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Chapter 144

"Mommy, did Nuonuo say the wrong thing?" Nuonuo approached Ye Luo uneasily, with an expression of being in trouble.

Ye Luo sighed, feeling heavy. "Nuo Nuo didn't say anything wrong. It's okay, let's eat." He was only five years old, how would she explain to him that his aunt was his mommy?Besides, she was used to having this little guy occupy a very important position in her life, how could she be willing to let them take him away?
However, what right did she have to refuse a mother to take her son with her?
Nie Yang patted her on the shoulder. "Don't think about it, let's eat first." But it was obvious that he was not at peace.

Until Nuonuo fell asleep, neither Fan Zhaobai nor Ye Youying came back.

Ye Luo went to the door to look around a few times, a little worried that something happened to them. "How about we go find them?"

Nie Yang took her over, closed the door and walked in. "Don't worry, they'll be fine. Don't wait, they probably won't be back here tonight. Let's go take a shower and sleep."

Coming out of the bathroom, Ye Luo sat in a chair and asked Nie Yang to help dry her hair.

"Martingale, I know I'm selfish. But I've been with Nuonuo for so long, I'm used to being his mom, and I don't want him to leave. I also understand that she is Nuonuo's biological mother. I am qualified to reject her. If I don't let her recognize Nuonuo, it will be unfair to her and Nuonuo. It's just... It's just that Nuonuo is very happy with us now, and I really don't want to take any more risks. Who of us There is no guarantee that if he knows, it will leave long-term damage. After all, he has learned a lot now. But if we really want to explain it to him, can he understand? Will he think that we don't want him anymore, and bury it in his heart from now on? Planted the seeds of hatred? I remember that time in City C, I wanted to send him back to you. But at the airport, he hugged me and cried loudly, saying that he would be very good, begging me please Don't want him. If we really let them take him away this time, will he think the same?" Her reluctance is nothing compared to the harm he may suffer.She is more worried that things will go in a worse direction.

"I understand what you want to say, but as you said, she is Nuonuo's mother, how can we refuse? Isn't it too cruel to let her only watch her life from afar and not get close to her all her life? "

"This can't be changed. We can only make the best choice when it's a foregone conclusion. Wouldn't it be better to let Nuonuo grow up carefree by our side? She belongs to Nuonuo Mother is right, but you are also Nuonuo's father? If Nuonuo can live happily with his father, why must he follow his mother to face such cruel facts?" To take Nuonuo away, to If Nuonuo accepted Ye Youying, he had to tell the truth.But would this change be too fast and cruel for a five-year-old?
Nie Yang looked at her, rubbed her hair, and sighed.After a while, I said, "Luo, actually, I'm not Nuonuo's father."

"Ah? What do you mean?" Ye Luo straightened up from his embrace, staring at him with wide-eyed eyes.Did she hallucinate?

"Luo, I'm sorry, I haven't told you. Actually, I'm not Nuonuo's father, but Fan Zhaobai is."

Hearing this, Ye Luo asked in a daze: "I, I don't know. Isn't Nuonuo a test-tube baby? Wasn't he born by Ye Youying for you?" The news was so sudden that she couldn't digest it for a while.

She clearly remembered that Ye Youying said that she chose a test-tube baby to give birth to Nuonuo so that Nie Yang would not be lonely.She was very sincere when she said it, and it didn't look like a fake at all.Did she still lie to her?
But why? "Why didn't you say it all the time? No, you're kidding me, right? I remember Ye Youying said that it was not easy for her to be pregnant. She also said her reaction after the operation. It didn't look like that." It's fake. Besides, she doesn't need to lie to me at all."

Nie Yang held her face, kissed her, and held her in his arms. "Luo, don't get excited, listen to me."

"How could I not be excited? I always thought Nuonuo was your son, but now you tell me he is Fan Zhaobai's son." Although she said that she loved Nuonuo, not just Nie Yang's son, but My brain was still buzzing.

"Listen to me, will you listen to me?" Nie Yang held her face up again, making their eyes meet.

Ye Luo looked at him silently, unable to describe the complicated mood at the moment.

"Luo, I know, I know you are wronged. Because Nuonuo is my son, you have always loved him as your own."

Nie Yang held her in his arms and murmured.

He understood that even if Nuonuo was not his biological son, she would try her best to treat him well, and she would not be any less than she is now.However, this is different after all.A child who loves his own husband is different from a child who loves someone else.We are all ordinary people, and we cannot be fraternal enough to treat all beings equally.

"Why? Why did you guys lie to me together? I can understand that Ye Youying didn't tell the truth, but what about you? Why didn't you tell me all the time?" Ye Luo backed away from him, pushing a distance away.In the eyes, there is the wound of being deceived.

Nie Yang raised his leg, intending to step forward to approach her, but stopped again. "Luo, we didn't work together to deceive you. In fact... Ye Youying didn't know about it all the time, and she thought Nuonuo was my child."

Slowly, his brows furrowed.The entanglement of that year is recalled again.

Ye Luo's eyes widened suddenly, looking at his serious expression in disbelief.If he didn't look so serious, she must have thought that what she heard was another joke.Move your lips, want to ask, but don't know where to start.All of this sounds like a plot in a TV series.

"When she wanted to give me a baby through IVF, she had just returned from calling heaven and Fan Zhaobo's side. As I said, Fan Zhaobo didn't treat her kindly at that time. The reason why she wanted to give birth to me was The child, in addition to wanting to atone for herself and Fan Zhaobo, more importantly, Fan Zhaobo hurt her too much. Her consideration at the time was to give birth to the child and then end her own life."

His sight suddenly became far away, and his tone became a little heavy.

Ye Luo's hurt feeling was reduced to the extreme in an instant.Ye Youying actually wanted to give birth to a child for Nie Yang under such circumstances, she must have been completely desperate at the time.

"Then she..." What prompted her to persevere until today?
"When she was pregnant with Nuonuo, the person I invited to take care of her was not only a nurse, but also a psychiatrist. So when Nuonuo was about to give birth, her emotions had gradually stabilized. But in order to prevent her from having such a I threatened her that if she dared to leave this world, I would be cruel enough to make Nuo Nuo not happy for the rest of her life. She actually didn’t believe that I would treat her son like this, but she was a mother after all. Dare to bet. But in the bottom of her heart, she has never had the confidence to be a good mother, and she doesn't want Nuo Nuo to live in an incomplete family. So after knowing that you are still alive, she left. This time , she made a bet, bet that we will all love Nuonuo..."

"Nuo Nuo...was she conceived when Ye Youying was arrested and summoned to heaven? Didn't she even know about it?" Did the mother feel nothing when she was pregnant with the child?
"Maybe it's because Fan Zhaobo made her heartbroken, or because she has no experience or preparation in this area at all, so she didn't feel it or ignored it."

Recalling the past, it is inevitable to express emotion in the words.

"Then she wants to be a test-tube baby. Doesn't she know if she has undergone surgery? If the baby is still small in the womb and she can't feel it, it can be explained, but it should be very clear whether the scalpel has been cut on her body." what?"

No matter how inexperienced she is, she doesn't know even this, isn't she an idiot?In her mind, she recalled that Ye Youying once said that Nuonuo was a premature baby.Come to think of it, the doctor lied to her too.

"Because, the doctor did perform an operation on her, but it was an operation to remove the tumor. During the examination, the doctor found a deformed tumor in her body, but fortunately it was benign. The doctor was my family doctor , is also a friend of mine, and he knows more about the things between us. It is precisely because of this that he agreed to help her carry out a test-tube baby on my back. Hurt the child. The child was still very young at the time, and Ye Youying couldn't feel it, so he took the opportunity to perform surgery to remove the tumor. The existence of the child would not make anyone suspicious. In fact, he didn't even tell the truth Tell me. I didn't know about it until Nuonuo was born."

"At that time. How did you feel? Being set aside by others, very angry? If Nuonuo hadn't been born, would you want to... give him up..." He slowly approached, and she left without any resistance .I just feel that I am getting closer to him back then little by little.

"How can you not be angry?" Nie Yang smiled, stretched out his arms to wrap her around her, and breathed a sigh of relief. "But the anger is only because of my friend's concealment. The most innocent people in this matter are Ye Youying and the child. I can't blame them. Although it was Fan Zhaobai who hurt her the most, if it wasn't for me, Fan Zhaobai would not Doing such a thing, so in the final analysis, the person who feels sorry for her is me. So don’t say that Nuonuo has been born, even if he is still in the mother’s womb, I can’t hurt an innocent child... I think if my mother took me If we can meet a person who truly accepts us, everything will not be like this. So I made up my mind to treat him well. However, I don’t have any concept of father, and I don’t know how to be a father. In the end, nothing was done well. If he hadn’t entered your world by mistake, I don’t even know how he grew up and what kind of person he would become..."

(End of this chapter)