Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 3 I'm sick, get a green hat for myself (3)
Is this what I'm talking about?Is this the beginning of the legendary love affair?

I turned my head to look at him, his face was covered with a layer of gold by the rising sun, and his expression was dignified.Muttering to himself, this, is not for me...

Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.

I was speechless all the way.

To break the silence, I said, "Xiao Xiazi, do you like this place? I like it anyway."

"Really? Then when you die, I will bury you here."

"Please, choose a better position. Hey, why didn't you die first?"

"My heart died a long time ago, it's your turn."

Sadness always seems trivial during the day.The journey continues.

I didn't dare to provoke him all day.As night fell, we ate a steak buffet, and we walked slowly along the seaside to digest our food.The sea breeze was blowing, and the majestic sound of the high tide drowned our thoughts.

Xia Qiusheng said gloomyly: "My vacation is coming the day after tomorrow, and I have to go back. Please go to the bar to have a happy night to commemorate the acquaintance."

I can't remember the name of the bar, the singer played the guitar quietly, and the spotlight shone on him, like a lonely soul.

We chose a corner by the window to sit down.This kind of place is the most suitable for a daze.

Three sips of cocktails.

"You go first." We said in unison.

"They are all people with stories, so why meet each other before. Let me tell you first." I cleared my mind and started pouring the beans.After holding back for so many days, I finally wanted to find someone to talk to.It seems that he is an eminent monk, and I desperately need to be enlightened.

"My boyfriend and my best friend had sex. I've been with him, and we've worked hard together until now. I just want to work hard together to buy a house in Beijing and have a small family. Continue to work hard, make a child, and work hard again." Well, life doesn’t just end happily like this. Life is too short, what are you messing around with? Good guy, I’ve been working hard here for a long time, but he’s fine, eating what’s in the bowl and looking at what’s in the bowl.”

"Continue." He took a sip of wine calmly.

"Girlfriend? Why do you react like you are sexually frigid. No wonder it is said in novels and TV that all kinds of girlfriends are unreliable now."

"It's bloody, are you sure this story isn't made up to make me happy?"

"Am I sick? Get a green hat for yourself. Let's talk about my best friend. When we are good, we can mix everything else except underwear. I used to know that she likes my boyfriend, but I didn't figure it out. She really dared to pry the corner of my wall."

"Is your boyfriend the kind of person who can hook up with anyone?"

"No, I guarantee with my personality, he is not that kind of person."

"Don't you feel anything? They met through you? What kind of person is your girlfriend?"

"Why are you interrogating prisoners like the police?"

I don't know how to answer him, I need to rethink, what kind of person is my girlfriend?
What kind of person is Yin Susu?In fact, I didn't know her well at first.We were just normal co-workers, but a ride in the elevator commuting together changed our relationship.Met a self-touching pervert, so wretched and out of shape.The elevator went down to the first floor, and the elevator car door opened slowly. Susu nailed the other party into the elevator car with a 10cm high heel.Then the two of us ran wildly for a stop before standing still, and Susu just stood on the street with her bare feet and her trousers legs up, laughing.Afterwards, she also regretted that her pair of shoes cost half a month's salary to buy, expressing that they were very expensive and distressed.We went to the property management to check the monitoring, and found that the pervert had kept Susu's high-heeled shoes.I went all out and gave Susu a pair that was exactly the same.Decided to hang out with her, I deserve such an unrestrained female best friend, since that day we have become friends who talk about everything.

After work, she chatted and talked about emotions. She also looked at Qingfeng's photos and said Qingfeng was handsome more than once.The first time they met seemed to be Susu's last day at the company.Her application for resignation was approved, and she wanted to open a Taobao shop, get goods from the zoo and sell them online.That night Qingfeng and I invited Susu to have dinner together.We were all drunk, I remember I said to Susu, when you get rich, I will quit my job and hang out with you, so that my sister can also take advantage of it.After sending Susu away, I jokingly asked Qingfeng, how is my best friend, she needs to be good-looking, capable and capable.Qingfeng said lightly, "It's not very good, I feel more sophisticated than you, with a monster aura."Because Qingfeng didn't like her very much, the three of us never got together again.

I drank beer cup by cup, my tongue was tied up, my stomach was swollen, I grabbed Xia Qiusheng's cigarette case to smoke, but he held it down, and I grabbed it again, and he simply put it in his pocket up.

"Stingy ghost." I patted the table and muttered.

"It's too much for you to drink so much, so don't smoke." He glanced at me and continued: "Then how do you know about them?"

"His roommate told me."

Originally, Wei Qingfeng was very disgusted with the co-renter, so I found it for him on my own initiative. I think it is a great waste to have a one-bedroom apartment on the edge of Beijing's Fourth Ring Road.

This roommate looks a bit like that, so I nicknamed it 'Baoya Chen'.It was handpicked by me.At that time, Xiao Ya helped me send out the rental information, and more than 20 people came all at once.Xiao Ya was particularly puzzled how so many rent-seekers chose this living treasure.

"Boss, why don't you find single women?"

"I'm afraid that if she doesn't close the door in the shower, it will harm Qingfeng."

"Why don't you find a handsome single guy?"

"Sister, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself."

"Isn't that okay for singles? How many people here claim to be couples renting a house?"

"That doesn't work either. Now that the sound insulation of the house is so bad, it's not a live broadcast."

In this way, I screened Bucktooth Chen.He's a tech ape.Wears thick bottle bottom glasses.The point is that he doesn't squint, doesn't look at me at all, even though I'm wearing very revealing pajamas. Ok, successfully passed the interview.So based on his unique and superior conditions, I lowered the rent I was going to rent from 1800 to 1500, and he was very happy.Moved in the next day.There is very little luggage, and the color of the bedding is gone. There are also a stack of books, a backpack, and two toilet paper (is it very bright, quack, I am evil).

The day Baoya Chen moved here, Wei Qingfeng was still angry.

When I was explaining to him how to use the bathroom water heater, Qingfeng came back, heard a man's voice, frowned and followed and asked, "Who is it?"

I said, "Honey, I rented out the room, don't thank me, because I forfeited the rent."

"Who told you to rent it out? Is it interesting to save it so much? I'm used to living here and a big man suddenly appeared." He looked unhappy.

Baoya Chen grinned: "Hi, my name is Chen Dongdong."

"I..." He was about to say something, but I took it and said, "His name is Qing Gao, and his surname is Jia!"

"Jia, Jia Qinggao?"

"You are Jia Qinggao!" After speaking, he entered the room.

After I followed in, Wei Qingfeng said: "If you look at the sharp-mouthed monkey cheeks, the wicked eyebrows, the grinning teeth, you are not a good person!"

"You can die if you don't attack people's flaws? The flaws in appearance are nothing, the key is that you have flaws in personality!"

Since Baoya Chen has already moved in and I have also collected the rent, it is hard for him to say anything.

If it weren't for Baoya Chen, I would still be in the dark like a fool.At that time, I just thought that this technical nerd was a bit wretched, with two buck teeth, which was just right for being ugly. I didn't expect him to have a habit of voyeurism.I don't know whether to feel happy or sad.

I glanced at Xia Qiusheng and continued, "I didn't believe it at first. He took a picture of that woman, and I recognized her right away."

My gaze quickly faded away like fireworks.When I think about it, my heart hurts like a knife.

"Then, do you know what your reaction will be in the future?"

"Xiao Xiazi, you look too much like a criminal interrogator, so I don't want to talk about it." I curled my lips and replied dissatisfied.

He flicked the cigarette ash and said, "Sorry, it's a professional habit. You can say whatever you want, and it's okay if you don't want to. Generally, the psychological defense ability is lower when chatting with people in a foreign country. When we return to the city where we live, we may There is no chance to meet each other. So there is no need to have a psychological burden."

"Oh, well, it might be easier to say it. It is reasonable to say that a man cheats. According to the logic of normal people, after collecting evidence, give the two people four big mouths, and then leave with arrogance. But I, standing still and watching the fire from the other side, can't I was almost depressed, and finally took the risk of being fired from the company to miss work and went abroad to relax."

"I don't think you should be so cowardly with your character and skills, you should be so cowardly." He glanced at me, and we raised our beer glasses and clinked at the same time.

I gulped it down: "The truth is, I'm afraid of losing them. I care about my boyfriend, and I also rely on Yin Susu, that dead woman. Now I don't know what to do in this situation."

Yes, I really don't know what to do.Two people who were so important to me.

We were all silent, only the music continued.

"Are you okay?" He handed me a tissue, and I came back to my senses and found that I bit my lower lip so painfully.

"Xiao Xiazi, do you have anything to say?"

But he fell silent.He looked at me with fixed eyes.

"Over, over! Xiao Xiazi, you are treacherous, you lied to me with a story, and you can't talk about what I like to hear, what kind of god are you pretending to be."

"Hush!" He motioned for me to listen to the music.After the French song on the stage was over, he strode onto the stage, adjusted the microphone, and said to the audience: Everybody, I want Send the song to the stupid! (Everyone, I want to send a song to this silly elder sister!)

"Silly you big-headed ghost, you are ashamed to throw it on the stage, you can sing, go up and sing! Don't say that I came with you later!" I secretly slandered.

He adjusted the electric guitar carefully, sat down, and the spotlight softly hit his face with a half-smile.

"Love Transfer" by Eason Chan

How many shop windows have I wandered, how many hotels have I stayed in
才 会 觉得 分离 也 不 冤枉

Feelings are for browsing or for collection
好 让 日子 天天 都 过 难 忘

How long have we survived the tribulations, how many eye sockets have been wet
才 能 知道 伤感 是 的 遗产

Wandering a few double beds, changing beliefs several times
才 让 戒指义无 的 交换

……

The end of the song.

"Thanks." He held the guitar in one hand, spread it out, and bowed like a gentleman.I believe that many foreigners did not understand the lyrics, but the cheers and whistles let me know that his singing won unanimous praise from the judges of all skin colors present.I was shocked by the thunderous applause.Music really knows no boundaries.If it was a cd, I thought it would be replayed with the original sound.No, I didn't like Eason Chan's curly hair very much before. Obviously Xia Qiusheng is more suitable for singing this song, and his magnetic voice is full of desolation.

He sat down across from me again, I half-opened my mouth and didn't react.

"Hobbies, personal hobbies." He was actually modest.

"Xiao Xiazi, you lied to me. To be honest, singing is your main business, and the police are your hobby."

He took a sip of his wine and said, "Didn't you just ask me about your love triangle? To be honest, I really don't know how to answer. I borrowed a line from the lyrics: Candlelight illuminates the dinner but I can't give an answer. Love is not a warm treat to dinner." .It's what I want to tell you, do you understand?"

I said: "I don't understand, should I find a notebook to record it, and then go back and think about it, I can't digest it all at once."

He lit a cloud cigarette and blew out a smoke ring: "I'll tell you a story too. Tell us about us. We are college classmates. We graduated from the police academy together. Then we worked together. She likes to travel and has always liked Mina, but we The nature of my job is very special, there may be tasks at any time, and I can't spare time..."

"Then you bring her here."

"Bring it," he said, looking at the hat.

……

I admit I'm creepy.A gust of cold air sucked.

"This is what I have been carrying with me since she left. It is her favorite item. She died in the line of duty, an accident. After losing a lot of things, I realized that we can be together if we are not in love. God would be jealous. So Cherish the one you want to love while you still have time..."

By the way, this story is not bloody, but cruel.

He put the hat on the table.My hand hangs in the air asking for his opinion: "Can I have a look?"

He nodded.

It was a very ordinary beige peaked cap, even a little yellowed.I thought it was weird because it was an outdated women's model from a certain brand.Because of the meaning given by Xia Qiusheng, coupled with the desolate atmosphere right now, my lacrimal glands began to develop extremely, like a flash flood, releasing long-suppressed tears.

How can someone who looks so good be worse than me.

The voice became louder and louder, and finally I couldn't control myself, so I just cried unscrupulously. I know that there are many foreigners looking at me. If I disturb the person I am in love with, I believe that with Xia Qiusheng's strength, I can definitely fight. Set everything right, so under this kind of self-comfort, I even disregarded my image and vented my emotions wantonly.

After a song, I raised my head, flicked my nose with my sleeve, "Let's go."

"Stop crying? Is that enough?"

"You don't have eyes, don't you see that the paper is used up?"

The day of parting came. That day in Mui Ne, Vietnam, there was lightning and thunder, and it rained heavily.Xia Qiusheng went to buy tickets.I helped him pack his luggage in his room, and by the way, I stuffed many special products and gadgets I bought into his backpack.

When he came back, he said: "I bought tickets for the afternoon. I won't go out today, let's chat."

I actually brewed up the parting emotion in advance, and looked at him affectionately.

He asked me: "Why, silly elder sister fell in love with the police uncle? Can't bear it?"

I said: "No, you are such a smart person, I feel that my IQ is really low when I am with you."

He silently walked to the window and pushed it open: "It's more appropriate to go back and think about how to deal with this relationship."

I sighed and said, "I came here because I didn't figure it out in Beijing."

He said: "I read a book that said, you should cherish your love when it is there, and cherish it when it is gone. Don't pull it over and over again, dirtying your memories."

"You said it quite poetically, I really like you a little bit."

"There are a lot of people who like me. But like you, IQ and EQ are not so good."

"A young and innocent heart was hurt again." I held my chest and pretended to be heartbroken.

"Then you continue to recuperate, brother, I will leave first. Don't be so stupid in the future, and be deceived by others."

"Then you go on your way, I won't keep my sister. Don't be so stupid in the future, it will make people feel bad."

I handed the luggage to him, "Just leave now, I won't see you off, I hate the station, the airport parting. The one who was sent away is sad that never stays."

Hearing the footsteps on the wooden boards in the attic getting farther and farther away, my heart suddenly ached, and the space was useless.Destined to be two trains, the brief station intersection, and then each headed to the distance.

It's still the same sea, the heart is like a soft sandy beach, and the steps are messy.I threw the stones I picked up into the sea one by one, hoping to take away my thoughts by the way.

I secretly confessed to myself: restrain yourself, Xiaoxiao, Xia Qiusheng is gone, there is no umbrella, and I suddenly feel insecure.And the playful children will go home soon.I can't always trap myself in a foreign country, thinking hard about the answer.How should I face Susu, Qingfeng.I have not decided yet.I have choice anxiety, I can't bear to hurt Susu, and I don't want to let Qingfeng down.Susu's sad eyes appeared on the sea for a while, and Qingfeng's expectant face appeared for a while.

The beach in Mui Ne is really beautiful. Qingfeng told me more than once that he wanted to take me to see the sea.But where and what are you doing right now?Do you feel my heartache, my sadness, my sadness?

It seems to be raining, a little cool.I wiped the tears on my face, left the beach and walked towards the hotel. There was a new text message on my phone, which was sent by Liu Yu.He said, my ex-girlfriend, your best friend, is going to hold an engagement banquet, let's celebrate together!

There was a bang in my head, and the smoke was everywhere.

(End of this chapter)