I won't be her substitute

Chapter 32

It was a double whammy of body and mind, and I was downright sick, very sick.How I wish I could be sick and unconscious all the time.Snatched me back from the serious illness, revived me, kept me alive, but made my life worse than death.There are too many doubts, too many puzzles, too much hatred, but who should I ask, who should I hate?My sister, still the one who loves.All the pain is not borne by me alone.Tired, want to cry, tears dry, want to leave, where to go?heaven?
——An Mengqing's diary

Before the sun came out, the wind and rain hit the ground, seriously injuring An Mengqing who had not fully recovered.The daughter didn't come home all night. Father An and Mother An searched for the whole night. After calming down, they remembered that there was another place where An Mengqing often went.With their last conjecture and last hope, they came to An Xiaoyu's tombstone, where An Mengqing was lying on the grass.Anxious, they stepped forward to help An Mengqing, no matter how much they shouted, she didn't respond.

Their hearts gradually cooled down, but they still didn't give up. Mother An rubbed her already stiff hands vigorously, hoping to pass her body temperature to her daughter, so that she could open her eyes quickly and let them know that she was still conscious.

Suddenly, An Mengqing's head shook, and she opened her eyes, which were so frozen that they were almost glued together, little by little, little by little.

"Meng Qing, Meng Qing, can you hear me?"

An Mengqing looked straight ahead, at the place that was still in line with her heart, squeezed out a smile, and said, "Look, my sister is waving to me."

"What nonsense are you talking about, I don't allow you to say that, and I don't allow you to think like that." Father An and Mother An's tears dripped on An Mengqing's face one by one.

She moved her cold eyelids, and then slowly closed them, and her tears were sliding down the corners of her eyes.On An Xiaoyu's photo was the rain from last night. Just as An Mengqing closed her eyes, the rain that happened to stay in the corner of An Xiaoyu's eyes flowed down her cheeks, and she cried.

An's father rushed to the hospital with An Mengqing in his arms. An's mother kept talking to An Mengqing. She didn't want An Mengqing to fall asleep.It always feels like the road to the hospital has become very long.

Finally arrived at the hospital, An Mengqing was put on the hospital bed and rushed to the emergency room.

Sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor and staring blankly at the emergency room, I felt that every minute passed seemed to be more difficult than a century. Just when Father Ann and Mother Ann almost thought they were going to be turned into fossils, they only heard the creaking sound. With a sound, the heavy door of the emergency room was finally pushed open, and several tired nurses walked out pushing the hospital bed.They jumped up from their chairs as if they were suddenly pricked by a needle.

An Mengqing lay quietly on the bed, her eyes closed tightly, her face pale...

"Mengqing, Mengqing, wake up..." The nurse supporting the hospital bed gently pushed them aside, pushing An Mengqing to continue walking.

"Doctor, how is my daughter?" Mother An's eyes flickered expecting a satisfactory answer.How much they hoped that the doctor would say that An Mengqing was fine and would wake up soon.But the doctor's expression disappointed them.

"Wait and see, everything will be known after tonight." The doctor's answer was like an invisible hand, pushing the elderly people into the ice cellar. They were frozen and stood at the door of the emergency room, unable to move any longer. One step, no more shouts, is their daughter really going to leave them?
An Mengqing was lying in the ward, and the doctor kept busy with her. Through a layer of glass, An's father and An's mother looked at her without blinking.They hold each other's hands, hold each other hard, they encourage each other, they support each other.In just one night, they have aged a lot.

At dawn, doctors and nurses came out.

"How is it? Doctor."

"All organs have returned to normal, and the body is already alive."

"What does it mean that the body is already alive?" Father An and Mother An looked at each other.

"Her soul has not yet awakened. If she does not wake up from a coma for a long time, she may remain in a coma forever and become a vegetative state."

"Then save her quickly. I beg you to wake her up."

"Sorry, this is beyond the scope of medicine. There is nothing we can do."

"Powerless? You doctors, saving people is your bounden duty. How can you tell me that I can't do anything?" They were very excited, grabbed the doctor's clothes, and begged the doctor to save their only daughter.

"Don't get excited. It's the patient who doesn't want to open her eyes. There must be someone or something that hurts her and makes her want to forget. As long as you find the root cause of her not wanting to wake up, find the reason that makes her feel alive. Necessary. Emotionalize her, maybe a miracle will happen. We will try our best to find other ways to heal her."

The doctor left, An's father and An's mother moved their almost slack feet, and walked to An Mengqing's side step by step.

"Mengqing, what is the reason why you don't want to wake up? Tell Dad."

"Son, why are you willing to leave us? Xiao Yu is gone, leaving us alone, why are you so heartless to leave me and Dad behind? Get up, we can't lose you."

Mother An hugged An Mengqing and cried bitterly. At this time, An Mengqing's eyes also shed tears, like tears of apology. She couldn't speak, but she could hear. She felt the helplessness of her parents, so she had to use her tears to Tell her you're sorry.

Everyone was trying to figure out a way. They tried more than a dozen methods in five days, but all ended in failure. It seemed that An Mengqing's death was decided, and no one could bring her back from hell.

"Do you want to tell Xia Tian? Maybe there will be a glimmer of hope when he comes."

"That's right. But don't we have his number?"

"Isn't there in Mengqing's cell phone?"

Calm can always come up with a good solution, but An's mother is too tired and has no idea at all.Dialed Xia Tian's mobile phone, and on the phone, Father An gave a general account of Meng Qing's situation. The anxious Xia Tian rushed back overnight, and went straight to the hospital before getting off the plane to rest.

Pushing open the door and coming in, I saw An Mengqing lying on the bed, as if asleep, and would wake up as soon as the sun dawned.

"Uncle, aunt, what happened to Mengqing?"

"Xia, I'm sorry to let you take time out of your busy schedule to see Mengqing. You are our only hope, and I'm afraid only you will wake her up."

"Auntie, don't say that. Mengqing's business is my business. But..."

"But what? If you have any difficulties, just say so, and we won't make things difficult for you."

"You misunderstood me. I just talked to the doctor, and they told me the basic situation of Mengqing. The doctor asked us to talk to her more, to wake up her memory, and I also know that my uncle and aunt told her a lot The matter between you, so many days have passed, and Mengqing has not improved at all. Family affection cannot be awakened, only love."

"Yeah, that's why we're looking for you."

"Actually, I'm not the person you should be looking for. That's right, I love Mengqing, but Mengqing doesn't love me."

"You...you, don't you have a good relationship?"

"Let's talk about these things later. I'm going to find someone now. He is the cause of Mengqing and the only person who can wake Mengqing up."

The sky is unpredictable, after the heavy rain, Yuzhe is facing unprecedented difficulties.Yu's Group is like a game of chess, as long as one wrong step is made, the whole game will be lost.Yu Zhe has a lot of money, so he is bound to offend many people. He acts cautiously all the time, but he is not absolutely careful in everything. Tigers also doze off. Under the control of emotions, people will always make mistakes.In the galaxy of love, Yuzhe devoted all his energy, and the company also let go to Yuhang.

In the affairs of the group, the only wrong move Yu Zhe made was not to hand over the company's full power to Yuhang. Now Yuhang has committed a major incident. Drugs, and there are signs of drug use, and there are photos to prove it.Yu Hang was threatened by someone, and he was desperate and asked Yu Zhe for help.In order to repay Yuzhengqi, Yuzhe took all the charges. He negotiated with those who threatened Yuhang, and asked them to cast their targets on him and let Yuhang go.But how could they listen to Yu Zhe's one-sided words, they promised that as long as Yu Zhe agreed to all their conditions, they would release Yu Hang and all the people around him.Yu Zhe agreed without thinking.

"Brother, how can you promise them to hand over the company. This is my father's hard work."

"If the company is gone, it can be recreated. If a person loses credibility, there is really nothing left."

"Since you know all this, why do you have to take all the charges? I did all of this, and I should be punished by the law. After you go to prison, how can you continue to start a business and fulfill your father's last wish after you get out?"

"I said before that the Yu family will belong to you in the future. Only if I bear all the charges and keep you innocent, can there be hope for rebuilding the Yu family."

"No, you are also a member of the Yu family, you can't pass all the responsibilities to me. Brother, let me go to jail, you are the hope of the Yu family..."

"Enough, you are the only son of the Yu family..." Yu Zhe knew he had slipped his words and stopped in time. "You are also a descendant of the Yu family, so you can't make some contributions to the Yu family? You have to remember that this time the Yu family went bankrupt because of you. I won't let you go to prison to 'enjoy happiness'. You have to use your own actions to restore it." Everything that Yushi lost. I will be judged tonight, I want to be alone for a while, you go out first." Yuzhe turned the chair and turned his body to the back.

"Brother..." In desperation, Yu Hang went out, and Yu Zhe's kindness to him, he has never been clear in his life.

Yuzhe wanted to enjoy the rest of his free time, traveled to many places, and recalled many sweet and warm pictures.He and An Xiaoyu's alma mater, the restaurant where he and An Mengqing had their first date, he and An Xiaoyu joined the medical research institute organized by the school, the purpose was just to help a girl they didn't know, even though they didn't understand Medicine, but with love in their hearts, they study desperately, research desperately, and save people desperately.The "transparent heart" where he and An Mengqing lived, there is a memory worth collecting every inch of land they walk through.

In the end, he went to the cemetery and visited Yu Zhengqi. Standing in front of the tombstone, Yu Zhe talked to him a lot.

"Dad, I'm sorry. I hope your spirit in the sky can help Yu Hang, so that he can restore Yushi smoothly. Dad, thank you for your kindness in nurturing, and thank you for your generosity. You will always be my good father."

After staying for a while, he continued to walk back, passing by the neighborhood where An Mengqing was.Now that you're here, let's go in and have a look.When I came downstairs to An Mengqing's house, I raised my head, looked at the window, and thought of An Mengqing who lived inside.

"Mr. Yu." Yu Zhe turned his head and saw Xia Tian. "I know I can wait for you here."

"Boss Xia is looking for me?"

"Mengqing is critically ill and has been in a coma. The doctor said that if she still can't wake up in a few days, she will become a vegetable and sleep forever."

"What did you say? Say it again." Yu Zhe wished he could strangle Xia Tian to death, he didn't allow Xia Tian to curse An Mengqing.

"Follow me to the hospital, only you can wake her up."

When Yuzhe got in Xia Tian's car, he read An Mengqing's name in his mind, heart, and mouth. How could things develop like this? Why can't his beloved be safe and happy?If he did something wrong, it would be fine to punish him alone, why should he implicate others.

The sound of hurried footsteps, rapid breathing, and the moment they pushed away from the ward, An's father and An's mother stood up in surprise. How could the person Xia Tian mentioned be Yu Zhe?Aren't they divorced?How could he wake up An Mengqing without emotion?They don't understand.

"Uncle, auntie, let's go out first." An's father and An's mother were pushed out of the ward by Xia Tian with doubts.

Yu Zhe rushed to the bed and held her hand.Kissing the back of her hand, tears flowed down without any hint, dripping on the back of her hand.In his life, there was joy, pain, life would be better than death, and none of these made him cry. In his memory, he only cried twice, and both times were for An Mengqing.

"Mengqing, did what I said that day hurt you too much? I apologize to you. Don't be angry, okay? Open your eyes and look at me. Mengqing, please, let me see you for the last time , okay? Mengqing, do you know? Xiaoyu used to be the girl I love and stay with. Now, who you are is not important anymore. The important thing is that I worry about you now, I like you, I only have you in my heart, only you Does An Mengqing understand? I'm leaving tomorrow, don't you give me this last chance? You don't want to see me again?... Can you hear what I said?"

Yuzhe's true words, there is only one last chance to confess sincerely, but this last chance was not left to him, and An Mengqing did not wake up.

At around eight o'clock in the evening, two or several policemen saluted Xia Tian, ​​Father An, and Mother An, who were guarding the door, and told them that they were carrying out official duties and wanted to find Yu Zhe, and that they outside the door should not interfere with the police's work.

The three people who did not know the truth of the matter also entered the room with the police.

"What should come will always come. Let me say goodbye to my wife?" The policeman acquiesced. "Mengqing, I'm leaving. I love you." He left a kiss on An Mengqing's forehead, turned around, and stretched his hands forward at 45 degrees. The police took out the handcuffs and baked them on his hands.

"Wait." Yu Zhe stopped and looked at Papa An. "Tell me, how many daughters do you have?"

"Two." Answer truthfully.

"Thank you." As long as these two words, Yu Zhe is satisfied.He pretty much already knew things.

"Mr. Yu, this is..." Xia Tian stopped them.Yu Zhe just smiled at him.

"Help me take care of Mengqing."

After leaving, seeing An Mengqing gradually disappearing from his sight, Yu Zhe was escorted out of the ward.At this moment, no one noticed the tears left in the corners of An Mengqing's eyes.

"Mengqing is moving, her hands are moving...Doctor, she's awake, she's awake..."

A miracle really happened, the people present danced with excitement, and Xia Tian called the doctor.Checking for An Mengqing who had woken up.

"It's a miracle. Just wake up. Who woke her up?"

"Yes, who is so vicious to wake me up and keep nagging in my ear." An Mengqing who was in a coma could clearly hear the voice instilled in her by the outside world. After waking up, she only had some vague memories, not very clear. I don't remember all of them.

An's father and An's mother looked at each other in embarrassment, and then looked at Xia Tian together.

"It's me." Xia Tian's answer. "You said you would wait for me in Taiwan. I don't want you to fall asleep all the time." The words Yuzhe left before he left, "Help me take care of Mengqing" is to let him not tell Mengqing the truth of the matter.And Xia Tian must investigate clearly about Yu Zhe.

"Why did you wake me up? How do I face him when I wake up? How do I face myself?"

Xia Tian held her in his arms and let her cry heartily in his arms.

The quiet ward was enveloped by An Mengqing's crying, she was crying so sadly, her heart was broken, how could there be such tears?For a long time, Xia Tian has maintained this posture, just wanting to borrow An Mengqing's good crying shoulder.

It was late at night, the tears stopped, and I sat on the bed in a daze, not knowing what to think, or why I was so sad, crying dry tears, and my eyes were red.An Mengqing sat absent-mindedly. An's father and An's mother took care of An Mengqing and did not have a good rest these days. She suddenly recovered. They were so happy that they could finally take a good rest. They fell asleep not long after sitting down.Only Xia Tian watched An Mengqing, thinking about his thoughts.

(End of this chapter)