridor. He was still a little bit confused, he still wanted me to be by his side, now I know the pain in his heart, but, what should I do?I put Xia Juntang in my heart, and I have already let him down.Now this emperor still has more affection for me, I don't know how to reduce the pain in his heart.

No matter what I do, it's always a mistake.

His hand will heal one day, the only difference is the length of time, and when the time comes, will we still be so cautious, get along with each other step by step, can the guilt in our hearts really be reduced, time will bring There are many things to go, and everything will not be swept away.

I sat on that small bed and thought a lot. I was obviously tired, but I didn't feel sleepy at all. The wind outside beat against the window like a hurry.

The moonlight dimmed, the stars faded, I sat silently, but he kept making small movements, tossing and turning, and couldn't fall asleep.

Boom, the first thunder struck, and I almost jumped up. I patted my heart with one hand, and my fingers touched the wolf teeth in my chest. , is the best quiet language.

Seeing that he seemed to be asleep, I turned around and walked outside, but he said coldly, "Where are you going?"

"I, it seems to be raining outside, I'll go back and collect my clothes." What a reason, even I can't help it.

He smiled faintly: "Let Eunuch Chen go, you can sleep."

Lying on the crib, I still can't fall asleep, alas, he shouldn't torture me like this.After a night of wind and thunder, it still didn't rain.Before dawn, the child was crying. I went out lightly, and Eunuch Chen asked me softly if the emperor was awake.

I shook my head: "No, she's crying, I'll take her back first."

"Miss Yun, you really don't understand the emperor. The emperor rarely sleeps. At this moment, I'm afraid he has already woken up."

"Don't cry, I'll pick a flower for you." Apparently they didn't take good care of them, and they didn't change their clothes even after they got wet.I asked the court lady to find me a child's dress, but she said there was none here.

"Well, forget it if you don't have one." He really didn't want to see this daughter very much.

What's wrong with her, what has she done?

At this moment, she doesn't know, she is playing with my hair, looking at me with bright black eyes, with a smile on her face.

It doesn't matter if you say I'm stupid or stupid, in short, I like children very much.

I folded a flower for the child to play with, went out from the harem, turned around and saw him standing by the window looking at me with such a cold indifference.

Well, I like how proud and indifferent he is now, or he is also trying, how to stay away from me, alienate me, get closer, get tired of watching, and the pain in his heart will be lighter.

It was still early to return to the cold palace, the mist had not cleared, thinking to let Concubine Li rest more, and did not send the child back, so she took off her little clothes and found a soft cloth to wrap her up in, and she lay on the bed Hey crawling, looking at me and laughing.

It's so cute, touching her delicate face: "Is the baby thirsty? Do you want to drink water?"

She didn't understand, but as soon as she picked up the cup, she knew it. She crawled to the edge of the bed to hug her, and when the cup came to her lips, she would hold my hand with both hands and drink slowly.

So good, so good, if it was my daughter, how wonderful it would be, alas, why is it that your mother made me never have children, but I can't hate you?No wonder he called me stupid.

When she recovered from her illness, she was still an active child. She crawled here and there, supported things, and learned to stand up. No matter how hard it was, what still couldn't stop her was growth.

I pulled down my clothes and looked at my left shoulder. I was really a jerk. There was a circle of adults’ tooth marks mixed with dark blood. If I thought about it, I would leave a mark. The bite was too heavy.

Carrying the baby to Concubine Li's place, she could still hear the sound of coughing from a distance, she opened the door and looked at the screaming child and smiled gratifiedly: "I'm sorry to trouble you, if you don't behave well, you can just give her a little hug." butt."

"The baby is very good." I gave her a chuckle.

She said she was going to beat the child, but she hugged the child tightly and kissed his face again and again, sniffing and saying, "It's all good, mother's baby."

The child went back, but I became more and more bored. When I heard the cry of the child, I couldn't help but look out the window.

No one came to ask me to go there at night, and I couldn't bear to hear the crying while lying on the bed, so I simply got up, no matter how shocked she was, I just said that I would help you take it for a few more days.

Once there is involvement and intolerance, there will be many inextricably linked relationships.

Even if he knows some powerful relationships, Miyamoto didn't just say one word, and those two words formed separate thoughts.

But I can't bear to let my child suffer like this. Concubine Li doesn't have a maid to take care of her, but fortunately, I still have a reason to take care of my food and clothing.As the empress dowager in the cold palace, you can ignore me, but when Concubine Li's child is involved, I will inevitably be brought up again.

So what?She wants to kill me, she is the queen mother, that is something I can't resist, but I also want to know if there is really such a entanglement in his heart.

Can an emperor even protect a woman?Then talk about love, talk about death and won't let you go, it's ridiculous, isn't it?

Yes, after only a few days with the child, my father-in-law came to tell me to go out. It was Lu Yao who saw me this time.

The relationship with Lu Yao is that they are sisters, but after a long time, it seems that they have gradually faded away.

When my father-in-law passed me on, he said, "Miss, it's good for me to bring the child here."

"Then wait a little longer, she will go to bed soon." Like Xu, she likes to cling to me, because I will play with her, sleep with her, feed her and make her happy.

The queen passed me on, maybe because of this child, I must protect her.

I followed my father-in-law out of Lenggong and went to Chaofeng Palace. The scenery outside the palace during the day is really picturesque, and the baby can't take his eyes off it.

"Empress, Yun Zhiqiu has arrived." The father-in-law reported outside.

Lu Yao's voice rose faintly: "Show her in."

What surprised me when I went in was her change, it was too big, her round belly was like a ball, she had a smile on her lips, gentle and holy.

I was very surprised when I saw her, she had already greeted me gently: "Zhiqiu, come here."

The standing mother brought me a chair and asked me to sit beside Lu Yao. She had a gentle and joyful expression on her face: "Zhiqiu, you haven't changed."

"Heh." I smiled and finally came to my senses.

This is a normal thing, Lu Yao is a queen, and she is a young girl, of course she will have her children, but I feel extremely sour in my heart, everyone can be a mother, but I can't.

It's really sad, I always tell myself to calm down, but every time I feel sad, I can't help it.

"Zhiqiu." She stuck out her tongue embarrassingly: "Recently, my health has improved, and the fetus has become more stable, so I can see people, but it will make you suffer in the cold palace. I'll let someone talk about it, but I can't let you Eat and drink less, they have bullied you." She asked me with concern.

Although it is still the same as before, and I don't really care about identity issues, but I think we have all changed, and there is a gap between us.

I still smiled softly: "Thank you for worrying about me, it's okay, I'm doing fine."

She bit her lip and sighed softly, "Zhiqiu, you are so stupid, why are you so persistent and bold?"

I was startled, and sighed heavily, I don't know why I was so bold and persistent at that time, maybe I was too lonely, I wanted an outlet in my heart, and I also wanted to find my own happiness.

(End of this chapter)