Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 33 What a pity to miss the natural love (8)
"Well, I don't have much time with you, do you mind?"

I thought about it and shook my head.

"When I was away from home, you often came back to cook and talk to Dad. Do you mind?"

I shook my head decisively.

Then he asked: "Do you agree to put your name in our family register?"

I said, "Why don't you ask me, would you like to be buried in your ancestral grave after death? If you want to propose marriage, just say so."

He nodded vigorously: "Well! My dear, do you want to be so smart, how can you guess it all at once? Would you like to?"

"What are you willing to do? Willing to be an obsessive resentful wife? Plus a free babysitter? What if I don't want to?"

His eyes dimmed all of a sudden, and he said: "Forget it, the nature of my job, marrying me really made you wronged, why don't you think about it again."

I said: "Hey, you, you are still boring and boring, you haven't changed at all, especially wasting a lot of time on key issues. Where is your domineering?"

He said, "Would you like to?"

I jumped up from the sofa, hugged his neck and said, "I am willing, I am willing, I am willing one hundred times."

My maternal love is the easiest to overflow, especially in front of Xiao Xiazi.So no restraint, no rings, no flowers, no horses, how can I be so happy, hum, I just want to.

In April, Xia Qiusheng had several important cases to handle, and he often disappeared for a few days. On weekends, I accompanied Uncle Xia to climb the mountain behind the Golden Palace. He said that he missed Wu Sangui a little bit.Uncle Xia has very strong legs and feet, but I can't keep up with him.

I asked Uncle Xia, "Why is it called the Golden Palace?"

He said: "The Golden Palace is what it is. In the tenth year of Emperor Kangxi of the Qing Dynasty, Wu Sangui, the king of Pingxi, cast an imitation of the Taihe Palace at the peak of his official career. The local emperor entrenched in Yunnan..."

No wonder Xiao Xiazi likes history and follows his father.

As the sun was setting, I helped Uncle Xia go down the steps. When I was resting on the stone bench at the exit, a little boy ran up to me, holding a bunch of keys, dazzling in the sun.

He said, "Sister, your key."

I looked at it carefully, and said with a smile: "My little friend, it's not my sister's. Where did you pick it up?"

He pointed to the gate and said, "An uncle said it belonged to your family and asked me to give it to you."

I took the key in doubt, and when I looked up, I saw Xia Qiusheng standing outside the gate of the Golden Palace, smiling faintly through the railing.

I ran over and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Father said you are here, I will pick you up after get off work."

"What is the key?"

"It's a new home. My dear, I looked at many houses, and finally I chose a two-bedroom house near my home. What style do you like? The decoration team can move in soon. When I'm done, I will marry you." day."

"However, if we move away after we get married, uncle will be so lonely, he won't even have a companion to talk to."

"I was very worried about my father's paranoid personality before, and you couldn't get along well. I didn't expect classmate Xiaoxiao to be so filial and reasonable."

"Of course, don't worry, your father is my father, and I will take good care of him for you. After working hard all my life, I should spend my old age in peace."

"Then this set also needs to be renovated. Bring your parents to live in Yunnan, so that you don't have to worry about them all the time and take care of them together."

I was dumbfounded at the time. Is this just comparing your heart with your heart? This feeling is really good. Someone understands you, you don’t need to worry about it, cares about your family, and considers everything for you.

"Are you trying to impress me to death on purpose? Am I lucky, or did my ancestors accumulate virtue?"

A wave of happiness is coming.

No.20 five endings
It was June of this year, and Susu came to Yunnan, alone.She said she missed me and came to see me.No sign of it.

Still so thin, with a pointed chin, hair dyed black, and remade noodles in clear soup.I guess this is to cater to Wei Qingfeng's liking.Looks like a sad lost child.

I drove her to the ethnic village to attend the bonfire party of the Torch Festival.When the torches are lit, those who are not afraid of death will sing and dance, which is even more spectacular than the Torch Festival.It was so blocked that the firefighters couldn't get in.

Susu said: "Wouldn't it be nice to hold the Water-Splashing Festival at the same time as the bonfire party? It will save trouble while lighting the fire and splashing water at the same time."

I also thought her whim was quite interesting, so I laughed.

When we stumbled out, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, and the exit of the parking lot was completely occupied by Xinjiang mutton skewers. Then we slept in various positions in the car, watched fireworks, and had various shapes of feet and smiling faces.The street lamp shines through the shadow of the coconut tree. Susu said that it feels like she is in Hainan. The ground is covered with sand, coconuts, and a deck chair.I said that there must be a sea, and there must be a sound of waves.Just like this, I fell asleep imagining, and woke up in the early morning, and finally I could move slowly. If it wasn't for Susu's driving skills, I would not be able to go home before dawn.

We huddled together on the single bed in the dormitory at night, and she was flipping through WeChat on her phone facing the wall.

I said, "Why are you here?"

She replied: "Come and see you, nothing else."

"Make it up, keep making it up."

"real."

"If you told lies and violated the law, you would have been arrested by the police."

"I broke up with Wei Qingfeng, or I didn't have a good time. What is this? I have been dreaming for several years, and I finally woke up. I have liked him for three years. Three years, a total of 95 days and nights, So many colorful youthful time, I wasted it insincerely like this."

"What did he say that hurt you?"

"If he flatly rejected me, I would definitely have given up. But he didn't say anything, he kept away, sometimes he felt that hope was in front of him, and sometimes he felt illusory. So I got bored. We didn't experience love and directly transitioned to family or friendship. "

"Why is this? This Wei Qingfeng who is despised and irresponsible. I'm going to scold someone, fuck!"

"Am I very pitiful? I came here just to see what kind of magical power you have that makes him fascinated and obsessed to this day?"

"Don't be kidding, well, I swear we do contact occasionally, and if it hurts you, I'm really sorry. Not in the future."

"Look at this, a document I took from his computer for the exam." She threw a USB flash drive over and lit a cigarette.

It's a folder called "Exclusive Memories". There are many photos in it, but there are no photos of people. It is a chaotic construction site. The construction site is full of reinforced concrete and dusty.

After looking at a few photos, I recognized it. It was Gaobeidian, which had been demolished. The house we lived in was demolished with only one wall left. I could vaguely recognize the location from the small garden next to it.

There is also a word document.The name is: Is it because I don't tell you that you don't understand my feelings.

2013.8.19 You left, to such a distant place.Even Gaobeidian was demolished, and I don't even have a fucking place to miss, until now I really feel that you really left me.But deep down, I still miss the days when we were together very much.So, please tell me how to face Susu.

This is Qingfeng's diary?I was a little flustered, I didn't know that he would miss it at all, and I didn't die, this was written like a sacrificial oration, besides, I didn't find that he had the habit of keeping a diary before.

"Susu, are you sure he wrote it? Would you like to check on Baidu whether it was an excerpt?"

"The files are all encrypted. It's your birthday. I broke them. Do you think it's possible? You underestimate his sentimentality too much. You can read them all. I can memorize them anyway, because I've made up my mind on this." Leave this person, hehe, delete it after reading it. Don’t pollute my USB flash drive.”

"How about this, I'll keep it for now. I think we can write a novel and publish a book about this stupid thing of ours. It just happens to be used as material. Netizens may like gossip. Do you think what I say makes sense? "

"Your uncle, you really have a leisurely heart. I don't feel at ease here. It's cool. Hey."

Although I was joking, why did my heart shiver like being soaked in icy cold water.Why do you smile when you smile, and your nose becomes sore.I couldn't resist reading his diary.

2013.09.15 Time is a very mysterious thing. It will slowly and quietly take away the things that people once owned, and people will lose a lot without knowing it. Some things are like leaves. After experiencing the warmth of spring, summer After being unrestrained, reserved in autumn and sluggish in winter, I was still drifting in the wind... My emotional world still can't bear one more person, and it's a girl who is so persistent as Susu.

2013.09.29 Why can't I forget even now?Or rather I don't want to forget at all.I hate myself, why don't you know how to cherish when you are here, time is not only a mysterious thing, but also a ruthless thing.I am even afraid that the past days will flow away from my mind bit by bit like quicksand until there is nothing at all.

2013.10.7 I often dream of recalling that year, because of fate, we met and walked through the pure years together.Why is the ending doomed to be just a sigh!There is no right or wrong in feelings. I will not regret our acquaintance. Although our emotions were so young and immature at that time, they were red-hot and sincere.

2013.11.14 Today, I can never go back to the past. My impetuous heart may no longer be able to contain the simple sincerity and impulsive passion of the past, just like a stream flowing into the sea, and I can no longer be like before Singing all the way, moving forward.How can I match Susu like this.

……

There are still a lot of omissions, wow, I can't stand it anymore.

These diaries hit the softness of my heart again and again, and touched the veins of my whole body!Tears welled up unconsciously.It’s been a few fucking years, and it’s too late to know these things. If I hadn’t come to Yunnan, you would have rewritten my life if you told me your thoughts, but now I want to say Qingfeng, forget Let me go, cherish the people around you who are worth cherishing!

In those two days, I was cautious with Susu, I didn't dare to mention Qingfeng, and I didn't dare to show affection to Xiao Xiazi, I don't know how to describe my mood at that time.I really feel sorry for her, why Liu Yu can be moved by Xiao Ya, willing to hold her hand, at least dare to promise her a happy marriage.

When Susu left, she didn't fully understand that I had magical powers to write such a diary for Mao Qingfeng.This has become an unsolvable mystery.My life is like the surface of a lake, seemingly calm but full of ripples.

The new house has been decorated under the help of Xiao Xiazi. On the day the furniture and appliances moved in, he took me to visit.I have to say that Xiao Xiazi really puts her heart into it. The decoration of the room is in a warm and rural style, all of which are the colors and styles I mentioned accidentally.The brands of furniture and home appliances are also my favorite.The master bedroom is connected to the only terrace in the whole building.The yard built by him is the same as the future yard in my dream, with deck chairs, swings, bookshelves, yoga tables, and flower beds. I can't wait to praise our little Xiazi.

We sat on the deck chairs on the terrace and talked until late at night with the night breeze blowing.

I remember I asked Xiao Xiazi this question: "Honey, someone asked me if I have any magical powers, and I was also wondering, can you tell me the truth?"

He leaned over and held my face, kissed my lips and said: "The silly girl must have the magic power to make men forget about it, want to stop, fall in love with you, and make you happy like a voodoo."

I hugged Xiao Xiazi's neck and was so moved that tears filled my eyes.

When I think of Susu, I still feel guilty. Is it because my indifference makes Wei Qingfeng feel worried about gains and losses, so I put lovesickness on memories?

One late night, I thought about my words and called Wei Qingfeng.

His tone was unusually flat, and he asked me, "Are you okay?"

I told him, "The wedding day is coming."

Wei Qingfeng said: "That's good, I will only consider getting married if I am sure that you are married and living a happy life..."

This, isn't this the rhythm of making a spare tire.And he said he was considering getting married, but he didn't say who he was considering marrying.At that moment, a certain part of the body felt a little pampered.

"Susu showed me your diary."

"Oh, scribbled."

"Is it okay for you to treat Susu like this? Can you be together well? If not, why did you provoke her in the first place? Did you want to ruin us both to make you happy? Don't you know that many people are worried about you in your current state? "

"Does that include you too?"

"I'm worried that you are really not suitable. I just ask you to carefully consider Susu's feelings. If you don't love me, please let her go. Don't make her sad. She is almost 30 years old. The best years are so special. It was a waste of you. Although you have a successful career, why are you so confused about your emotional calculations! She loves you so desperately, how can you be such a bastard, you are married, and I feel at ease when someone takes care of me..."

"Would we still be together without Susu?"

I can't talk anymore.I was speechless.No if.Because, there is no going back.

Under the advice of Xia Qiusheng's seven aunts and eight aunts, the day was settled. October 10.I told Susu the news immediately.

This is what I said: "Susu, Xia Qiusheng promised to marry me, you tell Wei Qingfeng that I'm married, you two don't worry about it."

She said: "Okay, don't get angry, you must be happy. Leave me alone." I heard her cry, was it because I was excited to finally get married, or was she crying because she wanted to marry but couldn't.

Mixed feelings.

When I heard Susu cry like this, my heart softened again.What should I do.

Well, I admit that I am very funny, if you insist on being cheap, I will not argue.Three days before I got married, I had an idea to take a flight to find my ex-boyfriend Wei Qingfeng.It's not because of Susu, a dead woman. If I don't help her, I can't get married with peace of mind.In short, it's a bit complicated, and I have something to clarify with Wei in person.

But it's not like what you think, will something magical happen, you guys are so tacky.Is it okay to think reform, can we talk all night long? As stubborn as he is, he needs to reform for a day and a half, or there will not be enough time.

I don't know why I took this muddy water, just like I don't know why I went to Yunnan to attend the fucking funeral for Xia Qiusheng, who I met once, my mind is sometimes confused and I think it is absurd.Sometimes sober, feel reasonable.Maybe I am an idealist, I hope you are good, I am good, everyone is good, I am sleepwalking on the road of harmonious socialism.

I dare not tell Xiao Xiazi, and I don't know whether he has a hobby of catching rapes besides anti-drugs.

(End of this chapter)