Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 5 I'm sick, get a green hat for myself (5)
"Hehe. Don't pretend, that's the only way you can feel at ease. I know you're in pain during this time, but in fact, I'm not. I'll be my sister and I'm sorry for you. Little girl, live a good life with Qingfeng."

"Where and when will the engagement banquet be chosen?"

"The revolving restaurant of the CCTV Tower was decided by Qian Yong, for the sake of face. It will be on the 5th of next month, or we can do it together. You can discuss it with Qingfeng, and we will walk into the engagement hall together."

"Let's forget it. I'm getting engaged with a person like Boss Qian. He thinks it's a drop in price. For us working class, the revolving restaurant is too expensive. I'm afraid I'll faint before turning."

Early in the morning, I tidied up and went to work in good spirits.Lao Yu hasn't come yet.Xiao Ya kept my office spotless, the windows were bright and clean, and the flowers and plants on the balcony were extremely luxuriant.I also had to give up the straw bag I bought back from Vietnam.

Xiao Ya knew that I was the first to meet Susu when I returned to Beijing, and asked curiously: "Boss, you two are like this, can you still play happily together?"

I took a sip of the moderately warm coffee and said, "It's really weird. From the day she lay on me and we hugged each other and cried, I decided to let go of the past. Yaya, do you know? The person who laughs with you is not you I must remember it, but you must remember the one who cried with you, even though it was not in the same mood when I cried. What's more, she has decided to marry someone else, a soil she doesn't like, so that I can get back together with Wei Qingfeng at ease. upstart."

"Maybe, people like money. By the way, where was that uncle last night?"

"You're talking about Liu Yu, why are you interested in him?" I asked with great interest.

"It's sympathy. No matter how good the cabbage has been, it's a pity. It's a pity. Although I played very hard yesterday, it can be seen that he was injured a lot." The regretful look on her face was really exaggerated.

I also nodded thoughtfully.

Xiao Ya suddenly remembered something and said in a low voice, "Boss, did you see a new receptionist, called Tiantian."

"Yeah. I see. She looks pretty good. Who recruited her?"

"It was arranged by Mr. Yu. We can't understand it. The front desk is a false job. One is enough. Why don't we serve tea and water, sweep the floor and clean the floor? Our cleaning lady is contracted, and our Miss Tiantian We are only in charge of showing cuteness in a daze, painting eyebrows and powdering, we dare not even type and copy easily."

Hehe, the ulterior motive is not in the wine, the backstage is as hard as the bed.How could the pious old Yu give up this pinch of tender grass by the nest.

Lao Yu asked me to accompany him to sign a contract with a well-known advertising company today. I found something wrong with his neck just after entering the third ring road, and teased: "Mr. Yu, the strawberry marks on your neck are quite fresh."

Lao Yu replied: "If you want to eat, come here, I leave this piece of strawberry for you to pick at any time."

Originally, I wanted to tease me, but I didn't want to make a fuss. Oh, it's time for me to take my medicine.

"Did you really break up with your boyfriend?"

While touching up my makeup, I replied: "No, can you expect me to order some? We have a small chance of meeting a man in this job. I'm really divided. I really don't know where to look for it for a while."

"Brother Yu, I know you. If you don't go to the old one, you won't come to the new one. Hurry up and let me introduce you to a better one."

"Thank you. The men in your circle are really not flattering. Anyone who doesn't have a mistress would be ashamed to attend the party."

My boss, Lao Yu, is a very strange person. For example, today he has brought this characteristic to the extreme.He pretended to be driving a two-million-dollar BMW and couldn't find his destination halfway. He circled the third ring road and sweated.

He asked me: "Xiao Li, can you drive?"

I said: "No."

He smiled awkwardly and said, "Then do you know how to take a taxi?"

I said, "This will."

Then this strange scene appeared, I was leading the way in a taxi, and Lao Yu drove behind like an idiot.

I asked for two weeks' leave. If it was Lao Yu before, I would have been extremely dissatisfied, but now I am used to it.Thinking about the development process of the company is sometimes quite emotional. It only took two years to grow from a small workshop of four people to an industry leader with more than 50 people and an annual turnover of tens of millions. If you know that I am the founder of the country Yuan Xun" You won't be surprised why I can be arrogant in front of Lao Yu.

The most important thing is that the relationship between me and Lao Yu is still a little delicate.When I was having trouble with my boyfriend before, Lao Yu used the name of caring for his subordinates to play with me. It was a dangerous game.

We worked overtime late that day, and we went downstairs to have a late-night supper. Lao Yu said, "We haven't had dinner alone yet, so I just wanted to talk to you about what I promised you to be a stockholder."

I expressed interest in this topic, I blinked my eyes expectantly, and listened quietly to the following.

"I heard that you broke up with your boyfriend?" He changed the subject, "Then do you have any plans for the future?"

"The plan is to do a good job in the company." I quickly expressed my determination.

"Hehe, um, you've been in the company for more than two years, and you have a very, very important place in my heart to contribute to the company and lead the charge. What do you think of your Brother Yu?"

"Very good, a good boss."

While talking, the duck was served. It was a huge soup pot, which had been processed in the back kitchen. It was served with astragalus, jujube, and ginseng.

Mr. Yu wants to drink.I was overwhelmed with alcohol, thinking that I would risk my life to accompany him for the sake of dry stocks.

After a few glasses of wine, he came to the main point: "Brother Yu, it's not easy for me to work outside alone. My wife and children are all in my hometown, and there is no one around me who cares about my health. I have made so much money and no one shares it. Joy, bitterness! Come, drink!"

"Oh!" I was secretly surprised.It's no wonder people say they tell the truth after drinking.

"How much can you earn? I think our company has a lot of expenses, and the cost is expensive."

"The gross profit is only about 2000 million a year, don't tell me, I'm almost suffocating!"

"About 2000 million? How much is [-]% dry stock?" He asked me while puffing out smoke rings.

"How much?" My hands trembled, what a huge number this must be, and my previous worker was so busy with his heels hitting the back of his head with a salary of more than 20000.

"Can you be that person who asks me about my health?" He stretched out his hand in front of me across the table, touched my face and said, "Why is it so hot and red?" I froze for a moment and counted with my fingers.

As he spoke, he kept touching my blushing face, turned around the table, and stuck to my side.Seeing that I didn't respond, he took my hand and said, "Is it hot when you touch my face?"

I just raised my hand and put it on his cheeks, touching his temples, earlobes, and said in a low voice: "Brother Yu, how can I not know about your blatant hints?"

He obviously didn't expect me to be so direct.

He stared at me blankly for a while, frowned, then laughed and said, "Xiao, I didn't expect... If I knew you were so considerate, I would have made it clear to you!"

"Is it too late?" I pretended to be charming and raised eyebrows at him.

"Where is it? Then let's go." He began to be impatient.

At that moment, his image as a good boss in my heart collapsed, life is always like this.

"Mr. Yu, wait a minute, do you really like me?"

"That's natural."

"How much do you like it?"

"As much as you like."

"People say that rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest. If we are all like that, how can we work together? You can weigh it. Then, look, in the future...the rumors are so nasty, otherwise, I won't go to work, and you will support me. I don't want a villa, just a two-bedroom apartment, and I don't want you to get a divorce, okay? Every month, you give me 5 living expenses, and it's better to buy me a scooter. I also like to keep pets. How about a golden retriever? ?”

He was startled again, and said in a daze, "Xiaoxiao, what are you kidding, you scared my brother."

I said, "Haha, it wasn't you, Mr. Yu, were you kidding me first?"

After we finished speaking, we looked at each other and laughed.

"Then, [-]% dry stock?"

He gritted his teeth and said, "Brother keeps his word, sign the contract tomorrow."

The second day after I got off work from Vietnam, I was hesitant to go to Qingfeng’s house. I was able to let go of my anger because I still couldn’t let him go. Since Susu also knew the truth and admitted his mistake, we all returned. Isn't it good to go to their respective positions? Xia Qiusheng said that when love is here, we should cherish it.It's really extravagant to fall in love in a place like Beijing, not to mention that I'm old and not young, and I'm tired of drifting north.Now that Wei Qingfeng is able to buy a house, my mother doesn't object anymore, so I have nothing to hold back.

I originally planned to take a taxi, but none of the taxis were idle during the rush hour.Looking around, I met a person.Xiaoyue, the small owner of our online store downstairs, seems to sell mobile phones.Every time I meet in the elevator, I will say a few friendly greetings.

"Long time no see, where have you been recently?"

"I went out for a walk to relax. I just came back."

"Let's relax? Got into a fight with your boyfriend?" He seemed to always be very concerned about my boyfriend's affairs.

"It's reconciled." Is this bad news?Why does he look a little lost.

"Oh."

"Your business is okay."

"It's okay, there are more online stores now, so the competition is also great."

"Don't be too greedy. I see that every time the courier comes to your house, it takes away so many packages."

"Hehe, where are you going, why don't I see you off." He lit a cigarette and asked.

"Dahuangzhuang, no need, it's very close by taxi."

Xiaoyue pointed to the side of the road and said, "Just stop there, it's not easy to take a taxi now, so let me see you off, and drop by."

"Thank you, Boss Yue."

He started the car and said with a smile: "Call me brother from now on, you look like my sister. You are beautiful and well-behaved."

I don't know if men like to strike up a conversation like this, but it works.

When I got there, I asked, "Where are you going?"

"Get the goods from Princess Grave."

"Then you still say that you are going along the way, which is simply the opposite."

"It's okay, all roads lead to Rome, you save face and let my brother send you off, even if you live in Tianjin, you can also take the road."

I laughed out loud: "Thank you, Brother Xiaoyue. I'm here."

He parked the car on the side of the road, lit another one with the cigarette lighter, and said quietly: "Would you like me to come in and have a sit?"

I said embarrassedly: "Another day, I don't live here, I just came to see my boyfriend."

After walking a few steps, seeing that he didn't intend to start the car, he paced back.

Xiaoyue waved his hand and said, "Be careful, I'm smoking a cigarette."

I nodded and said, "Brother Xiaoyue, stop smoking. It's bad for your health. I'll go first."

It is estimated that Qingfeng has also left work.I took out the key of Qingfeng's house and opened the door skillfully, just like my own home, the house was in a mess, I just sat on the sofa and waited for Qingfeng to come back.

The bedroom door creaked open.

"Why are you at home? You haven't turned on the light yet, I thought..." I rubbed my head embarrassedly.

"What do you think? Are you here to catch rape? If two people don't trust each other, what kind of relationship is there? If you can't bear to hold on to that thing, we're done. I hate living under other people's surveillance. Xiaoxiao you changed."

I was at a loss for words when I heard this.

"I... I came here to tell you that Susu is getting engaged."

"I know, and she did it to help us, to make you feel at ease, but you are so dirty that you still doubt us."

"Aren't you still in touch? She didn't even tell me about her engagement."

"That's not because you disappeared. Where have you been for so long? You don't reply to text messages, you don't answer calls, and you can't find anyone when you go to the company. I said that I don't love her. I made a mistake but I also admit it." , this hurdle is in your heart and you can't get over it, what are you doing!"

Is there any ominous sign in this house, because Mao always quarrels here.And at the end of the quarrel, I was at the end of my words.

I staggered away with a restless heart, I was really tired.

Back at Gaojing’s residence, I thought our decision to move out was too wise after we quarreled and fought coldly. Cohabitation before marriage was definitely the accelerator for the two to part ways. The longer we lived together, the more we hated each other.

When I got home, I walked into the room, threw all the mobile phone keys and backpacks on the bed, opened the curtains, and let the dots of light outside the window shine in.I raised my hand and touched the zippo lighter on the table. I bought it at Parkson for Wei Qingfeng's birthday a long time ago. Unfortunately, some accidents happened and I didn't send it out after all.

The outline of a petal of a flower is carved on the silver-white glossy surface, holding it in the hand, it feels cool to the heart.

In such a quiet night, it is too easy to think wildly. I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. A lonely and desolate face was reflected in the glass window.

A cluster of mild fire quietly burns the slender white smoke body.There was a sizzling sound, a little lonely and elegant.

Only those who are alone in the dead of night have the opportunity to experience this feeling of despair to the point of death.

Suddenly, I saw the hat on the table that I brought back rashly.I almost forgot that something so important to Xia Qiusheng was still in my hands.

What is Xiao Xiazi doing now?How could that calm, gentle, humorous, sunny, and good at hiding his sorrows make him so angry and anxious to get out of the car halfway to get his hat back?Parents who have lost a child probably feel the same way.

I picked up the phone, a little trembling, and hesitated for a while before dialing out.

Sorry, the call you made has been diverted to a human desk.

I raised my heart and put it back to the original place, and said to the hat secretly: You saw it too, it’s not my fault, I don’t have an address and I don’t know where to send it, then wait for your master to contact me.

fourth birthday
Time is a never-ending train, and we are all drivers.

At that time, Qingfeng's career was already in full swing.Soon to be promoted from marketing director to deputy general manager.

In order to express his apology, he frequently gave me cosmetics and clothes. Every time he received these expensive luxury goods, he was full of joy, but complained for a long time.

And our Qingfeng said, money is not saved, life is already very tiring, shouldn't we pay attention to taste?

Our values ​​and outlook on life also have relatively large differences.Very powerless and confused about the future.

He bought a two-bedroom apartment with a loan at the location of the Liyuan subway in Tongzhou District, waiting for renovation.However, something really went sour between us.

Although we reconciled reluctantly, I reasserted myself as a girlfriend. Because of the lessons learned from the past, I began to interfere in his life.I will often check his QQ chat records, call records, and WeChat records.All the clues of contact with other women are not let go, maybe I started to look up to this man who has a halo from appearance to career, and I feel inferior to my mediocrity and bleakness, and I am afraid of losing all this again.

The busy work and social life made him tired of dealing with my unreasonable, "whatever you want!" became his mantra.

We are locked in a cold war of loving each other, hurting each other, and refusing to communicate harmoniously.

And Xia Qiusheng also seemed to have disappeared from my life, no address was sent for me to mail the hat, the phone was turned off, and the QQ number left for me never turned on.I tried to contact him many times to no avail.Sometimes, I even doubt whether he has appeared in my journey, is it a virtual hero that I am avoiding the harm brought to me by Qingfeng and Susu?
But that hat hanging in my locker reminds me that I can't lie to myself that none of this happened.

When no one is talking about these troubles and questions, I write them on Weibo.

(End of this chapter)