Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 34 What a pity to miss the natural love (9)
At 3 o'clock in the morning, stepping on the floor with bare feet, drinking three sticks of love with red wine forced tears into my eyes.It was just dawn, I took a shower and changed clothes, put on a delicate smoky makeup, and went straight to the airport.

Three hours later, we landed at Beijing Capital Airport.Trembling, I fumbled for the phone from my bag and turned it on.Brew a good mood and dial the string of numbers that you know by heart.

"Qingfeng, I'm here..."

"Miss Li is here to deliver wedding candies? Is the date fixed?"

"The day after tomorrow. I want to see you now." I admit that I will pretend, but now my expression truly reflects my heart.

"Then I'll help you book a return ticket first. The time is so tight that the bride can catch up with the wedding ceremony."

"No, tonight, I want to stay with you."

"Hey, your price is too expensive. A round-trip air ticket is enough to go to heaven and earth to choose a high-quality duck. Oh, could it be that he can't satisfy you?" Every word was like a knife gouging out my heart.

Why did you choose this time to see him, this question?It's like obsessive-compulsive disorder. Have you ever forgotten to lock the door after you go out, and you have to go back and check again.Yes, he is the door I forgot to lock or not.

Let you be sarcastic, you can be sarcastic casually.Express your understanding.You experience it, if the woman you never forget comes to tell you that you are getting married, and the groom is not you, you will probably feel the same way, and you are right if you don’t swear.This person who has been in love with each other for 4 years, this person who once made me fight against my parents with death, this person who shared a bucket of instant noodles with me and let me drink soup, this person who wants me to cuddle together for the rest of my life, through the microphone at this moment The coldness, ruthlessness, and teasing that came, even though I had made enough mental preparations in advance, almost made me fall down in the bathroom of the Capital Airport with a seizure of epilepsy.

"If you really think so, then I'll marry with peace of mind. I'm going back. Take care."

"Wait..." he said eagerly, "Wait for me, arrange the work at hand, and come here right away." This guy has a sharp mouth, and I knew he would say that.

While waiting for him, I read a book in the bookstore at the airport.I remember that Qingfeng used to be very motivated and liked to read books.On Sundays, I pestered him not to let him work overtime, and he always said: "Well, just read at home."

The landlord's old wine cabinet next to the bed in our rental house is full of all kinds of books bought by Qingfeng. "Marketing", "Marketing and Eloquence", "Five Qualities Necessary for Managers", "The Growth Path of Sales Managers", "Basic Knowledge of Website Construction".

At that time, he knew how to arm himself with knowledge and skills a little bit, not letting himself be idle, like a hungry cub waiting for every opportunity to grow into a beast.The back of him reading intently in front of the window, and the appearance of recording in a notebook from time to time, so that I can clearly replay it when I close my eyes at this moment, and it is frozen in that early morning.

It is only when I stand in Beijing at this moment and use my feet to measure the memory of this city that has struggled, suffered, loved, hated, and hurt so clearly and profoundly.

"Wipe your face. The makeup is gone." A thin figure stood in front of him, with a slightly hoarse voice, without any expression.

The breeze interrupted my memory, and only then did I come to my senses, he was standing in front of me.

I took the tissue and quickly wiped the tears off my face.This scent is from the Qingfeng brand.In the past, he always put a few bags in my handbag. He said it was a necessity, so that you can think of me whenever you go out.

I haven't seen it for more than a year, and this product is more and more developed towards the Korean Oppa style, with exquisite and mature facial features.The intriguing expression of bitterness and hatred is so indifferent that it makes people hairy.

"What are you looking at, let's go." He hasn't shaved for at least half a month.Stubble messy.I probably haven't slept soundly for a long time. The tired eyes, empty, and lonely expression are specially prepared for me. I can't bear to look directly at it, but taking a peek is still very pampering.

On the way to pick up the car, we were silent all the time, and every step was heavy. The sound of my high heels touching the ground made a thumping sound in the underground garage in the early morning.I followed him cautiously like a child who did something wrong.

Beijing, here I come again.This may be the last time.I thought narcissistically in my heart, Wei Qingfeng, do you want to try your best to keep me, it will make me appear attractive.

But Qingfeng, he won't!I know too well, I don't know how to persuade you to stay, I don't know how to refuse, and I don't like to argue.The first time we quarreled and broke up, it looked like this. The first time my best friend Susu blew herself up and slept with him, he looked like this.He looked like this the first time I left Beijing to travel abroad in a fit of anger, and this time I said I was going to marry someone else, he still looked like this!

I sat in the back row and peeked at him from the rearview mirror. He drove silently all the time, with a strong smell of tobacco. This man never smoked before.On the high speed, he drove the car fast, repeating Adu's "Tearing the Night" single:
I tore up my dream all night, I don't know how to write tomorrow

Who is the cold street and the cold lamp shining on?

a night of rain

How should you give me your tenderness...

In such a mood and in such a singing voice, I couldn't help but shed tears again with the exaggerated twitching expression.

What is this, am I trying to win Qingfeng's sympathy?After all, we are all nostalgic people, because of this I can't rest assured.

Half an hour later, the car was parked in the underground parking garage of China World Trade Center.The place where Qingfeng works now is upstairs.A well-known outdoor advertising company in Beijing.He is now the general manager here.

He said lightly: "Girl, you go to Yonghe to have breakfast first, can you wait for me for a while? Twenty minutes."

He was finally willing to call me a girl, and my heart convulsed for a while.

Bustling crowds, hurried footsteps, I have been in this city for 5 years, familiar and unfamiliar, everyone is working hard to make a living, but I am thinking about the nonsense of love between men and women.

There are more than 20 missed calls on the phone, Xia Qiusheng.At the moment he is happily preparing for the wedding.I muted the phone, and when I go back to explain, Xiao Xiazi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

"Let's go, World Trade Center, the room is ready."

"I have something to tell you."

"Go ahead and talk about it. When you speak, you will be full of pear blossoms. When you meet your colleagues, you will think that I have bullied you."

Once inside, he locked the door lock.Throwing me on the bed, tearing my skirt hard without prelude.The vengeful kiss on my neck was more like a bite than a kiss.

"Don't be like this, I have something to tell you." I didn't have any physical resistance.I looked at him pleadingly.

"It's not the first time for us, come on." He said through gritted teeth, pulled off his tie, unbuttoned it, and took off his shirt in one go.

I sighed: "Is this you? Is this Qingfeng whom I have known for so many years? You have changed."

He smiled wryly and said: "Li Xiao, let me tell you, from the day you left Beijing, I have been heartbroken. I died, do you understand? Now you come back and tell me that you are going to marry, hehe, you marry quietly Damn it, it’s too cruel to come and tell me the fuck.”

"I'm here to tell you about Susu."

"Did she ask you to come?" He asked me with great interest.

"I……"

I felt a constant vibration under my body.This is not a sex toy. I reached under my buttocks and found it. It was his phone, and the name of the caller was Susu.

A painful groan came from the phone: "Qingfeng, Qingfeng, my stomach hurts, come quickly."

"Where are you?" He sat up.

"at home."

"Wait for me, I'll be right back."

"What's the matter, what happened to Susu?"

Qingfeng didn't give me an explanation, packed her clothes, took the phone key and left quickly.I took my bag and chased it out.

Wei Qingfeng stood at the elevator door and said coldly: "Do you think it's appropriate for us to appear in front of her together?"

"Oh," I backed off, "Then you remember to call me, I haven't said anything yet."

Susu doesn't know about my coming to Beijing yet, but I'm here for her.I want to thank her, how could I have met Xia Qiusheng without her, God has arranged this way, I must know that this better and responsible man is more suitable for me in the dark.

I dialed Susu's phone, but the color ring rang for a long time, but no one answered.Confused, when I woke up, it was noon the next day.

Qingfeng didn't come to the hotel, nor did she make a phone call.This kite string was never held in my hand again.Susu didn't call me back either.Neither did Xia Qiusheng.Is my phone malfunctioning?Is the signal bad?
I was very depressed and called the hotel's internal line to order two meals. I didn't eat for a day and a night. I felt so hungry that I could eat a roasted whole lamb.

Wei Qingfeng called when I was about to leave Beijing: "Bride, have you gone back yet? You are in a panic and don't have any money."

"Where are you?"

"Tomorrow is your big day. On behalf of Susu, I wish you a happy wedding."

"Where are you? What happened to Susu?"

"Jishuitan Hospital. Due to overwork, she suffered from acute appendicitis. It was originally a minor operation, but because of coagulation dysfunction and massive bleeding, the doctor issued a critical illness notice. Fortunately, she has been rescued and her vital signs have just returned to normal."

While answering the phone, I ran, through traffic, over the railing, and reached out to hail a taxi.

After half an hour, I arrived at the inpatient building.

Susu's family members also came from their hometown, and called their hometown to report that they were safe in the corridor of the ward.Susu was lying on the hospital bed, her pale face was as quiet as an orchid.The infusion was still on her arm, Wei Qingfeng was holding her hand and talking in a low voice.She looked at the man in front of her quietly, like an obedient child.

The tacit understanding in the eyes is like an old couple who have passed the seven-year itch.Time stands still.

I slowly walked to her side and asked her tearfully: "Fool, why are you working so hard? Don't you want your body?"

"You, why did you come here? Isn't tomorrow your big day?" She was so angry that she struggled to sit up.

I stopped her.He grinned and joked, "I ran away from marriage, and I'm back to grab a man from you again."

Susu said: "I abstain, there is no need to fight."

Wei Qingfeng didn't look up at me, but lifted the porridge on the bedside to his mouth, scooped it up with a spoon, blew it carefully, fed it into Susu's mouth, and said angrily: "Is it fun to run away from marriage? Are you kidding me?" Alright."

I gave him a blank look and said, "No, I can play anyway."

"Then you are late too. I promise Susu that when she recovers, I will take her back to her hometown to get a certificate and hold a banquet."

"Really? Really?" I looked at Susu with proving eyes.

Susu smiled wryly and said, "Stop talking nonsense, although I'm sick, I'm not stupid, I'm not so stupid that I can't tell sympathy from love."

Qingfeng said faintly: "When you were rescued inside yesterday, I swear to God in the corridor, if you wake up, I will treat you well. I have carefully recalled the past few years, and I have some feelings. It's like oxygen, you can't feel its existence, but once you lose it, you will feel suffocated, which is terrible. We have missed it for so long, so much, will we miss it again? I have been sleeping in my own world for so long, and suddenly woke up Come, while you still have a little feeling for me, I have to tell you that I can see through all the scenery, and I want to accompany you to watch the long stream of water."

Susu said: "Xiaoxiao, did you hear that? I survived a catastrophe, did I get a blessing in disguise? It's a good thing I didn't die, otherwise I would die in peace. But, Wei Qingfeng, don't be too confident, I can't Promise I still love you now."

"That just gave me a chance to chase you with the cheek. I never knew what it was like to chase a girl."

"Hey, I don't want you to curse people like that." I pretended to be angry, and added, "You should invite me when you get married. I'm the introducer."

Glad, the feeling at this moment is extremely gratifying.

I stayed with Susu in the hospital for a day.

On October 10th, I called Xia Qiusheng on the way to the airport.A dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, let the storm be more violent.

I took a nervous breath.

"Xiao Xiazi."

"Hmm." It was unusually quiet, extremely calm.

"I'm in Beijing."

"I know."

"I came to see him, and something happened suddenly, so I missed the wedding."

This is actually a fucking test question.

Usually men have 4 reactions at this time.

The first one, why?Is your old relationship rekindled?Please don't leave me, what would I do without you. (soft egg type)
The second, why?You don't know that I have notified more than 400 guests, are they all waiting, how can I explain to my family. (realistic)
The third, why?You still can't forget him, forget it, I can't marry a man who thinks of other men as his wife. (rational type)
The fourth type is swearing, you have cuckolded me, and you expect me to marry you, bitch!Don't come back if you have the guts! (domestic violence type)
I hate the first type and dislike the second type, forget it, the remaining two types are not what I want.

Am I still going to die?I moved the mic a little farther away.Experience tells me that too high decibels can easily deafen the ears.

He said, "I'll wait for your return."

"What, say it again."

"I said, I'll wait for you to come back. After you left the day before yesterday, I haven't been in touch with you, so I postponed the wedding. I know you have something on your mind, and I'm also worried that you're too burdened. It's right for you to face the problem. Yes, it’s just that the processing time is a bit late. Tell him, ask him to make room for my buddy, I believe you will come back to me, so I will wait for you.”

I couldn't see his expression, all I knew was that my mouth was O-shaped and couldn't close for at least 2 minutes.

Painful realization.

How can I be so shameless.He irresponsibly left the mess to him and ran to Beijing alone.

And Xia Qiusheng's reaction at this time was so calm.The psychological quality of the police is so strong?Guilt and guilt welled up in my heart.

"Xiao Xiazi, are you angry with me?"

"Sheng, you made me wait for 20 years and you have to wait a few more days."

"Are you honestly saying that you are not jealous? He is my first love, and you don't mind? It seems that you have never asked me about Wei Qingfeng since I went to Yunnan. Do you love me or not?"

"Silly big sister is starting to be stupid again. If I don't ask, it doesn't mean I don't know. I'm not angry, and it doesn't mean I don't mind. I respect your inner thoughts. You just want to say goodbye to the past in your own way. I understand. At the same time, I should also thank him. Do you know that there is a cactus theory, in love, you are like a cactus, Wei Qingfeng hugged the cactus, took away all the thorns, and was injured at the same time, so he is unlucky. And I am lucky, so I am happy with the cactus."

You see, Xiao Xiazi who understands me also.But I can't do whatever I want just because he loves me, right, my friends.

So I couldn't wait to say: "Xiao Xiazi, the wedding is canceled anyway, or let's travel and get married, I miss Mina!"

(End of this chapter)