me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 162 Courage
"Yang Yang, you are a good girl. Let me tell you the truth. The reason why I rejected you before was not because I was noble, but because I treated you like my sister. I don't know when This kind of feeling may be because your insistence on ideals reminds me of me back then, but I want to tell you that I really don’t have any meaning for you in that way, so don’t force these things, even if If you get it, there will be no good results. As for Monkey, her girlfriend loves him very much, and she loves Monkey with almost all of her own. Do you have the heart to let a girl's hopes for him fail?" I said earnestly.

"Then you have the heart to let my hopes fail?" she said.

"It's two different things," I said.

"It's the same thing to me," she said. "Just tell me, okay? If you promise to be nice to me, I'll kill the child right away."

"You want to threaten me?" I said.

"Not really," she said, "If you don't agree, then I'll go find the monkey, and this is what he should have been punished for anyway."

"Don't even think about it." I said, "Leave aside, what does this matter have to do with me? I can't put my whole life's happiness on account of a friend's mistake."

"Then it goes without saying." Yang Yang said, "I'll go find his wife tomorrow."

"You're fine, do whatever you want," I said.

She was very disappointed, nodded, said nothing, dropped the 100 yuan, stood up and left.

"You haven't told me yet, where did Liu Ruyue go?" I said.

"I don't know, but let me tell you, so what if you find her? So what if you reconcile? Do you think you can be together? Let me tell you, no way! Your mother won't agree Yes!" she said angrily.

After she left, I tried to call Liu Ruyue again, but I still couldn't get through.

I sat on the sofa, watching TV boredly, but couldn't watch anything. It was getting late and past twelve o'clock, but there was still no movement, and her phone was always off.

I was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, wandering around the house, I really wanted to find her, but there was no clue in the big city, I was in a hurry but had nowhere to start.I suddenly realized that I didn't care and understand Liu Ruyue enough. I didn't even know if she had any other friends in this city. Otherwise, I could at least ask them.

The later the day, the more worried I became. She was a woman, and she ran out in anger, wondering if something would happen.There are all kinds of bad pictures in my mind, I control myself, I want to stop thinking about it, but I don’t know what TV show is on TV, a scene of a woman going out late at night and getting into a car accident.

I hastily turned off the TV.

I suddenly remembered that she said a few days ago that she was going to Zhang Ya's place, did she go to Zhang Ya's place?
I hurriedly called Zhang Ya.

Zhang Ya didn't know where it was, it was very noisy, and asked me, "Why did you suddenly think of calling me?"

"I...I want to ask, did Liu Ruyue go to your place?" I asked.

"She said she hasn't decided whether to come or not. Why? Has she already come?" Zhang Ya said, "Want to give me a surprise?"

"No, I'll just ask." I said.

"No, did something happen to you two?" Zhang Ya asked sensitively
"It's nothing, it's okay, it's a little thing, you can hurry up." I hung up the phone quickly.

After hanging up the phone, I was even more at a loss. I checked the time and found that it was past one o'clock. I couldn't help feeling even more anxious.Where did she go?
I couldn't sit still, I smoked one cigarette after another, and I couldn't sit still, so I went down to the community and walked around, but I still couldn't wait for her.

After I came up, I thought about it for a while, feeling angry and hated.

Suddenly the phone rang, and I was ecstatic. I took it over and saw that it was a monkey. I couldn't help being very disappointed.

"What's wrong?" I asked angrily.

"Thank you, brother." He said very sincerely.He had never said anything to me so politely before, which made me not used to it.

"Xiaolan told me when she came back, are you and Liu Ruyue okay?" Monkey asked.

"Hmph, it's okay. She ran out and hasn't come back yet." I said.

"Ah?" the monkey asked in surprise, "Where did you go?"

"How do I know where I'm going?" I said, "If I want to know where I'm going, why worry about it here?"

"Wait, I'll probably be back." The monkey said, "Women, you only get angry for a while, and you'll be fine when you're done."

"Okay, I'm too lazy to tell you, what's the matter with you calling." I said.

"I... nothing." The monkey stammered, "I'm just asking you to see what's going on with you."

"Okay, you don't have to worry about me." I said to the monkey, "Monkey, this time I will carry the pot brother for you, but I can't carry it for nothing. I hope you can learn from it and treat it well in the future." Xiaolan."

"I see. Through this incident, I really understand a lot of things. I was not good before, and I will never do ridiculous things again." Monkey said.

"It's good that you understand, don't tell me these things, tell yourself, tell Xiaolan." I said. "Okay, don't talk anymore, I'm afraid she will call and the line will be busy."

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone and continued to wait.

When it was almost dawn, she still hadn't come back, and I fell asleep without knowing it.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, and the sun was shining through the window, very dazzling. I suddenly found that the door of Liu Ruyue's room was open, and there was a woman standing in her room.

I hurriedly sat up, rubbed my eyes vigorously, and found that the person standing inside was none other than Liu Ruyue!
I was ecstatic, stood up, hurried over, and found that Liu Ruyue was packing her clothes, I walked over and grabbed her hand, "When did you come back?"

She shook off my hand violently, looked up at me coldly, continued to pack her clothes without saying a word.

"Kisara, have you seen my text message?" I said.

"No." She said without looking up.

"Listen to Kisaragi, there is a reason for what I said to Xiaolan yesterday, it wasn't intentional, I didn't know you were outside the door..."

"What a coincidence, I heard it. Mr. Yu, I don't think you need to waste your time explaining. As a man, you have to be brave, right? Now that you do it, you have to take responsibility, right?" She said coldly said coldly.

"But I didn't do it! The child isn't mine!" I said.

She stopped and looked at me, and said with some disappointment, "Yu Hao, I really didn't expect you to be this kind of person. I used to think that Kim Dae-jung was disgusting, but now I think he is better than you at least in this way. Dare to admit it!"

I was taken aback, anxious and angry, never thinking that she would compare me with a person like Jin Dazhong, and that I would be reduced to the same person as Jin Dazhong in her heart.

"What? Am I wrong?" she said.

"You are right, everything is right. I am such a disgusting person, even more disgusting than Kim Dae-jung! That child is mine, and I fucked her behind your back, okay? Are you satisfied? "I roared loudly.

"You're so good, you got pregnant in one go." She said coldly, continuing to collect her things.

"It's so good, it's a pity that you don't know the goods, so you didn't try it earlier." I said angrily.

"Shameless!" Liu Ruyue scolded.

I went back to the living room angrily, sat on the sofa, watched her tidy up everything, and walked out with her luggage.

I've seen this kind of scene once. Last time because of Guo Xiaoting's incident, she had already moved out once. I didn't expect that she would move out again so soon.

She came over and handed me the key, and said, "Mr. Yu, let's have a good get-together, and I will return your money to you. From now on, let's do this, don't contact me."

I stood up reflexively and looked at her, "Don't you really want to hear my explanation? Do you really believe that? It's been so long, don't you know what kind of person I am? ?”

She froze for a moment, sighed, and said, "Yu Hao, you are the clearest about my ex-husband and I, you know, I can't stand deception and betrayal the most. Yes, yes, you do I have experienced a lot of things that touched me, and I admit that I also like you a little bit, especially recently, I have almost convinced myself. But suddenly you poured a basin of cold water on my head and gave me Wake up, that's right, Yu Hao, even if there is no such thing, we have to face the reality and live in fantasy, the reality is that we are not suitable at all."

"Why are you talking about this again? Why isn't reality appropriate?" I said, "Can we just talk about the facts instead of talking about reality?"

"Why can't we use reality as an example?" Liu Ruyue said, "I'll just ask you, do you dare to take me home to face your mother?"

I was taken aback.

"Look, you are still hesitating, this is the reality." Liu Ruyue said.

"Don't you want to know why I told Xiaolan that way? Don't you want to know, how could I do such a thing when I love you so much? Don't you want to know that after you leave, I will give you How many calls and how long have I been looking for you? How anxious am I?" I said.

She sighed, with tears in her eyes, gritted her teeth, and said, "I don't want to know, I just know that the truth and reality are often cruel and not so beautiful, but we also have to face it, this is the essence of life. "

She left after speaking.

I froze there.

In fact, she has a very good attitude towards me. I know she told me this because she endured grievance and resentment, but I still hate her a little bit, because this is not what I want. I would rather she is just like the beginning, angry. Inexhaustible, it doesn't matter if you scold me or even hit me.

The most frightening thing about this incident was not that she thought Yang Yang was pregnant with my child, but that through this incident, Liu Ruyue returned to her so-called reality, and lost the courage she had worked so hard to muster.

So I know that no matter how hard I try to keep her, even if I explain it more clearly, she won't listen.

(End of this chapter)