wolf pet

Chapter 185

Tears soaked Ye Luo's neck and soaked her clothes.

Li Yan knew that she could understand the pain in her heart, because she had also experienced it.Such things are cruel to any good woman.But life is often so cruel. Women give wholeheartedly, but men don't cherish them.

This society is also unfair to women.The existence of children often hinders women's right to pursue happiness again, but it often cannot restrain men at all.A divorced woman, it is difficult for anyone to ignore her past and cherish her present.But divorced men are regarded by more women as a kind of mature charm.No way!
"Xiao Luo, I'm sorry, I want to tell you I'm sorry." Li Yan suddenly sat up straight, wiped away her tears and looked at Ye Luo.

Ye Luo looked back at her in puzzlement, and asked silently.

"I advised you to return to Jiang Ruichen's side before, and advised you to return to the same pathetic situation as me. It is really wrong. I have suffered such a loss, and I should try my best to discourage you from repeating my mistakes. I will go back I thought about it for a long time, so I didn't persuade you anymore. Facts have proved that you are stronger than me and luckier than me. You didn't marry Jiang Ruichen, let alone have children. It's great that you can start over after this relationship is over. It's a pity that I This life is ruined just like that..."

"Who said that?" The voice suddenly raised a lot.

Li Yan was stunned by her violent tone. , she even heard the anger inside.

"You haven't tried, how do you know that you can't leave him and find your own happiness again? If you haven't tried, no one is qualified to make a conclusion. Even if you can't find another person who treats you wholeheartedly, it will not be worse than what you are now. Terrible, isn't it? What's more, I don't think a good woman can cherish without a good man, even if she is divorced!"

Li Yan smiled wryly, knowing in her heart that what she said was right, but she couldn't help but refute. "You're not in my situation, you won't understand. When you have your own children, you will understand my feelings. I can't watch my children suffer, so I can only swallow the pain in myself ,It can only be this way."

Across the table, Ye Luo grabbed her hand. "Senior sister, a child is the most beautiful gift that marriage brings to people, and it is also the most important treasure in a woman's life. But I think that the future of this treasure should not be at the cost of the mother's lifelong pain. If the child can tell his Xinsheng, I believe he will tell you that he hopes you can pursue your own happiness. Only a happy mother can give your child more happiness. His smile is the most important thing to you, how do you know him? Don't you think so?
As women, we face the same brutal truth.But, let me tell you the truth, if I also had a child, I might be more determined than I am now.Because even if he doesn't understand anything, his existence is your greatest courage, and you still have a baby to take care of, so you should pursue your own happiness even more.Senior sister, try to ask Rin Lin, maybe he can give you the courage to get out of this failed marriage. "

Looking at those sincere eyes, Li Yan was silent for a long time, then nodded gently.At the same time, she felt a lot more relaxed in her heart.Lei Chu's betrayal was a cancer in her life, she had been covering it up before, afraid that others would laugh at her and ridicule her if they saw it.She didn't even want to tell her best friend.But now, she suddenly seemed to expose this cancer, received treatment, and recovered.

The reason Lei Chu was able to threaten her was because she had too many worries.She didn't even think that her parents wanted her to be happy more than anyone else.For her happiness, they even suppressed the feeling of yearning and spent a lonely evening in another city.Didn't he let them down by acting like this?
Perhaps, she really should think again and make the right choice.

When he got home, Lei Chu went out and hadn't come back yet.Lin Lin has been sent back to play games with her grandparents on the sofa.

The sky had already darkened, which made Li Yan secretly rejoice.My mother is very careful. If it wasn't for the bad lighting, even if she covered it up with makeup, my mother would still find the traces on her face.

She hurried into the kitchen to get busy, preparing a sumptuous dinner.When everything was done, Lei Chu didn't come back.She lied to her parents that he had a party with friends today and was coming back late, or maybe not even coming back.

The parents didn't ask much, and the family had a happy meal, which made her temporarily forget the pain.

After dinner, she took Lin Lin back to where her parents lived.After taking a bath, I was still planning to sleep with my mother.

Lying on the bed, hugging her mother's slender arms, feeling the warmth from her, her eyes were moist.I remember that when I was a child, when I encountered annoying things, big and small, I always had to tell my mother, and I couldn't resolve it until I heard comfort or teaching from my mother.Is it the same now?

"Mom..." softly, in a low voice.

Mother's head moved slightly, and it was even closer to the top of her head. "What's the matter? You just want to sleep with me tonight. Do you have something to say to your mother? I always feel that you have been very preoccupied these days. "

Li Yan rubbed her mother's arm with a smile, a tear silently fell from the corner of her eye. "Mom, Lei Chu and I may not be able to live on. Because he may have another woman outside."

The mother sat up suddenly from the bed and turned on the light. "When did this happen? Why didn't you tell me and your dad about such a big thing?"

Li Yan tried her best to smile, sat up and held her mother's hand. "I don't want you and Dad to worry. Besides, didn't I say it's possible. It's not necessarily true."

"What's going on? Did you find something? Did you think too much because you were too sensitive?"

"Mom, don't you agree with my divorce?"

"If he didn't really have a woman outside, Mom certainly wouldn't approve of your divorce. You have to know that you were determined to marry him back then, saying that he was the happiness you wanted. After all these years of marriage, you also It’s true that your life is going well, and your dad and I are happy to see it. But if he really does something sorry for you, no matter what decision you make, mom will support you, as long as you think this decision is the best for you Yes! Yan'er, as long as you live well, your father and I don't care about anything else."

"Mom—" a choked call, condensed how much warmth and sadness.Leaning on the shoulders of the mother who is not broad, she accumulates courage to face the cruelty of life little by little.

"Don't cry, it's not a big deal, we're not afraid!" Mother hugged her increasingly thin body and comforted her softly, but she couldn't help crying.

Burning tears fell on the back of her hand, Li Yan felt her heart was burning and hurting. "Mom, don't cry. When you cry, you will feel even sadder and want to cry. Mom..."

Mother wiped away her tears and forced a smile. "Okay, mom doesn't cry, neither of us cry."

"Well. Mom, I don't care about whether Lei Chu has another woman outside. Anyway, I am full of doubts about him now. I think if this continues, we will end up in divorce. If this is the case, how about It's better to break it earlier. It's just that I'm worried about Rin Rin. If I divorce Lei Chu, I must get Rin Rin's custody. But Lei Chu refuses to agree. I just mentioned this to him last time , he threatened me that he would ruin Dad's reputation and your marriage. Those things were fabricated by him, and Dad never did such a thing. "

"What? He did it all? This Lei Chu, he is too much! No, I have to talk to your father."

Hastily grabbed the mother. "Mom, listen to me first. Don't tell Dad first, or he will go to Lei Chu desperately. Mom, a marriage can't go on, and the fault is definitely not one person's fault. So I don't want to pursue it now It's a question of right and wrong, and I don't want to blame Lei Chu anymore, I just want a divorce, and I just want Lin Lin's custody. Mom, I need your support. As long as I have your support, I'm not afraid of anything!"

"Silly boy!"

Li Yan decided to give herself a few days to calm down and make a choice.Just when she made up her mind, she ran into Yang Cheng who came to G City on a business trip with her husband.

For some unknown purpose, Yang Cheng, who didn't have a deep relationship with her, specially invited Li Yan to have a meal together.Of course, with her husband Wen Lie.

At the dinner table, Yang Cheng seemed to be deliberately flirting with his husband, showing off their love and happiness.

Li Yan understands that the happiness presented like this may not be real.Maybe behind the scenes, Wen Lie also steals fragrance everywhere, and Yang Cheng also weeps in the dark, but in front of others, he always puts on a happy gesture.

However, Li Yan's heart was still extremely sour.She couldn't even help thinking that if she got divorced, Yang Cheng would be the first to see her jokes.Who knows if there are many other people besides her?That is, how does she face the eyes of these people?

I don't know if this determination is fragile, anyway, Li Yan suddenly felt that the accumulated courage was disintegrating bit by bit.She was too proud, too proud to face everyone's sympathy or jokes.

Things dragged on again.Even when her mother mentioned it over and over again, she made excuses to evade it.

Until, this day.

Li Yan met Lin Xun, her first love.The two hadn't seen each other for many years, and the other party proposed to have a meal together, and she couldn't do too well, so she agreed.

"I haven't seen you for so many years. You seem to have changed a lot, but you are still so beautiful." The boy who was immature in the past is now a mature man with a handsome appearance.There was an elegant smile on Naswen's face, and even his voice was charming.

But the past is already like smoke, and no one can go back to the beginning, but Li Yan still can't help thinking: If the two hadn't broken up back then, what would it be like today? "thanks."

(End of this chapter)