Marriage with one pet: copy the chief adult

Chapter 246 We All Calm Down

Chi Yichen was right, he did pay a lot for her, even beyond her imagination.

But has he ever thought that it was because of his sacrifice that she felt terrified.

If possible, she would also like to pay so much for him, but she has nothing but herself.

In the spacious space, death-like silence hovered around them, and the air seemed to be condensed, making people's hearts gradually heavy.

Suddenly, Jian Xi didn't want to struggle anymore. With a livid face, she snorted coldly, her eyes were full of mockery, but she didn't dare to look him directly, or it could be said, at least for now, she still didn't want to look him in the eye.

"Have you ever thought that you have paid so much for me, but in the end it was only out of your guilt. I'm not wrong, you feel guilty, and the child is gone. Even if it has nothing to do with you, you think it's because you are right. I am not good enough."

As she spoke, she sighed, her shoulders drooped, she looked decadent and fragile, and she was about to give up on herself.

Lowering her head, she stared blankly at the slippers under her feet, her eyes were full of confusion, the matter had come to this point, she didn't know what to say to fill the gap between them.

Didn't he even realize it?The rift between them has existed since the time they started hiding their selves.

She thought for a long time - what went wrong?Obviously, they made so many sacrifices because they loved each other deeply. This should be a touching story.

But why is she feeling so tired.

Chi Yichen's strength in grabbing her elbow suddenly relaxed, and he gently put down her hand, his face was full of astonishment, his sharp-edged face was bloodless, his wandering eyes slowly focused on one point, like the dark night, It was too heavy to breathe.

After a long pause, he opened his mouth slowly, his tone becoming more and more indifferent, "You mean, did I treat you so well because of guilt? So you feel uncomfortable? Do you think I let myself do this because of responsibility? tired?"

I didn't expect her to be so stupid.

Chi Yichen feels guilty, even if this matter has nothing to do with him directly, but it is undeniable that he is also responsible - unable to give her any comfort, unable to appear by her side in time.

Even sometimes, he would blame her, which was obviously not her fault.

But this is not the reason for him to accommodate her, doesn't she understand?

"Don't you, never think that I love you?" The indifferent voice was like a basin of cold water, and then poured it on Jianxi's head.

She widened her eyes suddenly, shook her head, her slightly parted red lips trembled, and even her voice trembled.

"It's because your love is too heavy, and I can't bear it anymore. I think every day, are you really happy by my side? Is it really enough for me to stay by your side? I don't want you to worry too much. , I have to pretend too, pretend I've cheered up, this damn love."

She spoke more and more quietly, until the end, she could only make mouth shapes, like an aphasia patient-sometimes I dream about my child, and I dare not cry in my dreams, because I am afraid, and you will be worried.

It's not his fault, she's tired.

Even so, Chi Yichen could still see what she wanted to say, he couldn't help clenching his fists and gnashing his teeth, not because of hatred, but because he didn't want to lose control.

He thought he could handle everything perfectly, but he didn't think that everything was just an illusion.

"Since you feel tired, it's just right, and I feel tired too, and I don't want to live this depressing life anymore. In this case, let's separate for this period of time and calm down each other. Then you will understand. And I don't need to understand you."

Rather than being angry, it's better to say that there is almost no emotion. He is really ruthless.

After all, without waiting for Jian Xi to react, he bypassed her first and strode out of the room without turning his head to look at her. This time he was really pissed off by her, and maybe he would really abandon her .

As soon as he left, Jian Xi's tears fell and her face was flushed.

Squatting down weakly, she hugged her knees, her shoulders kept shaking because of the twitching.

The servant who watched the whole process awkwardly from the beginning to the end finally plucked up the courage to come over to comfort her, "Young mistress, don't be too sad, the young master is just angry and will recover soon..."

No amount of words would be powerless, Jian Xi shook her head, her cheeks rubbing against her knees.

"No, he is such a heartless person. If he leaves this time, maybe he will never come back again, but I really can't hold on anymore. How many days? I dare not even cry Fall in front of him."

Jian Xi knew very well that no one except herself could understand what she was doing. Chi Yichen treated her so well, she should be touched.

She has always thought so, and firmly believes that with this love, she can persist forever.

Until she knew that he had permanently set the room that was originally intended for a child born in the future as a forbidden area, and she felt extremely sad, but on the surface he pretended that he didn't care.

If he had to live so hard because of her, she wouldn't want it!

The meaning of her staying by his side is not to drag him down, she is also a person with self-respect, and she is also afraid that one day he will choose to leave her because he is too depressed.

From the moment she learned that she was an abandoned orphan, she never felt safe again.

It is finally clear that there is nothing impossible in this world.

Maybe one day Chi Yichen would say that he was too tired and didn't want to love her anymore, but she was used to that kind of tenderness.

Has he ever thought about how she can let go by then?

Tired of squatting, Jian Xi simply sat on the ground and cried loudly, just like the day she found that dreamy room, in the end her life was still nothing but tears.

As long as I can remember, I have never shed tears until I met Chi Yichen.

Probably all the tears in her life will be shed for him alone.

As Jian Xi thought, Chi Yichen didn't come back all night, but she still insisted on staying on the sofa in the living room, waiting for him all night.

Not daring to expect the sound of the door opening, she could only stare at the European-style retro phone on the tripod, holding the phone in her hand, opening the text message page from time to time, longing for him to send a text message.

But no, he really didn't come back all night, nor did he call or send a text message.

She is not the kind of troublesome woman who still thinks that he can care for her after driving her away. She just wonders if he really intends to abandon her in such a large and empty place?

Sure enough, he did.

I didn't close my eyes all night, and the next morning, Jianxi had to cheer up, went upstairs to take a shower, and changed into lighter clothes - I heard that the weather will be hot these two days, and she can already wear summer clothes .

After hesitating for a long time, Jian Xi still took the initiative to call Chi Yichen, she didn't want to keep anything, or apologize.

He's right, they all need to calm down a bit, maybe take a breath, and everything will recover.

The phone call was just to confirm that she wanted him to choose whether he said to calm down for a period of time or forever. No matter what he decided, she would have no objection.

Also, if she wanted to be calm, she thought it would be better for her to move out of this place.

She doesn't want to live in a place full of his breath, that's tantamount to driving herself crazy.

Because he is no longer here.

However, no matter how many calls she makes, the prompt tone will always be "The number you dialed is currently in use, please try again later."

In fact, to put it bluntly, he just hung up on her phone persistently, over and over again, really diligent.

In desperation, Jian Xi had no choice but to turn to the voicemail. Her voice was still a little hoarse, but her tone was much calmer than yesterday.

"Time flies, we fell in love so fast, does it mean that breaking up can also be fast? I don't know if you understand what I mean, but any choice you make, I will respect you, you know I'm used to being insecure and everything will be fine for me."

"I'm going to move out so you can come back."

"You're right, we should all calm down, I wish you well."

Because she was too nervous, she spoke incoherently.

In fact, the general meaning is that even without him, she can still live a good life, so don't worry about whether she will commit suicide.

He doesn't need to feel guilty, everything is her fault.

It's because she is not good enough, and erratic, still in the blessing, not knowing the blessing, and not careful enough, not knowing that he has been suppressing himself. To put it bluntly, there will be cracks between them, and it is all her unilateral fault.

Is it okay to say that?
After hanging up the phone, Jian Xi simply packed her luggage - she took a few summer clothes and a pair of light shoes, put all the trivial daily necessities in her handbag, and took out a passbook and a few banknotes from the drawer of the bedside table Bank card.

That's all her savings, and she doesn't know how long she will be away, at least before she gets paid, she still has to save some money on expenses.

Except for the large amount of clothes in the dressing room that she couldn't take away, the only thing Jian Xi left behind was the diamond ring on her right ring finger—she carefully took off the ring and put it on the dressing table.

Her hands felt much lighter in an instant.

At least until she became someone worthy of what he did for her, she wouldn't be coming back for a while.

Moreover, perhaps Chi Yichen should also think about it, is everything he does really what she wants?Did she say that she likes such a careful love?
It's better to be simple and rude than to dawdle.

When Jian Xi came out of the villa, it was just dawn, and the servants hadn't gotten up yet, so that she could leave this place unimpeded all the way, but she still had to stay at the door of the house for a while before getting a taxi.

While waiting for the taxi to pass by, Jian Xi took out his mobile phone and called the police - the old man woke up early in the morning.

When the connection was made, a taxi just turned from the right side of the intersection and appeared in her line of sight, she waved to the side of the road, while still taking care of the phone, "Boss, I have something to do I want to discuss with you, that is, something happened to me recently, and now I need your help, can you..."

The taxi stopped in front of her, she opened the door and got in the car.

Chi Yichen didn't hear the rest.

(End of this chapter)