me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 163 Fat Girl
Flowing night, flowing light, flowing desire.

I don't know when I started to get used to going to the bar to drink when I was in a bad mood.

I didn't like to drink, and I didn't like to go to places like bars.But it seems to be different now. Whenever I feel angry, I always want to drink, and I come to the bar.

I used to think it was noisy and noisy here, but now this is precisely what attracts me. I need human voices and noise to drive away the desolation in my heart.

In the past few days when Liu Ruyue was away, the room was empty, and my heart seemed to be empty. I was afraid to stay in the room. When I was in that room, I always felt like I was standing alone at a crossroads.

I remember someone said that when you face loneliness, it is precisely when you grow up.

I think it makes sense. In fact, sometimes, just enough loneliness, unavoidable loneliness, can let me face myself naked, think about myself, what I have gained, and what I have lost.

Of course, the answer is also very clear, I suddenly found that, I don't know when it started, Liu Ruyue is almost the whole of my life to me.My pursuit of love is for her, and my pursuit of career is also for her, to prove myself to her.

But when she suddenly left, my life seemed to come to a sudden stop, it became fragmented, and it seemed that I lost my motivation all at once.

I have been doing this for the past few days. I go to work during the day, and after get off work I go to play basketball by myself, running and jumping like crazy, squandering the excess water in my body. It is said that this way I won’t cry.Although it sounds hypocritical, it seems reasonable. After playing basketball, I went to the bar downstairs to drink alone. I kept getting drunk, and then I went back to bed and fell asleep without taking off my clothes.When I woke up the next day, I didn't even wake up from the wine, so I went to work again.

So I've been in a state of confusion for the past few days.

This morning, as soon as I went to the company, Guo Xiaoting walked into my office with a very ugly face.

"Mr. Yu, I want to talk to you," she said.

"About what?" I asked.

"Look at the promotion you gave me yesterday," she said.

"what happened?"

"What's wrong? There are typos everywhere, and your strategy is seriously flawed. The small apartments in Lanshan Mansion have long been sold out. I have already given you this data analysis. Why do you still have a strategy for launching small apartments? ? Fortunately, I took another look, otherwise, if this is sent to Party A, how can we explain it to them?" She said.

"Really?" I hurriedly clicked on the file, only to realize that I had made a mistake.

"Sorry, I forgot." I smiled awkwardly.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked me suddenly.

I was taken aback, "It's nothing."

"Nothing?" Guo Xiaoting said, "You have never made such a mistake before. It was all my fault before. You are correcting me and saying that I was careless. You didn't notice it. Is it the other way around now?"

"It is inevitable that there will be some mistakes at work. I am also a human being, so it is impossible for me to never make mistakes, right?" I explained.

"Is that really the case?" she said, "Who are you? Look at what you have been these two days? Look at how wrinkled your clothes are? How long has your hair been washed? It’s turned into shredded squid! Also, your eyes are so red that it’s like eating dead human flesh, is this all a work mistake?”

I smiled awkwardly, "I've been busy recently, so I didn't go to the meeting anyway. I'm in the company, so it's okay to be informal."

"Even so, let me ask you, why are you drinking so much?"

"How did you know I was drinking?"

"You can smell the alcohol on your body from two miles away. It makes us all drunk. How do you think I know." She said.

I sniffed my clothes, "Is it as serious as you said? You are exaggerating."

"What happened to you?" Guo Xiaoting put down her questioning tone, and suddenly asked with concern.

"I...it's fine, I'm just lazy lately." I said, "I want to drink, that's all."

"For your behavior, I only have four words for you." She said.

"what?"

"Please take me with you," she said, "I haven't had a drink for a long time, take me too."

"Okay, I'll call you if you drink, but I don't think I drink much recently." I said.

"What's the matter with you?" she asked, "Can't you tell me?"

"It's okay, don't worry about it." I said.

"You think I'm a fool, the whole company can see it, who do you think you can hide from?" she said. "Is it because of your young lady neighbor?"

"Please don't gossip like that," I said.

"It doesn't mean anything else, it's like helping you. I don't feel comfortable with your virtue." She said.

"Doing a good job is the biggest help to me." I said.

She was very upset and turned away.

"Thanks." I said to her.

She looked at me with some concern, hesitated to speak, turned and left.

After she left, I sighed and lay on the seat on my back, yes, I can't go on like this.You have to find a way to live a more fulfilling life for yourself.

I was lying down when Meng Tingyun knocked on the door and walked in.

"Is something wrong?" I sat up and asked.

She smiled and looked at me, "What's the matter with you these two days?"

Khan, why are these girls so sensitive?I just drank wine for a few days. Is it true that the smell of alcohol is so strong that the entire company can smell it?

"I'm fine." I said impatiently, "If there's nothing else, you can go out first, I'm thinking about something right now."

"What are you doing, you're taking it out to tease me." Meng Tingyun said, "I have something to do."

As she spoke, she took out a green card letter from her back, handed it to me, and said to me, "My dad asked me to invite you to attend the real estate forum the day after tomorrow."

I took a look at the letter, and it was well-made. It seemed that it was indeed a summit forum, but I didn't have the mood to attend it, so I said perfunctorily, "Okay, I'll see it when the time comes, and I'll go if I have nothing to do."

She stood still.

"Anything else?" I asked.

"Did you break up with your girlfriend?" She smiled mysteriously.

"I said, do you still have something serious to do?" I said.

"Us? Who else? Oh, Sister Guo must have seen it too." She smiled, "They all said that you must have lost love, and it's all written on your face."

"Go, go, go! Do whatever you need to do!" I unceremoniously coaxed her out.

"You are a typical example of being out of breath after being hit by someone!" she said.

It seems that everyone can see that I really can't continue to drink anymore.

However, at ten o'clock in the evening, I appeared in the bar downstairs on time again, sitting there drinking by myself.

I can't stay in the house, the place is basically an ice hole to me.No sleep at all, I have nowhere else to go but here again.

A middle-aged woman was sitting next to her, she came over and said to me, "Handsome guy, smoke a cigarette."

I took a look at her, she was well-built, slightly fat, with heavy makeup, basically I couldn't see what she looked like.

I was really too lazy to talk to her, so I pushed the cigarette on the table over without saying a word.

She took out one, lit it, took a sip, and said to me, "I've been seeing you a lot recently, drinking alone here, is there something on your mind?"

sky!Could it be that the four words of being in a bad mood are written on my face?Why can every woman see it?

"It's okay." I said lightly.

"Drink two cups together, sister, I will chat with you for a while." She said.

"Smoking can be done by yourself, so you don't have to chat. I want to be alone, is that okay?" I said coldly.

She was persistent, "Let's chat casually, if there is something unhappy, tell it, and the eldest sister will help you analyze it, maybe it will be fine. People, don't hold back when you are unhappy, just say it."

"You have made me very unhappy, please go away, please?" I said angrily.

"So," she leaned over, trying to whisper something in my ear, but I pushed her away impatiently.

"If you have something to say, just say it, and make up something." I said.

She was not moved by my attitude, she still smiled, and said in a low voice, "Brother, look at this, you are in a bad mood, sister will chat with you for a while, if you want that, eldest sister can accompany you out, I have some friends outside The house is just outside the door, let's go up, sister wants you to relieve the pressure, relax and you'll be fine."

I couldn't help but laugh out loud, how come out soliciting customers with this beauty?
"Thank you for your kindness, but please leave."

"Don't be like this brother, don't look at me not so young, but sister, I have very good skills. You just need to follow me and experience it. I can do everything, and there are uniform temptations. Students, nurses, stockings temptation, once It's only five hundred, and there's no limit to the number of times, I guarantee you'll be blown away, how about it?" She raised her eyebrows and said charmingly.

I almost spit out a mouthful of blood, just like her, wearing a student uniform, the scene is so horrific, it doesn't look like a horror movie when you think about it.

"Let me tell you, if you don't leave, I'll call security." I warned her.

"What are you doing, big brother? We are talking about it well. What is it called a security guard? The security guards here are my regular customers. You can ask them to know how my work is."

She talked and smiled, and I felt her face drop pink when she smiled.

No wonder she's so unscrupulous, feelings and security are her customers, I'm really speechless, this old lady, it's so simple.

"How about it?" She leaned closer to me again and said, "It's okay, we can discuss the price, you are so handsome, how about a discount for you? Four hundred is enough, and the service conditions are not bad." Change, do whatever you want, how about it?"

I took out my phone and put it on the table.

She was taken aback and laughed, "Why? You still need to leave your contact information. I think you should try it first. It's not too late to stay after we're done. Let's go."

She said she pulled me up and left, and I threw her away, "If you don't leave, I will call the police, do you believe it?"

(End of this chapter)