wolf pet

Chapter 184

Without looking at Lei Chu's face, Li Yan lowered her head again.After looking at the text on the computer screen for a while, I decided to go for a walk.My heart feels like a mountain has been crushed, uncomfortable.

I took the bag and went out, but I didn't know where to go, and there was no place I wanted to go, I just wanted to get out and get some air.I didn't want to drive by myself, so I asked the driver to send it down the mountain, and then walked slowly on the street alone.

I don't want to think about what would happen if I went back to the beginning, it is meaningless.But I couldn't help thinking about it, the image of Lian Cheng running away from me with a blushing face always appeared in my mind, imagining what it would be like today if I had accepted him back then.Will it be such a pain?
Shaking aimlessly, I don't know what to see in my eyes, and I don't know what to put in my heart.Desperate, bumping into people from time to time.He stared at everything around him in a daze, feeling so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry, but he didn't want to let people see the joke so he endured it.

When the face similar to Tang Xianyun came towards her, her nerves were like thin wires carrying high voltage, and they were broken all at once.All the humiliation and all the sadness broke out at this moment.

The bright smile on her face made her even more furious.Why can she laugh so happily when she destroys her family and makes herself suffer so much?Why?
Li Yan couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed forward in two steps, trying to tear that disgusting face that should be beautiful.

When Li Yan rushed over and stretched out her hands to tear at that face, her brain had stopped moving, and she couldn't think about anything.There was only one thought clamoring in his mind - tear this face apart, tear it apart!

Amidst the tearing, the madness of hatred reigned supreme.I just want to tear this person apart and let everyone see how shameless this person is.Even if he was scratched and his long hair was torn off one by one, he could no longer feel the pain.

In the chaos, I don't know who came, and I don't know how many people stopped and watched.He didn't even know if the people around the other party rushed up to stop this scuffle, or to help the other party deal with him.

When they were separated, panting heavily, he looked at the woman opposite who was also in a panic through his messy ghostly long hair, and was slightly stunned.Looking at Tang Xianshu's messy hair like a bird's nest, that scratched face, and the blood on the corner of his lips, Li Yan thought she would be happy.But at this moment, all that came to her heart was sadness.

She knew that in the eyes of the other party, and in the eyes of those watching, she was equally embarrassed.In their eyes, it doesn't matter who is the real wife and who is a third party.All they saw were two crazy women.

At this moment, Li Yan really wanted to look up to the sky and laugh.Look at these two crazy women, for a careless and irresponsible man, they fought in the street and lost their image in a mess, making people see all the jokes, it's really sad!Sad!

The madness burning in the blood, the idea of ​​revenge that was clamoring just now, suddenly cooled down and became silent.There is nothing else in my heart except sadness, and wanting to shed the same sad tears.That's right, Lei Chu is just an irresponsible man, so why should he be heartbroken for such a person, and be so addicted to resenting his wife?

When Ye Luo appeared in front of her eyes, the cursing Tang Xianshu had already been dragged away by her friends.In Ye Luo's eyes, Li Yan saw shock and sympathy.She wanted to smile gracefully and cover everything up.But the embarrassment of this body made her only accept the exploration of everyone's eyes like this.

In fact, Li Yan knew very well that as her best friend, such a sincere Ye Luo would not laugh at her.What she couldn't stand was that sympathetic look.This look constantly reminded her that she was pitiful!It's not the same as looking at her jokes, but it makes her uncomfortable and embarrassing just as much.

The people watching the theater also slowly dispersed, and some people even left a few whistles to "praise" this wonderful performance.As one of the protagonists, Li Yan wished she could dig a hole in the ground and bury herself completely in it, so that she would never come out again to be ashamed.

"Are you okay?" Ye Luo asked in a low voice as she straightened her messy hair and clothes.

Li Yan knew: In her memory, Senior Sister Li Yan was always elegant and dignified, it was the first time she saw herself in such a mess.

She smiled sourly, wiping away the moisture that accidentally appeared in the corners of her eyes.It would be great if we could turn back time.If he could have calmed down a little at that time, perhaps this joke would not have happened. "It's okay, let me show you a joke, haha."

Li Yan smiled nonchalantly, but she burst into tears.People who are already in their third year, but haven't learned to pay attention to their tears and fragility, are really worthless!

Ye Luo didn't answer, but helped her tidy up her clothes, and wiped the blood off her face. "I'm a little thirsty, let's go to the coffee shop and have a sit."

"What would you like to drink?"

"casual."

"Two lattes, thank you."

"I'll go to the bathroom first." Covering her embarrassed face, Li Yan hurried to the bathroom.There was no one in the bathroom, so she closed the whole door selfishly, and she didn't even respond to someone knocking on the door outside.

Slid on the floor against the toilet door.Weeping silently, the torn heart hurts like dying.Tears, also seem to have no end.

When she was in college, no matter in which aspect, she had to be perfect before she would give up.But so proud of her, she gave up her beloved career for love and marriage, and became a full-time wife.It's just that the happiness she believes is too short-lived, like the darkness of the night sky after the short-lived splendor of fireworks...

He took out a tissue from his bag, wiped off the blood from the scratches on his face little by little, put on his clothes again, and straightened out the long, wavy hair he had made before going out.Looking at the noble and elegant woman in the mirror, Li Yan sighed softly.

Try it, smile at yourself in the mirror.It's bitter, but it's better than glancing at the corner of your mouth.

Li Yan, wake up.Don't waste your whole life for such a man.No matter how powerful Lei Chu is, he is only a relatively successful man. The world is not up to him.As long as you fight without fear, you can always defeat him!

He made a victory gesture to himself and opened the door wide with a smile.He smiled beautifully at the woman waiting outside the door.When passing by the men's restroom, she smiled at the man walking towards her as if she was verifying her charm, and successfully saw the shock and experience in the other's eyes.

At that moment, it seemed that I had returned to the beginning, and changed back to the confident and charming Li Yan.

When they returned, Ye Luo was already in a panic.She was about to go to the bathroom to find herself.Looking at that concerned gaze, a warm air rose in her heart.I lost Lei Chu and my happy marriage, but there are still so many people who care about me, don't they?
Picking up the coffee and taking a sip, Li Yan smiled at Ye Luo and asked, "Am I ugly like this? Do I look like a lunatic?"

Ye Luo looked back at her, but didn't answer.

Li Yan knew that she had already guessed seven or eight points.It was easy to guess what Tang Xianshu scolded just now.Besides, the most likely reason for two women fighting in the street is a man. "That was one of the women he was out there with, just one of them."

Ye Luo looked at her in astonishment.

Li Yan turned her head, saw her surprised look, and smiled sourly. "Didn't think of it?"

She took a sip of the coffee, held the cup in her hand, and looked out of the window with vague eyes, not knowing where she landed.Sighing softly, he made up his mind to tell the location of the invisible cancer.

"To tell you the truth, I didn't expect it either. I thought that when he pursued me, he tried his best and thought nothing of everything. Although people always say that a rich man is a wild horse, no attractive woman can become that capable horse." The reins that tie him firmly. I don't believe it, because he is not very rich. I thought, with my beauty and talent, I would definitely be able to make him a good husband and father. The first time I met Seeing that he was holding other women in his arms, and I was in love with mine. I couldn't respond for a long time. I just stood on the side of the road stupidly like that, watching them hug each other and walk away until they disappeared from my sight. Inside."

She breathed another sigh of relief, blinking her long eyelashes to cover up the uncontrollable wetness.After all, it is impossible to be really chic.

"When I questioned him, do you know how he answered? There was no guilt of being found out, not even embarrassment, just repeatedly saying that it was just a joke. I think he just didn't tell me: men are like this, No matter how good-looking my wife is, I always need other women to spice up my life. But I don't take it seriously, I will still go home when it's time to go home..."

Recalling the scene, Li Yan was so choked up that she couldn't continue, she bit her lip, covered her face, and let the tears fall from her closed eyes, moistening her palms and face.She always thought that the true love, she always thought that a happy family, turned out to be so vulnerable.My heart hurts so much that it shatters into pieces.

Ye Luo looked at her shrugging shoulders, just handed her the tissue, stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder lightly.

Li Yan sobbed, and slowly leaned on Ye Luo's shoulder.As if drained of strength, all the weight fell on Ye Luo's body.She was very grateful that Ye Luo didn't keep comforting her, it would make her feel more uncomfortable.

"I cried like hell, but he still slammed the door and went out, and I didn't know where he was fooling around. I cried hoarsely, wishing I could just die like that. But, I still have a child, and I can't leave him alone. He married another woman who might abuse my children. After doing everything I can to change him, I can only force myself to accept the reality slowly and keep this happy family that others seem to be happy. He is indeed like As he said, he knew he wanted to go home. I tried to tell myself that at least he knew he wanted to go home, at least he never thought of abandoning us. But... my heart is bitter, as bitter as being fed a lot of coptis water ..."

(End of this chapter)