wolf pet

Chapter 146

The child still remembered that Mommy said that the aunt's child was not with her, and she missed the child very much, so she jumped off the stool and obediently invited her to have breakfast together.

Ye Youying looked at him, then at Ye Luo, and lowered her head.Although he ate, he still sat down and accepted what the child handed him.

"Mummy, you can eat too. If you don't eat it, it will be cold." As he said, he handed it to Ye Luo's mouth for her to eat.

Ye Luo withdrew her gaze from Ye Youying, lowered her head and smiled, and took a big bite.

Nuonuo saw it, and immediately yelled: "Wow, Mommy is good or bad, take such a big bite!" Shouting, he took a big bite by himself, and then smiled sweetly.I don't know if there are debris on the lips.

Ye Luo stretched out her hand, and when she touched his lips, she met another hand.

The two mothers looked at each other, neither willing to take back their hands.

"Mommy, what's the matter?" Nuonuo asked puzzledly, looking at this and that.

Ye Youying slowly withdrew her hand, bit her lip, as if she was about to cry.

Ye Luo felt a little guilty and couldn't bear to look at her anymore.His hand lightly landed on Nuonuo's mouth, wiping away the bits of debris. "It's all over your face, you idiot."

"Hehe..." Nuonuo grinned foolishly after getting used to her mother's scolding.

Ye Youying looked at her with envy, sadness, and apology.

After breakfast, Ye Luo and Ye Youying sent Nuonuo to school together.Because the distance is not far and the time is early, we walked there.

Each of the two women took a small hand of Nuonuo, their hearts turned back and forth.The children walking in the middle didn't know what was going to happen, and couldn't feel the mother's heavy heart. They laughed happily by themselves and told them jokes about things in school.

After he entered the classroom for a long time, the two people looked away and walked out of the campus one after the other.

Walking slowly along the street, no one knew how to speak.Because no one wants to let a child go away.One is the mother who gave birth to him in ten months of pregnancy, and the other is the mother who has lived with him for so long and has already regarded him as her own. Who will give in, and who can let go?
"I'm sorry..." Ye Youying stopped, glanced at Ye Luo, and then looked away.She knew that Ye Luo paid much more to Nuonuo than she did.It is precisely because of her love for Nuonuo that her request is even more excessive. "I know what I did was too much. I really don't know what to say except to say I'm sorry. In fact... since Nuonuo was born, I have lost the chance to get pregnant again. In this life, I can only have this A child, so..."

Ye Luo was surprised, but more panicked.If she had been able to say no before, after Ye Youying brought out this fact, she would no longer have a position. "You...didn't lie to me?"

Why does she feel that everything is forcing her to give up?Are these coincidences, or a scam they set up together?Why do all the things come together and seem so reasonable and ingenious that people doubt it?
"I understand your doubts. I can even do an examination with you to prove it. If I can, I don't want to take the risk, because Nuonuo has already determined that you are his mother. I jumped out at this time, maybe it is right It’s not a good thing for him. In fact, I have hesitated and thought for a long time, so I didn’t come to you until now. Maybe in your opinion, I am not a qualified mother, and I have not fulfilled my mother’s responsibility. But please Forgive me, I really want to enjoy the feeling of being a mother, the feeling of being so busy and happy for my children. I have no other chance, only Nuonuo... Maybe I will make you think that I am this He's a bad man, but you can give him a child, a child of the two of you..."

Ye Luo didn't start, and didn't look into her eyes, knowing that once he saw her tearful eyes, he would be unable to say no again. "For me, Nuonuo is the child of me and Nie Yang. And as you can see, he lives very well and happily by my side. You want to take him away, but how do you explain these things to him? He is just a child, do you have the heart to let him face this? Regardless of whether he can understand it or not, I think he may not be able to accept the fact that you are his mother, because the child's thinking world is very simple. And he treats me and Nie Yang , I am afraid it will also produce some negative psychology. Maybe he will leave a terrible shadow in his heart like Fan Zhaobo, and breed terrible hatred? Do you have the heart to see such a result?"

Ye Youying looked at her, opened her mouth a few times, but couldn't say a word.Eyes, with tears.His lowered face was deeply saddened.

Ye Luo looked at her reaction and felt that he seemed to be going too far.I want to apologize, but I don't know how to say it.Besides, what she said was true. Although she selfishly didn't want them to take Nuonuo away, she was more afraid of bringing misfortune to the child.

The two walked slowly, and after a long time, Ye Youying took a deep breath and opened her mouth. "I understand what you mean, and I also know that I am selfish. But... I have no choice. I also want to be a mother. I want to watch him live under my nose every day. I don't want to be far away for the rest of my life. Looking at him, I don't want to be an aunt like his mommy forever in his heart. What can I do?"

Before Ye Luo could speak, she suddenly grabbed Ye Luo's arm and looked at her expectantly: "I beg you, I beg you, please help me? I know I've gone too far, but only you can help me. ..."

Ye Luo stared at her sad face, unable to say any words of rejection.What she saw was not a selfish woman, but a mother who wanted her child back, what else could she do?You can reject everyone, but you cannot reject a mother who truly loves her children.Perhaps Ye Youying did not do well enough, but that was helpless, if she could, she would definitely not make such a decision. "How can I help you? You can't let me tell Nuonuo cruelly that I am not his mother at all, I don't love him at all, and now I don't want him anymore. Regardless of whether the child can bear it or not, just I, too, can’t say a single word. Both of us want the child to stay by our side, and there must always be one person to give in. But even if I am willing to give in, how can we explain how to let him understand all this? "

Ye Youying looked at her for a long time, then let go sadly.She understood that what Ye Luo said was the truth.If the child stays with Ye Luo and Nie Yang, he will never know who his biological mother is, but he will have a mother who loves him very much, a complete family, and he will be very happy.And if she wants to take Nuonuo away, she must let Nuonuo understand the truth of the matter, but he is not yet six years old, how can he understand?Just like what Ye Youying said, if she stopped looking at him from now on, he might think that he was abandoned.What kind of scars will this leave in his heart?Although a child is easy to forget, who can guarantee that he will remember it like this for a lifetime?

Ye Luo stood where she was, looking at the dazed woman who was slowly moving, biting her lip to hold back the surging emotions.After a while, he chased after her and grabbed her because she almost walked into the middle of the road.

"Tell me, does this count as karma?" Suddenly, Ye Youying murmured.I don't know if she is asking about herself or Ye Luo.

In fact, Ye Luo didn't know how to answer.This question is too complex and esoteric to answer.

At night, Ye Luo lay in Nie Yang's arms, without moving or speaking for a long time.

"Don't think about it, go to sleep. As long as Nuonuo is safe and healthy, you can put the rest behind, can't you?" In his opinion, although he is reluctant, as long as the child is still healthy, that's enough up.

Ye Luo breathed out, and said in a low voice: "Martingale, let's agree. I think her feelings for Nuonuo will never be any less than mine. It's just that she was too helpless at the time. She can only watch her son grow up, get married and grow old from a distance all her life, which is really cruel for a mother. But what are we going to do?"

Nie Yang shook his head and pressed his face against her cheek. "I don't know either. After all, Nuonuo is only six years old, so it's really not suitable to face these things."

Ye Luo frowned and thought for a long time, then turned her head to face him, and slowly expressed her thoughts. "Why don't we let Nuonuo recognize them as godfathers and godmothers? Slowly, and find a way to tell Nuonuo the truth at the right time? At least, until he has enough mental endurance to accept this fact, yes wrong?"

"Well. This should be the best way. I will discuss it with them tomorrow. I think, for the sake of Nuonuo, they should agree." This little fool has the softest heart.

"Yeah." Trying to adjust her mood, she relaxed and leaned against his arms.Martingale is right, as long as Nuonuo is good, nothing else matters.She could see him whenever she wanted.

"Okay, it's getting late. Go to bed."

Ye Luo nestled into his arms, pressed against his burning chest, staring in the darkness.Although I have tried my best to convince myself, I still can't act as if nothing happened.You can discuss it with Ye Youying tomorrow and tell her some precautions, she should be able to adapt soon.I told Nuonuo before that my aunt's child was taken away. This lie can be used to make it easier for Nuonuo to accept.

"Luo..." The man tightened his arms slightly and whispered in her ear.

"Ok?"

"Should we have a child?" A child that belongs to her and him, maybe a small version of Ye Luo, maybe a small version of Nie Yang, but they are all their treasures.He is not exempt, and wants a child that belongs to him and the one he loves.

Leaves fell in the dark, smiling.Burying even more towards his neck, he responded softly. "Okay. We want a child, a little Nie Yang, okay?"

(End of this chapter)