Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 6 I'm sick, get a green hat for myself (6)
Soon it was my birthday.I am on vacation until this day, does Qingfeng still remember this day?With a fluke mentality, I stayed at home and waited foolishly.Going crazy with boredom.

I still remember that birthday the first year we met.At that time, he had just started working as an advertising salesman, and he didn't have much money. He bought me an ice cream cake. Because of the temporary overtime, the cake melted horribly when I took it home.The two of us cuddled on the floor, spoon-feeding each other, whispering sweeter-than-cake whispers.I remember he asked me, Xiao, are you disappointed that I didn't buy you a present?I foolishly nodded and pretended to be angry, so disappointed.He immediately took out his salary card and handed it to me, and said very seriously, I will keep all the money I earn in the future, and I will definitely buy a big house in Beijing and take over your parents Come and live together, I will give you a warm home, I will love you for the rest of my life.

How wonderful it would be if life were just as it was at first sight.But this empty talk is really nonsense in the face of reality.

The phone rang suddenly without a prelude, and the other party claimed to be a courier company: "Is this Miss Li Xiao, you have a package that cannot be delivered because the address is unclear."

I guess it's probably a liar.He said angrily: "Can't see clearly? Then I don't want it. Be careful when you throw it, don't be a bomb, blow yourself up."

"Miss Li, don't worry about it. It's a big package, and the price is guaranteed. It was really sent to you."

It's boring anyway. "Then bring it over."

I gave the address.

It turned out to be a bouquet of flowers.Heavy, 99 roses, bright red, dripping with dew.The flower delivery girl refused to provide any information about who gave the flowers.The card only has 4 simple words: Happy Birthday!
Qingfeng must have played a joke on me.Excited speechless.

I grabbed my phone to call Qingfeng.

At this time, the phone rang: "Silly big sister, happy birthday!"

Magnetic baritone, slightly tired.

"Is it Xiao Xiazi? Is it you? How could it be you? I thought you had disappeared?" I grabbed the phone in shock and asked, fearing that he would run away again.

"After I came back, there was closed training immediately, and I couldn't communicate with the outside world, so I was busy with work during this time."

"How do you know it's my birthday today?"

"You wrote it on Weibo, asking for a gift, and the whole world saw it."

"You still gave me red roses, 99 more. It's not a dream, oh, you are trying to touch me to death. Emma, ​​let me calm down."

"I said silly elder sister, it really doesn't matter."

"It might feel better if you show up in front of me with a birthday cake and say: Happy birthday. It's always like that in movies."

"Silly big sister, you are stupid because you are so smart! Open the door quickly."

"What did you say, what?" I've used up all my life's amazement, amazement, amazement at meeting someone like that.The doorbell rang.

"Why are you here?" I was suddenly at a loss as I pulled the doorknob.

"You made a wish on Weibo for me to come."

"Then how do you know my address?"

"The flower-giver told me."

"How did the sender know?"

"You said it yourself. You are really a silly elder sister."

During the period, Qingfeng called: "There is no entertainment tonight, you come to my house to cook tonight, I don't want to eat out, it's all waste oil."

"What is an important day today, do you remember?" I specially emphasized the word "important".

"Isn't it Susu's engagement day? It's not so fast. Is it ahead of time? Is she so impatient?"

Qingfeng was still talking, but my heart kept sinking into the bottomless abyss, and I hung up the phone before he finished speaking.

After picking up my mood, I said, "Xiao Xiazi, it's rare for you to come here. I'll accompany you out for a stroll around the capital."

He said he likes places of interest, so we went to the Forbidden City.

When visiting the Hall of Mental Cultivation, he told me about the history with great interest, as if he had personally experienced it.After a lap, I was a little out of breath. When I was about to go out, I looked back at these magnificent buildings thoughtfully and asked him: "Tell me, in ancient times, how long did it take to drag a prisoner from the Hall of Supreme Harmony to the Meridian Gate for beheading?" ? So far away."

He said cynically: "That's why there will always be a show of keeping people under the knife in the palace."

This answer is so ingenious, only Xiao Xiazi can come up with it.After listening to it, I laughed.

In the evening we went to Xidan Quanjude to eat roast duck.Ranked to more than 60 numbers.Then all kinds of hungry.The aroma of fruit wood roast duck wafts around, which is a kind of torture for foodies.After waiting for an hour before it was his turn, Xia Qiusheng couldn't stand it any longer, so he went out and bought 4 Roujiamos.As soon as we were full, it was our turn. Facing a table of duck legs, duck gizzards, duck racks, duck soup, and duck slices, we looked at each other in blank dismay.

Xia Qiusheng said: "Let me tell you a joke. I read the newspaper on the plane and saw it. It said that on the streets of Beijing, a cart of ducks met a cart of chickens. The duck said, hello, what are you chickens?" Where are you going. The chicken mother-in-law said, go to KFC, how about you? The male duck said that we are going to Quanjude, only to see you in the next life."

"What a cold joke."

"Are you okay?" Across the table, Xia Qiusheng stared at me steadily.

"Well...it's okay...let's do it, let's do that." If it was someone else, I might try to hide my sadness, but I have a desire to talk but stop talking to him.

"A loves B, B loves C, who do you think is happy?"

I thought for a while and replied: "It should be B, because B is happy, has someone he likes, and is liked."

"Our mentality is obviously different. My point of view is to be a happy C, because he doesn't need to love others and has no ties."

"Then, Xiao Xiazi, do you have B by your side?"

"Yes, she is also a colleague, but I am trying to persuade her to go back to A."

"Why, don't you want someone to like you?" I asked in surprise.

"It's better for me to be alone. I don't want to disappoint the people who like me."

"Oh, you came to me this time to get the hat, right?"

"I went on a business trip with our deputy director, and I went back the day after tomorrow. Come to see you by the way. Do you know? Only when you lose it will you know how painful it is, and only after it hurts will you know how much you miss it. I thought I would never let it go. In the days when the hat was deposited here with you, because of the busy work during the day and the anesthesia of alcohol at night, the pain is no longer as painful as imagined. The wound has scabbed. My world is now a pool of stagnant water, so the future can't be excited Any disturbance."

"You want to see through the world of mortals, do you mean to become a monk?"

"I didn't see through the world of mortals, but I just underestimated feelings, like fireworks, like shooting stars, those things that can't be caught, are not real."

I'm so good at sales, I'm not a stupid person, but why can't I say anything because my throat seems to be covered with dust.Lost, depressed, depressed, powerless, unhappy, very unhappy.

There is a kind of despair that makes people want to cry.This is an autumn that begins with a sad start.

On the day I left, I went to the airport to see him off, and my colleagues had already entered the security checkpoint.He was at the end, standing in the crowd, dressed in a police uniform, with a heroic posture, and there was still a touch of sadness between his brows.

"Let's go, silly elder sister, take care, maybe we will never see each other again in our lifetime, there are so many people, I am very glad to meet you during the journey."

"Can you promise me that you will try to find a good girl when you go back?" I asked him expectantly with red eyes.

"Hehe, I may never have a girl I like again in my life."

"Then you won't change your sexual orientation from now on, like men?"

"Shhh, you know all of this, why don't you let me hang out in the ranks of the people's servants?"

I stretched out my hand to touch his shoulder joints distressedly, and said, "Hug it, and try liking a woman again is a wonderful thing."

He looked back around, smiled embarrassedly, pulled me into his arms, and said, "Okay, give me a hug."

I am a little sad and regretful.

Because, he said, his heart was dead.And my heart is gradually dying in the indifference between Qingfeng and Qingfeng.

He didn't ask to take the hat away. I know he must have forgotten it. He originally thought he couldn't live without the hat, but when he returned to Yunnan, he found that the wound healed faster when the hat wasn't with him, so he acquiesced. This way of healing.

You see, the silly elder sister can also be smart sometimes.

September is the harvest season. Our company’s newly hyped whitening product is selling very hotly on the Internet, and the retail + agents are very busy.Because there are many agents, the management was chaotic at one time, and the Internet was overwhelmingly sold, and the prices were uneven, so in order to avoid problems, the company announced the suspension of agents.

Xiao Ya said: "Boss, there is a very sincere person who wants to be an agent. He has made more than 10 phone calls. Do you want to..."

While checking the sales data, I said: "It's not that the suspension of delivery has been announced, and there are not enough old customers. Let me inform you after the policy is improved."

"Well, okay, I'll reply to him."

"Where is he from?" I asked casually.

"Yunnan."

"Uh, Yunnan? Yunnan! Wait, give me her phone number." I thought of Xiao Xiazi, after all, I had my own private thoughts.

That's how I met Miss Zhou Xiang.

She opened several chain beauty institutions in Yunnan.I shopped her out the back door.I chat online when I have nothing to do.Through her, my initial bad impression of Yunnan, which was poor and backward, drug trafficking and trafficking, has changed to a street full of peacocks, and you can ride an elephant when you travel.The clouds there are white, the sky is blue, and the air is fresh.

I breathed in the smog, envious and yearning for the beautiful scenery she described.

I sent a WeChat message to Xia Qiusheng: We have a distributor in Yunnan, and she said your hometown is beautiful.

He replied: Of course, she is beautiful even if she doesn't say anything.

I said: Don't you welcome me to travel to Yunnan?

He replied: I only welcome you on behalf of the Yunnan Tourism Bureau, and welcome your meager efforts to promote the development of Yunnan tourism.

I hugged my phone and giggled: what about you, are you welcome?

He replied: I also welcome you out of conscience to contribute your meager strength to the promotion of tourism in Yunnan.

I said: enough of you, my heart is broken.

A warm feeling rose in my heart, and his cynical look was shaking in my mind. For a moment, I wished to go back in time and stay still in Mui Ne, Vietnam.

Qingfeng went on a business trip to Shanghai, and on the night I came back, I was going to go to his house to find him.

When I rushed over after overtime work, Qingfeng was already lying on the bed, and I was talking to him while helping him pack his luggage.

"You went alone?"

"Ah."

"Did you bring me a present?"

"No."

"Wow, I still said no, isn't it? It's a swimsuit, and it's a three-point style. How do you know I like this." I opened the swimsuit tremblingly, as if I was too happy, "No, it's still wet , the size is wrong! Wei Qingfeng, hurry up and get up quickly."

"Ah, ah, let me see," he obviously panicked.Seeing the evidence, look carefully: "Can I say that someone else put it in my luggage?"

"Others? Put your luggage. It's like finding a man's underpants in a widow's house. Your explanation is too far-fetched. It's still wet!"

"I went with my secretary, Han Yu. You also know that in our industry, the bills are all on the wine table, and sometimes we need to use a little beauty trick."

"So, these three points of underwear belong to her?"

"It's a swimsuit! I went to the hot spring with my client last night, and put it together when I put it on."

"You said just now that you went alone, what's the matter with Han Yu, what's the matter with underwear?"

"I was afraid that you would misunderstand, so I said I went alone."

"I misunderstood you if you didn't say it. Can I believe what you say now?"

"up to you!"

"Do you dare to let me call and ask her personally?"

"up to you!"

I don't know when, Wei Qingfeng began to add a catchphrase, and this catchphrase made a grand debut in today's noisy occasion.I know it's pointless to argue any further.

There was lightning and thunder and thunderstorms outside.Originally, I took a shower as soon as I entered the door, and I was wearing his loose shirt. At this moment, I turned my back to him and changed back to my own clothes one by one. If there was no such episode, what a beautiful and beautiful day it would be, a moment in the spring night.

Is this the Wei Qingfeng I was so attached to?In the past, he never lied in my impression, but now he is too tired to deal with quarrels.At that time, he was still an ordinary salesman. When I lived in a village in the city, I would complain to him every time I came back from queuing for public toilets. My husband, I want a house where I can poop in the house.Now that the wish has finally come true, why do I envy us at that time?

At that time we also quarreled, but every time after the quarrel, one person would take the initiative to show affection.I remember one time I didn’t remember the reason for the quarrel. I dropped the watermelon he had just bought on the ground, the red watermelon flesh splashed everywhere, and then I ran to the Tonghui River and sat there until late.When I got home, the small table lamp was on, the watermelon on the ground was cleaned up, the mosquito net was put down, and the fan was spinning leisurely.But there was no one in the room, so I was so flustered, I grabbed my phone and sent him a text message: Qingfeng, I'm sorry, where are you?come back soon.I soon received a call: Girl, I was looking for you everywhere, why didn't you bring your mobile phone, the rice was kept warm in the rice cooker, and the dumplings I bought were stuffed with celery and meat, your favorite food.

You see, even the noisy memories are warm.When did our relationship start to deteriorate, so that Susu could take advantage of it?

I walked back while remembering, but Qingfeng didn't chase it out. I was completely soaked when I got home, and I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on my face.In Beijing, which has just entered autumn, I feel a deep chill.

I just sat in front of the computer wetly, turned on QQ music and listened to some background songs.

"Hi! Silly big sister!" The profile picture flashed, and it turned out to be Xia Qiusheng.

"How are you online?" I put on the headset and connected the voice chat request.

"Can't I be online, then I will disappear automatically?"

"Don't, I'm in a bad mood, tell me a joke."

"Mixed or vegetarian."

"Half a catty for vegetarian and half a catty for meat."

"Silly big sister suddenly wants to hear a joke, it's a joke, hahaha."

Facing the computer, I just smiled silly like this, but tears flowed into my eyes.

"Why don't you contact me when you're in a bad mood?" He asked.

"If you are not busy, you will contact me. If you are busy, why should I bother you?"

"Hey, big sister silly still has such an intellectual and considerate side. I'm usually not busy when I don't have tasks or training, welcome to bother me."

I said quietly: "You wouldn't take the initiative to contact me if you were not busy, why should I bother you?"

"I'm speechless at this eloquent talker. Isn't it because you have a boyfriend, lest he misunderstand."

"Don't mention him, I'm finally in a better mood, I'm courting death."

"Okay, okay, okay. I stepped on the thunder, I was wrong."

"Xiao Xiazi," I buried my head in my arms and sobbed, "I just want my little happiness. I've worked so hard, I've tolerated it so much, why can't I get it? Tell me why? "

"Then it depends on what you want, what is your little happiness like?"

I looked at the dots of light outside the window and lit a cigarette: "Don't laugh at me, it's just that I once sketched in my heart my ideal future with him."

"Oh? What does your ideal future look like?"

"Hmm...let me organize the language."

"Come on, come here... Hey, silly big sister, I'm sorry, let's pause for now and chat another day. I have to take care of my mother, she is sick." After finishing speaking, Xiao Xiazi hurriedly logged off.

(End of this chapter)