The maid is the queen

Chapter 204 Unscrupulous
Don't think about it, let me know what he has been thinking in his heart all the time, that's what he thinks.

If you look at one thing calmly, it is a person.See how accurately I see him, I know all kinds of small thoughts and small calculations.

His hand must have been injured by himself, but he pushed this crime onto my head.

I sighed softly and said: "Actually, Duke Mu said it, and I told him that it is unacceptable. People and things that the emperor does not want, would rather destroy than let go. Am I right? I know it in my heart, but I want to say it because I just want to see how the emperor is such a ruthless person, Yun Zhiqiu is bold and reckless, the emperor will kill him if he wants to."

Just a few words, how much sadness can be left behind?

I asked myself with all my heart, no matter how much I endured and retreated, I never wanted to smile and return to his side again. You have your plan, and I also have my self-esteem and persistence.

He looked at me for a long time, and then said: "I let Xi return to your side."

"If it's just like this, the concubine is really grateful. If it's not, please don't mention it again. Now I can finally let go of my own pain."

He didn't say anything anymore. He went to the window and looked at the darkness and silence of the midnight. It's always too cold, and it doesn't belong to me in the end.

"Your Majesty." Eunuch Chen spoke softly.

He turned around and said, "Go back!"

There were only two of them going back, and they didn't even light the lantern. I went to close the window through which the night wind was blowing in. I always hoped that he would return Xi to me.

In the end, there was hope, followed by disappointment. After three days, he still hadn't sent Xi back.

His hand got better, and Duke Mu proposed to let a daughter accompany him back, but the emperor said to put it aside for the time being.

At the end of March, Lord Mu bid farewell to me and went back to the east. I was more and more lonely in the palace, and Concubine Mu probably knew that I was Lord Mu’s daughter and would never visit me again, nor go to Chaofeng Palace. Please be safe.

I was very bored, and he was afraid of me in his heart, so he didn't bother me anymore, Baobao and Xu were studying in the Royal Academy, and I had nothing to do by myself, I was in a daze and sleeping every day, wasting my days like this.

The heavy clothes were down, and the peach blossoms were shining brightly, reflecting a beautiful spring.

I took the steamed stuffed bun in the Nuanxin Temple to see Concubine Li, because I like to see the bamboo at the gate of Lenggong, it has really grown, it is taller than last year, the thick green leaves are bathed in the sun in the wind, The new and tender eyebrows are smiling happily.

It's so beautiful, I really like this place, and there is a person who wrote me an unchanging oath.

Even if we can't be together in this life, he still just guards me like that, needless to say anything, I know his thoughts, I have failed him, he only wants me to be happy, now that I have finished this life, I can go Think of my next life dream.

Xia Junlan, I don't want to see him again in my next life, it hurt me too deeply.

The chopped bamboo will be regenerated. The love of the past is so precious in the ruthless palace. Now I finally understand why Concubine Mu wants to be favored by the emperor. Being the emperor's Xieyu flower makes the emperor like it, but I don't like it anymore. Can't let go of that dedicated Xia Juntang.

Reluctantly turned his eyes back to Lenggong, he hadn't seen Concubine Li for a long time, and when he saw her again, seeing her weathered and aged face, he couldn't help but sigh.

She smiled faintly: "Time is not forgiving."

"Yeah, I'm old too." I smiled and put the buns on the table: "Baby's favorite food, I believe you will like it too."

"Zhiqiu, are you doing well?" She looked at me worriedly.

I shook my head, and she sighed and said, "Zhiqiu, don't lie to me. Although you are in the cold palace, if you want to inquire about some news, you can still inquire about it. Do you know why I lost the fight for the empress back then? It was the emperor and Lu. The family counted the Li family as dead, and now the Lu family is the boss, Zhiqiu, you will have a hard time in the palace."

Not only is every step difficult, it's also shocking, but I won't tell her about it.

She ate the steamed stuffed bun and sighed all over her face: "Zhiqiu, what I care most about now is the baby. Now I think maybe the Li family hasn't gone bad, so I let you raise the baby, but I don't want you to lose power."

"There is nothing to lose and nothing to lose. I may soon be with you in the cold palace. I need to take care of you during the game. Don't worry, baby, the emperor still loves her now, and he will definitely think about it more." Let someone raise her."

"No, Zhiqiu." She shook her head, coughing violently, beating her heart so badly, and after a while she panted and said, "Oh, my illness is getting worse and worse, maybe it's true It's not long before I die, I can see it now, and there is nothing I can't let go of, the baby has you to take care of it, and I will die with peace."

"Don't say these things, you have to take the medicine well, you can take the medicine sent by the maid two days ago."

Concubine Li shook her head with a smile: "Zhiqiu, let me ask you the truth, is the emperor treating you well?"

I didn't think much: "I don't want to be a pawn in his hands anymore."

"Sigh." She smiled, sighing softly in her eyes: "He is still the same. He has always wanted to be strong since he was a child, no matter what he wants to be better than others, and he wants to get it by any means. Do you know that in order to get Princess Yutang's attention, What's wrong with him? He pushed a beloved concubine into the water, Princess Yutang and Xia Juntang looked back, Xia Juntang jumped down to save the concubine, unfortunately, the concubine never woke up again, Princess Yutang thought he would be sad, It’s good to be with him for a while.”

"He has always been like this. I refuse to be a pawn. A deep love can pamper people to heaven, but whenever something happens, he will only hurt and ask for it. That's all, I can see him clearly." , he has what he wants, and I also have what I want, I would rather go into limbo and live my life in peace."

She stretched out her skinny hand to grab my hand: "Zhiqiu, you are a good person, you must never enter the cold palace, I am not selfish enough to ask you to help me take care of the child, but you don't understand that a person will die in the cold palace , it is extremely easy, you need to have your own power to keep your own position, and what you think, your prince, you can negotiate with the emperor to come back."

I raised my eyebrows and smiled: "Me?"

"No, you talk about the Li family army." Her eyes were full of brilliance: "My father and my elder brother have their own Li family army. What the emperor can ask for is only a part of the troops. My Li family army is broken into pieces. Just a word If you order, you can gather together and obey. I will give you a bracelet, and you can break it open and have a look."

I was a little shocked that there were still these.

Shaking his head, he said, "No way, I don't want to talk about this."

"Do you despise these unclean things? In fact, everyone is like this. If people don't want to kill themselves, the emperor will not really trust anyone. My father and elder brother also kept a bracelet for themselves. The bracelet is worn on the baby. What's the use of hands? If it can make you no longer sad and keep you from being hurt, this is the greatest use. Besides, he really wants these. "

She lowered her eyes and looked at the steamed stuffed bun sadly: "Give it to him, give it to him, it will really save a lot of heart."

"I don't know how to use it. It's what you left for the baby. For me, I'm very dismissive of the power that I have to talk about with these things. I'd rather have nothing."

She leaned on the table, coughed violently and lamented, "Zhiqiu, why are you so stupid, oh, you go back, I have to go to sleep first."

I still don't know what she means, but when I went back, I thought it was wrong, so I called the maid to come over and asked her to bring the cough medicine for Concubine Li, and I will send it to her tomorrow.

In the evening, I quietly fried the medicine in the dining room and brought it up. The next day, I sent the imperial doctor over because I was not feeling well. Lin Luoshui followed Xia Juntang to the northwest. It was really difficult for me to know what happened.

The strange imperial doctor saw me lying on the bed limply and asked me what my symptoms were. I said that I drank it when I was tired yesterday, but now I feel very uncomfortable. I also poured the medicine and asked him to check it: "That's all. , imperial doctor, I feel very inappropriate."

He also carefully took out the silver needle and tried it again, drank it again, looked at the color again, and then told me: "The ingredients in this medicine, my mother, are all tonics, and there is nothing wrong with it. different."

"It's no wonder I feel so uncomfortable. Maybe the maid went to pick up the medicine and put some down casually. Imperial doctor, will taking these medicines be harmful to the body?"

"It's fine if you eat less, but if you eat too much, it will cause great harm to the body, affect the mind, and cause blood disorder, and finally..."

He didn't say those words, but I understood them too.

I asked the maid to grab these medicines. I heard the maid said that Concubine Li had a bad cough, so I asked the maid to grab the medicine with money, and then sent it back after ten and a half months. I have been taking it like this for a long time. poisonous.

What did Concubine Li say? He has always been so unscrupulous.

My heart was so painful, I went to pick up the baby and Xu back, took off the bracelet from the baby's hand and went directly to Zhenghua Palace.

This time my father-in-law led me in, to the study room, and said outside the door: "Your Majesty, Concubine Yun Gui is asking to see you."

"Sure." He said flatly.

I went in with concentration, saluted him and looked at him. He pretended not to see me, and turned the pages of the book with his uninjured hands with his head down.

Just as he was about to speak, he said first: "If it's something unpleasant, you can go back, I don't have that much time to spare."

Looking at him with some anger and sigh, I knelt down: "This time, I think I have what the emperor wants, and the emperor will have the time to listen. First, don't hurt the concubine Li, let the concubine Li come out." Leng Gong takes the baby, second, let me go back to Mu's house." I was determined to leave him and this palace.

He raised his head, his eyes still looked at me coldly: "Why did you say that?"

"You have what you want."

He even stopped, looked at me faintly, pinched his brow with one hand: "Who do you think you are, who can talk to me?"

(End of this chapter)