wolf pet

Chapter 205

The doctor told her that he suffered serious injuries in multiple places all over his body, his knees were shattered, and his legs might never be able to stand up again.The head was also hit hard. As for whether there will be sequelae, he has to stay in the hospital for observation.From top to bottom, except for his right hand, which he tried his best to protect, almost no part is good...

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Li Yan threw herself on the bed, crying uncontrollably. "If I could answer you firmly that day, I only have you in my heart now, and you wouldn't go there, and nothing would happen. I know, it's all my fault... You have been silently waiting for me all this time. By my side, loving me with all my heart. I always thought that you would always be there. I never thought that you would be sad and desperate... until you suddenly disappeared, thinking that something might happen to you, I felt myself This world is about to collapse. I didn't know until now that you have already occupied such an important position in my heart... But, I actually caused you to be like this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Don't...cry..." An extremely hoarse voice sounded above Li Yan's head.The finger she was holding moved.

She raised her head in surprise, and frantically wiped away her tears.Seeing his slightly opened eyes, he cried and laughed: "You're awake, you're awake! How do you feel? Does it hurt? I'll call you a doctor, I'll call a doctor ..."

She was in a hurry, she was flustered.

"I...no, nothing..." The pain all over his body made it difficult for him to even speak.

"Don't talk, you are seriously injured, you have to rest well. I'm right here with you, I'm not going anywhere, I'm right here!" Holding his right hand tightly in his own Put the palm of your hand to your mouth and kiss gently.

The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and soon he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Li Yan looked at him, weeping, and comforted herself: Li Yan, it's okay, he's still alive.If he recognized you just after waking up, it means his mind is fine.It's just that your legs are useless, and you will be his crutch in the future. As long as you take care of him with all your heart, he will be fine!

It was not until a week later that Lian Sheng was no longer tied up like a mummy.The injury on the body is not completely healed, but it is much better, at least it is not so painful anymore.

His right hand was intact, which made him very happy.The disability of his legs made him depressed.He often looked at his legs in a daze, motionless, with tears in his eyes.Li Yan's caring and thoughtfulness should have been joyful and moving, but now it made him painful.He asked the sky more than once, why did he treat him like this?
Just like now, he was in a daze again.

Li Yan put down the soup in her hand, sat down beside the bed, and held his hand.His hands were icy cold.She rubbed it gently until it warmed up.His hand, nestled in it, was extremely thin, with no flesh at all, and it was full of blue veins.A face has completely lost its original appearance.His injuries were too severe, which damaged his body; what was even worse was his depression, which accelerated the collapse of his body.Li Yan saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart.

Swallowing back the tears welling up, he looked at him with a smile. "How do you feel today? Are you feeling better?"

Lian Sheng just looked at her in a daze, without saying a word.

It's been like this since he woke up.He seldom speaks, and always stares blankly at people.Doctors said his mind was not affected.Li Yan knew that he was unwilling to speak.The disability of his body depressed him.

"Why do you keep silent? You don't want to talk to me anymore, do you? I know, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this today. You're blaming me and you won't forgive, so you don't want to talk to me, do you? Seeing you like this makes me feel sad, even more sad than being injured myself. If possible, I would rather be the one with crippled legs. But..." Finally, she still couldn't help crying.

"Why don't you scold me? I'd rather you scold me and hate me than ignore me like this. If you really blame me, hit me, hit me..." Li Yan went crazy He also grabbed his hand and slapped him hard in the face.burst into tears.

"Don't do this!" Lian Sheng tried hard to control his hand, not to let her hit him again.Even though he was desperate to the extreme, he still couldn't ignore her.

He didn't blame her in his heart, he was just desperate.He always thought that as long as a person is kind and sincere, and does not do harm to others, he can live a happy and safe life.However, first his parents were killed, leaving him alone.Now, his legs are also broken, how can he be happy?Let alone give her happiness!

Taking a deep breath, he tried to hold her hand, and then slowly let go. "Li Yan, listen to me."

His expression was very serious, and Li Yan subconsciously felt that what he said would not be what she wanted to hear. "I don't listen, I don't want to hear anything. I just want you to get well soon, and then we can live a good life. Believe me, even if your legs can't walk, I will take good care of you, and we will be happy! "

"Li Yan, don't comfort me, and don't lie to yourself. I can't even take care of myself, so how can I take care of you and Rinlin? As a man, I have to rely on my own woman to take care of me. What face do you have to live? I know, if I hadn’t been in your life all the time, you would never have noticed my existence. If I hadn’t had such an accident today, you wouldn’t have wanted to follow me I know, you just think it’s your fault that I’ve become like this, and you want to stay with me and take care of me because you feel guilty. In fact, you don’t need to be like this at all, because even if I didn’t have a conflict with you and went to the bar that day , this kind of thing will happen sooner or later. My uncle, if he wants Lianshi, he will definitely try to get rid of me, either today or tomorrow. So, all this is just a coincidence, it has nothing to do with you, you don’t have to blame yourself.

Before, I always thought that as long as I worked hard, I could walk into your world, and the two of us could live together happily ever after.But now I understand that some happiness cannot be obtained through hard work.Even if you are really with me in the end, it is not because of love, two people like this will not be happy together.In the future, don't come to see me, I can take care of myself, and Aunt Fubofu.Live your life well, find someone who you love and treats you well, and be happy.I bless you! "

After speaking, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength and leaned softly against the pillow.If you look closely, you can see the moisture in those eyes.The happiness he had pursued for ten years, but now he was about to give up, his heart felt as if it had been cut off by a knife, the empty place was still painful.

Li Yan knew that she had hurt him deeply.She stubbornly grabbed his hand and stroked her face.A pair of tearful eyes stared straight at him. "No matter what you say, I will never leave you. I know very well that I am not with you because of guilt. Feelings. Because when you walked into my world, I was in a state of chaos, and I couldn’t figure it out. Maybe at the beginning, I was really moved by you, so I acquiesced You are close. But after getting along slowly, you have already become a very important person in my heart.

That day you asked me if Lei Chu was more important than you, it wasn't that I didn't know the answer, I was just afraid.Because I thought for a long time before deciding to accept Lei Chu. I thought that Lei Chu and I would be happy for the rest of our lives, but it turned out to be what we are today.I know, once I tell you that you are far more important than Lei Chu in my heart, it is tantamount to making a promise, a promise that I will love you Liansheng from now on.This cognition scares me, or more strictly speaking, love scares me. I don't have enough confidence to be with you for the rest of my life.

Perhaps the biggest reason why my marriage with Lei Chu has come to this point is that he cheated.But for many late nights, I was thinking, could it be that his cheating has nothing to do with me?Everyone says that if the husband is having an affair, the wife is to blame.Although I've never told anyone about it, it's not that I haven't thought about it. Maybe it's because I didn't do a good job that Lei Chu became like this.As a woman who has failed in her marriage, I really dare not promise a happy marriage easily, especially since you are such a good person, I am afraid that I will let you down.I'm really scared! "

Throwing on the bed, Li Yan burst into tears.

Being with Lian Sheng and accepting his care and love, she felt very happy.But lying on the bed late at night, she couldn't help but think, could they really be so happy for a lifetime?Back then, Lei Chu's feelings for her were so deep and so dedicated, and now he has reached the stage of divorce.With Lian Sheng, all this will definitely not happen...

All these concerns made her dare not take the initiative to take a big step towards him in her relationship with Lian Sheng.Instead, he has been hesitating to stand where he is, enjoying his affection, trying to slowly gather courage.Just before she had enough courage to hold hands with him for the rest of her life, such an accident happened.

Lian Sheng wanted to reach out his hand several times to stroke her long hair, but he retracted it again.He opened his mouth several times to comfort him, but in the end he didn't say anything.Maybe what she said was true, but everything was different now.If this accident hadn't happened, he would definitely be ecstatic because of her confession, and he would definitely feel that he is the happiest man in the world.It's a pity that it's too late because good luck tricks people.He is already half dead like this, he can't delay her anymore, let alone drag her down for a lifetime!

(End of this chapter)