Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 199 Brilliant
Huo Nanxiao didn't intend to tell Shi Junyi that she was going to find the woman named Wu Lingya, because she was afraid that Shi Junyi would think that she cared about him if he found out.Although it was originally, Huo Nanxiao still didn't want to show it.

Secondly, Huo Nanxiao couldn't confirm the specific situation.However, when thinking about the whole doubtful point of this matter, Huo Nanxiao felt that that woman must be a breakthrough.

But whether it can break through is really a question.

"When will I be discharged from the hospital? Did the doctor tell you?" Shi Junyi kept watching Huo Nanxiao eagerly. Judging from Huo Nanxiao's nervousness about his illness, Huo Nanxiao had his own heart.

Shi Junyi had never been sure before, he was like a solitary boat in the ocean, drifting and drifting.She thought that Mei Mingyan was the lighthouse she was finally looking for, but later found out that Mei Mingyan was just a little bit of starlight in her life.

It's just a flash, but the real lighthouse is Huo Nanxiao.

Love is like pushing a rock up a hill, some people spend their whole life on the road of looking for love.But throughout his life, he can only fall suddenly when he is about to reach the commanding height.

Falling is actually nothing. The most terrifying thing is that you cannot rise after falling.

Many couples have been arguing for a lifetime, fighting for a lifetime, and fighting for a lifetime.From the perspective of outsiders, it is completely incomprehensible. If you feel that you can't make it through, then you will get a divorce.However, how can there be so many people who can't live on, only those who give up, and there is no marriage that can't live on.

Shi Junyi was already prepared to wait for the rest of his life, no matter when Huo Nanxiao could forgive himself, it didn't matter.

"Do you know what I said yesterday when I was surrounded by reporters at the factory gate?" Shi Junyi's gentle voice seemed to show all the gentleness that was not there in the past today.

Huo Nanxiao thought about it for a while, he seemed to say that divorce had no effect on his life.It doesn't matter if you don't love yourself.

But Huo Nanxiao's heart was still pounding, love, even if he said he loved you, your heart would be moved.If he says he doesn't love you, you will also feel violent fluctuations in your heart.There has never been any reason to follow, but it involves the hearts of countless people. This is love.

"I know, I watched the news." Huo Nanxiao looked determined, no matter what he said, Huo Nanxiao would pretend that nothing happened.

After being together for so long and tormenting each other for so long, at least the emotions have stabilized well.Huo Nanxiao was no longer the heartbroken person when he saw the divorce agreement.

"I asked the reporter. Could it be that I will stop working after divorce, and will I stop living after divorce? Will my life be ruined if I get divorced?" Shi Junyi glanced at the room softly , seems to be diverting attention.

He couldn't be so absorbed in talking that he allowed himself to show strong emotional swings.He has always been calm.

"I know. You're right. I don't think there are any loopholes." Huo Nanxiao didn't seem to care. Since she doesn't love herself, what does divorce have to do with not getting divorced.

"No, what I said is wrong. In fact, my logic was wrong. It's just that the reporter was stunned by my question, and couldn't answer for a while, and couldn't find the loopholes in my words." Shi Jun also lowered his eyelids, drooping his eyes as if Lost in thought.

"Huh? But you still said that, didn't you?" Although Huo Nanxiao spoke calmly, there was an obvious sense of blame in her words.Since there is no relationship, why are you still entangled.

If there is no relationship, there should be no entanglement. Deep love and no entanglement have always been Huo Nanxiao's life motto.Therefore, when Junyi condescendingly said that she wanted to divorce, she could bear the sadness and sign without hesitation, she just wanted to preserve the last dignity.

In love, many people love so much that their dignity is gone, but many people give up the love of their life because of their dignity.

Dignity is always something that cannot be grasped, especially in love, talking about dignity is extravagant.A love is nothing but something that makes the youth fly, but some love is enough to make people age instantly.

Fenghua is a period of quicksand, and old age is a period of time.Huo Nanxiao has aged too much in Shi Junyi's love.

From an ignorant girl's heart to a steel heart full of scars, Huo Nanxiao can only understand the time in between.

"You know. I feel that my life is not complete because of this. Life is not only about work, but about life. There should also be love in life. I just realized it too late. I always thought that my obsession was love .”

Shi Junyi's eyes were shining brightly, as if he saw some treasure.It took so long before he knew that the person in front of him was the treasure in his life, and it took him so long to understand.

so.It's not Huo Nanxiao's fault, she's not wrong, what's wrong is Shi Junyi's lack of appreciation.

Therefore, Shi Jun also knew about Huo Nanxiao's grievances for so long.It is impossible for him not to know, it is impossible for him not to have a heart.But the more you want to save, the more powerless you feel.The harder you work, the more you feel that your effort is in vain.

So, finally push each other farther and farther.Some people don't know how to love at all.Spoiling the other party too much will spoil the other party, and not pampering the other party, the other party will not feel love.

Love has always been the most intractable disease in life, and Shi Jun also took many detours in it.Because of his cold and stubborn temper, he refuses to say the word love, nor does he believe that he will fall in love with his contract ex-wife.

However, life is not a TV series, and life is more unbelievable than a TV series.Shi Junyi looked at Huo Nanxiao sincerely, with remorse, unwillingness, distress, self-blame, and love in his eyes.

Those complicated gazes never left Huo Nanxiao's figure for a moment.If possible, Shi Jun would never want to leave Huo Nanxiao.

But Huo Nanxiao pursed his lips, but he didn't say anything after all.The grievance and unwillingness in my heart cannot disappear in an instant, nor can everyone be happy immediately.

There is no happiness in life, but life is full of grievances.

"Don't talk about it, let the past pass. Everything is in the past, and we can't go back. Now is not the time to talk about these things, so there is no need to say so much."

Huo Nanxiao's eyes were indescribably complicated.Perhaps, she was looking forward to such a day in her heart, hoping that Junyi would confess to herself, and then she would express the grievances in her heart for so long.

But when this moment really happened, Huo Nanxiao didn't even feel happy at all.

Just say an apology and be done?No, what about those deep scars?It doesn't mean that if a wound is cut, some medicine will be applied and it will be as if nothing happened.There will be scars.

Not only will scars be left, but also memories will be left. How can we pretend that nothing happened when those things happened.

Huo Nanxiao couldn't and couldn't do it.

"I know that I have done a lot of things to hurt you in the past, and I also know that you can't forgive me. But I will not give up, I will wait for you, until the day you can accept me again. On that day, I I will definitely give you a grand and grand wedding, on that day..."

Shi Jun also seems to be talking about the fantasy of remarriage, and he doesn't even know how many times he has fantasized like this.

But Huo Nanxiao interrupted him and brought him back to reality in an instant.

"One day I went cycling around the lake, and I met a master. When the master became famous, his wife and children were happy. But he chose to quit the business world, and chose to leave his wife and children to become a monk. The first time I heard his story At the time, I didn’t understand it, but now I understand it.”

Huo Nanxiao's eyes were piercing, as if he was wondering about something, maybe he was wondering about the master's experience, maybe he was feeling sorry for his own life.

(End of this chapter)