The maid is the queen

Chapter 247 Complete Jade Wrench Finger

Yes, he also knew that I remembered, I was Yun Zhiqiu, I was the concubine who ordered him to kill, secretly let go of her hair and became a nun, since then he has nothing to do with me.

He still smiled slightly: "Zhiqiu is hungry, I asked the dining room to prepare some dishes you like. You can sleep if you want, and let you sleep until you are full."

I am not sleepy, I am lonely, I am lamenting.

"I'm not hungry." I said nonchalantly, "Your daughter is wasting the good intentions of the emperor, she really deserves to die."

There was bitterness on his face: "Zhiqiu, do you still remember what I said? If you remember, you must remember how heartbroken I was, how I cared for you, and I will never let you be hurt again." hurt."

"Your Majesty, civilian girls are not qualified to meet the emperor. Princess Muqiu is not the one who wants to do it, so I ask the emperor to take it back, and send Zhiqiu to become a nun."

He didn't give me an answer, and sighed heavily: "I know I can't keep you, so what about Xi? Your favorite son, can you keep you?"

Thinking of Xie, I felt as uncomfortable as an ant biting me.

I bowed my head and said nothing, the child is indeed the thread.And I am the kite, as long as he pulls the string, I have no direction of my own.

He didn't go out, but sat down, and came to grab my hand with one hand, I shrank back not to let him pull, and heard him say softly: "You think of me, you must have pain in your heart, you Will there still be hatred in my heart?"

I shook my head, I don't hate, I don't want to hate him, hating will make me very painful.

But he grabbed my shoulder and pressed hard: "Hate me, Zhiqiu, hate me so hard, it's because you have no strength."

I don't hate, the side of hate is love, and the side of love is pain, I still feel pain, I don't know how much I want to let go of this pain, why do I still hate you again, I'm so indifferent, I'm already Don't have the strength to do it again.

He silently held me in his arms, holding me so tightly that I couldn't breathe, did he insist on doing this?Let me remember his taste and his temperature.

"Zhiqiu." He softly called my name.

That voice was so weak, so painful, and so regretful.

He hugged me tightly in his arms, only called my name, did nothing, just hugged me quietly like this, a little sleepy, when his embrace was no longer what I was most attached to, everything was in vain.

When he lost his memory, he was also very kind to me. His belief in me was enough to move me very much.

I think he at that time could actually choose not to let me restore my memory, but he still insisted on letting me remember my past without hesitation.

After struggling lightly for a while, he still didn't relax, but hugged me even tighter: "Zhiqiu, I won't let you go, whether you hate me or don't like me, in this life Even if you owe me, you have to stay where I can see you." He was eager to put these first when I said something.

"What do you love me? Who do you love me like?" I asked him sadly.

Who am I? I am a fusion of sister Mu Xue and Princess Yutang. I look like Mu Xue, and my temperament is like Princess Yutang. Who else do you want to look for in me?

I no longer have the strength to love once, but what I got back was a fragmented mind.

When you love me, you smile like a flower, when you don't love me, you are as cold as iron, but your face is ruthless. I don't want to look forward to it anymore, and I don't want to hold on to it anymore.

"I don't think I'm wrong, you always treat you well when you remember, Zhiqiu, I will still love you as before, you are not who you are, you are not like anyone, you are Yun Zhiqiu, my only Yun Zhiqiu In our past, we have agreed not to care about it, and it is the first time that I always love someone with such heart, hurt, fear, anger, and cherish. I always have to learn step by step and walk step by step to know. What is precious, give me a chance, if you have a chance, you will see the change in me, if not, I will definitely let you go, Zhiqiu, bet with me again."

His temptation sounds like there is a light boat floating on the clear waves ahead, and a goblin is singing, luring people to go, but I know him too well, so I don't bet with him.

Finally let me go, he caressed my face, put his forehead against mine: "I'm very happy that Yun Zhiqiu is back, Yun Zhiqiu's stubbornness will not let go easily, I also know, I won't Forcing you to say something, the body is always important, eat something first, I will come to see you later, we have a lot of time, don't rush for a while."

Rubbing my hair with big hands, he left with a sigh.

I didn't think about anything, I ate something on my own, the maid brought Xi over, Xi grew up, and when he grew up, I was missing a lot.

Hugged him over, and gently touched his fair and tender face: "Xi, call me Concubine Mu."

He happily called: "Mother Concubine."

So obedient, she kissed me on the face with a sweet kiss, and smiled flatteringly: "Mother Concubine wants Tangtang."

My heart is warm and sweet, this is my Xi, my son, the child who is connected with me by blood.

In the past, I only knew that he was my child. I wanted to love him and love him. There was always something missing that made me sigh. The joy, happiness, and happiness when I was pregnant with him, the pain when I gave birth to him, and listening to him cry exclamation of time.

"Xi'er." I called softly.

He danced with joy, kissed me more and more sweetly, giggled and called: "Mother Concubine."

"Let's go see brother and sister, okay?"

"Okay." He hugged my neck tightly and wanted me to carry him away, the temperature of his small face against mine was so hot, it made my heart go soft.

How can I be willing to let Xie go, my child, I am the kite and Xie is the thread, and the emperor is the one who watches the kite. With the thread, I will never fly away, I understand.

Carrying Xi to the Royal Academy, those flowers, trees, and trees are still so familiar. I used to walk every day to know the way, and I was so free to send flowers every day, play with the baby, and now it still hasn’t changed, but my heart is a little bit Lonely desolation.

Huafei is still fragrant, but my mind is cold.

The branches and leaves in the autumn wind tremble quietly with its light waves. This is the beauty of its last season. In winter, it will fall into a desolate branch, only the snow will accompany it coldly.

I couldn't help hugging Xi tightly, letting his warmth warm me.

Xi pointed at the flowers and said, "Concubine Mu, I want flowers."

I put him down: "Fold it yourself."

"Mother Concubine, yes." He tugged at the hem of my skirt.

I knelt down and looked at him at the same level: "Xi Guai, fold what you want, you have to learn it since you were young."

In the future, no matter whether I can accompany him or not, he can also be independent.

"Pull down the branches and leaves next to it, don't let go, um, the flower has bowed its head." Taught him to fold, the fragrant petals made him grab his hands, and the branches and leaves swept his face as soon as he let go.

It hurts a bit, he had tears in his eyes, and he cried aloud as soon as he looked back at me.

Hurry up to coax her: "Don't cry, Xi is the most obedient, isn't she? The flowers Xi picks are so fragrant, and Xi can fold the flowers by herself in the future."

After crying for a while, I gave up. It was nothing more than wanting to act like a baby and want someone to love him. I carried him to the Royal Academy, where the cypress trees were still green. When Xu and the baby rushed to hug me, I felt very satisfied.

They hugged me and scrambled to call me mother concubine.

Those two words are so soft that I can only be small.

Xu and Baobao have grown up so much in a blink of an eye, I missed a lot of their growing up.

I asked them softly: "Xu, baby, Xi, do you love your mother and concubine?"

Both Xu and Baobao said, "Love." Xi followed suit.

"I love you very much." Looking up at the blue sky, it is so beautiful.

I laughed out some tears, the hard-won reunion, everything is God's will, if it is heavier, I will never wake up again for the rest of my life, and I will never remember them again for the rest of my life.If Xia Juntang is a little more selfish, then I will never appear in the palace.

A lot of little things together become a reunion, why not make people sigh.

I took the three children there with excitement, but I walked towards the Nuanxin Hall without knowing it. When I remembered, I was already at the door. Xu looked up at me: "Mother Concubine, do you want to have lunch here at noon?"

"No, this is where I got used to." I smiled gently.

But the palace maid came out to greet me in a hurry, and when she saw me, she saluted respectfully: "Princess Muqiu."

The new identity has not changed, I smiled lightly: "There is no need to be too polite."

"Does the princess want to come in and take a look today? The servants have already cleaned up."

I couldn't help asking her softly: "Is there no master living here?"

The maid shook her head: "If you go back to the princess, there is no such thing. This is the palace where Concubine Yun Gui lived. The emperor ordered the servants to clean it up every day. No one has ever entered."

He responded lightly, but didn't want to go in, and took a few children to Huishou Pavilion.

When I went back, Lin Luoshui was already waiting there, sitting on the big chair without saluting, seeing me smiled and said, "I'm only coming back now."

This guy already knew that I had recovered my memory, so I smiled and turned around to tell the maid: "Bring the bowl."

I still remember that I owe this guy a song.

He nodded: "Fortunately, in fact, I came here to ask for debts, I thought you didn't remember, fortunately fortunately."

The bowl was brought, some water was added, the chopsticks were tapped lightly, and the past events floated up one by one.

Outside the window, he was watching, he didn't come in, his voice was melodious and sweet, with the taste of autumn coolness, he didn't express his own thoughts, just knocking lightly.

At the end of the song, Lin Luoshui immediately stood up when he saw the people outside the window: "The princess is fine now, and the servants will leave first."

"Coward." I said softly.

He winked: "I'm not you, but Zhiqiu, I would like to advise you, the emperor treats you completely differently. This is the palace, and he is the emperor. If you think about it, you will eventually be able to think about it." Gotta understand."

"Lin Luoshui, I'll pay you back a song, and you know why I want to pay you back, why do you say that now?" Back then he had the audacity to steal me out of the palace.

Lin Luoshui sighed: "When you get to know a person better, some things will be a sigh."

He hurriedly saluted and left, but the person outside the window never came in.

I thought about his words, I always knew he was the emperor, he used his power to get me, he oppressed me, he used me as a pawn, but there was also love, when he said he loved me, he only had me in his eyes .

(End of this chapter)