Rebirth after waste

Chapter 127

The emperor moved closer to her and lowered his voice, "Then tell me, did we know each other in our previous life?"

"Maybe, I know you..."

"Really?" He smiled inexplicably, his eyes were dark, "I wish we had never met."

Gu Yunxian intuitively felt that there was something in his words, but he didn't know what it was, so he smiled and broke away from his hand, pretending to be angry: "Your Majesty is despising my concubine."

He looked at Kong Luoluo's right hand and smiled lightly, "How dare you."

One sentence brought out infinite regret.

The courage that was finally mustered in his heart disappeared under her bright eyes. He felt afraid and instinctively didn't want to know the result.

He wanted to run away.

"I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." He stood up, "You, rest early."

He has been abnormal today, so it was not too surprising that Gu Yunxian suddenly said that he was going to leave now, but he just told him: "Your Majesty, remember to send the imperial doctor to see it after you finish your work. Don't think it's a minor illness, just don't take it to heart. .”

He nodded, "En."

She personally sent him to the palace gate, and told Lu Chuan, "Please take good care of Your Majesty, Your Majesty."

Lu Chuan didn't dare to say more, he just replied, "No."

After the emperor got into the car, he looked back from the car window, and saw Gu Yunxian dressed in fine clothes, with one hand on his protruding abdomen, standing at the gate of the palace with the help of a maid.

Those big bright eyes stared in his direction, with emotions similar to concern flickering in them.

For a moment he wanted to jump out of the car, rush to her and hold her hand, never letting go.

As soon as this thought came up, that terrible nightmare flashed through his mind again, so that he could only silently clenched his right fist, frozen there like a sculpture.

Seeing the emperor's car go away, Gu Yunxian put away the smile on his face, and walked back to the Jiaofang Hall expressionlessly.

Not in the mood to appreciate the changed old residence, she turned away the palace people and said to Liu Shanggong: "Your Majesty, something is wrong."

"The maidservant has also noticed it." Liu Shanggong said, "Not to mention, he didn't stay in Jiaofang Hall to accompany the empress today, it's too..."

Gu Yunxian pursed her lips, "My lord has a lot of contacts in the palace, maybe try to find out a little bit?"

"Your Majesty, don't worry, I will try my best to do it." Liu Shanggong said, seeing Gu Yunxian's worried expression, he comforted him, "In any case, Your Majesty has successfully reset, so you can put down other things first and raise your baby with peace of mind. I will leave the matter to the servants, and the empress must not worry too much."

Knowing that she was worried about him, Gu Yunxian nodded, "I understand."

Having said that, the lingering uneasiness in her heart clearly told her that she couldn't feel at ease until she understood the reason for the emperor's sudden change.

Five days later, Liu Shanggong finally inquired about the news.

"This was said by a maidservant in the Dazheng Palace that day. The slaves had favored him before." Liu Shanggong said, "He said that on the day of the conferment of the Empress Dowager, His Majesty suddenly had a headache, which scared everyone. No. Later Master Lu sent He to ask for an imperial doctor, but His Majesty was leaning on the soft couch, as if he had fallen asleep in a daze. When he woke up, he said that he had a dream, that he was haunted by a nightmare. Not only In this way, he suddenly asked Mr. Lu, what time is it now, and who is the queen he wants to confer... It's as if, it's as if he suddenly doesn't remember anything..."

Gu Yunxian frowned, "Don't remember anything?"

Liu Shanggong nodded, "That's what the palace man said. This servant thinks that His Majesty must be confused. Does your empress know what happened to his illness?"

"I don't know, I only know that he has had headaches since last year, and recently it has become more and more frequent..." Gu Yunxian thought for a while, "Could it be that the illness is some serious illness?"

Liu Shanggong was silent for a moment, then resolutely said: "I feel that your majesty can't let this matter go unnoticed. His majesty's temperament seems easy-going, but inside he is very stubborn. If he doesn't want to see an imperial doctor, your majesty, it's useless to just say a few words." Yes, we have to think of a way."

After much deliberation, Gu Yunxian felt that it could only be explained by a headache causing a big change in temperament, so she said, "Your Excellency says it makes sense, I have to think of a way..."

The emperor's illness was a lump in her heart.On the eve of canonization, when she learned that he had frequent headaches, she was really shocked, and seeing that he didn't seem to care much, she said that she would call all the imperial doctors to show him.

Even if she doesn't talk about his life and safety are closely related to her, just from the point of view of affection, she still hopes that he can be safe and healthy.

Whether she still loves him or not.

"Caijia, you will go to Shangyao Bureau to invite Imperial Physician Zhang Xian to come over, and you will say that I am not feeling well, and I am worried that something is wrong with the dragon fetus. Remember, it can only be Imperial Physician Zhang."

After nightfall, the Dazheng Palace was very quiet, and only Lu Chuan was left in the study to wait on him. The emperor held the Yuguan Langhao pen in his hand, but he didn't write a word for a long time.

"Your Majesty." Lu Chuan said softly, "If you are really worried, go and have a look."

The emperor was silent for a moment, "What did Zhang Xian say?"

"Doctor Zhang said that the empress has been restless these days, so the womb is unstable. He has already prescribed a few medicines for the palace servants to fry, but..."

"But what?" The emperor raised his eyebrows dangerously.

"However, it's not a cure for the symptoms." Lu Chuan said, "Your Majesty, you can probably guess why the empress is so restless..."

The emperor can naturally guess.

On the day of the post-sealing ceremony, he left the Jiaofang Hall, and did not go there again for several days.Although he has been pretending to be busy with political affairs, there are still discussions in the harem.

The emperor insisted on reinstating the empress against all opinions, which was naturally a blessing.But with such great love, why did he ignore her immediately after being canonized?This is too strange.

Or, did the empress say something wrong after the conferment ceremony, which angered her majesty, so she fell out of favor?

Yunniang must have heard these rumors too.

She couldn't figure out her attitude, so she felt uneasy?

But he didn't ignore her.The palace servants will still report her daily food and daily life to him.Today she summoned Zhang Xian, and he passed him to the Dazheng Palace to inquire about the situation.

He just didn't know how to face her.

But if she hurts her body because of this...

"Anyway, there are so many excerpts that I won't be able to read them all in a while, so let's go." Putting down his pen, he said calmly, "Tell them to prepare the chariot."

When the emperor arrived at Jiaofang Hall, Gu Yunxian had already rested.The palace servant welcomed him in and whispered: "Your Majesty has probably fallen asleep, does Your Majesty want your servant to wake her up?"

He waved his hand, "No need." She just fell asleep.

He sat down on the edge of the couch, watching her sleep with her eyes closed, a little lost in thought.When she fell asleep, she always liked to purse her lips slightly, as if she was competing with someone in her sleep.He used to find it funny, but now he was only shocked.

She will look like this, is it because she dreamed of something that she can't face?

Thinking of this, the image of her lying on the table and closing her eyes after drinking the poisoned wine flashed before his eyes, and he panicked.

"Yunniang..." Action preceded consciousness, before he could react, he had already whispered.

Gu Yunxian frowned and opened his eyes.

"Your Majesty?" She was a little surprised, "Why are you here?"

He paused, "I heard that you are not feeling well, so I came here to have a look."

"Oh." A look of disappointment flashed in her eyes.

He is always extremely sensitive when facing her now, and immediately noticed her emotions, "What's the matter? Listen to me, you don't seem very happy."

Gu Yunxian rolled his eyes, and said in a low voice: "The concubine thought that His Majesty came here because he missed the concubine."

After saying this, she turned her head slightly, as if a little embarrassed.However, only she knew that she was just trying to calm down the tension in her heart.

Today she specially asked Zhang Xian to pretend to be sick for her, in order to lure the emperor over so that she could find a chance to talk to him.

According to the original plan, she should pretend to be asleep on the bed and wake up at the right time.But who would have thought that she felt too much after she became pregnant, and actually fell asleep while lying down. Fortunately, he woke her up, otherwise today's success would have fallen short.

Hearing her soft voice, his heart skipped a beat.

"I really miss you..." This is the truth, after not seeing her for a few days, he already misses her so much, "It's just that there are a lot of things going on in the court." He didn't know how to get along with her naturally , after having that terribly real nightmare.

"I understand." She smiled, "Your Majesty has his own reasons."

He stroked her hair, and said softly: "Then, how is your body? Zhang Xian said that you are restless, why are you restless?"

She lowered her eyes and did not answer.

"Why don't you speak?"

"Won't His Majesty be angry at what the concubine says?"

"Why am I angry with you? Tell me."

"The concubine is worried about His Majesty's health, so she is restless."

"Worried about me?" He was obviously taken aback, "What are you worried about me?"

She pursed her lips, "The concubine has already heard about it. On the day of the canonization, His Majesty had a headache again, right? You are obviously unwell, but you refuse to send it to the imperial doctor. The concubine is worried about this day and night, so she is restless. "

He really didn't expect her to say that.

I thought she was worried about her own situation, but she told him that she was worried about him. Such an answer made him feel agitated.

She cares about him.Concerned about his body, concerned about his health.

She cares about him.

But the joyful mood only lasted for a moment, and another thought came to his mind again.

Perhaps what she cared about was whether the emperor was good or not, not him after he lost his identity.

She is a queen who has just been restored, her foundation is not stable, and she needs his protection.

She doesn't care about him, she just cares about herself.

One happy and one sad, under the huge emotional gap, he suddenly felt that the entangled emotions that had dragged him for many days had all reached their peak.

He could no longer hide from it by deluding himself.

"I remember I asked you, do you hate me when I treated you so well in the past? At that time you said you didn't, but now, do you still answer this way?"

Gu Yunxian didn't understand his intention, so he just replied: "Yes."

The blood rushed to the brain, and before he could think clearly, he blurted out a sentence, "Even if I once gave you a glass of poisoned wine?"

Her expression froze suddenly.

(End of this chapter)