me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 274 Shame
I can't help but freeze.

She knows me so well, but I... don't know her at all.

In fact, from Liu Ruyue's point of view, it is not difficult to understand her thoughts.

After all, she already owes me a lot of money, and although we love each other, we really don't have any substantive relationship. Under such circumstances, it would be unbearable for me to bear the debt of more than 100 million for her.

From another point of view, this is actually an expression of her love for me.

If I had been able to calm down and think carefully at that time, and not be so impulsive, I would have considered and discovered some clues. If I knew her well enough, I would have known that Liu Ruyue shouldn't be that kind of person, even if she would be killed. Mr. Zheng's money corruption was not so sudden and decisive. Unfortunately, at that time, I was already dazzled by anger.

The thought shames me.

Thinking about it carefully, why I didn't calm down and think about it at that time, it was because in my subconscious mind, I believed that Liu Ruyue was such a person, and I felt that she should be with those rich people, and this is My inner inferiority complex is at play.

I only thought about my own pain, but I didn't consider that she would be in pain after being separated from me. You can tell by her haggard look these days.

Thinking of this, I really want to slap myself twice.

"Since I was a child, as long as I can remember, my dad has been like this. He has no serious job, spends all day in the casino, quarrels with my mother about money every day, and the debt collectors come to the house every now and then. , I was so scared that I hid in the house and dared not come out. I often had nightmares. I dreamed that one day my father lost me and my mother, and those vicious people rushed into the house and wanted to take us away. Waking up from crying..." Liu Ruyue's voice choked up when she said this.

I walked over and patted her gently, and her tears flowed down involuntarily.

"Actually, I should have said these words to you a long time ago, but I haven't found the right time." Liu Ruyue wiped away her tears and said, "When I was at your house during the Chinese New Year, I really wanted to tell you , I am very envious of the atmosphere in your family. Although you and your mother also quarreled, everyone can see that it was a happy quarrel. You and your father love your mother so much. I think she is the happiest woman. Look at my mother, she is arguing every day, and she saves money, which is not enough for my father to bet on. For so many years, she hasn't even bought a decent dress..."

"Stop talking about Kisaragi." I said, "It's my fault."

I hugged her, she lay in my arms, and burst into tears, because she was afraid that her mother would hear, so she tried her best not to make a sound, I only felt her body trembling slightly.

After crying for a while, she said, "I know you love me, but I love you too. Do you know how I felt when I decided to leave you? I feel like my life is completely hopeless and I'm going to die ..."

This made me even more miserable.

"Stop talking, I know it's my fault, I should figure it out, and I shouldn't let you suffer this kind of grievance." I said.

"No, you're not bad. You've been fine since I met you." Liu Ruyue said, "You may not know that after divorcing Kim Dae-jung, I completely lost confidence in my life and future. I thought It is impossible for me to give affection to anyone anymore, but you have completely changed everything, making me feel that being with one person can be so happy, that there is really someone who will give everything for you, even when life is at stake. Stand up in front of you."

"Okay, Kisaragi, let's not talk about that." I said to her, "Let it go, okay? Let's start over."

There was joy in Liu Ruyue's eyes, but immediately, the joy disappeared and was replaced by worry.

"Yu Hao, you should leave me." Liu Ruyue said.

"why?"

She paused and said, "I'm telling you the whole story, not because I want you to bear all this for me, but because I want you to understand that I don't love you, on the contrary, I have always loved you very much. It hurts to see you drink yourself like that, and I'm afraid that if you don't know the truth, I'm afraid this matter will leave a pimple in your heart forever, and the shadow will never be erased. Now that you know, that's enough Yes, but you must not try to pay back the more than 100 million for me, I can't bear it, and I will suffer even more."

"Liu Ruyue." I said, "Do you really understand love?"

She froze and looked at me.

"If you really know how to love, if you really know how to love someone, you shouldn't ask me so much." I said, "If you really love someone, she is everything to you, her sorrow is your sorrow, and her Happiness is your happiness, if I really love you, do you think I might watch you come out of one fire pit and jump into another fire pit?"

"But……"

"There's nothing wrong with it." I said decisively, "I'll make it clear today, I love you, and I'm willing to bear all the pain for you. I hope you will also remember that between two people, everything that money can solve , it’s not a big deal. If there is any problem, we have to face it and solve it together, and I hope that after you understand this truth, you won’t do such a thing to hurt me again, can you?”

Liu Ruyue looked at me very touched, and then worried, "But...that's a lot of money, where are you going to get it?"

"Leave it alone." I said, "I'll figure it out on my own. I just hope you can keep in mind what I told you today, can you?"

Liu Ruyue nodded solemnly, "I will never again, so are we together again?"

I smiled and said, "If you don't want to make up with me, then I can't help it."

She smiled sweetly, and threw herself into my arms like a child. I smelled the charming fragrance on her body, and felt the lost and regained happiness.

"I'm still a little worried." Liu Ruyue said.

"What are you worried about?" I said, "Are you going to end this? Those who were afraid of wolves and tigers later, if the two of us are together, will the whole world create difficulties?"

"No, I'm worried about Mr. Zheng, you don't know, he's a bastard, I've already promised him, but now he's backtracking, I'm worried he'll pester you." Liu Ruyue said.

"Since you know he's an asshole, are you still doing this?" I complained.

"I have no choice..." she said, "They all broke my dad's hamstring, and I'm afraid they will do more vicious things."

I secretly sighed in my heart, her father was lucky to have such a good daughter as her, otherwise I don't know how many times he would have died.

"Don't worry, just let me deal with your shit, Boss Zheng." I said.

She nodded.

After a while, I couldn't hold back and asked, "You...you and him... nothing happened, right?"

(End of this chapter)