Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god
Chapter 140 That's Not Like It
Chapter 140 That's Not Like It
The precarious kite blows farther and farther with the wind.
But where is the end of the kite that is blown farther and farther by the wind?
She was like a drowning person holding on to the only rusty chain on the overturned ship. Although she grabbed hold of it, the chain could be easily broken. It was only a matter of time before she sank to the bottom of the sea, but once she sank The bottom of the sea is falling into boundless darkness, and what remains is nothing but despair that will never go away.
She is so hopeless, does he have the heart to let her sink into the bottom of the sea?
But the truth is, he was cruel enough.
Not only did he not pull her, he even cut off the chain.
Lu Jingyan turned away from her fiery gaze, looked up at the sky, and saw that the dark sky was covered with dark clouds, with a covered moon hanging on it, surrounded by a few scattered stars, lonely and desolate, after a long while, he She seemed to give a small laugh helplessly, or maybe she didn't, her voice was mixed with the boundless night, and her voice was particularly deep and piercing, "Child, that's not liking. You're too young to tell what love is."
Although the voice is quiet, the words he speaks are like an invisible dagger that kills people, piercing people's hearts inch by inch.
His words were ruthless to the extreme. They were colder than icebergs in the North Pole, and colder than ice and snow. Song Xiaolin's emotions, which had been strained all night, finally completely collapsed at this moment. , the sky is falling, and I can hardly breathe due to the pressure, so why should I care about the so-called reservedness and humbleness? For him, the flowers withered and withered, and she died of heartache, and it was insignificant Forget it, like an insignificant dust, it deserves to be trampled into the ground, but she just loves someone, and she can't love him. What did she do wrong? She asked herself that she had never done anything bad, but in this world All the sufferings seemed unwilling to let her go.
She smiled wryly, and snatched tears from her eyes: "Lu Jingyan, how can you question my feelings for you? Anyone in this world can question my feelings for you, but you can't. Since I was six years old, my life has been related to my feelings for you." The three words you, Lu Jingyan, are always stuck together. I have lost my parents and grandmother since I was a child. I grew up in Lu's family, so you are my whole sky and my whole world. I always follow behind you Calling you brother, when you asked me why I didn't want to call you brother when I grew up, it was because I learned in the book that brother and sister are destined not to be together, so I stubbornly don't want to call you brother , I thought that as long as I don't call you brother, we can be together. I even hate people calling me your sister. I don't want our relationship to be just the relationship between brother and sister. You still ask me why my temper later It will change from noisy to quiet, because that afternoon, I quietly heard the conversation between you and Xu Zhoucheng outside the door. He asked what kind of girl you like, and you said you like quiet girls, so I secretly swear To be the girl you like. From now on, I will no longer climb trees, catch tadpoles, play in mud, and I will stop making troubles, but do you really like me? Lu Jingyan, are you lying? But then As I get older, I changed from pretending to be quiet just to be the girl you like, to being really reticent later, because I understand more and more the pain of being dependent on others. I also know that Aunt Ann doesn’t like me, although you will Protect me, but I am a real person, so I will inevitably be sad, not to mention she is your mother, how could I not care about it? People in school always say that I am a dog raised by the Lu family, a nemesis. I will still refute, but in the end my heart is getting more and more dead, I don't respond anymore, I am very tired, I am really tired, I can't control other people's mouths, I can only close my own ears, you Said, I grew up in such a noisy environment, can I still be as noisy as before? How can bright roses bloom in the mud? But these are not important, I always think that God is fair, it makes me What will I lose, and what will I gain, meeting you, all these sufferings are overshadowed, so I am unlucky, but also lucky."
"Did you always think that I love physics? But it's not true. I don't love physics. What I love has always been the person who loves physics. Because I'm five years behind you, five years apart, but these five years How can I bridge it? I can’t bridge it, so I can only try my best to catch up with you. I want to have a common topic with you, at least to be closer to what you love. Why do I want to be admitted to Nanjing University? Because there is Lu Jingyan in Nantah University. Do you think I like to study medicine? That’s why I choose to study medicine? If you think so, it’s wrong. I feel bad that you always have to take such bitter Chinese medicine, so I want to learn to cure your disease I am sick, at least I can not be so clumsy, at least I can take care of you. So I gave up my favorite literature major and studied medicine. But I am willing, this is not a bondage, I am willing to dedicate everything I have to you."
Song Xiaolin had already burst into tears, crying uncontrollably, her throat was sore and bitter, that kind of incisive grief moved all things, and in the end, she could hardly cry: "Write in black pen and ink on white paper. Full of your name, there is still the withered rose you gave me on the window sill, the envelope you wrote to me is still locked in the cabinet, I carefully took photos of you one after another, and I blush when I see you Heartbeat... You don't know, I said in my heart that I love you thousands of times during the countless moments when I looked at you. Lu Jingyan, if this is not love, then can you tell me what is love? "
She was lost in the windy fog, and she couldn't tell what love was.
She spread her heart in front of him so unreservedly, even if she was close to the fire, she would feel a burning sensation, why couldn't he feel her love?
Maybe it's not that I can't feel it, but that I'm escaping.
Why escape?
In the end, the reason can only be boiled down to two words - not love.
Whether it is love or not is the only way to distinguish between love and non-love so nonchalantly.
Because the person who really loves can't understand the boundaries of love at all.
How can you really be sober when you are dazzled by love?
All her secrets, everything about her has been emptied, she has nothing left, she really has nothing but love for him, Lu Jingyan may have been moved, but so what?There was no result between them, because this fiery love came too late, too late, and too inappropriate.
(End of this chapter)
The precarious kite blows farther and farther with the wind.
But where is the end of the kite that is blown farther and farther by the wind?
She was like a drowning person holding on to the only rusty chain on the overturned ship. Although she grabbed hold of it, the chain could be easily broken. It was only a matter of time before she sank to the bottom of the sea, but once she sank The bottom of the sea is falling into boundless darkness, and what remains is nothing but despair that will never go away.
She is so hopeless, does he have the heart to let her sink into the bottom of the sea?
But the truth is, he was cruel enough.
Not only did he not pull her, he even cut off the chain.
Lu Jingyan turned away from her fiery gaze, looked up at the sky, and saw that the dark sky was covered with dark clouds, with a covered moon hanging on it, surrounded by a few scattered stars, lonely and desolate, after a long while, he She seemed to give a small laugh helplessly, or maybe she didn't, her voice was mixed with the boundless night, and her voice was particularly deep and piercing, "Child, that's not liking. You're too young to tell what love is."
Although the voice is quiet, the words he speaks are like an invisible dagger that kills people, piercing people's hearts inch by inch.
His words were ruthless to the extreme. They were colder than icebergs in the North Pole, and colder than ice and snow. Song Xiaolin's emotions, which had been strained all night, finally completely collapsed at this moment. , the sky is falling, and I can hardly breathe due to the pressure, so why should I care about the so-called reservedness and humbleness? For him, the flowers withered and withered, and she died of heartache, and it was insignificant Forget it, like an insignificant dust, it deserves to be trampled into the ground, but she just loves someone, and she can't love him. What did she do wrong? She asked herself that she had never done anything bad, but in this world All the sufferings seemed unwilling to let her go.
She smiled wryly, and snatched tears from her eyes: "Lu Jingyan, how can you question my feelings for you? Anyone in this world can question my feelings for you, but you can't. Since I was six years old, my life has been related to my feelings for you." The three words you, Lu Jingyan, are always stuck together. I have lost my parents and grandmother since I was a child. I grew up in Lu's family, so you are my whole sky and my whole world. I always follow behind you Calling you brother, when you asked me why I didn't want to call you brother when I grew up, it was because I learned in the book that brother and sister are destined not to be together, so I stubbornly don't want to call you brother , I thought that as long as I don't call you brother, we can be together. I even hate people calling me your sister. I don't want our relationship to be just the relationship between brother and sister. You still ask me why my temper later It will change from noisy to quiet, because that afternoon, I quietly heard the conversation between you and Xu Zhoucheng outside the door. He asked what kind of girl you like, and you said you like quiet girls, so I secretly swear To be the girl you like. From now on, I will no longer climb trees, catch tadpoles, play in mud, and I will stop making troubles, but do you really like me? Lu Jingyan, are you lying? But then As I get older, I changed from pretending to be quiet just to be the girl you like, to being really reticent later, because I understand more and more the pain of being dependent on others. I also know that Aunt Ann doesn’t like me, although you will Protect me, but I am a real person, so I will inevitably be sad, not to mention she is your mother, how could I not care about it? People in school always say that I am a dog raised by the Lu family, a nemesis. I will still refute, but in the end my heart is getting more and more dead, I don't respond anymore, I am very tired, I am really tired, I can't control other people's mouths, I can only close my own ears, you Said, I grew up in such a noisy environment, can I still be as noisy as before? How can bright roses bloom in the mud? But these are not important, I always think that God is fair, it makes me What will I lose, and what will I gain, meeting you, all these sufferings are overshadowed, so I am unlucky, but also lucky."
"Did you always think that I love physics? But it's not true. I don't love physics. What I love has always been the person who loves physics. Because I'm five years behind you, five years apart, but these five years How can I bridge it? I can’t bridge it, so I can only try my best to catch up with you. I want to have a common topic with you, at least to be closer to what you love. Why do I want to be admitted to Nanjing University? Because there is Lu Jingyan in Nantah University. Do you think I like to study medicine? That’s why I choose to study medicine? If you think so, it’s wrong. I feel bad that you always have to take such bitter Chinese medicine, so I want to learn to cure your disease I am sick, at least I can not be so clumsy, at least I can take care of you. So I gave up my favorite literature major and studied medicine. But I am willing, this is not a bondage, I am willing to dedicate everything I have to you."
Song Xiaolin had already burst into tears, crying uncontrollably, her throat was sore and bitter, that kind of incisive grief moved all things, and in the end, she could hardly cry: "Write in black pen and ink on white paper. Full of your name, there is still the withered rose you gave me on the window sill, the envelope you wrote to me is still locked in the cabinet, I carefully took photos of you one after another, and I blush when I see you Heartbeat... You don't know, I said in my heart that I love you thousands of times during the countless moments when I looked at you. Lu Jingyan, if this is not love, then can you tell me what is love? "
She was lost in the windy fog, and she couldn't tell what love was.
She spread her heart in front of him so unreservedly, even if she was close to the fire, she would feel a burning sensation, why couldn't he feel her love?
Maybe it's not that I can't feel it, but that I'm escaping.
Why escape?
In the end, the reason can only be boiled down to two words - not love.
Whether it is love or not is the only way to distinguish between love and non-love so nonchalantly.
Because the person who really loves can't understand the boundaries of love at all.
How can you really be sober when you are dazzled by love?
All her secrets, everything about her has been emptied, she has nothing left, she really has nothing but love for him, Lu Jingyan may have been moved, but so what?There was no result between them, because this fiery love came too late, too late, and too inappropriate.
(End of this chapter)
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