wolf pet

Chapter 206

Li Yan cried sadly, waiting and waiting, but finally did not receive any word of comfort.She raised her head tearfully, but he was quietly looking out of the window, seemingly oblivious to her crying.His performance made her feel even more sad, and the tears that were finally stopped flowed down like a baby.

Slowly, Lian Sheng turned his head and looked at her. "Let's go, don't come here again. I'm already like this, and I can't give you the happiness you want. Moreover, no matter how I comfort you or convince myself, I can't completely forget that maybe it was you who killed me. It happened like this. You must not know how terrible the pain was when they hit me with an electric baton. At that time, I was desperate and hated! If I hadn’t returned to Lian’s, my uncle wouldn’t have I will not attack my parents, let alone me. I should have traveled all over the country with an easel on my back, and I have been walking around like this for the rest of my life. But because of you, I ended my journey and walked into a place I don’t like. The business world. For this, I killed my parents and caused myself to become like this..."

Lian Sheng tightly closed his eyes, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes. "If I could, I wish I hadn't met you back then. In that way, maybe I could stick to my art, have a wife who understands me and love me, a lovely child who belongs to me, and healthy parents. A family People, be happy for the rest of your life... let's go."

"No, I'm not leaving! What you said is not true, isn't it true, right? I know, you just want me to leave, you just want to say this to make me leave..."

"I'm not!" He waved his arm, but it still didn't land on her face.Five fingers clenched tightly into fists. "You go, don't make me hit someone. I've never hit a woman, and I don't want you to be the first."

"Lian Sheng..." Li Yan choked up and called him, but he could no longer get his affectionate gaze.

Was it really too late for her response?
Li Yan is now very able to understand what it was like when Lei Chu stayed in the ward every day but couldn't get a single sentence of his own memory.

Now, Lian Sheng is treating her the same way she treated Lei Chu back then.If you lose sight of someone you care about, every minute and every second becomes so difficult.A heart is tormented like being steamed in a steamer, it is unbearable.Every word of flattery, every soft smile, all I got was a nonchalant response, feeling like a knife was piercing my heart.

Perhaps, she should be thankful that Lian Sheng didn't use harsh words to mock her and stab her.With a gentle and honest nature, it is the limit of what he can do to turn a blind eye to a person.

Li Yan believed that he still had his own in his heart.Although he tried very hard to treat her as if she didn't exist, occasionally she could still see some emotions in his eyes that were too late to hide.She understood that he just wanted her to leave, and then he hid his stomach and licked the wound, he was that kind of person, always the last one to think about himself.

Lian Sheng's injury is almost healed, but his two legs are useless, it seems that this injury will never heal.Lian Sheng didn't know what was wrong, and he didn't want the doctor to look at his leg, so he stubbornly wanted to be discharged from the hospital.This is his last day in the hospital and he can leave early tomorrow morning.

Li Yan looked at him silently, but she couldn't get a response from the other party, and she couldn't ask and answer by herself without paying attention.Without a hassle, he turned on the TV.He took another big apple from the fruit plate on one side, picked up the knife and peeled it slowly.

She lowered her head and cut it more carefully.Since that accident, she has left a sequelae in her heart: every time she takes a knife, she feels cold in her heart.

She was so absorbed in peeling the apple that she didn't pay attention to the TV or even listen to it.So when she heard the word Lei Chu, she couldn't help but suddenly raised her head.

She didn't pay attention to what was said in the news just now, and only saw the picture of Lei Chu being taken away by the police on the screen.Although he knew that Lei Chu was in trouble recently, he still opened his mouth in surprise when he saw this scene.

"Go back to him quickly. If you are willing to go back in this critical time, I think he will treat you well in the future. Isn't this what you want?" Lian Sheng didn't ignore her surprise and concern , endured the discomfort in my heart and spoke.

He also really wanted to be like others, saying every word with a sting, always sneering and sarcastic, so she would soon be unbearable and leave.But since he was a child, he was gentle and kind, so he really couldn't do such a thing, so he could only reluctantly pretend that she didn't exist.But only he himself understands, as long as she is in the room, has his eyes ever left her every move?
Hearing this, Li Yan didn't know whether to be happy or sad.Happily, he was finally willing to talk to her.Sadly, he persuaded her to go back to Lei Chu as soon as he opened his mouth. "What about you? If I leave, what will you do?"

Seeing him turn his face away seemingly heartlessly and indifferently, in fact, it is easy to see through the disguise and see the sadness in his heart.His hand resting on the quilt had already tightly clenched his fist, completely betraying his master's thoughts.

Lian Sheng raised the corners of his mouth, smiling sadly and stubbornly. "Me? I continue to live back to the old days. Although my legs are useless, my hands are still good enough to paint."

As he spoke, he slowly turned his head and looked straight into Li Yan's eyes for the first time.But soon, his vision became blurred, and he was in a daze.

"In the past, I never thought that I could have too much contact with you. At that time, I always thought that even being able to be ordinary friends with you would be a great happiness. At that time, I didn't even dare to think that one day I would be able to This approach to you is like a lover. If someone told me at that time that one day you would be with me because of emotion or pity, I would be so happy that I would go crazy. But now I understand that if you are only because of emotion Or sympathize with me, I would rather be alone for the rest of my life. I know you can't let him go in your heart, and I also know that your feelings for me are more touching and sympathetic. Although I am not a particularly outstanding person, but I'm not mean, I don't want to rely on your sympathy or even pity for the rest of my life. So, you go, don't have any psychological burden, you don't owe me anything. Love is like this, one is willing to fight and one is willing to suffer, no one can I don’t owe anyone. I think that I will go abroad in the future, and if I’m lucky, I will meet a woman who loves me so much and insists on me..."

Li Yan looked down at the palm of her hand, because her fingertips touched the blade due to inadvertence, and a little blood oozed out.I stared at it slowly growing up and then slipping down, but I didn't feel any pain.The eye sockets are constantly hot.Looking up at Lian Sheng, his vision was a little blurred.

"Why do you think that I only have sympathy and pity for you? You repeatedly deny my feelings because you have low self-esteem, or because you look down on me? Even if I have experienced a failed marriage, even if I am a failed woman, But it doesn't mean that I have to demean myself, as long as a man likes me and touches me, I can live with him for the rest of my life! Do you also think that a woman who has been abandoned is not qualified to have a happy love and marriage? Do I have to wait for others to give me a favor?"

Finally, she couldn't help crying.During these days, he has been turning a blind eye to her like this. Although she didn't say anything, how could she not feel it in her heart?She just endured it all the time, thinking that he must have been very sad when he suffered such a heavy blow.And it was her who hurt him. It's normal for him to get angry like this. She must be considerate.But every time he looked at him with a pleasant face to other people who came to visit, but he was so indifferent to herself, she couldn't help the tears in her eyes when she lay down at night.

"I..." Never thought about it that way.What he wanted to say, he still didn't say it in the end.Just let her misunderstand like this. It would be even better if she could leave to find her own happiness.

As for him, he can go to find a quiet and good place to spend the rest of his life quietly.Fortunately, although a pair of legs are useless, the hands are intact.As long as you can paint and paint, life should not be too sad.It's just that when I dreamed back at midnight, when I thought of her, what kind of torment did I feel in my heart?In the days to come, he will endure alone.

Seeing him turn his head away was like not seeing her heartbroken.I couldn't hear him spit out a word, let alone talk about the previous tenderness and comfort.Tears finally completely blurred his vision, and as he staggered back, he felt a pain like a broken heart.

After much difficulty, the two hearts slowly approached each other, why couldn't they come together in the end? "I don't know that you think the same way. If this is the case, why do you provoke me? Why do you let me have you in my heart and force me to let go like this? Seeing me sad, will you feel comfortable? Or you Do you think I made you wait for so many years, so I came here to take revenge on me?"

Going on, she was afraid that she would really be entangled in pain like a little girl who lost her love for the first time, so she staggered open the door and ran out.Clutching his mouth tightly, he ran across the corridor of the hospital and down the stairs, and didn't stop until he reached the road.

When Lian Sheng saw her whimpering and rushing out, the only gleam in his eyes dimmed.He really wanted to rush out and stop her, but his legs were already unable to stand up, and he was determined to bear the thought in his heart.

Forget it, so be it, someone will make her happy.

Li Yan didn't sleep well all night.Although I struggled all night, I still couldn't hold back and ran to the hospital.But when she arrived at the hospital, Lian Sheng had already left.

Without hesitation, she drove to Lian Sheng's house.But outside the door, Fu Bo stopped her and refused to let her in.

"Xiao Yan, you'd better go. Young Master, although he has a gentle temperament, he is very stubborn in his bones. It is difficult to change what he has decided." Uncle Fu thought of how hard it was for the two people to get together, and now they are separated like this , also kept shaking his head.

(End of this chapter)