me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 275
She broke free from my arms and looked at me, "What do you think?"

"How...how do I know this?" I said.

"I said no, would you believe me?" she said.

"I think you should answer me directly," I said.

"No." She said firmly.

I looked at her, and I was puzzled, because after all, if a person like Mr. Zheng is not in his hands, how could he bleed without getting any benefits?But since she said no, what else can I say?

Logically speaking, I should be relieved of this matter, because after all, something like that happened to me and Zhang Ke, but when I think about it carefully, the matter between me and Zhang Ke happened to me after she left me. This was done with obvious vengeance and purpose.

But even if it really happened to her, I can't blame her, because after all, she was also coerced.

Although it was not what I thought at first, being coerced by bad people, but family coercion is also a kind of coercion, so I have no reason to complain.

"Still don't believe me?" she said. "I didn't even give it to you, let alone him?"

"I don't believe you," I said.

She looked at me, "You'll always believe it, I'm not worried about that at all."

She said it so frankly that I was speechless, but then, I found that my mind was all on this matter. Although Liu Ruyue and I were chatting about other things, my mind kept flashing The sexy scene of her and that old man is simply unsightly.

I forced myself not to act like this, after all, even if there was, she still had difficulties, so there was no need to worry about it too much, but she still couldn't control herself.

Later, Liu Ruyue probably sensed my absent-minded state, and said, "Are you tired? Is your stomach okay?"

"It's okay." I said.

"Let me make you some millet porridge." She stood up and walked out.

I didn't hold her back, I needed a little space, to convince myself as much as I could, to get over this feeling, and I hated it.

This is an eternal proposition, that is, a proposition about chastity, if your woman loses her chastity, even if she has insincere grievances, will you mind?
This is different from the virgin proposition, which I don’t think is worth discussing in the current society, because in an increasingly open cultural and social background, going to bed has become an essential part of a relationship, just like the movie said, If there is no that, it can be regarded as friendship at best, not love.

So you can often meet a girl who looks quiet and honest. After getting along for a while, when the arrow is on the string, she tells you that she is not a virgin, and tells you a sad story. In this story, Either she was cheated by someone and fell into bed by mistake, or she loved that person so much and went in the direction of getting married, so it was only natural to advance the married treatment in advance.

At the end, she will definitely tell you that she no longer loves the person who slept with him, but loves you in front of her eyes.

I thought about it, nowadays, most of the men probably don't have such a strong virginity complex anymore, at most it's just a lump in their heart for a few days, and they will remember it when they go to bed with her, but they will gradually forget it.

But the proposition of chastity is far more complicated than this. When I was browsing in a certain forum, I often saw some posts like this. Some women were drunk and slept without realizing it. Should they be forgiven? Give her a chance to turn over a new leaf?Some women have been raped, what should I do if I have pimples in my heart?
My attitude at that time, of course, was that I should forgive women. After all, she was passive and forced. She had already suffered both mentally and physically. Let them be tortured by you?

Liu Ruyue's situation is actually similar, although she is not strong, she is forced to do so.Besides, didn't I also lose my virginity twice?What right do I have to stand on the moral high ground and blame her?

I think I should be understanding and tolerant without a doubt. Why can't I face it with justice when it comes to me?
Man is a complex and terrifying animal.

But I still have a glimmer of hope. Since she said it so frankly, I think it is credible.

After drinking millet porridge, it was time to sleep.

Liu Ruyue said, "You can sleep here today, I will sleep with my mother, would you like to take a hot bath?"

After she said that, I naturally didn't say anything, probably because the question just lingered in my mind, so I didn't have a particularly strong desire to sleep with Liu Ruyue.

"I don't want to take a bath anymore, just soak my feet." I said, "Where is the footbath?"

"Let me fight for you." She went out involuntarily.

After a while, Liu Ruyue came in with a basin of steaming water for washing her feet. She was wearing an apron, a purple tight shirt, and a string of thin necklaces around her neck. Under the light, her skin was set off Fairer and more pleasant.

This picture made me stop thinking about those things immediately. This is my ideal picture. When I was very young, my imagined wife should be like this, virtuous and beautiful.

Perhaps this is the reason why I fell in love with Liu Ruyue from the first time we met, maybe not only because of her beauty, some women, maybe she is not beautiful, but she satisfies some of your childishness. Expectations and fantasies, this kind of fantasies, maybe it's her hips, maybe her big breasts, or maybe it's just her voice, that's why you fall in love with her.

Liu Ruyue sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, smiling.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked.

"It's nothing."

I guess she laughed because she lost something and found it again. Sometimes it’s like this, you know how precious something is when you lose it.

"By the way, where is Jelly?" I asked, "Isn't she here? Why didn't you see her?"

"Jelly is at my aunt's house. The school here is not good. The last time I transferred to another school, I went to see her with me tomorrow." She said.

After my feet were scalded, my whole body felt relaxed. I lay on Liu Ruyue's soft and comfortable bed, and I could smell the delicious fragrance from her body. I didn't think about those bad things anymore, and fell asleep hazily.

Early the next morning, while I was still asleep, I was awakened in a daze by a violent quarrel.

I listened carefully, and found that it was Liu Ruyue who was arguing with someone, and it was very violent, so I hurriedly sat up, put on my clothes and opened the door to go out.

(End of this chapter)