I won't be her substitute

Chapter 40

The moment I saw Yu Zhe opened his eyes, I felt like I was going to die of happiness.Really happy.But why is it so sad?Yu Zhe, you said, I wish you happiness!This sentence is what I have been waiting for, why would I feel so sad when I say it from your mouth?Our love has gone away and will never come back?what do i wantWhat are you waiting for?Waiting and waiting in exchange for what?You said, can we still be friends in the future?Very good friend.Why do you sound like you are saying goodbye to me?Could it be that after each side walks, there is nothing?I really can't bear it.

——An Mengqing's diary

"You finally woke up!" After An Mengqing passed out, she was sent to the ward to rest.This was the first sentence she heard after she opened her eyes. Xia Tian's sunny and warm smile couldn't hide her distress for her.Seeing his beloved woman faint because of another man, even though Xia Tian had too much reluctance and sadness, but in front of An Mengqing, he still acted so naturally.Just tell yourself that this is a concern among friends!
"Where's Yu Zhe? Where is Yu Zhe?" An Mengqing looked around.She couldn't figure out why his name came out of her mouth when she woke up.

This is the hospital, white, white, all white.Come to think of it, Woo-cheol was injured and he was taken to the hospital.Doctors said he was seriously injured.

"Don't stop me, I'm going to see Yu Zhe." As long as An Mengqing thinks of Yu Zhe's injury, she can't sit still, regardless of the fact that she is still infusion, she turns over and gets out of bed to find Yu Zhe, but is stopped by the quick-eyed Xia Tian up.

"Mengqing, calm down."

"Calm down? How do you want me to be calm? It's all because of me, Yu Zhe was beaten by Ah Qi in order to save me. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be injured, he wouldn't be in danger..." Said As she spoke, she cried again.

"The doctor said, you can't be stimulated anymore, you should have a good rest." Xia Tian hugged An Mengqing, and An Mengqing cried bitterly in Xia Tian's arms.Xia Tian patted An Mengqing on the back and said: "During the few days you were in a coma, Yu Zhe was out of danger. Now the doctor is examining him, and you will only cause trouble for the doctor if you rush over now."

"You mean, Yu Zhe's life is not in danger?" An Mengqing suddenly raised her head, looking at Xia Tian with watery eyes.He nodded. "You didn't lie to me?"

"When did I lie to you?"

"That's great." An Mengqing smiled through tears.What the doctor said was so exaggerated that An Mengqing almost went with her. "I'll go see him."

"Wait. The doctor is treating Yu Zhe, and no one is allowed in. You just obediently finish the infusion here now, and when you finish the infusion, the doctor should finish his work at Yu Zhe's place. You won't be able to go there again at that time." It's too late. Besides, Yuzhe doesn't want to see you so weak."

An Mengqing obeyed Xia Tian's words, and sat on the bed, looking at the liquid medicine flowing down drop by drop from the infusion bottle, wishing that it could be completely infused in the blink of an eye.

"By the way, are my parents okay?" An Mengqing didn't see her parents in the hospital, so An Mengqing guessed that they still didn't know about her hospitalization.

"I told my uncle and aunt that I would take you out for a few days, but I left in a hurry and didn't have time to say hello to them."

"Did they believe it?"

"Yes." Xia Tian answered very simply.

"Thank you."

"Thank you for saving Yuzhe, or for saving you?"

"No matter what the reason, I have to thank you." An Mengqing grabbed Xia Tian's hand with one hand, and said affectionately: "I'm sorry, but I still don't feel relieved. But I promise you, as long as Yu Zhe really I'm out of danger, and I'll marry you right away. Believe me?"

Xia Tian smiled and held An Mengqing's hand in his own. "I believe in you. Since I choose to love you, I must tolerate everything about you, including your first love."

An Mengqing did not choose the wrong person, Xia Tian's generosity made her feel warm.Tilting his head, leaning on his shoulder, smelling the scent that belongs to Xia Tian, ​​enjoying the moment of tranquility between the two of them.

Outside the ward, everyone walked back and forth. Although the doctor announced that Yu Zhe was out of danger, everyone was still worried. They would be relieved only after seeing him wake up.

"Mr. Yu is awake. You can go in and have a look at him. Don't let him talk too much."

"Thank you, Doctor."

Pushing open the door of the ward, familiar faces appeared in front of Yu Zhe.He opened his eyes and looked at them one by one, but he was a little disappointed that he didn't see An Mengqing.

"Where's Mengqing?" Yu Zhe's voice was very low.

"The doctor said that you might be in danger, and Mengqing passed out in a panic. She was recuperating in another ward." Shao Luo answered truthfully.

"It's just that she's fine." She almost died, but she still cared about other people when she woke up.

"Brother, you scared me to death." Shao Luo couldn't hide the pain in his heart, and the tears in the corners of his eyes were clearly visible.

"I made you worry." Yu Zhe moved his chapped lips, as if smiling. "I'm not fine now. Why are you crying?"

"How can I cry?" Shao Luo denied, wiping a few tears from the corners of his eyes as he spoke. "Everyone stop crying."

"Brother, you really scared us half to death."

"Don't worry, I can't die." Yu Zhe looked at Yu Hang: "Didn't you tell grandma? There is also her, don't you know?" It is not difficult to hear that Yu Zhe refers to Ling Xi.

"Ai Jing and Xiao Min are with them, and they haven't dared to let them know."

"That's good. Grandma is getting old, don't let her worry about me."

Just then, the door of the ward opened.A familiar figure flashed in.It was An Mengqing, Xia Tian was standing behind her.The four eyes meet, too many feelings do not know how to express.Xia Tian signaled to Shao Luo that Yuhang should go out.Xia Tian looked at them, endured the pain and closed the door.

"Go back and rest first. Everyone is tired these days."

"President Xia, you should go back and rest first. You haven't closed your eyes yet after taking care of Mengqing."

"Forget it, I won't be able to sleep even if I go back. Go back first, don't let Boss Ling and the others become suspicious. I'll take care of you here. Replace me at night."

It can't be said that Xia Tian, ​​Shao Luo and Yuhang went back first.After they left, Xia Tian glanced at the door behind him, unwilling to think about what they were talking or doing on the other side of the door.With heavy steps, Xia Tian sat on the chair in the corridor, holding his head in both hands, looking thoughtful.

In the ward, An Mengqing walked towards Yu Zhe slowly, and knelt down beside him. "Yu Zhe, are you really awake?"

"Silly girl, I'm fine, don't worry."

Today, Yu Zhe really understands why the phrase "women are made of water" is obviously something to be happy about, why is An Mengqing crying more and more?Tears are like broken pearls, falling down one after another.Yu Zhe hurriedly wiped away her tears. "I'm really fine. Don't cry."

"I'm happy. You finally made it through. The doctor said you're dying, I..." Yu Zhe covered An Mengqing's chattering mouth with his hands.

"Doctors are the biggest liars in the world. Ten and a half out of ten sentences they say are false. I am a good example."

Being gagged by Yu Zhe, An Mengqing couldn't speak and could only nod frequently, agreeing with Yu Zhe's opinion.Yu Zhe also slowly let go of the hand covering her mouth.

"Why are you so stupid? Why did you agree to Ah Qi's request?"

"Can I not answer?"

"No." An Mengqing flatly refused.She wanted to know the answer, as long as Yu Zhe said something, promised Ah Qi, and saved her desperately just because she loved her, and just because she was An Mengqing.As long as there is such a simple answer, she will return to him desperately.

"Because of Xiaoyu." Yuzhe's answer sent the hopeful An Mengqing to the eighteenth level of hell, so cruel, so cruel. "Because you are Xiaoyu's own sister, and also her most beloved sister. I will not let Xiaoyu's favorite sister get hurt. If I don't save you, I will see Xiaoyu in heaven, and she will hate me Yes." An Mengqing lowered her head, she didn't want to hear it.Trying to calm myself down.Looking at An Mengqing who was struggling, Yu Zhe felt sore in his heart. This was not his real answer.

Because I love you and don't want to lose you.This is my real answer, but I can't tell you the real answer.

Yu Zhe thought with heartache, looked up at the ceiling, and blinked hard, he didn't want to let the tears flow down.He didn't want to cry in front of An Mengqing.Tears are women's patent, men should not shed tears in front of the woman they love, but in front of the person they love the most, a man must be brave.

"I knew it was because of my sister." After calming down, An Mengqing raised her head, her red eyes were filled with crystal clear tears. "By the way, what are your plans for the future?"

"Which aspect are you referring to?" Yuzhe pretended not to know.

"Love." There was still a trace of longing in her heart.

"I fell in love with Xiaoyu for eight years and misunderstood her for five years. How could the relationship of these 13 years be so easily forgotten. Xiaoyu died, and died to save me. She left with her love for me. She I will never forget this love for you. I think I will never fall in love with anyone again in this life."

"My sister is lucky to meet you. She will feel happy in the spirit of heaven." An Mengqing forced herself to squeeze out a smile that she thought was pretty.

"How are you and Xia Tian? When are you going to get married?" This sentence was said so plainly, but who knew that his heart was in pain like a knife.

"He was very kind to me. The date of the wedding has not yet been set, but it will be soon."

"Oh, that's it." Only I can understand my own pain. "I wish you happiness."

He agreed, he accepted, he wished her happiness.For their love, which was wrong at the beginning, they ended up breaking up.An Mengqing has always hoped that Yuzhe can let go of their love and become good friends again.It turned out that she had thought too well, there was no love between them, so how could they let go?It turned out that she had imagined herself too great, thinking that she could accept any answer from Yu Zhe generously. When the answer was revealed, she realized how fragile and caring she was.Knowing Yu Zhe's answer, she can only accept it gladly, accepting love bravely, and draw a perfect end to her unrequited love.

"Thank you." These two words have broken her into pieces, and I'm afraid they can never heal again. "Yu Zhe, can I hug you for the last time?"

With Yu Zhe's consent, An Mengqing lay on Yu Zhe's body.The last time I had close contact with him, the last time I smelled him, and the last time I felt his steady beating heart.

Yu Zhe took a deep breath and smelled the fragrance emanating from An Mengqing's hair.This feeling is also the last time.Touching her soft hair, Yuzhe said countless apologies in his heart.A tear fell from the corner of his eye and dripped on the pillow.

It's over, everything is over.At dawn, they were themselves again, back to the time when no one knew anyone.Who can predict the future very well?If they knew that their meeting would usher in such a painful breakup, they would rather not have known each other in the first place.From acquaintance, to acquaintance, from acquaintance to love, they have all walked, stayed, and struggled in each other's world.It's just that this love only belongs to their own hearts, and only they know it. Is it so difficult to say "love" to the person they love?Or, do they just want to take away this love deeply and keep the best happiness?

"Brother, are you looking for me?" The night before Yuzhe was discharged from the hospital, he called for Yuhang, and there were only the two of them in the entire ward.

"Well, sit down." Yu Hang sat down on the chair beside Yu Zhe. "I'm here today for nothing else, it's the company's business."

"Brother, don't worry about the company. With me, and Shao Luo. You can rest easy and recuperate."

"I know. During the time in the hospital, Shao Luo told me a lot about your performance. You have done a good job. I believe that there will never be a 'drug use' incident again."

"I assure you that similar incidents will never happen again." Yuhang assured with confidence.

"Take it." Yu Zhe handed a piece of paper with densely written characters to Yuhang, and he took it curiously.

"This is?"

"From now on, you are the president of Yu's Group and the legal representative of Yu's Group."

"How is this possible? Mr. Xia said, you are the president of Yu's Group." Yuhang stood up excitedly.

"Xia Tian said, your surname is not Yu, his surname is Xia. Xia Tian just bought the entire Yu Group, and did not take it as his own. A few days ago, I talked with Xia, and I have already transferred the Yu Group from He redeemed it in his hands. After thinking about it, it is better to give it to you."

"But I really..."

"Believe in yourself, Shao Luo will help you if you have any difficulties. I need time to rest and recuperate. Well, it's settled. I'm going to sleep. You can go back too." Without waiting for Yu Hang to refute, Yu Zhe made his own decision Declare the meeting closed.

Looking at the "President's Resignation Letter" in his hand, Yu Hang couldn't make up his mind. He didn't know what his far-sighted brother was thinking. Since Yu Zhe entrusted him with this important task, he would do it to the best of his ability. Well, never disappoint his brother again.

The next day, everyone came to the hospital full of joy to pick Yuzhe out of the hospital.But when I walked into the ward, the building was already empty.Yu Zhe disappeared.I looked around but still couldn't find him, and no one in the hospital saw him go out.When the nurse was cleaning the bed, she found a note, which was left by Yu Zhe:

Everyone, I'm going out to relax.Don't read, don't look for.

(End of this chapter)