Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 28 Song Xiaolin fainted
At that moment, scenes flashed before her eyes, year after year from the age of six to 17, all the grievances she suffered these days from being splashed with paint water to Coke being poured with paint, and those deeply hidden With the inferiority complex and depression in her heart, she finally thought of Lu Jingyan, the man who was as dazzling as the sun. He was what she wanted in this life and the belief she pursued, but he could belong to anyone, but he would never be. It will belong to her... In the endless drowning deep sea, in the eternal abyss, she wakes up again and again, and dies again and again...

In the end, she finally broke down, and all the bad emotions accumulated day by day also exploded.

This was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Song Xiaolin stood up, staggered towards Zhang Size, and under everyone's gaze, he threw the table over.

When the entire table was overturned, the sound of glass shattering accompanied by screams was extremely ear-piercing.

But for a split second, everyone present was stunned, and even forgot to eat when the meal was on their lips.

In the air, it was quiet for a long time, Zhang Size was the first to come back to his senses, although he felt guilty, he still scolded angrily: "Song Xiaolin, are you fucking sick?"

As soon as the words fell, she raised her hand and slapped him hard.

The sound of "pop" resounded through the cafeteria.

Everyone was shocked and looked at each other in blank dismay, but soon changed into a posture of watching a play.

This is really exciting!

"You...you fucking dare to hit me?" Zhang Size covered the left side of his face, he couldn't believe it, he was beaten by a woman in public, isn't this a fucking humiliation?
The anger in his heart was burning, but Song Xiaolin in front of him actually had the aura of dying, which made him terrified.

Although she was a head shorter than him, when she approached him, she seemed to be approaching him like a mighty army, "Zhang Size, have you forgotten that you were the one who knelt down and begged me to let you go?"

As soon as this remark came out, there was a lot of discussion around.

Seeing that the situation was not right, he tugged on her sleeve and begged in a low voice: "Song Xiaolin, let's talk in private..."

"What? You finally know how to be afraid now?" Song Xiaolin sneered, "But when you wantonly insulted me, why didn't you expect this day to come?"

She didn't look at Zhang Sizhe any more, but faced everyone in the cafeteria, her eyes raised coldly and arrogantly like daffodils blooming in winter, her every frown and smile were full of irony, "Today, I made everything clear, I, Song Xiaolin, have always been an innocent person. I am not Zhang Size's girlfriend, let alone a mistress. Everything is directed and acted by him. On the contrary...he is just a pile of shit in my eyes, a pile of stench He's so shitty that even flies don't want to groan, he's not worthy of anyone's liking at all."

Immediately, everyone around laughed, only Zhang Size's face turned ashen.

But in the next second, their smiles stopped abruptly.

"If Zhang Size is a piece of shit, then you guys are worse than shit."

She raised her head, like a bird with its wings broken in the sun, trembling helplessly and in pain, but her voice was soft but firm, like a crippled flower withered in the wind: "Because you are stupid and bad." , your life is extremely boring, so you wish to die one more person every day. Your happiness is based on the pain of others, just like a murderer. A murderer needs a knife, but you only need to use your tongue. It doesn’t hurt or itch to say a word, but after a long time, do you know how painful the isolated person is?”

"Of course you don't know, you will just hide behind the keyboard unscrupulously to promote self-righteous justice, stand on the moral high ground and point at others. How unsatisfactory your life is, you have to care about other people's lives ? Without others, you will die, won't you?"

Xu Jiayi, who was in the crowd, felt very distressed when she heard it: "Xiaolin..."

The world has always been opposite, black and white.

Song Xiaolin stood helplessly on the edge of the cliff like a wounded and dying little rabbit, but the other end was like a tide, surging with the desire to destroy everything and devour everything. She choked up, "You all say I love you Vanity, coveting the glory and wealth of the Lu family, but... our Song family also had a place in the real estate in Beicheng back then, and I was once a little princess held in the palm of your hand, but how did you become a part of the Lu family? A dog wagging its tail? But I would rather the Song family be just an ordinary family. I only want my parents to be healthy and my grandma to live long..."

She is not a nemesis.

she is not.

She loves this family more than anyone else.

But, so tired.

She could only feel the darkness in front of her eyes, and when the tears burst, she finally lost consciousness.

At the last moment, she saw Duan Yicheng.

He stood outside the crowd, looking at her from a distance. He looked at her quietly, seeing a clear stubbornness in her dark eyes, and fine cold sweat on her pale skin, as if her eyes were open. Pure white roses in mist.

It's so light and beautiful, it makes people...can't help but want to destroy it.

But life, sometimes just like a fallen leaf, withers away accidentally.

"Hey, Song Xiaolin fainted..."

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The unique smell of disinfectant in the hospital is mixed in the wind and rain.

In the ward, only one lamp was turned on.

Song Xiaolin woke up in the hazy and damp atmosphere, covered with a quilt.

strange?
where is thisHow come it's dark when you wake up?
Feeling dizzy, she rubbed her temples, and when she got up, she found a note pressed under the cup by the table.

She picked it up, and a line of words appeared in her pupils——

"Children, take a good rest and don't run around. I'll be back at night and bring you your favorite fried rice cakes."

Lu Jingyan.

Song Xiaolin only knew the cause but not the consequences, but she felt that he should know everything.

It should come, it will always come.

She got out of bed and opened the tightly closed window, and then a gust of fresh rain came to her face, mixed with the patter of light raindrops, falling on her hands, which was slightly cool, and also woke up the chaos in her mind .

Looking at the green branches and leaves that were washed out in the rain and fog, she gradually lost her mind.

"Boom" - the door was opened.

Song Xiaolin turned his head subconsciously and fixed his eyes.

It's been two days.

She hadn't seen Lu Jingyan for two days.

He lowered his brows and eyes, and put the closed black umbrella by the door with one hand. The water droplets rolling on the umbrella surface fell on the floor, turning into a puddle of small water spots. In the humid rainy season, his The hoarse voice had a cool texture, "Child, are you awake? I bought your favorite fried rice cake."

There was a gentle breeze, mixed with his voice, inexplicably bewitching, but her eyes were focused on his hands. Maybe it was wet from the rain when closing the umbrella, and the red knuckles were stained with clear water droplets.

(End of this chapter)