God please lie down

Chapter 1462 Unthinkable Past
"I used to have a very naive dream, thinking that it was possible to sit down and talk between my parents and me, but after my grandma left, there was no more."

"When they see me, they will be unhappy, and they will feel that my grandma is because of me. I have not fulfilled my responsibility as a grandson. When grandma wants to see me, I play games outside. They are busy, but it seems I was busier, that is, at that time, they felt that they had a lot of things to say to me that they couldn’t understand, so they didn’t tell me what I did.

"Sometimes I feel very sad. After all, it is my parents. I used to want to get their approval, but in the end I realized that no matter how hard I tried, it was impossible. In their hearts, I have already defined me, why should I, I just want to live my own life well now, I don’t know what you think, but for me, it is indeed already like this.”

Xiao Muchen thought about making it up, but there seemed to be no way out of the broken relationship.

He tried many times, but in the end he could only give up.

It was like hitting cotton with a punch, no matter how I walked forward, my parents didn't even want to look at him.

His achievements outside are of no use to his parents.

In their eyes, what they see is never themselves.

That look of disgust made Xiao Muchen feel that if he stayed with them for a minute longer, he would have to endure it.

I don't know how much despair I have experienced in my heart to become what I am now.

But the only thing that is clear is that many times, he has thought about these things in his heart.

Even if he was obliterated, he still felt that what he had experienced was the best.

It's just that there are some problems, which he can't understand.

It doesn't really matter too much. Once you think about it, you will feel that there may be no need for some people to appear.

After all, what I have to give to myself is only the future.

Now that he has met someone who needs to be cherished, he will naturally not think about these things anymore.

All those meanings, in the end, can only leave a shadow behind.

He told Xi Nuan that he didn't want to feel distressed, but simply felt that it was over.

Let it go, you can don't worry about anything.

Even if someone stood in front of him and said something to him, it was unnecessary.

Xiao Muchen would not feel uncomfortable because of these, he remembered what he said, and knew that at that time, he was a little impulsive when facing many things.

Now that I'm mature, I feel that my past self was a bit naive.

Xiao Muchen doesn't feel much anymore, he is living a good life now, even if he doesn't have parents, it doesn't seem to matter much if he doesn't talk to them.

When they think about things, it really doesn't mean much.

Whether they know it or not, no one knows.

Sometimes Xiao Muchen likes to look at the sky at night, and feels that after seeing the stars, he will be much happier.

At that time, he didn't know much about these things.

But the only truest thought is that even after seeing so many things, what I like is still the carefree age.

At that time, you can really think about nothing.

(End of this chapter)