Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 2 I'm sick, get a green hat for myself (2)
The afternoon sun was shining brightly, and we were hot and sleepy. We found another roadside cafe and ordered two glasses of iced juice.Before it was served, he suddenly asked me: "What were you thinking when you were praying just now? You looked so sad."

"Don't tell you."

What should I say?Said that my boyfriend had sex with my best friend behind my back?From what I know of him, I wouldn't admit that such a thing would happen.But he admitted it himself, so I couldn't figure it out, I didn't know how to face the naked reality, and these two people I used to trust the most...

So I choose to remain silent.

I went back to the hotel at night to charge my phone, only to find that my assistant Xiao Ya had sent countless WeChat messages and made dozens of phone calls to me.I am the customer service manager of an e-commerce company.Although our company is not big, the facilities are complete.Xiao Ya, a little lolita.Ghosts and spirits. 20 years old.I applied to the company to do sales before I graduated in my senior year. After more than a year of training, I have developed a mouthful of iron teeth and copper teeth. I often listen to some gossip inside the company and secretly report to me, which is deeply loved by me.

I quickly opened WeChat: Yaya, what's the matter?
Yaya is my pet name for Xiao Ya.

Xiao Ya: Boss, you finally showed up. I thought you were obsessed with foreign men and couldn't help yourself. I forgot that we are still living in the heat of the water.

Me: Why are you in dire straits?What happened to the company?
Xiao Ya: That's not true. Have you called Mr. Yu to ask for leave?At the morning meeting yesterday, I told you that you went to meet a client.You won't come back for a while, Mr. Yu will blame you, what should you do? Please tell the boss clearly.

Me: Yaya, don’t tell me I forgot about this, leave it to me, work hard, and don’t forget to report in time if there is any situation.I'll be back soon.

Xiao Ya: That's right.

I took a deep breath and called my boss.

"Mr. Yu, I want to ask for leave."

"Why is he asking for leave again? No approval." There was a crackling typing sound from the other end of the phone, who knew whether he was working overtime or playing games.

"Then I resign."

"Then, then, let's approve the leave. How long?"

"One month at most."

"For so long, no."

"Then I resign."

"Then, then, let's approve a one-month leave."

Don't say I threatened our boss. I was not in this state when I was working. After getting along with each other in the past few years, our boss only takes threats.

After hanging up the phone, I lay down in the hotel and sat in front of the bay window with the dim lamp beside the bed, watching the feasting lights in the bar downstairs, and my ears were filled with the sound of music cheering one after another.Only then did I realize that this is Fan Wulao's most famous bar street, the more excited it gets in the middle of the night, the deafening noise makes it impossible to fall asleep.

The calls I didn't answer during the day were from my boyfriend Wei Qingfeng, and I didn't know what to say when I answered.Did I say that I couldn't forgive you so I disappeared?Or do I have too much money to spend and go on vacation?
We have been together for five years, we are each other's first love, and we moved in quickly after we had our first skin-to-skin kiss.Qingfeng that year was a shy, thin and handsome boy. Early 20s.The edges and corners are sharp, the eyes are piercing, and when you look at you, you seem to be smiling but not smiling.It took five years from a small salesman in an advertising company to a sales executive and then a marketing director step by step. I have witnessed his ups and downs and difficulties along the way.We always encourage each other, like in the song, cuddling and knowing each other, loving each other beautifully and warmly.We devoutly believe that each other is the partner of our dreams.Unexpectedly, not long ago, Yin Susu suddenly appeared on the way.I always thought she was just joking when she said she admired Wei Qingfeng.

But the most amazing thing is that the two of them betrayed me so nakedly. At this moment, I can't hate them, and I can still pretend that nothing happened. Isn't it funny?He forced a smile in front of them, stuffed his grievances in his chest, and suffocated himself into internal injuries, licking the wound alone every night when he couldn't sleep.So far I have not been able to find a reasonable reason for my weird behavior, but no normal human being is like me.

Maybe I'm afraid of losing them, losing the only remaining warmth of sympathy and sympathy for the past five years on the road to Beipiao.They are the witnesses of hard work and struggle in the past few years, the blind medicine for the trauma of the soul in the past few years, the chicken soup for the soul whenever you slacken and give up in the past few years, and the incomparably warm embrace when you are lonely.It is the Erguotou that alcoholics cannot quit, and it is the drug that addicts cannot quit.

These memories have to be stripped from my mind, it is heartbreaking to think about it, I really can't do it.

But as soon as I face Qingfeng, I think of Susu, and how she folded herself into a charming and charming look on the bed where Wei Qingfeng and I slept hugging each other...

Oops, I'm going, and let people live.

Then I started to paralyze myself every day, trapped in painful entanglement and sleepless all night, so before my mental breakdown, I had the beginning of wanting to leave Beijing, leave them, and go out for a walk.

The east was pale, and I fell asleep.

In the morning, I was stupefied and heard a voice in the yard downstairs, which was still a little familiar. I opened the curtain and saw that Xia Qiusheng was chatting with the hotel girl, not to mention his English.

After I changed my clothes, I went downstairs, feeling like seeing my relatives.

"Hello, Miss Silly slept well last night."

"Great, enjoy the free percussion music in the first half of the night, and watch the mosquito battle in the second half of the night."

"Hehe," he patted his head and said embarrassingly, "I thought about it last night, but it was a bit late so I didn't bother you for fear of your inconvenience."

"So I was lucky enough to have a wonderful night in Saigon."

"Come with me." He got up and went upstairs to help me with my luggage.

I crossed 3 streets and moved to the Sun Flower Youth Hostel where he was, and lived next door to him.This is a very distinctive hotel, clean and warm, the rooms are full of the smell of the sun, and there are many Chinese national style decorations everywhere.The key is that the price is very affordable, equivalent to RMB 100.Xia Qiusheng said that it was opened by a few Chinese students studying abroad.

After everything is settled, I will ask him to run away.You know, one of the ways I used to relieve depression and stress when I was in Beijing was to run wild, from the company to the residence, or walk along the Tonghui River, instilling positive energy into myself while walking, Li Xiao is the best Yes, Li Xiao will not be defeated by difficulties. Li Xiao has a good man who loves her dearly. Li Xiao is the happiest little girl in the world...

Now, still?
Xia Qiusheng was on my left side helping me block the motorcycles speeding all the way.Halfway through the walk, my feet were worn out by the sandals and blistered. He took me to buy a Band-Aid and sneakers.And say, be kind to your feet, for on them you will walk the world.

Wei Qingfeng also said this sentence of deja vu before, in that cold winter in a bungalow without heating, Wei Qingfeng washed my feet with hot water, and recited sales scripts to me while washing.

When Xia Qiusheng knelt down to help me put on the Band-Aid, I saw that he was wearing a beige peaked cap, which was a bit strange, but I couldn't tell what was wrong, so I wanted to take it off to have a look.

He blocked my hand at once, "Don't touch it!" He said righteously, with a very serious expression.

I was taken aback by his abnormality: "As for it, isn't it just a hat!"

"You don't understand, it means a lot to me, and I'll add one more taboo for traveling in Vietnam—don't touch my hat!"

Oh, and I didn't press on, because that would just be self-defeating.

It turns out that everyone who comes here has their own story, but Xia Qiusheng, I hope your story will not be as bloody as mine.

At the place where we drank coffee last time, Xia Qiusheng and I were sitting on the second floor reading a book. Xia Qiusheng pointed to the open-air yard on the first floor, and I saw that handsome American guy again.My heart was pounding.

Xia Qiusheng said: "Don't get excited, look down. I'll go to the bar and make a phone call."

The handsome American guy is chatting up a beautiful woman, then drinks, chats, and successfully exchanges money.Then I retreated quickly, and was caught by the patrol police on the street before I got out of my sight.

This scene was like a short movie trailer, exciting and exciting, and my expression at that time could be described as dumbfounded.

"What's going on?" My brain short-circuited.

Xia Qiusheng, turning the lighter, said slowly: "This is a habitual offender. I have been observing him for the past few days, and he has deceived many ignorant girls. Just now, I asked the girl at the bar to call the police."

"You, you... what do you do for work?"

"police."

"You must be a policeman."

"Why do you say that?"

"The Pacific area is vast, and it belongs to you."

He chuckled, raised his hat, and said shyly, "The professional habits of the police."

"Really? Do you dare to show me your ID and let me pay my respects. I admire the police very much."

Unable to withstand my soft and hard foam, he put them on the table one by one.

"Are you sure you didn't buy it from someone with a fake certificate, or entered it through the back door?"

"C'mon, I just passed the exam. I think I was a god of learning when I was in school." He replied dismissively.

"What is Xueshen, better than Xueba?"

"Xueba is the one who gets 98 points in the exam, and that's all he has for his ability, and Xueshen is the one who gets 100 points, and that's the only score in the test paper."

"It's the same as [-] to [-]. Speaking of going to school, I really think of a fun thing. One year when I didn't want to get up for class in the bitter winter, I asked my classmates to help me find a reason to ask for a leave. The first The news of my heat stroke spread all over the campus within two days."

"You are a typical scumbag."

"What's wrong with the scumbags, no scumbags can set off the gods of learning." I picked up my phone and snapped a photo: "Let's change the subject. Heroes don't mention the courage of the past."

He asked: "What are you doing?"

I said: "Leave a case report, if you try to plot against me, I will report you to your unit!"

"Conspiracy? Silly sister, you are right, you are too confident in yourself! You don't even ask me if I am interested in spreading egg pancakes."

"You, you, you... are too deceitful. Let's continue talking about Xueshen!" I felt mentally raped again.

At night, in the noisy streets, Vietnamese cars are imported from China, and Chinese can be heard everywhere: please pay attention to reversing, please pay attention to reversing!One after another.

I said to Xia Qiusheng: "I don't like this place, I'm going to Mui Ne. I heard that there is paradise on earth."

He thought for a while and said: "If you are in a good mood, you will see tropical jungles with French style. If you are in a bad mood, you will see rocks, stagnant water, and overgrown weeds. Do you understand? Your current state of mind is not suitable for going to Mui Ne , you can stay here for two more days."

"I went to all the places I could go, and took hundreds of photos." I protested unconvinced.

He turned a deaf ear to my protests.

In the next few days, I repeatedly asked, can I go to Mui Ne, can I go?He shook his head and shrugged innocently.

"If I hadn't been afraid of meeting a liar again, I would have gone by myself." I said angrily.

"Let's go to the vegetable market today." He said.

"Huh? Okay." I was very puzzled, but I knew that resistance was unnecessary.

Here, I found another city style that I didn't know, the young woman who was breastfeeding, the old man picking vegetables, the innocent smiling faces of children, and the fragrant barbecue.A silkworm chrysalis disguised as a chestnut.Even the flowers sold at the root, and the fruits that can’t be named, I record them with the camera one by one with great interest, which is not up to the level of photography. At this moment, I am just a passerby.

When I went back to sort out the photos on the computer, I noted the time and place one by one, wrote my mood and posted on the blog.

Xia Qiusheng listened to my chatter with great interest, then patted my head and said, "Silly big sister understands the local customs and customs, and her mood is no longer impetuous. Go to Mui Ne tomorrow."

"Really? Really? How can I go?"

Happiness always comes suddenly when you are not prepared for it.

Excited night did not sleep well.The beauty of the magazine images unfolded in my mind one by one like a slideshow.

As soon as I got out of the car, the breath of the ocean rushed to my face, and instantly swept away the fatigue of sitting for 5 hours.

Forgive my lack of words.Let me rack my brains and rack my brains to describe it.

Dim and lazy lights, quiet and silent villages, salty and hot sea breeze, towering coconut trees, and endless hotels and shops.

If Ho Chi Minh is warm and gentle, then Mui Ne is a paradise with no high-rise buildings or heavy traffic, only a few fishing boats and the sound of waves.

The hotel we live in is called Begin Again.

Starting over...well, the name makes me feel lost.

Xia Qiusheng booked a sea view room. The key point is that there is a row of bamboo swings in the corner of the courtyard outside the room door. Facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. Sitting on the swings, looking at the sea, listening to the waves, feeling the sea breeze, drinking coconuts, and the noise of the city Let the fuck go, what I want is the comfort and tranquility at this moment.

I was very tired. Looking through the text messages, there were more than 40 messages, including those who invited me to dinner, those who borrowed money, those who said hello, those who blessed me, those who sold invoices, those who searched for sperm, etc. I didn’t know I was so popular if it wasn’t for this trip. welcome.Picked up the treats and returned two.

Chapter Two
At night, accompanied by Haitao's voice, I just fell asleep drowsily, and was woken up by my dad's phone call.

I fumbled for my phone in the dark: "Hello? Dad, you haven't slept so late."

"Xiao, Dad just finished writing the lesson plan and wants to chat with you."

"As long as you don't talk about my mother, don't talk about your partner, anything else is fine." I turned over and turned on the desk lamp.

"Do you hate your mother so much? She is also thinking about your future, and she is afraid that you will suffer in the future. I really didn't expect you to be so stubborn. You just disappeared for a man. You are so confident that he is worth your life? You don't want to do it every day." Answering your mother's phone call, she was mad at me at home, making herself sick."

"Sick? You don't want to use this trick to trick me back to go on a blind date. I hate her because she is snobbish. She looked at those officials and eunuchs she introduced to me before. They are either scum or beasts. You are not selling your daughter Well. Besides, you don’t have money, and she has spent most of her life with you, hasn’t she?”

"Your stubbornness is really similar to your mother when she was young. She was wronged by following me, a poor schoolteacher, so she hopes that you will keep your eyes open when you choose someone in the future and don't go the wrong way."

"I still think she took advantage of it. You are so tired in class, and you have to cook and wash clothes when you go home. She knows how to nag, and tries to find a partner for me. The whole school and even the whole county know that there is an old girl in your family who is married. stay home."

"Okay, your mother agrees with you dating Xiao Wei, so don't get angry with your mother, take the time to apologize to her. You young people don't understand the mood of being a parent."

"Oh, it's too late to agree. If I agreed earlier, there wouldn't be so many moths."

"What? Did you and Xiao Wei get into a fight?" My dad coughed violently twice, and he would get bronchitis when he was in a hurry.

"It's nothing, Dad, go to bed early, I have to teach the students tomorrow, I'm out of town, I'll call you when I have time, and smoke less."

After hanging up the phone, I lost all sleepiness, and the things in my mind were like watching a movie, but unfortunately it was not a comedy.

Early the next morning, when it was just dawn, I got up, and I wanted to catch the sunrise early.

Passing by Xia Qiusheng's room, he knocked on the door.No one responded.

It was a beautiful morning. Following the direction of the hotel staff, I walked slowly to the top of the dunes alone.There are tourists from all over the world here, all holding their cameras and waiting for the sunrise, so crowded that there is no place to stand.After stumbling to the top of the slope, he saw Xia Qiusheng occupying the best position to watch the sunrise.

I patted him on the shoulder, and he smiled faintly and said, "Silly big sister, you are here."

"Xiao Xiazi, I thought you weren't up yet."

"Early worms get eaten by birds. Heh." When he spoke, he lost his usual joking atmosphere and was a little desolate.

He stood next to me, and the red sun rose slowly over the sea in the distance, like the yolk of a duck egg peeling off from the egg white, and it popped up in an instant, the white sand dunes were dyed golden yellow by the light of the red sun.Spectacular, breathtaking.

I stood on the top of the slope, as if overlooking the whole world.

"Have you seen it? I'll accompany you to Mui Ne to watch the sunrise. Tell me what else you like, okay?"

What a romantic little Xia Zi, I was almost moved, and at that moment, I felt like I wanted to be with him forever.

(End of this chapter)