I won't be her substitute

Chapter 34

How did that happen?Now I know that it was not Xia Tian who woke me up but Yu Zhe.It was him who made me not want to wake up, and it was him who made me wake up.Is my life just for him?All my emotions are because of him.In my heart he is really more important than anyone else.Xia Tian told me that Yu Zhe went to jail.How is this possible?I am so worried, so worried, who will tell me what should I do?
——An Mengqing's diary

Yu Hang said that he replaced Yu Zhe to congratulate An Mengqing on her birthday.Hearing this, An Mengqing's heart suddenly became hot, it really wanted to jump out of her body, it was so hot and painful.An Mengqing didn't understand, why didn't he come here by himself?Now that he's divorced, how can he still remember her birthday?He didn't know how much it hurt her to let Yuhang congratulate instead of him?Or, what Yuzhe remembered was An Xiaoyu's birthday, and he silently blessed An Xiaoyu, did he let Yuhang come here in order not to hurt her?Yu Hang's simple sentence caused An Mengqing to think a series of times, but the more he thought about it, the more painful he felt.It's just that she still doesn't understand the real meaning of Yu Hang's replacement of Yu Zhe.

"Mengqing, come in. Yuhang has already left." An Mengqing stood outside the door for a moment, like a century, Xia Tian walked over and called her.

Getting out of her wild thoughts, An Mengqing looked for Yuhang, but nothing had changed in front of her, except Yuhang was no longer in front of her eyes.An Mengqing with an empty head turned and went back to the room.

"Mengqing, come and blow out the candles and make a wish." In order to make An Mengqing recover quickly, Mother An tried to divert her thoughts.

An Mengqing didn't seem to have heard what An's mother was saying, she was still in a daze, the emptiness in her eyes made it impossible for outsiders to see what was inside.

An's father and An's mother looked at each other, and then looked at Xia Tian. An Mengqing's reaction made them at a loss. They wanted to keep it a secret, but they didn't expect Yuzhe to let Yuhang come.This kind of incident was beyond their expectations, and no one wanted to see it develop like this, maybe it was destined that something would happen one day.

Suddenly, An Mengqing tightly grasped Xia Tian's arm, he felt that the strength jumping out from An Mengqing's small body exceeded her own strength, and the grip made Xia Tian feel a dull pain.

"Mengqing, what's wrong?" It was really painful, Xia Tian's voice trembled a little, probably because she was frightened by An Mengqing's actions.

"Tell me." An Mengqing didn't know why she asked such a question.

"Tell... tell you what?" Xia Tian could only pretend to be crazy.This is Yu Zhe's promise of love to her before he left. If he loves her, he will not make her suffer.Out of a man's morality, Xia Tian concealed it from An Mengqing.But what Xia Tian couldn't figure out was, since he didn't want An Mengqing to know what happened to him, why did he let Yuhang appear?Wouldn't this destroy his original will?

"Tell me the truth. You must be hiding something from me." An Mengqing was very sure, very sure.Her unquestionable eyes swear her firmness.

"I..." What should he do?Never seen An Mengqing's sharp eyes, Xia Tian didn't have the courage to refuse.

"How could Xiaoxia hide something from you? He loves you so much, loves you so much, he won't lie to you. If he dares to lie to you, Dad will be the first to let him go." Papa An saw Xia Tian's hesitation, and he I also felt the urge to speak out in Xia Tian. Father An didn't want his daughter to have any contact with Yu Zhe, so he stopped Xia Tian immediately.

"What you said is true?" An Mengqing was dubious.

"When did Dad ever lie to you? Don't think about it." Dad An stepped forward to support An Mengqing's shoulder, he wanted to affirm her.

"Maybe I was thinking too much." An Mengqing let go of Xia Tian's arm, and walked towards the room in a daze.

"Mengqing..." An Mengqing locked the door of her mother's call.

"Xiao Xia, since you have chosen to hide it, don't be influenced by anyone. Sooner or later, Meng Qing will forget about Yu Zhe. Once you let her know about Yu Zhe, all the previous efforts will be in vain. I think, if Yu Zhe knows what you told He will never forgive you even if Mengqing is killed."

"Uncle, you are right. I almost broke something. But there is one thing that I can't figure out." Xia Tian frowned.

"You mean the appearance of brother Yu Zhe?" It seems that Papa An has also noticed this problem.

"Yes." Xia Tian fell into a predicament, he thought hard about Yu Zhe's intentions.

"Xiao Xia, why don't you go to Yuhang and ask for clarification." Mama An suggested.

"Okay, I'll go right away. Mengqing, she..." Xia Tian glanced at An Mengqing's room.

"Don't worry, we're here. Let her be quiet for a while." Mother Ann sighed.

Xia Tian went out, An's father and An's mother were busy cleaning up in the kitchen, so no one noticed, An Mengqing listened to their conversation in the room, while her parents were busy in the kitchen, An Mengqing was leaving on tiptoe .Leaving home safely, An Mengqing stopped a taxi and followed Xia Tian.

Not daring to blink or breathe, An Mengqing put her hands on her chest, she didn't know what she was worried about?I just feel like my heart is about to jump out of my body.

Xia Tian's car stopped, parked in front of a villa, this should be Ye Zhimin's home.An Mengqing once sent Ye Zhimin home, what are you doing here in Xia Tian?An Mengqing got off the car and followed Xia Tian forward.It's just that he didn't enter the villa, but walked into an empty alley.He is chatting with Astronaut.An Mengqing hid aside, stuck out her head, and listened carefully.

"Yu Hang, tell me the truth, what does Yu Zhe mean by asking you to visit Meng Qing?"

"Brother just asked me to go see my sister-in-law, and told me to go quietly and not be discovered by her. I was accidentally seen by her." Yuhang felt very guilty. Zhe gave him the task. "Is there anything, sister-in-law?"

"No. Be careful in the future. Is Yuzhe okay?"

"In order not to make us worry, every time I go to see him, I always pretend to be relaxed. In fact, my brother is really suffering inside, and he has become very haggard..." Thinking of Yuzhe's life inside, Yuhang Branch It is extremely sad, after all, Yuzhe is suffering on his behalf.

"Yuhang, there is something I don't know if I should ask?"

"Speak straight."

"As far as I know, Yu Zhe was framed. And he took the blame for you." Xia Tian said cautiously.

"You... how do you know?" Yuhang was very surprised.

"As for how I know you, don't ask me. I have my way. You just need to tell me whether what I said is true."

Yu Hang nodded, he didn't want to hide something from Xia Tian, ​​just because Yu Zhe told him to learn more from Xia Tian, ​​Xia Tian might be the only person to help him.For Yu's sake, Yu Hang believed Yu Zhe's words.

"It's all because of me. My brother is really innocent. Can you save him?"

"I……"

"What's wrong with Yuzhe?" Xia Tian was about to say something when he was interrupted by a familiar voice not far away.With some guesswork, they turned their heads and saw An Mengqing with tears in his eyes, looking at them anxiously and angrily.

"Mengqing? Why are you here?"

"Summer, Yuhang, what is there that I don't know? Tell me quickly."

Xia Tian and Yuhang looked at each other, presumably this time they really couldn't hide it.Paper can never contain fire.Xia Tian told all about Yu Zhe from the beginning to the end.After telling An Mengqing, Xia Tian breathed a sigh of relief. It was really uncomfortable to hold some words in my heart, and it was much more comfortable to say them.Although there will be many difficult things waiting for him after that.

"Why? Why didn't you tell me earlier?" An Mengqing cried so hard, didn't the tears dry up long ago?Why did you cry so sad when you heard what happened to Yuzhe?

"We don't tell you because we don't want to make you sad."

"Are you happy to see me like this now? Your goal has been achieved? Why did you treat me like this? Why?" After shouting, An Mengqing ran away.Xia Tian was only one step slower, and An Mengqing disappeared in front of him.

"What's the matter? Will my sister-in-law know..."

"No. I believe that Mengqing will accept it firmly. In this way, you can ask more people to go out and look for it. I will inform my uncle and aunt."

"it is good."

Xia Tian and Yuhang act separately.A special team was formed to search for An Mengqing.

An Mengqing, who left in a fit of anger, walked alone on the beach, where they once left their own memories.

Their laughter still echoed in my ears——

"Meng Qing."

"Ah."

"From the first time I met you, I felt familiar, like where did I meet? Have we met before?"

"Do you feel that I am like her in your heart?"

"Do you know what she looks like in my heart?"

"The past is vivid, and it's really sad to think about it now. From the beginning to the end, I knew that you have always loved others, and even so, I still love you. But who knew that the person you loved was actually my sister. Fantasy How many times will I react when I know who she is in your heart. It's ridiculous, I imagined countless possibilities, and I never thought that that person would be my sister." An Mengqing walked on the beach, Looking at the couple holding hands, recalling their memories here, looking at the other side of the sea and thinking.

Taking familiar steps, they came to their "transparent heart".Nothing has changed, but the warmth of that time is missing.If they are still living here and have not gone back, are they still living happily together now?Feeling their traces on the table and chairs, I can still clearly see Yuzhe cooking for her in the kitchen. I still remember that at that time, An Mengqing could eat all the dishes made by Yuzhe, and the dishes that Yuzhe finished by himself In front of him, An Mengqing would rather become the king of big stomachs, which only belonged to Yu Zhe's big stomachs.

Opening the room where they lived together, Yuzhe's smell is still here, so familiar.Sitting on the bed, An Mengqing looked at the almost transparent blue sky.

"Yu Zhe, I really miss you." With uncontrollable emotions, another tear fell.

On the street, Yu Hang led Ye Zhimin, and Shao Luo looked for An Mengqing. She is a house girl and doesn't go to many places. It is not easy to find her in the vast crowd.On the other side, Xia Tian and An's father and An's mother were also anxiously looking for them.Seeing that the sky was dark, there was still no news from An Mengqing.Six people met in the central square whether they found it or not.No, they are coming from the opposite direction.

"Have you found it?" Xia Tian opened his mouth and asked.

"No. Almost turned Taiwan over." Shao Luo answered Xia Tian panting heavily.

"What should I do? Will my sister be overwhelmed?" Ye Zhimin guessed worriedly.

"No, Mengqing won't leave me." As she spoke, Mother An began to cry.

"Don't worry, auntie, I'm just talking nonsense. I will definitely find my sister."

"Yes, we need to have confidence in ourselves, and even more so in Mengqing. She won't leave us behind."

"Well, I also trust sister-in-law."

Everyone talked to each other, trying to persuade Mother Ann one after another.

"Uncle and aunt, it's getting late, you go home and wait, maybe Mengqing has already gone back. Let's look for it later, and call if there is any news."

"That's right. We searched outside for a long time. Maybe she went back first. Uncles and aunts, please go home and have a look."

"Then, that's fine. Xiaoxia, Mengqing will have to worry about it."

"I'll find her. Be careful on your way."

After sending off Father Ann, Mother Ann got into a taxi, and the rest of them continued to search separately.Xia Tian also called his subordinates to start a blanket search of Taiwan.

Hours passed and still no news.

"Usually I don't think Taiwan is so big, but now I realize that it's really a needle in a haystack to find someone here."

"Brother Luo, what time is it, and you are still making sarcastic remarks."

"It's better to call the police. Multiple people have multiple strengths." Yuhang suggested that if he couldn't find An Mengqing again, he would have no face to meet Yu Zhe.

"Look again. It's better to trust yourself than to trust the police." Xia Tian didn't believe that the police really serve the people. Through his secret investigation of the Yu Brothers, he was even more sure that the police are all guys who take money and do nothing. "Let's think about it calmly, don't be self-conscious, there must be something we have overlooked. Is there something worthy of Meng Qing's memory of Yu Zhe?"

"Ah, I see." After Xia Tian pulled it out, Shao Luo had a flash of inspiration, and Ye Zhimin lost his memory. He couldn't remember the past. Among them, he was the only one who knew where An Mengqing would go. "A transparent heart."

"Transparent heart? What's that place?" How come I've never heard of this place name.

"Tell me as you walk, An Mengqing must be there."

With a glimmer of hope, everyone followed Shao Luo to the "Transparent Heart". On the way, they also learned their stories from Shao Luo, and they were even more sure that Shao Luo's idea was correct, and that An Mengqing would indeed be there. There, after all, there is their common memory.

When we finally arrived, the room was pitch black.Everyone rushed into the house and turned on the lights.

"Mengqing, are you here?"

"There's no one here."

"Go into the bedroom and have a look."

Opening the bedroom door, fumbling for the switch, a ray of light flashed by, and An Mengqing opened her eyes in pain.Seeing An Mengqing sitting on the bed, they could finally breathe a sigh of relief.Looking at her sluggish, red and swollen eyes, and tear-stained face, everyone inevitably felt a little worried.

"Mengqing, you scared us to death. Everyone is worried about you. Come home with us." Xia Tian stepped forward, ready to help An Mengqing and persuade her to go home.

An Mengqing grabbed Xia Tian's hand with her backhand.He raised his head, as if begging: "Take me to see him."

After thinking about it, Xia Tian still endured the pain, and said with a smile: "Yu Zhe doesn't want to see you so haggard. Let's go back first and have a good rest, shall we?" It was like coaxing a three-year-old child.

"Sister, go home. Brother wants to see a healthy and happy you."

Under everyone's persuasion, An Mengqing went back with them.Sitting in the car, An Mengqing seemed to be in a daze, leaning against the window, still muttering words.Ye Zhimin, who was closest to her, couldn't hear her in a low voice.

Love, the word is selfish, loving someone is very painful, and forgetting someone is very tiring.All these were presented on An Mengqing's body.Was there no light in her love?
(End of this chapter)