cut love silk

Chapter 82
Chapter 67 Bloody War (Part 2) ([-])
The young lady will eventually marry as a married woman. I was named by the master as a dowry, but the young master refused. He said that he would take me out of here.

In a trance, I thought of the years I have walked with the young master. I knew that I should not be emotional, but I still couldn't help being secretly in love.

That night, the lights and candles were brightly lit, it was very lively, and the clouds were boiling up and down.

I followed the lady to the Prince's Mansion, sat in my room, watched the flickering candles, and shed blood-red tears all night long.

The young master left and went to the southwest border for three years.

The lady didn't know the reason, but instead comforted me, saying that the man would settle down only after he had made some achievements in his career. I pretended to be angry and said that I would stay with the lady for the rest of my life.

The lady glared angrily, and I begged for mercy, saying I was just joking.But my heart is very clear, the young master and I are not from the same world, and now he is young and vigorous, maybe he is willing to abandon his status, wealth and wealth to leave with me, but what about in the future?
I leaned against the couch, watching the slowly rising red sun, a human life is very long, how can there be only love?
One month after the young lady got married, the emperor passed away and the third highness ascended the throne.

At that time, the lady was depressed, but she still smiled comfortably in front of the third highness. She told me that after becoming the emperor, many things were beyond her control. I comforted the lady, with her and the Jifu, the third highness The throne will be firmly established.

I vaguely remember that the young lady and the young master mentioned that a few years ago, the crown prince was the eldest prince, but his qualifications were mediocre. In anger, he abolished the prince and imprisoned the two princes at the same time, leaving only the third prince who had been neglected by him.

The Third Highness is gentle by nature, not easy to fight, many times he can endure as much as he can, and he will let it go when he can. Although he is respected by several civil servants, but after all, he is young, and he was not favored all the time when he was young, and there are very few people who support him to ascend the throne. .

The master's name is Zuo Xiang, a minister of the family, and has great military power in his hands. After the emperor passed away, some people saw the direction of the wind and threw themselves into Ji's mansion.Of course the young lady knew the situation better than I did, she firmly held my hand and said firmly that she would definitely help him secure the throne.

I don't know much about power struggles. The young lady figured out the thoughts of the master and the third highness. If it is appropriate to advance, then advance, and if it is appropriate to retreat, then retreat. She often analyzes the pros and cons with me, but she doesn't mention a word in front of the third highness.

She said it would be embarrassing for him to know that she had gone out of her way for him.

I admire Miss very much, if I have Miss who is half persistent and half brave, I will leave with the young master desperately that night.

The situation in the court changed day by day, the young lady gradually lost weight, and when the Third Highness was away, the smile on her face became less and less, perhaps because she was afraid that I would worry, she would always try to amuse her, but a dry smile would always make me feel sad.

I asked Miss, is it worth it?Men's affairs, let them think about it.

The lady patted my head and said I don't understand, she said that once you love, you are in love, like a moth to a flame, if you love everything once, you won't regret it in the future.

I smiled, but my heart became more and more bitter. It's not that I don't understand, it's that I dare not love.

In three years, the young lady said that the situation in the court had almost stabilized, and she would persuade the master to let go of his power, otherwise, no emperor would tolerate the monopoly of foreign relatives.

In the past three years, I watched the young lady shed her immature skin and become stronger and stronger, but that night when the red candles in the Fog Palace flickered, the young lady threw herself into my arms, hugged me, and cried hoarsely.

The young lady said that life is like this, there are sorrows and joys, and the next day she returned to the dignified Empress Ji. I stood aside and watched the weak Gu Yanlin bowing profusely, and then claimed that I was tired all night and felt unwell. Screening back, I saw that the young lady's face turned pale in an instant, but the tears in her eyes did not shed for a long time. She touched her belly with one hand and smiled at me: "Yao'er, let's go eat something, the child is hungry."

I have never seen a lady like that, laughing and laughing, tears fall down, and then wipe them away desperately, saying that they shouldn't cry, it will make the child unhappy.

For three months, His Highness the Third Highness never stepped into the Hongluan Hall.

I waited for him to explain to Miss, to make Miss happy, for him to neglect that pretentiously weak Gu Yanlin, and for him to come and name the child with Miss.

After waiting and waiting, what they waited for was the news of the Jifu's destruction.

I just remember that time, my mind was blank, my eyes were dark, my ears were buzzing, I didn't want to believe it, until the young lady rushed out of the Red Luan Palace.

I found Eunuch Hao in a daze, he nodded vaguely, and I saw the young master smiling at me, he told me that day, we will see you by the city wall of Yundu.

That smile was extraordinarily bright under the sun, and that voice, obviously still warm, rang in my ears...

I don't remember what I was thinking about, how to regain my sanity, seeing a lady who was covered in rain and knelt all night in front of the Yanwu Temple, my heart felt like it was being torn apart, Gu Yanlin, at that time I thought, if there is a chance, Miss has suffered, she must repay a hundredfold!
The lady drank the medicine and left with the phoenix seal.

I should have blocked it, but I didn't.

Greedy and selfish, I hope that the young lady can save the young master, so I let the young lady go to the execution ground alone with an eight-month-old stomach.

Eunuch Hao tried to comfort me, but I let him go.

More than ten years of meekness, self-restraint, tranquility and silence completely collapsed on that day.

The lady was clearly not dead, but they threw them into the Hongluan Palace, her lower body was completely red, I beg, everyone who can beg, I beg them to save the lady, I even went to the Yanwu Palace, crying and begging Gu Yanlin, seeing For the sake of being women, save the lady's life, or save the child's life.

No one paid any attention to me, the sunny day in the morning turned gloomy in the evening, heavy rain, accompanied by thunder and lightning, I ran all over the palace, went to the Grand Hospital to find Grandpa Feng, but he was not seriously ill, Yin Qi was the only one in the whole hospital , I begged him, but he laughed and sarcastically said that the lady deserved it.

On that day, I could see clearly the ugliness of the world.

I suddenly felt that Miss is such a clean person, but she is about to leave me.

I trembled, fell, got up, covered in mud and water, I was afraid that I might not even see the young lady for the last time.

Eunuch Hao didn’t leave, and kept wiping the young lady’s sweat. I sat slumped next to the young lady, the whole world in front of my eyes was dark, only that small piece of warmth was getting thinner.

I held the lady's hand and gasped continuously, trying to stop crying, but the tears flowed more and more fiercely.

The lady loves cleanliness and red clothes. I prepared everything in a daze, and was about to cleanse and put on for the lady, but I saw the lady's lower body and her blood-stained little hands.

There was chaos in my mind, like countless firecrackers exploding, whether it was surprise or joy or fear, I don’t remember, that little hand grabbed my heart that was about to dive into despair, and planted a seed of hope.

When he came back to his senses, he held a dagger in his hand. Eunuch Hao’s face was pale, and he started to cry too, and stopped my hand: "Yaoer... Yaoer, you...what do you want? You...don’t... ...Old slave...Old slave will go out of the palace to find Master Feng, you...you wait..."

Eunuch Hao left, but I couldn't wait any longer.

It's not that I can't wait, the lady can't wait, and the child can't wait.

I was shaking all over my body, I didn't dare to cry, I didn't dare to scream, for fear that if I was not careful, I would damage the child.

I tried my best to pull away all my sanity and let myself not think about it. I just looked at the dagger in my hand, gradually cutting through my belly.

Then came the blood, the overwhelming color of blood...

For a long time, I didn't remember what I did, nor how the fire broke out in the Red Luan Palace. I vaguely remembered Miss's cold skin and blood-stained red clothes...

Many people said that I was crazy, I only knew how to cry, howled, hysterical, and laughed. The loud laughter overwhelmed the thunder, broke through the sky, and resounded through the palace. It was as rampant as a fire.

I know I don't.

I cried for the young lady, complained for the young lady, and laughed at the heartlessness of the world.

That night I clearly understood that the Third Highness died from the moment he ascended the throne.

Only the emperor is alive now.

Or, the Third Highness never existed at all, and everything is just an illusion to confuse the world.

I cried without tears, shouted without sound, and laughed without strength. In fact, I just want to ask God, the Ji family is dead, the young lady is dead, and the young master is gone. Why do you leave me alone?
(End of this chapter)