I won't be her substitute

Chapter 41

I have come to the world to walk around, love and hatred haunt my heart.Summer, winter and autumn laugh at the phoenix trees, if the sky intends to make a long-cherished wish.Lonely and lonely in the middle of the night, I love to watch the moonlight and look forward to the full moon.The universe is infinite and deep like a hole, where should philosophers go?

——An Mengqing's diary

Looking at the note left by Yu Zhe in his hand, everyone was speechless.Should he be left alone, or should he be brought back to face everything?Sitting in Yu's living room, everyone was silent.

"Yuhang, there must be a reason for your brother to do this. Let's not push him too hard." Only now did Lingxi truly understand what his son wants?She really owed him a lot.

"I know. I believe brother will come back by then."

The discussion meeting is over, and everyone is busy with their own work.Only Ling Xi was sitting in the yard alone, with tears still seeping from the corners of his eyes.Grandma Yu stood behind her and watched for a long time.

"Xiaoxi, are you worried?" Grandma Yu stepped forward and sat beside Lingxi.Surprised, Ling Xi hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Mom. I'm fine."

"Don't lie to me. Your thoughts are all written on your face."

"I'm fine."

"Thinking about Yu Zhe?" Grandma Yu can also guess seven or eight points.Seeing Ling Xi was silent, Grandma Yu continued: "Yu Zhe has grown up, it's better not to let him know about some things."

Grandma Yu's words hit Ling Xi's heart, and Ling Xi, who reacted too strongly, stared at Grandma Yu, it was actually quite scary to be seen through her mind.Lingxi, who is passive, is neither right to sit nor to walk.He sat blankly and looked at her with a guilty conscience.

"Actually, I knew about you from the very beginning. If Zhengqi hadn't stopped me and convinced me, you would no longer be the daughter-in-law of the Yu family."

"Just start him, does he know?" Ling Xi was even more surprised.She thought that she had done everything flawlessly and that all her plans were foolproof, but who would have thought that anyone who wanted to hide it would know about it.What is she not deceiving herself?
"Yes. Zhengqi is right. Everyone makes mistakes. As long as there is tolerance, no matter how big a mistake is. I think what he said is nonsense. He can have such a big heart, but I don't."

"Then why didn't you drive me away?"

"Because my son loves you very much. He threatened me that if I drive you away, he will go with you. Zhengqi is the only child of the Yu family, so how can I bear it?" Grandma Yu wiped her wet face corner of eye.It is really sad to suddenly reveal a secret that has been buried for more than 20 years. "Yu Zhe is a good boy, and I have always regarded him as my own grandson. He did not disappoint me. Yu Zhe is very good. He helped me train the best Yuhang. No matter whose son Yu Zhe is, he He will always be my own grandson, and I will never allow anyone to doubt that."

"Mom, I really, I..."

"Silly boy, don't say anything. Let the past pass by, and the road ahead will be long. We must not live in the past, right? Cheer up, your two sons will not let you down When Yuzhe thinks it through and comes back, you two have a good chat. He will forgive you."

"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm a sinner of the Yu family."

"Why do you say that? You are Yu's benefactor. You gave birth to two excellent sons for the Yu family." Grandma Yu smiled. "Actually, I won't object to you remarrying now, after all, you are still very young."

"mom……"

"Forget it, don't mention it. Say something happy. Do you think it would be better for Yuhang to get married?"

"Listen to you. I like Ai Jing very much. The sooner she gets married, the better."

"Yeah, looking at her reminds me of Mengqing."

"I don't have much to say about Meng Qing now. I feel that this child is not bad, but I realized it too late. She will marry Xia Tian soon." Thinking about it, Ling Xi feels really guilty.Sometimes, she couldn't help thinking that if she hadn't made the relationship so stiff with An Mengqing back then, she thought that Yu Zhe and An Mengqing would still be together now.

"Fate is beyond our control. I just hope that Yu Zhe can see his inner self clearly, and don't do things that make him regret for the rest of his life." Grandma Yu sighed.Facing An Mengqing and Xia Tian, ​​Yu Zhe turned around resolutely. Only he himself understood the reason.Everyone could see that he loved her, but chose to let her go.

"Ah..." There was a scream from inside the room.Grandma Yu and Ling Xi glanced at each other and hurried back to the house.

Opening the door, in the living room, they saw that Ye Zhimin was holding a fruit knife with red blood on it. It was scary to look at. Ye Zhimin's face was grim, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit. Ai Jing was lying on the ground with her hands Caressing his face, the blood on his face flowed down his face.The scene told them that Ye Zhimin went crazy and slashed at Ai Jing with a fruit knife.As a result, Ai Jing's face was scratched and shed a lot of blood.

"Quick, get to the hospital."

Ai Jing's operation was over, and her whole face was covered with gauze, and those uncomfortable and painful eyes made people feel distressed.Being hacked by Ye Zhimin not only hurt Ai Jing's face, but more importantly, her heart.Sitting on the hospital bed, Ai Jing didn't want to see anyone.Everyone didn't want to provoke her too much, standing at the door of the ward and looking at the different Ye Zhimin, the doubts in their hearts were getting bigger and bigger.

"Xiaomin, what's wrong with you?"

"Why do you care about me? What relationship do I have with you?" Ye Zhimin changed, and became the same as before he lost his memory.Could it be that she... "Don't think that you will take it seriously when I call you mom during my amnesia."

"Have you recovered your memory?" Everyone said in unison.

"Yes."

There was no reason, but suddenly, she and Ai Jing were sitting in the living room chatting, and suddenly the door of her memory opened, and all the memories before and during the amnesia were restored.It keeps spinning in my mind like a movie.Seeing Ai Jing's face exactly like An Mengqing's, Ye Zhimin frantically picked up the fruit knife, and slashed at Ai Jing's face without saying a word.

"Then why did you hurt people?" She recovered her memory, and everyone was moved and happy for her, but such criminal behavior was unacceptable.

"An Mengqing snatched Yu Zhe away. I don't agree. Why is she the only one who can be with Yu Zhe? I love him too, as much as An Mengqing. Why am I not his wife..."

Ye Zhimin was arguing crazily in the hospital, before he finished speaking, Ling Xi slapped him, what he wanted to say got stuck in his throat and he couldn't say it.He just stared at Ling Xi blankly, his face full of resentment.

"It was Ai Jing you cut, not An Mengqing. They are two different people. If Ai Jing can't think about it because of this, you will regret it for the rest of your life." Ling Xi also became extremely excited.

"It was Ai Jing that I hurt? How is that possible? She is obviously An Mengqing." Ye Zhimin refused to accept that it was Ai Jing who he injured, and shook his head desperately.

"You have to believe it if you don't believe it. This is the truth. Xiao Min, haven't you always wanted to know why your father and I stopped you from loving Yu Zhe? I can tell you now. Because you and Yu Zhe are brothers and sisters with the same father and the same father. Mother's brothers and sisters."

Lingxi told the secret that had been buried in her heart for more than twenty years.When the truth was announced, not only Ye Zhimin was surprised, but Grandma Yu who already knew that Yu Zhe was not Yu Zhengqi's biological son was also really surprised.Just when the meeting was over, Yu Hang and Shao Luo came to the hospital and happened to hear what Ling Xi said to Ye Zhimin.Leng Leng stayed in place.

"I don't believe it, you are lying to me. I don't believe it." Ye Zhimin growled and ran out crying.

"Xiao Min." After regaining his senses, Shao Luo immediately chased him out.

"I, go in and see her."

Yuhang bypassed Lingxi and walked into the ward.Now who is who, true or false is no longer important to him, the only thing that worries him and makes him worry about it is Ai Jing.Walking in front of her and looking at Ai Jing whose face was covered with bandages, Yu Hang really didn't know what to say to comfort her.She had been injured twice like this, and she lived in the face of others. She would definitely be under a lot of pressure. Now that a similar incident happened again, he worried that no matter how strong she was, she would collapse.

"The doctor said my face will be scarred. Will it be ugly?"

"No. You will always be the most beautiful in my heart. In my heart, you have always been the same as when you were a student, beautiful but not coquettish."

"Will you still love me now that I am like this?"

"Yes." Yuhang answered from the bottom of his heart without the slightest hesitation. "No matter what you become, I will love you."

With this sentence, what else can we ask for?Ai Jing leaned on Yuhang's shoulder.Experience rebirth and explore the future.

When Yu Zhe left the hospital, he didn't actually go anywhere. He just went to the beach to relive the days between him and An Mengqing.The weather is slightly cool, and the breeze blows over the cheeks, which is very comfortable.He lay on the beach, closed his eyes and enjoyed the pleasure brought by the sun.At this moment, a figure blocked the original feeling.Yu Zhe frowned and opened his eyes, he wanted to see who spoiled his good mood.

"Xiao Min?" Yu Zhe was surprised that Ye Zhimin was the only one.Sit up and look at her.Ye Zhimin also sat down, sitting next to him, looking into the distance.

"She said, I am your own sister. Do you believe it?"

Yu Zhe just smiled lightly. "I believe." Ye Zhimin was surprised by his answer. Hearing the news, how could he pretend that nothing happened?

"I mean it, no kidding."

"When I was very young, by chance, I heard a conversation between my father and my grandma. My grandma said that my mother did something wrong to my father. She wanted to drive my mother out of Yu's house, but my father did not allow it. My father said, He already regards me as his own son, and he can't do it if he asks him to drive his own son out of the house." Yu Zhe said expressionlessly, and Ye Zhimin listened with great emotion. "From the moment I was born, my father knew that I was not his own son, but he still gave me the same fatherly love. My father forgave my mother's betrayal, but I began to hate her, and I was not worth it for my father. Because of my father, I promised my mother to drop out of school." , and started to take care of the company. I think, only in this way can I repay my father’s kindness in nurturing.”

"I'm the only one who doesn't know anything like a fool." Ye Zhimin laughed at himself.

"I only know that I am not my father's biological son, but I don't know who my real father is? In fact, shortly after we met, I began to doubt our relationship. You have done so many things, but I can't hate you. There is always a strange idea that I want to protect you. When these words appeared in my mind, I was taken aback by myself, this idea is too terrifying."

"Haha, I'm in love with my brother, isn't it ridiculous?"

"No, it's only natural for a younger sister to love her elder brother."

"That's right." It was the first time for the siblings to sit together and chat so calmly, but it felt like this scene had happened many times, maybe these had all appeared in dreams, and the siblings were connected by heart. "You handed over the company to Yuhang and paid off Uncle Yu, what will you do in the future?"

"Traveling around the world."

"I want to go back to Mengqing?"

Yu Zhe put away his smile. "Is this necessary? She will be happier without me."

"No. Everyone can see that you love each other. In fact, you have already forgotten sister Xiaoyu. Mengqing has already replaced her in your heart, right?"

"It's my own sister, I can't hide my thoughts from you."

"Since you love her, why don't you snatch her back?"

"I have nothing now, what can I take care of her?"

"Two people who love each other only need one heart. Meng Qing doesn't care about your family background."

"Actually, I still have the shadow of Xiaoyu in my heart. If I am with Mengqing, I will feel sorry for Xiaoyu in my heart. I am very relieved that Mengqing can marry Xia Tian."

"Sister Xiaoyu doesn't care about these things? I believe that sister Xiaoyu, in the spirit of heaven, definitely hopes to have a man who loves her sister and her sister loves to take care of her."

"how do you know?"

"This is a woman."

"Really? Let's not talk about me, what are your plans with Shao Luo? He is a good boy, rare in a hundred years."

"Is it too exaggerated?"

The laughter of the two brothers and sisters was heard on the beach.They talked until the sun went down, what a beautiful sunset!The sky is full of fiery red, eliminating the dark side of everyone's heart.It turns out that the world also has a beautiful side.

The next day, Ye Zhimin took the initiative to apologize to Ai Jing.Ai Jing, who had taken everything lightly, didn't care about Ye Zhimin's fault.Everything is so beautiful again.

Day by day, everyone lives in a hurry, and happy events always happen one after another.The family enjoyed themselves happily, and the friends and relatives chatted happily.A new day has begun, and it's the day when An Mengqing gets married.An Mengqing will be at home in her wedding dress, waiting for the groom to pick her up.

Looking at myself in the wedding dress again, why can't I laugh?Is there any dissatisfaction in marrying Xia Tian?My heart is always empty, feeling like something is missing.

"Mengqing, what are you doing with a sour face? You have to smile on a happy day." Ai Jing's face recovered much better than the doctor predicted, and the scars are not visible unless you look carefully.

"Ai Jing, I don't know why my heart starts to feel tense, sad, and about to suffocate as the wedding day approaches."

"Bah, bah, you can't talk about frustration now. You have a premarital phobia, and you'll be fine soon. Come on, take a deep breath. Don't be nervous."

"The bridegroom is here..."

Fireworks and firecrackers outside the door resounded in the sky, and relatives and friends from the left house and neighbors all brought their blessings.Amid everyone's applause, Xia Tian walked slowly towards An Mengqing holding flowers.

An Mengqing stopped thinking about it, suppressed the discomfort, and forced a smile.Outsiders looked at the young couple very happy, but there was no sign of sweetness on An Mengqing's face.Holding Xia Tian's hand, he was about to walk out of the room.

"Wait." The familiar voice broke the original noise.Everyone pointed and whispered to the owner of the voice.

"Xiao Min, are you here to bless me?" An Mengqing asked.

"There are a few words that I want to tell you after much deliberation."

"what?"

"My brother told me that he has forgotten sister Xiaoyu, and you have already replaced her in his heart, but because he has nothing now and cannot give you happiness, he chose to leave. Today he is leaving China, going to A place we will never find, if you love him too, please stop him and give you two a chance. There is still half an hour left for the plane at [-] o'clock in the afternoon." Ye Zhimin finished speaking in one breath, and then retreated to On one side, a path was made.

Everyone in the room looked at An Mengqing, Xia Tian held her hand and felt her strength.An Mengqing glanced at Xia Tian and pulled her hand out of his.

"sorry."

With just this "I'm sorry", An Mengqing left Xia Tian and gave up the entire wedding. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, An Mengqing finally disappeared from Xia Tian's sight.

Running wildly all the way, no matter how tired she was, she never stopped to rest, and finally called a taxi on the way. On the way to the airport, An Mengqing was extremely anxious, and kept praying to God, asking God to give her some more time, just a little just fine.

Arriving at the airport, An Mengqing wore a wedding dress and ran among thousands of passengers, looking for that familiar figure among the unfamiliar crowd, even though she searched the entire airport, An Mengqing couldn't find him.

"Yu Zhe..."

Time froze in an instant, An Mengqing's mind was plunged into darkness, a voice kept revolving in her mind, it was getting faster and faster, so fast that it almost swallowed her whole body immediately.

An Mengqing slammed down and sat on the ground.

(End of this chapter)