The maid is the queen

Chapter 86 His Monopoly
"Master Lou's fingers were broken by mistake in prison, so he must...be unable to play the piano in the future."

I felt cold after hearing this, and felt extremely uncomfortable. Pointing at her with one hand, I shouted angrily: "Liar, how can you hide it from me, I don't want to see you again."

What accidentally discounted fingers, is there such a thing?Wherever it doesn't stop, it means broken fingers. What the luthier cares most about is the fingers, and how to play the piano in the future without fingers.

It was I who caused him to die miserably. I was really an unlucky person. Lin Shangyi made friends with me, so someone drugged her to make her unable to exert strength, and she suffered from dystocia.After playing the piano a few times with my senior brother, I slandered me and my senior brother for having an adulterous affair.It was too much, he ran back to the Temple of Observing the Moon in one breath, and threw all the things he gave into the water.

Hate him, how can this be so.

Seeing that I was furious, the palace lady dared not approach anyone or go out, so she knelt outside the door and begged for my forgiveness. I really hate being kept in the dark.

What will my brother think of me?During the time of confinement, the emperor and I lived comfortably here, but because of my burden, he suffered in prison and couldn't even play the piano. This is a painful thing for a luthier. I can never make it up to him.

"Your Majesty." A court lady came in timidly: "The emperor gave me sweet soup."

"Throw it away." I said coldly.

The little maid didn't dare to say anything, and hurried out.

The little prince was crying, I ran over to see him, his face was flushed from crying, I was heartbroken and annoyed, what kind of palace is this, I really hate it.

I hugged him and coaxed him, there was still a piano beside him, I put him down and flicked it a second time, thinking of my brother, my heart ached again.

No, I'm going out of the palace to find him, I'm going to see him.Although I can't do anything, I'm still alone, and I'm still Yun Zhiqiu when I enter the palace. What I dislike the most is dragging others down, and I still have to say I'm sorry.

He took a coat and went out, Yuan Yuan was still kneeling at the door, seeing that I was about to go out, he said, "Your Majesty, don't be impulsive."

"It's none of your business here, because I really hate people lying to me, come here, leave the palace."

"Your Majesty, you are not allowed to leave the palace now." Yuan Yuan knelt and stepped forward: "Without the emperor's special order, concubines are not allowed to leave the palace at night."

I was so angry that I threw away my clothes, and was so anxious that I wanted to cry, I ran to the railing and looked at the clear water.

"The empress can punish the reason, but the empress is going to leave the palace, it is better to ask the queen for instructions during the day, the empress is straightforward, but the empress does not think of herself, she should also think about the little prince." She was still persuading me earnestly.

That's the only way to go, it's all my fault, it hurt my brother.

I almost stayed up all night, and my heart was so anxious that the roots of my teeth hurt.

And Yuan also knelt outside all night.

I opened the door and looked at her and said lightly: "Get up, why, you didn't do anything wrong, and you are doing it for my own good, but like you, I really can't treat you as someone who can say anything, don't Kneeling again, our master-servant relationship is still master-servant relationship." But, I won't rely on her so much anymore.

Biting her lips, she was very sad with tears rolling down her face, looked up at me and said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry, it's because of a bad reason, because I just want to make your life more comfortable."

"If I can be exquisite in all aspects and perfect in everything, but such a person will not be like me. Is such a round and perfect me still Yun Zhiqiu? You really don't understand me. Don't do it again in the future, I want It's not a real slave, do you understand?"

She shed more tears and nodded vigorously: "I understand the reason."

I sighed and helped her up: "Don't kneel anymore, your feet will become numb if you kneel for a long time, let the maid rub it for you later, I have never treated you as a slave, but don't underestimate yourself."

Going out of the palace, I have to go out of the palace and I can't wait for a moment.

Going to Chaofeng Palace to pay my respects, many concubines have passed away, Lu Yao has regained her gorgeous face from yesterday, her light makeup has a touch of nobility and elegance, and the corners of her lips have an impeccable smile.

I was a little restless, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief when everyone said goodbye and went back.

But after hearing what I said, Lu Yao didn't agree very much: "Zhiqiu, are you really going? I advise you not to go out of the palace."

"I have to find him." I said firmly.

She narrowed her eyes slightly and said in a low voice, "Zhiqiu, you have to know, nine out of ten this is done by the emperor."

When I heard Lu Yao say this, I felt bitter in my heart, and bit my painful lips: "I think I found out last night, but I have to go, because I dragged him down."

Lu Yao raised his lips and smiled: "Don't worry, it's useless to worry now, some things are destined to have their definite number."

I sneered coldly: "Destiny, if it wasn't for him, how could there be such a definite number."

She shook her head and said in disapproval: "You, you are still so stubborn. What you have thought about is that you have to go to the end when you are in the dark. After so long in the palace, I thought you learned how to turn. You are still the same. Your Majesty Can we say that? Zhiqiu, once you enter the palace, you will accept your fate."

"I don't." I raised my chin: "Although he is the emperor, he is not a god. It is absolutely impossible for me to hug his feet and say that he is wise if he is wrong."

"Okay, I know you're stubborn, I'll give you a waist card, what, bring me some delicious food when you come back." She blinked and swallowed: "I miss the snacks outside, it's too much in the palace." It’s tasteless to eat fine, and you’re not allowed to leave without looking back, if you escape, I’ll be in bad luck.”

I said lightly: "I can't go, really."

Little by little companionship has wrapped me up, and I can't let go of the little prince who is still in his infancy.

Taking the waist card given by Lu Yao, he deliberately avoided the way he went down, and asked his father-in-law to carry the sedan chair and go out through the back door in private.

I remember that senior brother is in the capital, his father is an official in the court, and his family background is quite good.

But when we got there, the gate was closed and no one came or went.

The father-in-law knocked on the door for a long time but no one came to answer him. He secretly wondered and asked the father-in-law to ask the neighbors, but the news he got was unknown.

Asking one after another, I don't believe that no one knows about the Loufu.

After asking for a long time, a bean curd seller at a stall said: "People from Loufu left a few days ago. They left in a hurry. They are going to the south to take office. The whole family left together."

"Are you all gone?" I still didn't give up.

"Yeah, they all left or left in a hurry, no one told me."

My heart is bitter, why don't you let me say I'm sorry, I'm sorry, big brother, I'm the one who caused you misfortune.

Maybe it was because of a fight, and I felt pain in my heart. I rubbed my hands and looked at the passers-by, and I was still reluctant to leave. I really hoped that I could see the big brother in just a blink of an eye.

"Your Majesty, your face is pale, why don't you go back to the palace first." The maid asked in a low voice.

I shook my head, still reluctant to leave, staring at the closed door.

The monotonous sound of the piano is buried in the noisy sound, and the more you listen quietly, the clearer it becomes.

Eldest brother hasn't left yet, he lives in an inn not far from home, when I went up to meet him, he looked at me with a smile and said, "Why did you run out of the palace?"

Fog floated into my eyes, and I said sadly, "I'm sorry, brother."

He rolled my eyes at me: "Why are you crying? I have no ambition. I'm fine. I'm sorry for what you said. By the way, I'm leaving, because my father went to the south to take office, and my mother only had my son. Threatened by death, I had no choice but to resign as a musician and follow my father to the south. I am really happy to finally be able to get rid of you. Also, the south is so beautiful, gentle, beautiful, and talented, just what I want."

I pulled out his left hand, which he deliberately put behind his back. It was wrapped in white gauze, and the index finger was already flat.

Tears flowed more and more, and I felt more and more ashamed: "Brother, I hurt you, so I will return my finger to you."

"I can't beat you." He grabbed my shoulder angrily: "If you dare to hurt yourself, I will hate you to death. I will learn how to hate you to death, and hate you for dragging me down."

I covered my mouth, why don't you blame me?Brother, playing the piano is your favorite thing.

"Zhiqiu, I know you will definitely come to see me, I told my mother that I will leave after seeing you."

"I'm sorry." I was so sad that I couldn't say anything except these three words.

But he raised his eyebrows lightly: "Yun Zhiqiu, there are many people in this world who play the piano with ten fingers, and it's not surprising that they can play the piano well. If they can play the piano well with nine fingers, then they are really good."

"Don't be sad, put away your tears." He sternly said: "I hate seeing women cry the most, they are really spineless, the Yun Zhiqiu I know is the one who will not cry no matter how tired or bitter Woman, are you not her once you enter the palace?"

I wiped away my tears and smiled hard at him.

He also smiled: "That's all right, why cry? Help me clean up if you have nothing to do. I'm going to the south to start my new life. In fact, leaving here is a temporary new beginning." He sat down, somewhat He looked at me perplexedly: "I also cut off some of my own thoughts, which is not bad."

I folded his clothes and put them on the bed. He was about to leave, and he might never come back. However, I groped my body with my hands, and there was nothing that belonged to me.

"What are you doing?" he asked curiously.

"I'll find something for you."

He laughed loudly: "Show me a smile, that's the best gift you can give me."

I approached him, he was sitting and I was standing, I took his hand, kissed the white gauze softly, and said softly: "Brother, you are too arrogant."

He sighed: "Yes, senior brother is too arrogant. He always thought that he could catch everything, but in a blink of an eye, the personnel affairs are completely changed. In the next life, I must learn a lesson. When I meet a woman who is pleasing to the eye, I will be straightforward." The local people go to ask for relatives."

I watched him carry the piano on his back, and I smiled hard, trying not to let the tears come out.

He walked to the door and folded it out again, and said hoarsely: "Zhiqiu, take care of yourself, you must be happy to be worthy of me, you know?"

I nodded vigorously, and tears rolled down my face.

He smiled lowly, and gently wiped my tears with his thumb: "Every drop of a woman's tears is precious. In the future, remember not to cry easily. I will remember and cherish the tears you cry for me. Yun Zhiqiu, don't think of me, if I make you lose your happiness, it's not my intention, I admit it now, you are very smart, you understand what I mean, and ah, don't send me away."

(End of this chapter)