me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 613

Boss Meng didn't ask any further questions.

In fact, what I want to talk about is the matter of resignation.

Ever since I entered Changhai, Mr. Meng has been teaching me, constantly teaching me, and wants me to grow up quickly and become a person like him so that I can be more accomplished.But maybe I'm not that material, and I can't be the kind of person he expected. I'm not smart, indecisive, and not ruthless enough, so I may not be able to be what he expected.

I found that my heart couldn't reach an agreement with the one he promised. From the bottom of my heart, I rejected myself from becoming like that, and I also rejected the current environment of intrigue.I'm not really happy here, I don't like to play tricks, I don't like to play tricks, and I don't like to say those insincere words. I am depressed here, and I feel depressed every day, although I can't tell what is suppressing me. But it was very uncomfortable. I wanted to relax and find a less depressing environment. I didn’t play tricks or engage in political struggles. I just relied on my ability to eat and earn money. I thought that might make me happier.

I have been thinking about it before, but there is always no good time, and I dare not face Mr. Meng, worried that he will be disappointed. Speaking of this today, I think it seems very appropriate to talk about it.

But when the words came to my lips, I stopped.

Because first of all, what I consider in my heart is not so mature. After all, the annual salary and platform here are envied by many people, and it brings me the wealth and freedom of money in life, as well as the sense of satisfaction and vanity of success. Sexuality is also an important reason why I can't give up, especially after the incident of Li Gang and Feng Qian, I was a little stimulated, and women now value money and status more than ever before.

Secondly, I thought about Meng Tingyun's matter.

It was the thing that moved my mind, this thing made me hesitate.

I scolded myself for being dirty in my heart, and I was also a little worried that Mr. Meng had broken my mind, so I blushed a little.

"Okay, no matter what's going on, let's talk about it later." Mr. Meng said, "Let's see each other less recently. If the third brother wins you over, you should do what you should do, understand?"

I nodded and said, "Understood, then he let me get close to Xiaoyun..."

"Just do what you want," Mr. Meng said.

"Mr. Meng, actually I don't understand," I said, "What good does it do him if he asks me to do this?"

Mr. Meng said with a smile, "Of course there are benefits. My younger brother has always been unprofitable, and you will gradually understand. But this time he thinks a little easier."

As he spoke, he showed a meaningful smile.

……

After bidding farewell to Mr. Meng, I was going to go to Li Gang, but I didn't expect to see a WeChat message from the monkey: Gangzi and I have already slept, don't come here, go with the person you should accompany, the two of you walk It's really not easy today, we have to cherish it, it's normal to stumble, isn't it the same for me and Xiaolan, women, just coax them.Haozi, Gangzi has already become like this, so don't worry me, I'm already old, you two bastards, let me rest easy.

I felt warm in my heart after watching it.Walking in the slightly cold night, I can't help but sigh with emotion, fortunately I still have friends.

In one's life, most things are erratic. They look beautiful, but they cannot be firmly grasped.Only three or two friends are the real wealth.

Life is so difficult, if you have two friends like this to walk with you, it will not be so tiring.

I'm going to walk back just like that.

The night is as cool as water, the sound of the city is misty, walking alone on the street, the lights of thousands of houses, the mood is like the wind, let everything go.

On such a night, I think of a night just after graduation, when I walked alone like this.At that time, most of the classmates had already found suitable jobs and became honorable office workers. Li Gang entered the police station, and Monkey was also admitted to the civil service as he wished. celebrate.They probably also understood my thoughts, so they didn't have much joy at the wine table. Instead, they kept persuading me not to worry. I smiled and said it was fine, but I was also anxious in my heart. After we left, I wandered like this alone On the streets of this city, looking at the bright lights of this city, I felt lost, and I was still thinking about tomorrow's interview, and occasionally I wondered if there would be a heart-warming girl waiting for me in the future, and I was anxious about myself Where is tomorrow...

But now, I have already surpassed those classmates and peers, and become a serious so-called successful person. I have obtained what I wanted at the beginning, and I have obtained what I did not dare to imagine.

But after all, I still can't be happy. Is it true that being unhappy is the ultimate destination of human beings?

All of a sudden, I really wanted to get drunk again, and I didn't want to go back anyway.

I randomly found an open bar on the street, and walked in. Fortunately, there were not many people there, and the music was good, so I sat down, ordered two drinks, and drank alone.

I found that drinking is actually a way to abuse myself, especially when I am in a bad mood, I am hurt by this world, I simply give up on myself, hurt myself, and see what kind of hurt it can be!

Simply ignore, anesthetize yourself, let go of everything after being drunk, no pressure, forget sorrow, no need to be responsible for anyone, no need to worry about identity, you can cry or make trouble, completely like a child, put the growth on yourself Throw away all the armor and shackles, and return to the true nature of the child, laugh when you are happy, and cry when you are in pain...

I was alone, sitting there, drinking by myself, singing unknown songs, the more I drank, the more I enjoyed myself. Suddenly the music was replaced by Li Zongsheng's "Hill". Not to mention, there are still a lot. I save it because I want to write it into a song, which will be sung softly and remembered faintly. Even if I finally forget it, it will be worth it. At one end, looking at the bend of the big river, I finally dared to be bold, and faced the difficulties of life with a smile on my face. Maybe we are immature, and we are going to be old before we know it. Asking ignorantly, being ashamed to ask for help, climbing over every hill tirelessly, even though the hills are grayed, the sorrow of not giving me when chattering, losing myself before seeing immortality as I wish, over the hills Only then did Shan Qiu realize that there was no one waiting, and the endless chatter could no longer bring back tenderness...

I finally couldn't hold back, lay down on the table, and cried bitterly, knowing that I was drunk.

In the hazy tearful eyes, I saw a girl opened the door and walked out, I couldn't help being shocked, Guo Xiaoting?
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