Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 219 It's Too Late

Su Lingling gently wiped away her tears, got up and went to close the window.

The wind rushed towards my face, blowing my eyes dry and painful.

After closing the window, the wind stopped, and the house was quiet.

Si Zhengting lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking about. His downcast eyes were plunged into the darkness, and he couldn't find out what his thoughts were. Only his eyelashes cast a faint shadow under his eyelids. After a while, he suddenly said in a hoarse voice, "Perhaps, this game... I lost."

From the time when he started to make up for the mistakes he made in the past little by little.

He was doomed to lose.

He is dissolute and unruly on weekdays, but only after he gets drunk can he become docile like a cat.

"In the past countless nights, I thought over and over again, whether I was too cruel to you, but when I was soft-hearted, I felt that you deserved it. Later, I finally realized that in this hatred , you are innocent, but I changed from a victim to a perpetrator, at that moment, I tried to save everything."

Can sink deeper and deeper.

Then he discovered that he loved her more when she was angry, and also when she begged for mercy.

How can a pure white rose compare to a blood-stained red rose.

He simply fell in love with her coquettishness.

Su Lingling didn't turn her head back, she didn't move, she just stood by the window in a daze, the sky that was close at hand but far away seemed to be slightly white, she suddenly smiled, but suddenly felt a little ridiculous: "Your so-called saving, isn't it? Do you mean killing those people?"

Kill the group of guests she entertained.

Including her ex-boyfriend.

"Si Zhengting, do you love me?"

In the dark night, she asked such a question without warning.

On the other side of the sofa, he was silent for a while, and finally agreed in a low voice, "Love."

I have to admit that he, who is well-versed in both business and political circles, cannot control his own heart alone.

Obviously she is the prey.

But he was willing to become her defeated general.

Hearing this, Su Lingling shook her head lightly, "Si Zhengting, haven't you heard a word? Delayed affection is cheaper than anything else in this world."

It's so cheap that people can't help but want to step forward.

"If you didn't fall in love with me in the end, would you still think I was innocent? But even if it was love, you didn't intend to let me go, did you?" She curled her lips slightly sarcastically, "Maybe it's not true at all. Love is just your possessiveness at work. You are too paranoid and selfish, you don't know what love is at all!"

"No, I understand." It's just too late...

But she mercilessly exposed the so-called facts: "Even if you really understand love, it's just a sick love, a deformed love, and no one can bear this kind of love."

"..." I was speechless for a while.

Si Zhengting lowered his head, with a slightly drunken breath lingering around him, his dark eyes gradually blurred, and his thoughts became farther and farther away. In a trance, he seemed to have stepped out of time and saw his long-dead mother.

The Si family, a well-known wealthy family.

As soon as he was born, he had the fame and power above ten thousand people.

In my memory, my father didn't like to laugh.

Never smiled at him.

The mother is gentle and virtuous, and writes well.

She is a great beauty, but also a strange person.

She often wears a red floor-length dress, and there is old and elegant music playing on the radio, and she dances to the singing of birds outside the window.

Most of the time I just sit on the rattan chair and look into the distance quietly.

Occasionally, I would hug him and hum a nursery rhyme to lull him to sleep.

Mother rarely talks on weekdays.

Even more like strangers with his father.

When he was a child, he didn't understand the emotional things of adults.

So live free.

When he grew up, he learned from a servant that his mother had been suffering from severe depression.

Finally, when he was seven years old, he jumped from the top floor and ended his 32-year life.

In the same year, the Si family ushered in a new mistress.

It was a very beautiful woman, but she was tainted with a strong wind and dust.

The following year, she and her father gave birth to a son.

His half-brother is Si Zhengchen.

It was also at that time that he finally realized that it wasn't that his father didn't like to laugh.

It's that his father won't smile at him.

In fact, on the day my mother committed suicide, she came to his room.

I just remember that the sky was clear that day, there were cicadas singing in the treetops, and my mother rarely said a lot.

She also told him a story.

The hero in the story is Xiao Si.

Xiao Si and Xiao Wen have been in love for many years, but they are strongly opposed by Xiao Si's mother.

And Xiao Si has a fiancee who has never met.

It is the baby kiss that the parents of both parties ordered when they were children.

In the end, under pressure from his family, he could only choose to separate from Xiao Wen and marry his fiancée.

After marriage, they had a son.

But Xiao Wen returned to China in a fit of anger, married another man, and gave birth to a daughter three years later.

But old love is inseparable and easy to rekindle.

After Xiao Si's mother died, and after he took over the power, he fell in love with Xiao Wen without any worries.

Xiao Wen even provoked his fiancee again and again, and sent intimate photos of the two many times.

Later, the fiancée was overwhelmed by the disturbance, became depressed and became ill, and finally chose to end her painful life.

The mother said that she just wronged the child.

At that time, Si Zhengting didn't understand at all, mother was just telling a story, why did she burst into tears?

It wasn't until a long time later that he realized that it was his mother's story.

She is crying about her life.

Xiao Si is his father.

Xiaowen is his stepmother.

The fiancée is his mother.

The son born to his father and mother was him, and the daughter born to his stepmother and another man was Su Lingling.

He once found a mobile phone used by his mother in her lifetime among her belongings.

Many text messages on the phone are still there, including those intimate photos.

Although it was a long time ago and the photos were blurry, he knew that these were all knives pierced in his mother's heart.

The mother is a lady from a famous family, but she is extremely stubborn in her bones.

Since she was a child, she was indoctrinated with the idea of ​​being a husband and a child, so she couldn't accept that her husband loved another woman in his heart, and she couldn't accept her husband's cheating.

What's more, this woman is provocative and insulting everywhere.

Therefore, over time, she became depressed and became ill, and chose to end her life.

It turned out that the stepmother was the one who killed his mother.

She was the culprit who caused his mother's miserable life.

He desperately wants revenge on this vicious woman.

But she was Si Zhengchen's biological mother after all.

Si Zhengchen is his half-brother.

He understands the pain of losing his mother, so he doesn't want his younger brother who grew up with him to experience such pain.

Therefore, he naturally targeted Su Lingling, who had no blood relationship with him.

She is the daughter of the enemy.

He wants the enemy's daughter to become as unfortunate as himself.

only then,
Si Zhengting just forgot that Su Lingling was born with misfortune.

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(End of this chapter)