Marriage with one pet: copy the chief adult

Chapter 236 Collapsed Sanity

A ray of light cut through the darkness, and Jian Xi peeled away that layer of skin. It was a barren world, but it had a dazzling light.

The man stood in front of her again, his light blue shirt was wet by the rain, he didn't care, he was still smiling, smiling softly, and stretched out his hand to caress her cheek.

This time Jian Xi didn't resist, she sat between the darkness and the light, and rubbed her silky cheeks against his, her pretty face was full of tenderness.

"Sheng'er, don't leave me, stay here all the time, okay? Okay?"

The man said this again, but Jian Xi didn't feel disgusted, but wanted to laugh. She felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. She stretched out her hand and grabbed his soaked collar, and kissed him gently on the forehead, like carrying out a kiss. Solemn ceremony.

It was raining, the darkness faded little by little, her clothes were also wet, the rain slid over her body, and after soaking her skirt, it slid along her body to the ground.

Don't look, the ground is blood red.

The corners of the raised mouth did not show any trace of sadness. A girl would never know what it means to be sad. She smiled lightly and parted her red lips, "Okay——"

The sound of water dripping on her cheek awakened Jianxi from her dream. Before she could answer the man, she was pulled back to reality from the dream. If she didn't wake up, maybe she would wake up in the future But come.

Slowly opened his eyes, the overhead light on the ceiling behind Chi Yichen emitted a dazzling cold light, Jian Xi couldn't help squinting.

Chi Yichen leaned over to cover the large area of ​​light for her, his whole body was soaked, his hair was still dripping with water, dripping on her cheeks, every time a drop fell, he wiped it with his hands, carefully wipe off.

It took Jian Xi a long time to realize her current situation. She was lying on a stretcher, pushed by the nurses on both sides, and approached the end of the corridor.

Fragments of memory flashed in my mind—Mu Shaogong's phone call, she rushed out of the house and fell on the marble steps, the glass of red wine that Mu Shaogong forced her to drink, and the blood slowly flowing from between her legs out of the screen.

In an instant, the memory went backwards crazily, forcibly pulling Jian Xi back to reality from the empty state.

"Chi Yichen... I, our child—" She didn't cry, but stared at him blankly with widened eyes. With empty eyes and a dull expression, Jianxi seemed to have forgotten to be wound up. Like a robot.

stopped moving.

Chi Yichen's face was sullen, and while following the stretcher, he stroked her cheek with his hand, wiping off the rainwater on her face over and over again, his whole body was trembling, his face was pale, but he was surprisingly calm.

If he can't calm down at this time, then no one can protect Jian Xi.

"It's okay, as long as you are fine, nothing else is important, as long as you understand my words, good boy, go in, I'll wait for you outside." He said, let go of her hand, slowly He stopped slowly and watched her get farther and farther away from her.

The strength of his body seemed to be exhausted, he even forgot how to breathe, he touched his rain-wet face with trembling hands, covered his face, and brushed the hair sticking to his face back.

But Jian Xi still didn't seem to understand the meaning of his words, she wanted to sit up, but the pain in her lower abdomen forced her to struggle to raise her head, looking at Chi Yichen standing alone in the empty corridor, dazzling The white light surrounded his black figure heavily.

"Chi Yichen——" She still wanted to call him, but it was too late, the sound of the "cracking" wheel was getting louder, and the sound of the door being opened came from her head, and then she was pushed into a place with a bright Hunan.

Seeing that the door was closed again, blocking Chi Yichen from the door, Jian Xi knew what was going on.

She struggled to get out of bed, unable to speak, and could only resist the nurses who trapped her with wide-eyed eyes and trembling all over.

Why not let Chi Yichen in?Even if it was going to hell, she still hoped that he would be by her side.

At least that way she wouldn't be afraid.

Really unable to resist the nurse and doctor, Jian Xi was carried to the operating table, her neck was covered with a piece of cloth, and then the doctor put an oxygen mask on her mouth and nose, she really couldn't speak now.

He looked around anxiously - the cold instruments, the scalpel emitting a cold light, the doctor whose face was covered by most of his face, he was raising his hand to turn on the light.

"Pa" the dim yellow light hit Jian Xi's face, she narrowed her eyes again, and soon the light was transferred to the area below her neck.

The nurse was comforting her beside her, stroking her cheek gently, but Jian Xi couldn't move.

There was a sudden stabbing pain in her arms and abdomen, neither heavy nor light, and she lost consciousness little by little until finally, she couldn't feel anything, as if her body wasn't her own.

Jian Xi slowly closed his eyes, his mind was blank.

In a daze, he dreamed that she was sitting on the bed with Chi Yichen, he stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, and wrapped his other hand around her waist. It's red lips.

His hand moved down to her neck until it touched the two round balls on her chest. He kissed more and more fervently, as if he was paralyzing her nerves.

"Sheng'er, I like you, so--" When he raised his head again, he was no longer the handsome face of an adult, but a handsome young man, and Jian Xi was not the current Jian Xi, but the Sheng'er from ten years ago .

They sat on the bed, kissed awkwardly, and carefully took off each other's clothes.

Suddenly there was a gust of wind, and the milky white curtains moved with the wind. She turned her head and looked out of the window—it was full of spring, it felt so good.

It's a pity that happiness can't last too long. Jian Xi doesn't know what happened later, and he doesn't know whether this is a dream or a memory of the past.

After the sound of the door being slammed open in her mind, she woke up again from the dream.

When Jian Xi was pushed out of the operating room, she had already changed into a clean hospital gown. Chi Yichen hurried up to meet her. He didn't ask the doctor how she was doing, but she was the only one in his eyes and mind.

Watching her open her eyes, he pulled out a forced smile, and said softly, "It's good that you wake up."

Other than that, nothing really matters.

Jian Xi remained silent, her face was as pale as paper, her eyes were dry and sore, her mouth was dry, and there was still a faint pain in her abdomen.

She was in a terrible state, but she didn't want to tell anything.

Lest you open your mouth, tears will fall.

After sending Jian Xi to the intensive care unit and making sure that she had fallen asleep, Chi Yichen came out of the ward and asked the doctor about Jian Xi's condition. As for the child, if the doctor didn't bring it up, he wouldn't even ask. .

Even if it was useless to look forward to the birth of this child at the beginning, all he can do now is to pretend how much he doesn't care, as much as he doesn't care, and it's best to achieve disgust.

Only in this way can Jianxi not feel guilty.

In fact, it doesn't matter if he doesn't have children. Anyway, the future is still very long, and the world between the two of them has not been enjoyed enough. Having children is a burden instead--not only to say it, but also to force himself to think so.

Only then can the collapsed sanity be recovered little by little.

No matter how much he wanted to be by her side all the time, but he was wet all over, and the cold wind kept blowing along the way, if he continued like this, his body would only be broken down.

When he came out of the consultation room, he felt weak all over, but he still had to pretend to be calm and put his drooping forehead hair behind his head.

Back in the ward, she was still asleep, Chi Yichen walked to the bed, carefully kissed her forehead, he stroked her cheek again, muttered to himself, "I'll be back soon, you sleep for a while .”

After that, he turned and left the ward.

This is the second time today that he left when she needed company most.The first time, when she was being pushed into the operating room, he didn't grab her, pushed the people who stopped them away, and carried her away from everything.

There are many things he can't do.

The driver had been waiting for him downstairs in the hospital, and he also had a bitter face, opening the door for him in trepidation.

Chi Yichen remained silent the whole time. As soon as he got into the car, he leaned his head back on the back of the leather cushion, raised his face, and slowly closed his eyes.

"Next, I'll broadcast the weather for the next three days. It will continue to rain tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow—" the gentle voice of the radio hostess resounded in my ears, but before the words finished, the driver turned off the radio and concentrated on driving.

It was quiet as usual, but today it was deathly silent.

Raising his hand to brush his hair back again, Chi Yichen opened his eyes and stared at the roof of the car absent-mindedly. Jianxi's desperate and helpless expression when he was pushed into the operating room appeared in his mind.

There is nothing greater than heartbreak, she didn't cry.

He could clearly feel her inner struggle and pain, but he couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything for her.

Damn, he is really damned!
I forgot how long it took, the speed of the car gradually slowed down until it stopped in front of a magnificent villa, the driver got out of the car and opened the door for him.

The servant was waiting at the door, and Aunt Mei was holding a dry towel, presumably the driver had reported it in advance.

As soon as he got out of the car, the servant put a towel on his shoulders and asked with concern, "How is young mistress now?"

Chi Yichen shook his head, with a sullen face, walked around them through the black hollow gate, and disappeared in the winding courtyard path.

All the restlessness had subsided into his heart, his mind went blank, he just closed the door mechanically, walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes one by one, and turned on the faucet.

The heat lingered around him, and he no longer felt cold.

"Tick" the sound of running water resounded in his ears, Chi Yichen raised his face and raised his hand to sweep the water away from his face. Even now, he still feels stuffy, as if the air has been sucked dry .

Unable to breathe, he was suffocating.

Are you desperate?pain?In fact, it's not that exaggerated. There was only three months of relationship, and he didn't have time to see the child's appearance. It's normal not to have too much attachment.

He should have thought so.

Don't pay too much attention to it, don't make Jianxi too sad, it's best to let her think that the existence of this child shouldn't have happened, and everything is so natural.

However, even if he forced himself not to think about some things, he still couldn't control himself.

"So tired." Propping his elbows against the wall, he lowered his head and rested his forehead on his elbows, eyes full of fatigue.

(End of this chapter)