Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 7 I want to go to the deepest place in the clouds to see you (1)
Section [-] Engagement
Susu is still engaged, and the 1-carat pigeon egg is so shiny that it is not dazzling to wear on her hand.There are more than these eye-opening things. There are 8 tables in total, and there is a table full of girls with the body of a model and a face like a fairy. According to Qian Yong, they are all friends.The atmosphere was eerie.They kept contact information with each other, gossip about each other's relationship with Boss Qian, the underwear, bags, shoes that Boss Qian sent, and how they felt in bed.

People can't help feeling: There are sluts everywhere, especially here!

The colleagues in the company are basically invited by Susu.Xiao Ya deliberately dressed up today, young is good, really fresh, with big round eyes looking around, until the banquet started.

"Hey, boss, then why didn't anyone come?" Xiao Ya asked disappointedly with her small mouth pouted.

"How do I know who you're talking about?"

"This little goblin's ex-boyfriend Liu Yu, you see that the groom-to-be has so many ex-girlfriends, and he doesn't come to help the little goblin to support the scene?"

"It's you who misses others."

"Then what's the matter, if the uncle comes, I will definitely be his strong backing, so as not to let him lose his soul in such an occasion."

In fact, Liu Yu called me yesterday, and I told him that I would accompany Wei Qingfeng and ask him to make another couple, but they said that I would not join in the fun.

The sumptuous seafood buffet is delicious, and I believe this is also the feeling of the breeze.Eyes filled with: Distressed!
I don't know if it's because Qingfeng really loves Susu, or because he feels pity for the women who slept with him, but his expression makes me very uncomfortable.So it's normal for us to seem incompatible at the moment.

This haggard woman in a white wedding dress, with a forced smile, took the microphone and gave a speech on the stage, saying that she finally found her true love, she was very happy, and other insincere nonsense.I clearly remember that not long ago I said with tears in my eyes that she only loved Qingfeng, but today she handed herself over to a man she didn't like so easily, my heart was full of mixed emotions, and all I could think about was her hugging my neck The appearance of crying bitterly.

My mind drifts back to two months ago.

It was a few days after I knew they were having sex, Qingfeng asked me to have a talk, and the tea restaurant was called Encounter.On the edge of the East Fourth Ring Road.There is a tea restaurant with a very emotional atmosphere. There is an order list on the wooden table by the window, and a small poem on the reverse side:
I try to imagine June
Did Daisy just look up at Grandma's door?

Raindrops lazily beating on the green tiles

Sitting quietly by your side like a sweetheart

The wind that hangs around is the best audience for the rest of your life
An erratic fate, we can be friends anytime

The erratic fate is not just like now, like us.Can we still be friends?Thinking of it like this, I felt like I had overturned the jar of vinegar in my heart, and I also stained my most beloved and expensive dress by the way.

Through the window, I saw the car stopped slowly, reversed the car, turned off the engine and pulled the handbrake in one go.The person who came down was Qingfeng.Thin and with a new haircut, the brand new Passat shines brightly in the sun.

I quickly made up a text message: East Fourth Ring Road.Live in the state 2000, meet the tea restaurant, come quickly, please have a big meal and handsome guys to see.Edit it and send it to Susu.

Susu replied quickly: Come on.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, the waiter serves tea after taking a seat in the breeze.Qingfeng said: "You haven't answered your parents' calls for more than half a year? No matter what, they are your closest relatives."

"How did you know?"

"Your mother called me and said she regretted it. It shouldn't have stopped us from being together."

"In this way, it's not too late for her to regret."

"It's not too late. If this is the case, I think we can reconsider the issue of marriage. Don't your parents think that I don't have a house? My current situation is enough to consider buying a two-bedroom apartment in Beijing with a down payment, and then..."

I interrupted him: "Where's Susu? What about Susu? You can still pretend to be nonchalant even now. You're really convinced. I know all about it."

He was taken aback and said, "What do you know? What did Susu say? But, it's not what you think."

"What's that like?"

"Let me tell." Susu came here by rocket, so fast that I didn't expect it, and her chest heaved violently.Delicate and charming, this is really a beautiful and enchanting woman, if I were a man, I would be willing to be seduced.Black halter dress is the ultimate sex appeal.She just stood in front of us with her high heels on. Because it was a long table, none of us moved. She thought for a while and chose to sit on the side of Qingfeng. This choice made my heart tremble.

In today's three-party confrontation, I want to lose three people. As for the three of us, I am too embarrassed to come out and say that the old one is as smelly as a toothless old lady's foot wrap, and it is so long.

"I admit that I like Qingfeng, since you went to work, I saw his photo in your photo album for the first time. I secretly added his qq, and every day I see your qq flirting, updating photos, raising eyebrows, I am so happy Envy. Until the day I left the company and we had dinner together, I was sure that he was the person I liked. You guys broke up because your parents didn’t agree, and I became the busiest person. Receiving the injured Xiaoxiao, comforting the frustrated Qingfeng, I also I want to sell goods on Taobao to support myself, I am a woman from a family..."

"Can you not digress? To get to the point, you even complained about your suffering." I interrupted her helplessly.No wonder she never asked me the details about me and Qingfeng, I thought this was my best friend, even though I was talking nonsense, you understood what I was talking about.When you are frustrated, silently watch and lend you a shoulder to lean on but never ask you why.

Susu said a lot, mostly about her psychological activities, grievances, dissatisfaction, roughly meaning: Qingfeng asked her to care about me more after our quarrel.But she cared about the wrong person, and often went to take care of Qingfeng, who was depressed, self-destructive, and drunk.In the end, it was directly concerned about the bed.

It turned out that I was wrong too much. The naked picture of the two people who Mingxiu plank road and Chen Cang secretly appeared in front of me.

Susu said, I came here just to ask Qingfeng, do you love me?Even a little bit.

It turned out that she was hoping for an answer.If Qingfeng's answer is yes, then I don't have anything to worry about, let's help this pair of sluts.

We looked at the silent breeze at the same time.He listened quietly, sipping jasmine tea, as if he was listening to a free cross talk, where you say what you say.But he remained expressionless all the time, hesitating to speak.

Looking at the situation, I felt awkward staying there. I stood up and took my bag, and said, "Wei Qingfeng, Yin Susu will hand over to you. The line about buying a house just now can officially start now. I'll go first."

"Wait, I have something to say." He put down his teacup, sighed, and said heavily, "Xiao, Susu, I was wrong, it was outrageous."

Where is wrong?We asked him with our eyes, we were afraid that he would say that he didn't want to hear the answer, but we also expected him to solve the mystery.

It's like breaking a vase at home when I was a child, then picking it up and hiding it under the bed, waiting for my mother to question me.

Very split personality.

"I love Xiaoxiao, and it has never changed. To Susu, I can only say...sorry."

Nima, bow again, we thought it was If You Are the One, the two female guests were fighting for you, crying, waiting for you to take one away.Then there was also sad music playing: when I left, I didn't say some things myself...

Susu was obviously not reconciled, and canvassed for herself: "Do you have to treat me like this? I can't compare to her! Didn't you say you love me when you drink too much? Didn't you say you want to marry me?" ?” (tears tearing up)

Qingfeng said: "Susu, that may be because I regard you as Xiao, I can't deceive myself. I'm really sorry, I can't give you a future, so I dare not promise your present."

(Meng Fei host: Please tell me why you want to hold hands with this girl.)
He looked at me and said word by word: "This girl was by my side when I was the poorest. She washed and cooked for me without any complaints. She could wait for me to have dinner together until 12 o'clock in the middle of the night. She was never willing to buy clothes." , she has been sending money to my parents, she insists on going to work when she is sick, she is eager to have a family so she saves money desperately, she chooses to commit suicide by cutting her wrist in order to fight against her parents, she has the most beautiful scar on her arm. It is my Wei The woman Qingfeng wants to take care of for the rest of her life is pure and kind, so I work so hard and desperately, and I do this for her. If her parents didn't object, we are already married, and this kind of thing wouldn't happen. "

I thought he forgot, I really thought he forgot.Suddenly burst into tears, such a long time of grievances erupted like a mountain torrent.Without reminding me, I really can't remember that I have so many advantages, and I have done so many things for him in the past.simple?Kind?Uh, let’s forget about this, I’m still very black-bellied, for example, to get Susu here on this occasion.

Susu watched my passionate performance, thought about her own misery, and suddenly ran in front of me and lay down in my arms, hugging my neck and crying.

This action scares me.I thought she was going to rush over to tear up the ticket or disfigure her face.

Looking at Qingfeng's red eye circles, my heart ached sharply.

In four years, why did they leave so many stories in each other's hearts, and so many painful pasts.

I patted Susu on the back but couldn't say a word.

She said: "I know, but I am not reconciled, I hide it like that, I try my best to forget, I try to fall in love with others, but I can't do it without him. I thought that if I get him, I can get his heart. I was wrong, I was wrong, I was a stupid woman."

Heart-piercing, ups and downs.Susu cried for a long time, and I waved my hand to signal Qingfeng to go first.There are more people in the tea restaurant, it is dinner time.That night at a tea restaurant called Encounter, I got free sitcoms for dinner, which was sensational and tear-jerking.The plot is clichéd, but the actors' expressions are vivid and in place, so they won a high rate of return.

Susu's heart is broken to pieces, and I don't feel well either.Although she got Wei Qingfeng's man, she didn't get his heart, but the man who cheated, can I still want it? We don't have any grudges in our hearts.

Because of the act of crying in public because of a man, Susu and I continued to chat, go shopping, eat, and watch movies as before, but we never mentioned that man.

This is like a prime-time TV series that drags the audience away from the ending, it's tempting, Susu thinks so, and so do I.I don't know if Susu contacted Qingfeng after that, but I didn't answer his calls or text messages.

People say that a cheating person is like money dropped in a cesspit, picking it up looks dirty, so don't feel sorry for it.

I didn't figure out how to pick up the banknote so that Susu wouldn't be smoked by the methane.Turns out I cared about this dead woman, even though she slept with my man when I wasn't prepared.

In fact, it's a fucking lose-lose situation, we lost our way as we walked...

Susu took this risky step of getting engaged, actually for me and Wei Qingfeng to see, to save face for myself, and secondly to appease Wei Qingfeng and me to live a good life.But can Wei Qingfeng and I live in peace and harmony?
I put my arms around my chest and sighed heavily.

Xiao Ya put down her chopsticks and scooped up half a bowl of chicken soup for Qingfeng and me.

"Hey, brother-in-law Qingfeng, when do you plan to marry our boss?"

I gave Xiao Ya a hard look: "Don't worry about it, there's nothing wrong with it."

"At any time, as long as Xiaoxiao agrees, I will accompany you at any time. When the house is renovated, this matter will be put on the agenda." He said, looking expectantly at me.

I didn't take over.

At the end of the engagement banquet, Qingfeng asked me if I wanted to go back with him. If it was normal, I would definitely agree with a low eyebrow. We used to have no habit of apologizing to each other every time we had a small quarrel.But now we have already hurt our muscles and bones, and there is a gap between our hearts.So I said another day, I have something to do, so Qingfeng didn't force himself to drive away.

Once again, I felt that it really was an autumn rain and a cold, cold from the inside out.

What I'm talking about is that Liu Yu didn't come.I know he will be uncomfortable when he comes on this occasion.I'm going to visit him at his house.

Liu Yu's room was filled with smoke, and there were cigarette butts all over the place, as if the fire had just been extinguished.

When she saw me coming, she said, "You care about me, and you know how to find me."

"Nonsense, a caring person like me would look around for a fly, let alone a dog."

He curled his lips and asked, "How is Susu's engagement banquet today, is it beautiful?"

"Is that why you set fire to your house?"

"She is in the past tense. I just can't understand the reality of her pursuit of wealth. Sooner or later, she will suffer."

"You want to be open. Everyone has their own way of life."

"Otherwise we can make do with each other. Anyway, you are not married and I am not married, so I am free when I am idle."

"Come on, I'm not lucky enough to be in your house. I've heard Susu say that your mother is picky. Only girls at the leadership level of the State Council are worthy of you. I don't have the guts to fight with you." Your mother fights wits and courage."

"My mother doesn't like Susu, but that doesn't mean she doesn't like you. I'll call and ask my mother to come back for an interview?"

"Please forgive me. However, I really have a suitable candidate in my hand. Let me introduce you when I have a chance. It is the girl who drank at KTV last time. Do you remember that post-90s girl named Xiao Ya?" , I still asked about you today, it seems that I care about you."

"No. I'm already at the level of an uncle. When people say that I'm an old cow eating young grass, I'll be making fun of myself."

"What do you mean? Why am I only a few years older than her, we are worthy, your subtext is that I am old."

"I didn't say that. What I mean is that our ideology is on the same platform. There is no generation gap, just in ideology. In terms of image, if we are like brothers and sisters, I will be mistaken for my father when I am with those born in the 90s. female relationship."

When I got home and plugged in my phone, I found that there was a missed call from Xiao Xiazi.

I called back and said, "You know what? She got engaged today, and I'm kind of sad."

"What about you?"

"Us? Unknown, still dragging and pulling, can't find a reason to break up, and have no motivation to continue. What should I do?" I was extremely confused.

He said in a light tone: "Don't wrong yourself, respect your heart, and know what you want."

"Hey, I'm a passive person emotionally, and I'm also waiting for Yue Lao to tell me an answer. How are you doing?"

"My aunts arranged a blind date for me. How helpless."

"Oh, it's good, you can't be single all the time, right?"

"I don't like this kind of emotionless contact. Let me ask you weakly, what kind of Prince Charming do you women think of?"

"I don't like people riding white horses. Isn't that Tang Seng? You're so weak."

"Do you like Bajie?"

"Yeah, Bajie, I like you, how do you stupid pig know?" We gradually freed ourselves from the heavy atmosphere, as if we were in the cheerful atmosphere of splashing water on each other at the beach of Mui Ne.

"I, Bajie, have also admired my wife for a long time, then can I play the music of Zhu Bajie carrying his wife..." He hummed as he spoke.

If we are not joking and did not mention Bajie, then Xia Qiusheng, do you really admire Li Xiao?
"Li Xiao, I ask you a question, and you have to answer it honestly, is that okay?"

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, such a formal question, could it be a question like do you like me or not?Do I answer yes, no, or ambiguity.

"Actually, I asked last time, what kind of future do you dream of?"

"It's such an open question, I have to think about it, and I'll tell you after I think about it." It's a bit out of the scope of my thinking, so my brain is a little short-circuited.

What does my dream future look like?I was also nestled on the sofa and lost in thought.

Give me a chance to be sensational, I mean it.Anyway, I have been a Chinese class representative since elementary school.

I think, there is a career of my own, a person who loves me, a warm little home, a yard where flowers and grass can be grown, a lovely child, and a weekend with relatives and friends.

(End of this chapter)