The offline life of the female zombie in the last days

Chapter 47

By the time the yellow fur's shell-breaking celebration party was over, the clock in the hall had already pointed to two o'clock.

The clothes... Do you want to return them to Huang Mao?
"Don't change it, let's go, big sister, how beautiful it is!" Huang Mao was so drunk that he didn't forget to call a car for me.

"Hehe...hug..." Qiao Yan muttered as he hung his entire body on me.

I pushed Qiao Yan into the black car and got in by myself.

"Ha...hahaha...Elder sister, let's play again!" Huang Mao waved to me like he was on a stimulant.

"Hehe... um..." Qiao Yan clung to me again, rubbing against me comfortably like a big dog.

After getting out of the car, I lifted Qiao Yan out.

"Miss, do you need help?" Huang Mao's driver asked thoughtfully.

I shook my head, and easily carried Qiao Yan into the courtyard.

Throwing Qiao Yan onto the big bed in the master bedroom, I was about to lie down when I suddenly heard footsteps leaving in front of the door.

I opened the door and saw Qiao Yu's back.

Qiao Yu turned around and saw me unexpectedly, and smiled apologetically: "I'll see if you guys are back, did I scare you? Sorry."

That's not the point...

I seem to... smell, blood?
"Good night then."

Not an illusion.

There was a faint smell of blood floating in the air.

My dead heart seemed to be beating again.

By coincidence, I followed Qiao Yu's back and walked out.

Qiao Yu didn't realize my stalking until he walked to the door of his room. He was stunned and said to me, "What's wrong?"

Seeing that I just stared at him without speaking, Qiao Yu smiled helplessly: "...It's cold outside, come in and talk."

Walking into Qiao Yu's room, a thin knitted coat that exudes the fragrance of soap was draped over my shoulders.

Qiao Yu smiled faintly at me in the flickering candlelight.

"What are you looking for? Did you quarrel with your brother?"

Qiao Yu sat on the edge of the bed and listened quietly, his long eyelashes and feather fans cast a shadow, he was as delicate as a doll sold in a store.

He stared at me intently, but I grabbed his wrist without saying a word.

"He..."

I rolled up the long sleeves that covered everything, and under the cover of the clothes was the source of the faint smell of blood in the air.

On the skin that is so fair that it is almost pale, horrific scars are scattered here and there. One by one, there are black holes that are suddenly torn apart in the universe. These black holes are new and old, the latest one is still bleeding, and the oldest one is just finished. Scabs, it's all just what happened in this month——

"Hehe..."

I rolled up the sleeve of the other hand again.

Much the same.

The long wound is like a black dragon winding on the white skin.

On these two white arms, there are countless black dragons flying.

Why, do you want to hurt yourself?

"Don't want...to live?" I looked at the wounds on Qiao Yu's hands and asked in a daze.

Why would anyone hurt themselves?Why is this?

I'm going to die, no matter whether this zombie wants to continue living or not, I'm going to die... But some people can obviously continue to live, why would they choose to die?
"Hehe... tell me, what are you living for?"

What am I living for...?I shook my head, I don't know...

"In this world, is there anything else you want to do?"

"I want...to raise Qiao Yan..." I thought for a while and replied.

"Really... Then, what if my brother dies? My brother, after he dies, is there anything else you want to do?"

died……?
Then... "One more... raise one."

Qiao Yu smiled in the candlelight: "Then, if all your hopes are shattered one day... Would you still choose to live? Live alone?"

Survive alone...?forever?Not even zombie brothers?
"What do people...do they live for?"

"If there is only pain left in life, if life can only change from one burden to another...then why do people have to live so hard?"

I looked up and found that Qiao Yu was already in tears.

"Thank you for saving me, but please give up on me this time."

I looked at Qiao Yu for a while, until the hot tears in his eyes dripped on the back of my cold hand.

"You... have you given up on this world..." I murmured in a low voice, "Then, give me your life..."

"..." Qiao Yu opened his eyes wide.

My cold lips pressed against his warm neck.

My heart was beating quietly and gently, and my body was full of a strange peace. It seemed that this body no longer belonged to me, and the real me had turned into a consciousness, watching coldly outside the body.

Qiao Yan would be sad when Qiao Yu died, so he couldn't die...

Even in my peaceful mind I was thinking of such a thing.

Not afraid, not afraid, not scary at all... I gently stroked Qiao Yu's smooth black hair.

The sweet blood flows down my throat into my body, warm and beautiful—

At some point, both of us fell on the bed.

While stroking Qiao Yu's black hair, I slowly and softly swallowed the warm blood in his body.

At some point, our bodies got entangled, but he didn't struggle.

"what are you……"

Qiao Yu's hoarse voice was so low that only I could hear it.

If you are bitten by a zombie, you will turn into a zombie...

So, what will become of being bitten by me...

and so……

So, I can't hurt you - Qiao Yan.

you are me--

Important family.

After dawn, I took one last look at Qiao Yu, who was pale in sleep, and closed the door.

What you want, power, death, either, let me give it to you.

Walking to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror.

On the pale face, on the chest, on the arms, all over—

All my own, lavender blood.

God has not asked my will in life, but decided my fate of death without authorization, should I be angry, should I be sad?
Why did I come to this world?
Is it only for—death—that I have my life?

(End of this chapter)