Chapter 237 Miscarriage
"Although it's cruel, I still have to inform you that Miss Jane had a miscarriage. Her abdomen was hit hard and she was taking illegal drugs." The doctor paused and scratched the back of his head before continuing, " But before that, the patient had already shown signs of miscarriage."

Recalling what the doctor said to him last night, Chi Yichen still couldn't help frowning, pressed the center of his brows, and tried to cheer himself up.

After taking a hasty shower last night, he rushed back to the hospital. Fortunately, Jian Xi didn't wake up.

Sitting by the bed with her until dawn, he almost stayed up all night.

"Woo--" There was a sudden sob, and Chi Yichen immediately drew his attention away from his memories, and looked back at Jian Xi - she was lying on the hospital bed, her face was pale, her brows were frowning and her lips were pouted, It seemed to be a nightmare.

Her hand unconsciously grabbed the bed sheet, and the veins on the back of her thin hand were faintly bulging.

"Jian Xi, I'm still here." Holding her hand, trying not to touch her acupuncture point, he carefully smoothed the eyebrows twisted into the word "Chuan" for her.

Her every move touched his heart.

Not knowing whether it was because of the warmth from the sunlight coming in from the window, or because he was calling her name, Jian Xi finally woke up, her curled eyelashes flickered slightly, and she opened her eyes.

In the empty eyes, nothing can be seen, she is like a lifeless robot, as if nothing is important to her.

Chi Yichen's heart fell heavily after raising it high.

"Jian Xi?" With a puzzled tone, he squinted at her, hiding the disappointment in his eyes.

Suddenly, she smiled suddenly, and the corners of her mouth were raised to stretch her dry lips, looking a bit reluctant, she was trying to show off, and even Jian Xi knew it very well.

Struggling to sit up, Jian Xi was a little panting, there were too many things to say, but she didn't know where to start.

After being stunned for a long time, she blinked and her smile became brighter and brighter.

"Let me ask you, is the child gone?" She pretended not to care as she said heavy words, while she stretched out her hand to her deflated abdomen, caressing it carefully.

"I could feel the weight on my stomach lessen, no pulse, no pain, I knew it, the baby was gone."

She had read reports before that to remove a preformed child, a tool like a hammer had to be inserted into the womb to smash the child's head, and he could be successfully turned into a puddle of lifeless flesh and blood. Take it out of the belly.

Now, her child is being taken out in the same way.

Jian Xi's laugh became more and more exaggerated, and the upward arc was full of unexplained sarcasm, almost laughing out loud.

However, looking at her like this made Chi Yichen very sad. He just wanted her not to be too sad, not to force her to smile.

But if she wants to do this, what can he say?
Smiling but not smiling, Chi Yichen stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, even though she was as pale as paper, she was still beautiful, he said softly, "Well, it's no big deal, I will conceive again in the future, really."

The powerless comfort will only make her more miserable, Jianxi's nose is sore, she quickly raises her hand to cover her eyes, and blushes.

Anyway, this child didn't come according to the plan, and now that he was leaving, she didn't need to be attached to him. It's only been three months, so she just assumed that she suddenly gained a few pounds, and then lost weight quickly overnight.

Thinking about it this way, could she be the same as before?
Tears pierced the tranquility and wet the palm of his caressing her face. The tears were still warm, and she was still alive.

A gust of wind suddenly blew outside the window, blowing up the milky white curtains, and the rustling of the green trees covered her whimpering voice.

"It's okay, it's really okay." No matter how much comfort there is, Jian Xi still doesn't want to let go. How stubborn she is, at this time, Chi Yichen will never let Chi Yichen see her ugliness.

She barely managed to hold her breath, and asked her word by word, "Don't comfort me, I know it's different, no matter how many more times you conceive, the child will still die."

Those pictures can still clearly appear in her mind, the blood stained her goose yellow dress red, she fell powerlessly to the ground, maybe there was no child at that time.

After all, it was she, the mother, who killed the child.

"What, I was the one who gave him life, and I was the one who ended his short three-month life. He only existed for three months, and before he had time to take a look at the world, I ruined his life."

It wasn't a product with any purpose, it was a piece of flesh that was literally peeled off from her, and if she could protect him until ten months later, he would be born like other children.

It was originally an early sunset, but now it turns into an early sunset.

How could she not be heartbroken?

"It's okay, I'll be fine if I say so." Hugging her tightly, Chi Yichen could only repeat this sentence, other than that, he couldn't find a way to comfort her.

She forgot how long she had been crying, her eyes became dry, and she couldn't even shed tears anymore, and finally stopped.

A bottle of glucose had just been finished, so Chi Yichen had to let go of her, pressed the bell, and asked the nurse to come over and change the water for her.And he sat down again, wiped away the tears on her face over and over again, and brushed away the loose hair on her forehead.

After crying once, Jian Xi's complexion improved a lot. Although she was still bloodless, it was better than being empty like a robot.

He couldn't cry and didn't dare to laugh, he could only look at her fixedly, and said a few words lightly from his lightly parted thin lips, "It will be fine."

Everything will pass, and soon they will be back to how they were before.

It was enough to have each other, nothing else was needed, there was no need for proof between them—just thinking about these, he could forcibly pull himself out of the collapse.

Jian Xi was always in a daze, and sometimes he wasn't even sure if she was listening to him or not.

"Okay, I won't cry anymore, just move your hands away." Without going into hysteria, Jian Xi calmed down, and gently moved his hand away from her cheek, her eyes were gentle.

She didn't make a scene like on TV, or just go crazy, she just cried and then calmed down.

Is this good or bad?
No matter what, as long as she doesn't suddenly commit suicide, Chi Yichen is already satisfied. He will spend his whole life to make her forget the pain slowly. Even if she can't go back to the past, at least don't spend her whole life in despair.

No one can stay the same forever, she wants to change, but the only thing that is not allowed is someone who wants to change her clear eyes.

It is his, and no one can take it away.

Holding her hand, the needle water injected into the blood vessel made her skin cold, and his warm palm wrapped her hand, Jian Xi almost wet his eyes again.

Looking up at Chi Yichen, his exquisite face is equally haggard, but still energetic, his swirl-deep eyes stare at him tightly, turning into a puddle of tenderness, making people fall for him.

"Since you're awake, let's go home. It just so happens that I've finished my work and can stay with you at home for a few days."

I thought she would agree with the trend, but she just shook her head, her voice was a little hoarse after crying, "Stop lying, go to work, I will stay at home and wait for you to come back, I am not that The kind of person who commits suicide."

She loves him so much, she is sad because of him, how could she be willing to leave?

What's more, maybe somewhere in the dark, some things have already been decided, and she is destined to feel guilty for the rest of her life.

"Okay." Reluctantly compromising, Chi Yichen tried to be as natural as possible, not to let her feel that he was overprotecting her, that would only make her feel disgusted with herself-the person who knows her best in this world, except him, has no who.

"Then let's go home."

"Well, go home."

The sunshine after the rain didn't last long, and soon it was raining again. Jianxi was carried all the way downstairs. The driver waited in the rain with an umbrella, accompanied by two bodyguards who were responsible for holding umbrellas for them.

No matter what happened, Chi Yichen always dealt with it quickly.For some reason, Jian Xi suddenly envied such skills.

With her arms around his neck, she leaned her head on his shoulder, allowing him to carry her into the car, blocking all the gray and wetness from the outside of the car. The inside of the car is not stuffy, but the light is a little dim.

It was clearly daytime, but when it rained, the sky darkened——Jian Xi lay on the window, the sound of rain pattering on the car window resounded in his ears, and there was only a blurry scene in his eyes.

In a daze, she couldn't remember what she asked him, but she only remembered that Chi Yichen's answer was very strange.

"It doesn't matter. For me, as long as you are alive, I will have children again in the future. Don't worry, but before that, I think I have more important things to deal with, so you have to wait for me, sorry."

Why wait?Can't she be involved too?Also, he didn't have to apologize at all.

In fact, she is really not that weak. There is nothing she can do if the child is gone. She can cheer up.

Even though she forced herself to think this way, Jian Xi's hands were still trembling. She stopped asking, looked away, and curled up into a ball in his arms, wherever he wanted to take her.

She is tired and needs a rest badly.

In the few days when she went back, the familiar environment could not dispel Jian Xi's panic. She always felt that something was missing at home, but she couldn't find it. It was like a drug addiction attack, and she actually felt pain all over her body.

Sure enough, she was still trapped in her own world, and no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't get out.

What should she do?She didn't want to think of herself as a lunatic every day, and she also wanted Chi Yichen to see the strength in her eyes, but no matter how much she said, she found that it was all about showing off.

Of course, this is already the result of her efforts to control herself, otherwise she would have killed in front of Mu Shaogong and chopped that bastard into pieces.

Now, she would gag even mentioning him.

Forget it, it was just a joke, she has nothing to do with Mu Shaogong anymore, just treat it as if she had repaid the favor she owed him before, and there is no need for her to feel guilty anymore.

She buried her true thoughts with lies and self-comfort, but still couldn't cover up the turmoil in her heart.

I really want to tear him apart!
(End of this chapter)

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