wolf pet

Chapter 145

Whether, there will be a lot of hurt in my heart?Or, with deep hatred?
Thinking of the crying he suffered back then, Ye Luo couldn't help hugging his waist tightly.During this period of time, he has been held in the palm of his hand and spoiled to the extreme, and he almost forgot how difficult it was for him back then, and how much he suffered.An apology welled up in my heart, and I blurted out: "I'm sorry."

Nie Yang stared at her with a broken smile, and let out a long sigh of relief. "Fool, it's not your fault. Why are you apologizing? If you want to say sorry, it should be mine. Because I'm not married yet, you have to take on the responsibility of being a mother. Maybe, I want to be with you more Let me say thank you, not only for Nuonuo, but also for myself.”

In this one mistake, he got the most.Whenever he thought of all this at night, he would thank God from the bottom of his heart.

For a long time, she didn't know what to say.Say too much, perhaps more hypocritical. "All along, have you never thought about telling Ye Youying the truth? She is a mother, no matter what the child's life experience is, she has the right to know the truth, right?"

"Until now, I can't remember exactly what I thought at the time. Maybe there is also my selfishness in it. I really want to have a child entrusting my feelings to me. Who knows?" Or, he didn't want to She has suffered enough to hurt that poor woman.

Ye Luo clung to his arms and exhaled softly.This truth was still a little hard for her to accept. "These may not be so important anymore. After all, Nuonuo has given us so much happiness. However, I still feel weird in my heart. Maybe it's because, if Nuonuo is your child, I can refuse Ye Youying to marry him." He took him away. He has been with me for so long, I am completely used to the existence of this child in my life, and I also fell in love with the role of this mother. But if he is Fan Zhaobo's son, I have no right to speak at all. I... "

She didn't know how to go on.But suddenly the subject changed and he asked him: "Well, you didn't mean to lie to me by saying this to help her, did you? Don't say it sooner or later, but at this time, you must be lying to me, right? ?”

Nie Yang sighed softly, pressed her shoulders, and locked her eyes. "Luo, like you, I don't want Nuonuo to leave at all. As you said, in these years, I have fallen in love with the life with this child, and I have also fallen in love with this father's life. role. I even selfishly want to keep Nuonuo by my side, so that this secret will always be a secret. But Luo, I can’t deprive a mother of the right to keep her child with her. What’s more, Fan Zhaobo already knows This matter is over, we have no better choice. Once we get entangled, the one who gets hurt may be Nuonuo, which is something neither you nor I want to see..."

"But...they haven't fulfilled their responsibilities as parents. Nuonuo is living a good life by my side. Why should they take it away as soon as they say? Nuonuo has feelings for us. Maybe following them will lead to an unhappy life. , it’s better to stay with us all the time, don’t you think?” Nuonuo was already an inseparable part of her life, how could she let them go under the knife so easily?

"I know, Luo, I understand what you mean." Nie Yang hugged her tightly and patted her on the back.He was also reluctant to let the children leave, but they were not his biological parents after all.Perhaps, should let Luo become pregnant and have a child that belongs to them...

"You don't understand, you don't understand at all!" Ye Luo writhed in his arms, with the intention of playing tricks. "You're not like me. You spend most of your time with him every day. He looks cute when you look up and down. You only stay with him a lot during this time. You can't understand my feelings at all!"

"Fall!" He raised his voice, held her face in his hands and let her look at him. "To be fair, I love him as much as you do, you know that. I know you're upset, but come on, you're only making it harder for us all, aren't you?"

Seeing tears in her eyes, his voice slowly lowered and became gentle again. "Don't be sad, we can visit him often, can't we? Even, we can ask them to live nearby so that we can see him whenever we want, can't we?"

"It's different, it's not the same at all!" Ye Luo buried her head in his arms, crying softly.Living in someone else's home is someone else's child, not your own. "I'm sorry, I know it's wrong for me to do this, but I can't help it. I obviously want to love him as my own child for the rest of my life, but... woo woo..."

"I know, I know everything." He hugged her distressedly, unable to comfort her.

"Let's convince them not to take Nuonuo away, okay? Nuonuo will be happier with us, and they don't know how to take care of their children..."

"Luo..." The man hugged her and sighed deeply.He also thought that he would have this child by his side for the rest of his life.The truth will never be revealed.However, things are always unpredictable, why not?
Ye Luo didn't sleep well all night, and thought a lot in a mess.But when I woke up in the morning, I didn't seem to think about anything, because I couldn't think of an answer or a way.

Woke up early and made breakfast as usual.Maybe it's because I know that the child will leave with them soon, and I feel reluctant, so this breakfast is also made with extra care.

She was ready for everything before going to call Nuonuo to get up.Usually it was the child who got up, washed his face and put on his clothes, followed her, and talked with her while watching her make breakfast.But today she got up too early, she had already finished breakfast, and the child was still dreaming.

After standing outside the door for a while, Ye Luo reached out and pushed the door open.I feel like someone hit a lot of boulders in my heart, and I feel heavy and uncomfortable.

The breeze blows, and the curtains flutter gently.In a room with blue tones, on a round beige children's bed, the child is sleeping peacefully.A small fist sticks out of the quilt and rests on the side of the cheek. It looks very cute, like an elf.The big eyes are closed, and the clear spring water cannot be seen; the long and thick eyelashes cast a dark shadow under the eyes, gently entangled in the wind, like a small fan; the small red mouth slightly Zhang Zhang, lips curved a little, as if dreaming a beautiful dream.

Ye Luo sat down by the bed, looked at her and couldn't help but have tears in her eyes.More than two years may not be too long, but it was nearly a thousand days and nights.I have long been used to picking fish bones for him, used to dressing him in the morning and kissing his pink and cute face, used to holding his hand to send him to school or pick him up home, used to being with him after dinner Watching TV, and getting used to hugging him to sleep and telling him stories when he was cute and shameless...

All of this has been engraved in her life, and it has become a habit and even instinct.All of a sudden, it was just her and Yang, unable to see his cute little appearance, unable to hear his childish words, how to get used to it?
She couldn't help reaching out and gently caressing his smooth and tender face, touching the slightly trembling long eyelashes, the small ivory-like nose, and the red mouth... It was like an addiction, and she couldn't bear to take it back.

Fingers, gently pressing on the soft red lips, watching it sink gently, and slowly bounce up again.I had to take a deep breath to calm myself down.Suddenly, the finger was bitten, very lightly, itchy... Then it was released, and the naughty child giggled.The long eyelashes, slowly, parted.Two small fans, fan and fan.

"Mummy is naughty, let me catch it!" With a weird laugh, he stretched out his hand from under the quilt, grabbed his mother's hand, and gently scratched her palm.

"You're the little villain, you're not happy with Mommy when you wake up, and even sneak attack!" Ye Luo pinched his pretty nose, wanting to think, but tears came.

"Hehehe... Mommy, what's the matter with you?" The bad boy who was still holding Mommy's hand and giggling, sat up and looked closely at the tears in his mother's eyes. "Mum, are you crying? Who made you unhappy, did Nuonuo do something wrong?"

Ye Luo hugged him in his arms, blinking tears. "No, Nuonuo didn't do anything wrong. Mommy just saw how cute my Nuonuo was, and felt so happy, so she couldn't help crying."

Nuonuo hugged her back, then slowly let go, wiping her tears. "Mommy is a little fool, she will cry when she is happy, I want to tell Dad... don't cry, Mommy doesn't cry, Nuonuo kisses, don't cry..." As he said, he kissed her face hard a few times. Down.

"Okay, Mommy won't cry!" Wiping her tears with her sleeves, she smiled. "Come on, Mommy will help you change your clothes. Today, Mommy made a lot of delicious food, all of which you like."

The boy squeaked and kissed her on the face, smiling brightly. "Thank you, Mommy, Mommy is the best! One kiss, one more kiss... blah blah blah..."

"Okay, if you keep kissing, the breakfast will be cold. Come, brush your teeth and wash your face and have breakfast."

While he was brushing his teeth in the mirror with a decent grin, she poured hot water and stood aside, almost unable to hold back tears again.She knew that they would definitely take the child away.Ye Youying would also get up early like this, wake him up, help him dress and wash his face, make breakfast and watch him eat it up.At that time, was he still so happy...

While Nuonuo was eating breakfast, Fan Zhaobai and Ye Youying arrived.Ye Youying's complexion was not very good, her eyes were a little swollen, she was obviously crying, and she didn't sleep well all night.

The two tired-looking women faced each other, neither of them knew how to speak.Two men who both knew the truth didn't know what to say, even though they were brothers.

Only Nuonuo, who didn't know anything, greeted them naturally when he saw them coming. "Auntie, come and have breakfast together. This is made by my mommy, it's delicious."

(End of this chapter)