refuse to be a concubine
Chapter 34 What is number one in the world?
Chapter 34 What is number one in the world?
"As long as I believe it is enough." Looking at Concubine Liu, Yan Qi's voice was serious.
Concubine Liu wanted to say something, but seeing Yan Qi's cool and cold eyes, she reluctantly stepped aside.
I forced a smile at him, and looked around again. It is very easy to hide a person in the huge rockery. In such a short time, that person must still be hiding here.
who is it?Who saved me?Why is that feeling so familiar, so familiar that it makes me flustered.
"What's wrong? I'm restless." He couldn't help but also looked around.
"It's okay, maybe I was frightened by the explosion just now, and my heart is still a little restless." I lied, this was the first time I lied to him, and I couldn't tell the reason, but I felt that I shouldn't tell my true thoughts.
He nodded, looked at everyone with a serious face, and asked, "Who detonated the explosives?"
"Didn't the emperor send someone there?" Jing Lin was surprised.
"The place where the explosives are buried is full of authorities, and even I don't go in and out easily. Besides, I haven't found out how many points the explosives are connected to here. I don't know how many places where explosives are buried under the entire palace. Last time I It’s just detonating a temple, how can you send someone to detonate it?”
Jing Lin frowned, "From the perspective of this explosion, there was only one north gate, and it was the place where the previous party was located. What's going on?"
Bai Xuan and Qing Yi also looked at each other in blank dismay.
"It's me." Concubine Liu stood up, facing Yan Qi's cold eyes without fear, "I asked Concubine An to detonate the explosives."
"I didn't ask you to do this." Yan Qi's voice could not hear any emotion, but everyone knew that he was angry.
"I'm doing it for the emperor's good. In this palace, only Concubine An, the Empress and you know where the explosives are buried. I can only put Concubine An at risk."
"Concubine Liu, do you trust Concubine An that much?" Qing Yi also seemed to disapprove.
Concubine Liu sneered and said, "She and her son have both been poisoned by me. No one in the world has an antidote to this poison except me."
"I told you that you are not allowed to touch Xu'er." Yan Qi pursed her thin lips, killing intent flashed in her eyes.
"Even if you want to kill me, I will do it." Concubine Liu looked directly at him affectionately, but smiled helplessly, "You don't love me, but I love you deeply. As long as I can help you It will definitely let you have no worries."
Does Concubine An mean this by agreeing to Concubine Liu's request?It dawned on me for a while, no wonder she wanted someone to take care of the second prince, Concubine An was afraid that she would never come back after leaving.
At this time, Concubine Liu pointed to my nose with her slender finger like a green onion, and asked extremely unwillingly: "What about her, what did she help you? Why was she, why was she the one who made you give your true love? Obviously knowing that it was her It will be dangerous to enter the south gate, as the emperor, how can you take risks for a woman?"
"Concubine Liu, you have surpassed." Yan Qi's face darkened.
"You know what I gave up for you. I betrayed and framed King Min, and killed so many loyal followers of King Min. All I want is to stay by your side. It's okay if you don't love me, even if It’s okay to fall in love with this woman, but you are never allowed to make fun of your own life.”
"My lord, this subordinate also thinks that you are so worthless for Su En." Bai Xuan stood beside Concubine Liu, and said in a cold voice.
Although Qing Yi didn't say anything, he looked at me somewhat dissatisfied.
"I think Su Guibi is a good woman worthy of a man's love." Jing Lin smiled encouragingly at me and said to the crowd, "Everyone who has come into contact with her will fall in love with her. I believe in the eyes of the emperor." .”
"This subordinate dares to say that even if Su Guibi is a good woman worthy of a man's love and affection," Bai Xuan gave me a deep look, "this man should not be the emperor, the disparity in status is too great."
Seeing that Yan Qi's gaze became more and more serious, Jing Lin hurriedly said: "Concubine Liu, the most urgent task is to wipe out the former court party, not talking about what is there and what is not. Your empress should focus on the overall situation."
"Master Shang Shu is right." Concubine Liu looked at me with more hatred.
I don't know what to say, or explain.
My heart was already uneasy, but when they said this, it became extremely heavy. Concubine Liu always regarded me as a thorn in my side. Qing Yi and Bai Xuan didn't like me from the beginning, and they didn't think what they said was wrong, they just fell in love with me. Just love it.
At this time, he held my hand with more strength, and heard him say: "This is my choice, and no one needs to interfere."
I stared blankly at him, feeling indescribably moved at this moment.
Suddenly, shouts and the sound of fighting with weapons rolled over like thunder from all directions.
Shattered the night.
"Your Majesty, the fight has already begun." Jing Lin said.
Yan Qi's voice was filled with fear, "This battle has been waiting for 200 years, and the entire palace has been cleaned up. This time, I will make them history."
The shouts of killing became more and more tragic, and the sounds of weapons being handed over could be heard in my ears. One could imagine the bloody scene.
I don't know how long it took, and it gradually became quiet, until finally, it was a dead silence.
Everyone held their breath, and no one dared to gasp loudly.
None of us participated in this battle, but it was more tormented than those who participated.
Everyone knows what it means.
In the east, it was already dimly lit, and a faint golden light had quietly risen at some point, illuminating every tense face.
A soldier from the Imperial Forest hurriedly came, disheveled and with many scars on his body, breaking the silence, "Report... Your Majesty, this battle, I... We lost, the former court party came prepared, please Your Majesty, run away."
"What?" Yan Qi's face turned pale instantly.
"Bai Xuan, Qing Yi, escort the emperor away." Jing Lin ordered decisively.
"Yes." Just as Bai Xuan and Qing Yi pulled him past and fled towards the west, an arrow roared towards Yan Qi from the north.
"Be careful, Your Majesty." With my heart raised in my throat, I shouted with all my strength, fear and fear were the only feelings I felt at the moment.
Concubine Liu made a move, and with a single wave, the arrow was broken two meters away. She looked at me, her eyes were full of sarcasm, she seemed to be mocking, what can you do for him?
"Yan Qi, your dynasty is over." At the same time, Zhao Yuefu's figure appeared on the tallest rock, and there was a person standing beside her, but the golden light gradually rising behind them was so dazzling that I I had to stagger my eyes, and after getting used to the brightness for a while, I opened my eyes.
Hearing the panting sounds of Concubine Liu and Jing Lin, even Yan Qi beside him stiffened.
I was surprised what happened.
When she looked towards Zhao Yuefu again, she finally saw clearly the person standing beside her.
A cold, lonely figure.
A pair of icy, but extremely struggling eyes.
Jin Yang's warm light was isolated by him, and his breath belonged to ice.
At this moment, my eyes burned.
I couldn't help but took a step forward, trying to see this person clearly, but forgot that my hand was still held by Yan Qi.
Looking back at him, the moment I looked at each other, I saw a trace of injury in his eyes.
"Don't go there, it's dangerous." He said very softly, very softly.
I shook my head, I'm going to confirm, I must confirm.
"I won't let you go." He ordered domineeringly.
I broke free in response to him.
"Enn, don't hurt me."
A sentence he once said to me suddenly flashed in my mind, "Enen, don't let me down, my likes can be given at any time, but my love will not be given easily, once I give it, it is wholehearted, don't hurt me. If you leave me, if I get hurt, I won’t open my heart to you again.”
However, at this moment, I couldn't take his feelings into account, and my mind was full of the figure of that man.
Isn't he dead?
I watched him die with my own eyes, and felt his body temperature disappear little by little until it was freezing cold.
Heartbroken, thoughts of wanting to die flashed by.
"Enen?" Yan Qi's voice suddenly became far away, and only then did I realize that I was walking towards Zhao Yuefu step by step without knowing it.
I didn't look back at him, I just opened my eyes wide, trying to see clearly the person under the golden light, is it him?
Just when I was more than ten meters away from Zhao Yuefu and the others, men in black clothes covered their faces suddenly rushed out from around the rockery. There were so many people, probably hundreds of them, that they surrounded everyone.
More than a dozen tall and mighty masked men in black ran up to me and stopped me.
From this distance, I can already see him clearly, the familiar outline, the handsome but cold face that people dare not get close to.
A burst of dizziness hit my heart, and my body was on the verge of falling, and I did not fall down by holding on.
The eyes are tired, sore, and astringent.
"Let her come over." Zhao Yuefu laughed like a bell, clear and ear-piercing.
I walked over, my eyes still fixed on the man beside Zhao Yuefu.
"Tang Yu, why don't you go see your old friend?" Zhao Yuefu glanced at the people around her with a smile.
With a sound of Tang Yu, I don't know where the strength came from, and I suddenly climbed up the rockery. This rockery pile has been exposed to wind and rain all year round. Many places are covered with slippery moss, and the corners and corners are like sharp edges. , If you are not careful, you will be stabbed and bleed.
Regardless of these, I tried my best to climb to the highest point.
"This stupidity is really skyrocketing, Tang Yu. In fact, I still like this Su En. Unfortunately, the way is different." Hearing Zhao Yuefu laugh and sigh, "Aren't you going to help her? If you fall , may be thrown to death."
I had already climbed very carefully, and then, when one foot was empty, I fell down. The rockery is not really that high, but when I fall, there are gravels underneath, and I am afraid I will suffer great pain .
The expected pain did not come. Someone caught me and jumped to the top of the rockery before letting me down.
The familiar breath made my lips tremble slightly.
"It seems that you still haven't passed this relationship." Zhao Yuefu raised her eyebrows and looked at Tang Yu, then said to me, "It took so long for you to meet, why didn't you talk?"
"Are you the one who saved me when it exploded?" I looked at him tremblingly and said a thousand words, but this was the last thing I said.
"Yes." There was a slight softness in the cold eyes.
"Before the explosion, you were also at the north gate?"
"Yes."
"You... did you see me?" I had to ask the unnecessary words.
"I saw it."
"Then...that also heard the conversation between Zhao Yuefu and me, didn't you?"
"good."
"Then what she said is true?" The voice trembled, it was fear.
Tang Yu's gaze was filled with pain that was too deep to escape.
"Answer me, is everything she said true?"
"real."
Such a simple word, but it hurt my whole body.
The pain that could not be uttered gathered into one point and was squeezed into the bottom of my heart, buried deeply, unable to release, unable to reach all limbs and bones, it just existed like this, and the pain was irresistible.
It turned out that I was being used all the time.
Beauty trap?It was completely out of reach with me, but it happened to me.
"Why did you do this to me?" He didn't even have any emotions anymore, he asked emptyly.
Tang Yu's voice was full of bitterness, "The emperors of the Yan Dynasty did not have any weaknesses, but they were all infatuated people, and the current emperor is the same, so we must create a weakness for him, which can be controlled by us. weakness."
"It was you who asked Aunt Suyan to drug me?" Every detail of my relationship with him is vivid, and the person I trust, the person I love deeply, has been using me from the very beginning.
"This is my proposal," Zhao Yuefu interjected, "Suyan always thought the prince was his son, so I used the prince as a threat to let her drug you, but it was Tang Yu who told me personally that the emperor appreciates you. Interested. Hehe, I have been getting to know the former party since I was ten years old, and I persuaded them to let me be their chief executive. Use me to find out their truth."
From the very beginning, Zhao Yuefu was acting, a realistic scene that blinded everyone's eyes.
Her business is not my concern, I asked him: "Why? Why do you treat me like this?"
"This is my mission."
"mission?"
"When tens of thousands of people begged me on their knees, I couldn't refuse. For the people I cherish, I couldn't refuse."
"What about me? What am I to you? A pawn?"
The coldness in Tang Yu's eyes was replaced by affection.
This is the first time that I see naked and undisguised affection in his eyes, without any scruples or precautions. In his eyes, there is only my reflection.
Why is he looking at me like this?
The next moment, he suddenly raised his sword, leaped down, and stabbed at Yan Qi who was not far away.
"Tang Yu, what are you doing?" Zhao Yuefu shouted, and cursed again, "Bastard, what does he want to do at this time?"
What does Tang Yu want to do?
When he wounded Baixuan, Qingyi and Concubine Liu within ten moves, and confronted Yan Qi head-on, everyone thought he wanted to kill Yan Qi.
All eyes were on the two fighting in mid-air.
It can be seen from the stunned eyes of everyone what it means to be a master.
Zhao Yuefu frowned deeply, and after a while, she leaned into my ear and asked, "Who do you think will win? No, I should ask, who do you hope will win?"
Who do you want to win?At this time, my mind is both blank and chaotic.
I was thinking, why should I enter the palace?
Well done at the laundry bureau, why leave?
He is an emperor, his innocence has been stolen, why should he resent him?
If you marry Jing Lin, you can live in peace and contentment. Why do you have to get involved with Tang Yu?
Gongdou and Gongchao, I have been being used all the time.
Without all of these, I would not be in such pain as I am now, and life would be worse than death.
"I really didn't expect that Yan Qi's kung fu is so good." Zhao Yuefu admired her eyes, and the next moment, her eyes became worried, "It seems that Tang Yu is not his opponent." Suddenly, she exclaimed, "Tang Yu, be careful."
Her exclamation also pulled me back from the pain.
In mid-air, two equally tall figures were wrestling with each other, both fighting with all their strength, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that Yan Qi had the upper hand.
"Tang Yu, you can't have any accidents. I sold you such a big favor, but I didn't ask you to die." Zhao Yuefu murmured nervously.
Favor?Suddenly remembered the words Zhao Yuefu once said, "I once told you that I was determined to be the number one businessman in the world. What is number one? Naturally, it is to monopolize all profitable projects in the world, and the only way to get it. It is a great kindness to the emperor."
The emperor she was talking about did not refer to Yan Qi, but her own emperor after the change of dynasty. Could it be that she wanted to embrace Tang Yu as emperor?
Just as she was thinking about it, Zhao Yuefu said sharply to the two people who were fighting: "Yan Qi, to Su En, you are Tang Yu's substitute at all, she never fell in love with you at all, if it wasn't for Tang Yu's Leave, let alone have her, she may not even look at you more."
"What nonsense are you talking about?" At this time, her words will undoubtedly disturb Yan Qi's mind, and my heart is even more flustered.
Sure enough, Zhao Yuefu smiled triumphantly, this smile made my heart sink, and I looked at the two wrestling.
Yan Qi's moves were already in disarray, and danger appeared everywhere.
"Isn't it?" Zhao Yuefu pressed her, and asked loudly, "If Tang Yu was there from the beginning, would you accept Yan Qi? Tell me?"
I wanted to blurt out, this time is not the time to hesitate, but I opened my mouth, but couldn't open it for a long time.
"Can't speak anymore? Yan Qi is the backup, you are too lonely to accept him reluctantly."
"No, that's not the case."
"What is that? Can you say that you love Yan Qi in front of so many people? Dare to tell Yan Qi loudly and with a clear conscience, is he the one you love the most?"
I looked at Yan Qi, and met his deep but anxious and expectant eyes.
disturbed?Then, will the person who is high above and holds everything in his hands feel uneasy?
My heart hurts, I just feel like I am being pricked by needles.
"Say it." Zhao Yuefu urged from the side.
I looked at him, but I could see Tang Yu from the corner of my eye, knowing that he was also looking at me.
Tang Yu, I loved him so much and chased him wholeheartedly, but he pushed me to someone else, everything was just a trap.
"Let me tell you, the person you love is Tang Yu. Otherwise, you wouldn't have come to the north gate as soon as you heard that he was still alive. I didn't take you there."
"It's not like this, it's..."
"What is it? You ran out of the Liuyi Hall by yourself, and you came to the north gate by yourself. Am I wrong?"
"I hesitated, and I also..."
"Hesitate? Haha." Zhao Yuefu sneered, and said to Yan Qi, "Yan Qi, you heard me, she hesitated before. At this time, is there any difference between hesitation and betrayal?"
"No, what I was thinking at the time was..." My voice stopped abruptly when my eyes met Tang Yu's sad gaze.
That's right, no amount of argument can erase the fact that I still care about Tang Yu's fact.
Seeing Yan Qi's injured eyes, it hurt very deeply.
"emperor--"
"Your Majesty—" It was Concubine Liu's scream, and it was Jing Lin, Bai Xuan, and Qing Yi's angry shouts.
I saw Tang Yu's sword stabbing his shoulder, and I saw him spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Don't—" At this moment, I was almost suffocated, and my heart was in pain like being stabbed.
Without any hesitation, I ran towards Yanqi, but I forgot that I was on a three-meter-high rockery, and when I stepped out, it was empty.
The moment I fell, it was suddenly clear that the person I love is Yan Qi. I loved Tang Yu before, but now, I can't say that I don't care anymore.
His love has hurt me so much.
His death also brought me infinite regret.
Now, I still want to ask why he treats me so cruelly?
But that's all.
Yan Qi, will you give me a chance to explain?Will he still believe me?
Or, am I going to die like this?
Someone caught me, it was Tang Yu.
I looked at him, but I couldn't be indifferent, I still had emotions.
But in this gaze, I think he should understand the answer in my heart.
"Enen, I'm sorry." He didn't let me down, but walked towards Yanqi.
"Tang Yu, what are you doing? Why don't you kill the emperor at this time?" On the rockery, Zhao Yuefu roared anxiously.
Walking up to Yan Qi, and looking at him deeply, Tang Yu put me down, turned around and said to Zhao Yuefu: "I didn't cheat the corpse, those arrows are only a little away from my heart, it's the emperor Saved me, when I was in the underground imperial mausoleum, I reached an agreement with him, I will lure out all the people from the previous dynasty, and make a settlement in the palace, and the emperor also promised me, pardoning all their sins, and Let them scatter among the people and live a normal life."
"What? Absurdity, Tang Yu, you can see clearly what the situation is now, as long as you move your finger, it's as easy as crushing an ant to him." Zhao Yuefu was frightened and terrified.
"You are wrong. In order to catch us all, the emperor set up a trap from the beginning."
"The bureau? What bureau?"
Tang Yu looked at Yan Qi.
Yan Qi's gaze was extremely cold, from the beginning to the end, he didn't look at me, as if my existence was just a decoration to him, an air, he called lightly, "Jing Lin."
"Yes." Jing Lin clapped his hands.
Immediately, the masked men in black around them took off their masks and their black clothes. Inside the clothes were shining armor.
"Prince Min?" Concubine Liu exclaimed.
Following her line of sight, I saw a man whose appearance was somewhat similar to Yan Qi's, but with mischievous, or should I say nasty, gleams in his eyes.
King Min?The sixth prince, King Min?That King Min who was found to have committed adultery with the Eighth Prince's foreign enemy?
I was just surprised, and more concerned about Yan Qi's indifference towards me at the moment.
As for Concubine Liu, her face was full of horror, and when she looked at Yan Qi from King Min's body in disbelief, her cheeks and lips were so pale that there was no blood.
"I kowtow to my father." What was even more unexpected was that the crown prince came out from behind King Min. Although his expression was exhausted, his eyes were extremely energetic. The Sixth Emperor and his soldiers entered the palace through the tunnel, and took down the thieves in one fell swoop."
Zhao Yuefu had already been escorted off the rockery by the armored guards. When she saw the prince and heard what he said, she seemed to understand something. I just fell into your trap, Yan Qi, I didn't expect your palace to be so deep."
"That's right," the crown prince snorted coldly, looking at her proudly, "When the royal father learned of your plot, he came up with a plan to lure the snake out of the hole. I pretended to poison younger brother Xu, which aroused the fury of the royal father and sent me into the prison. The prison announced that the world will be executed in autumn, and you must be unable to restrain your urge to move. As smart as you, you will definitely think it is true. After all, the position of crown prince is too tempting. How can you not believe that I have no intention of treason? This encourages the queen mother to usurp the throne, saying it is for me, but in fact you want to take advantage of the chaos to make trouble."
"Okay, okay, okay." Zhao Yuefu said three good words in a row, but her face was livid.
"Put her down." The prince waved his hand.
At this time, Concubine Liu suddenly stood in front of Yan Qi, with faint tears in her eyes.
"It turns out that I was also the one who was being used. Yes, on the surface, I created the illusion of King Min's foreign enemy's adultery. In fact, I let King Min accumulate strength elsewhere to prepare for today, but I..."
"Bai Xuan, Concubine Liu is tired, take her back to the palace." Yan Qi's voice was so cold that there was no fluctuation.
"Concubine Liu, please."
"you?"
"Concubine Liu, please." Bai Xuan said again.
Concubine Liu took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to fall, gritted her teeth, turned and left.
"Tang Yu, I promised to have a good fight with you. After half a month, I will wait for you here." Yan Qi said to Tang Yu.
"Okay." As soon as Tang Yu finished speaking, Yan Qi walked towards me.
There was a burst of joy in my heart, but the next moment, the smile froze on my face, and he just walked past me and headed towards the palace.
"Emperor?" I called tremblingly.
He didn't stop.
I chased after him, but was stopped by Qing Yi halfway, he said coldly: "The emperor doesn't want to see you right now."
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty—"
He still didn't look back.
"Your Majesty—" the voice was choked with sobs, I closed my eyes and shouted, "Your Majesty, the one I love is you."
The figure in the distance froze, but still didn't look back until it disappeared.
At this time, Qing Yi withdrew the hand that was blocking me, jumped up on the rockery pile, and soon disappeared into the group of palaces.
Sitting on the ground, I couldn't help crying.
"Now that I'm crying so sadly, I shouldn't be so hesitant just now." A soft sigh came from beside him with heartache.
I raised my head and looked at Tang Yu with tears in my eyes.
"Are you blaming me? Blaming me for appearing suddenly and messing up everything. If you didn't want my answer, you wouldn't have come over."
I raised my hand and slammed it down at him, I cried and yelled at him: "Tang Yu, how could you do this to me?"
Witnessed his death with his own eyes, but came back to life overnight.
Shock, disbelief, surprise, all kinds of...
Listening to Zhao Yuefu keep talking about using, using, how can I believe it?How can you believe it?
What do you believe?Do you believe that you are a fool, that you have been played by others, and that you are in love with someone who is using and playing with you?
Seeing him standing there, I can no longer ignore him, I want to ask clearly, ask clearly, is what Zhao Yuefu said true?A scam from head to toe?
Perhaps, the moment I saw him alive, I already knew the answer.
But I am not reconciled, at that moment, there is only one thought in my mind, and I want to get the exact answer.
"En, I'm sorry."
I burst into tears.
The bottom of my heart was filled with endless distress, "Tang Yu, at that time, I really loved you."
"I know."
"You know? But you still want to treat me like that?"
"Everything I said was true. Including..." He stopped talking, but I knew what he wanted to say.
Sneered, sneered with tears, under my sneer, his expression became more and more painful.
I stood up and walked towards the palace step by step.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"I am Yan Qi's woman, so naturally I want to go back to his side."
"Well?"
"No matter what happens, in this life, I only recognize him as one person. If he lives, I will live, and if he dies, I will die too."
"sorry."
"Yes, I blame you for using me, but this matter is my own fault." I hurt him very badly.
"He loves you. If not, he wouldn't be distracted because of you. He was stabbed in the shoulder by me. It was originally agreed that he would fight with all his strength here."
Is it useful to say this now?Yan Qi, he will never forgive me again.
As conceited as he is, as arrogant as him, how can you endure my hesitation?
It's my fault, he loves me so much, dotes on me so much, but I always let him down.
Tears fell again involuntarily.
Walking towards the palace step by step, my steps are heavy.
After a stick of incense, I turned my head again. In the distance, Tang Yu's figure was already blurred, but he was still standing, lonely and lonely.
Can't let go, really can't let go, Tang Yu, I really want to forgive you, but I can't do it now.
Maybe it will fade over time.
It had been three days since she returned to Liuyi Hall, and on the second day, San'er came back, looking alive and kicking, it was impossible to tell that she had been seriously injured before.
The palace was very peaceful, so quiet that it seemed that everything before was just an illusion and nothing had happened.
The queen has been placed under house arrest. I heard that the prince will go to pay her respects every day. This should be Yan Qi's permission.
It turned out that the crown prince and him were of the same mind. Also, there were only two princes in the Yan Dynasty, and the second prince was still so young, who would compete with him for the crown prince?If there is really a disturbance in the crown prince, it will take more than ten years, right?
At that time, the crown prince will already have his own influence, and the second prince will still be immature.
Zhao Yuefu was really impatient.
Concubine An came back, but with a broken arm. Even so, according to the palace people, Concubine An's laughter teasing the second prince can be heard every day in Concubine An's Palace, but Xiao Ling was missing.
But no one asked where Xiao Ling had gone. It was very common for a person to disappear in the palace.
Concubine Liu, after she came back from the rockery, she lived in seclusion. I heard from San'er that Concubine Liu had begun to worship Buddha devoutly.
She betrayed King Min and tried her best to help the emperor. In the end, she was just a pawn. The emperor never fell in love with her. How could she not be cold-hearted?
"Your concubine, Lord Shangshu, please see me." San'er hurried over to report.
"Jing Lin? Let him in." In the past few days, she has always been very lazy. She obviously has a lot of things on her mind, and those pains are still lingering in her heart, but she always wants to sleep.
Jing Lin must have allowed him to enter the harem, and he had a small expectation in his heart.
"I'm here to say goodbye to you." Jing Lin looked at me with a gentle smile.
"Farewell?" I froze.
"I resigned from office and will go back to my hometown in three days."
After a long while, I managed to squeeze out three words, "Why?"
"I'm tired. In fact, I knew from the very beginning that it was a game, a game of catching the turtle in the urn. My father and the late emperor's last wish was to clean up the previous party. When I was a child, my father often talked about it, but right and wrong, true and false, I couldn't tell the difference. Now, there is intention in the truth, there is love in the false, who can say that those pasts are all false?"
I don't know what to say other than a wry smile.
"Enen, take good care of yourself." His eyes were extremely complicated, and there was even more hidden affection.
I don't think about anything, just treat it as a gift to a very good friend, "You too."
After Jing Lin left, I stared blankly at the sky on the corridor railing, and fell asleep unconsciously.
When I woke up, I had an extra cloak on, and it was night.
After eating, I guarded the door and stared at the entrance of the hall stupidly.
Hope to see Yan Qi.
When the willows were on the moon, San'er brought me a bowl of shredded pork porridge.
I ate it with a good appetite, and I was so sleepy that I couldn't think of anything anymore, and fell into a deep sleep.
In the blink of an eye, half a month passed.
In the past half month, I have become more and more sleepy, but my appetite is surprisingly good, but it is also strange that my body has lost a lot of weight.
Counting down carefully, I have gone to Zhaoyang Hall ten times, and I have always been stopped.
He doesn't want to see me.
"Any news?" As soon as San'er came back, I ran to her and asked.
Today is the day of the duel between Yan Qi and Tang Yu, who wins and who loses is what everyone in the know wants to know.
San'er shook his head, "The emperor hasn't come back yet."
When it was late at night, I fell asleep again without knowing it.
Until three days later, the emperor appeared in the Zhaoyang Palace, other than that, no one knew what happened.
San'er inquired in many ways, but still didn't find out.
"Your concubine, San'er didn't lie to you. Bai Xuan said that on the day of the duel, the emperor didn't let him and Qing Yi follow, but ordered them to pick him up in three days." San'er was very worried that I didn't believe her.
I patted her hand, "I believe you. As long as he's fine, it's fine." As for Tang Yu, I can no longer care about one person, and I don't know what's going on with my body. As soon as I let go, I fell asleep for a full day.
Before you know it, winter is here.
As soon as it was cold, the lethargy got better, and the whole body became mentally abnormal.
In the past two months, I don't know how many times I have been to Zhaoyang Hall, but he still doesn't want to see me.
Don't lose heart, even though we can't meet each other, at least we are still under the same blue sky, and we can hear about him anytime here. The tables, chairs, and tea sets in the hall are all used by him.
As soon as it was dawn, I got up.
When I opened the wooden window, I found that it was snowing outside. From a distance, a thin layer had accumulated on the yellow tiles.
"It's snowing?" I murmured and opened the door, and suddenly, a chill hit my face.
Facing the sky, I took a deep breath, it was so cool and fresh.
"It's so quiet." Walking up to the yard, stepping on his footprints on the thin white snow, raising his head, let the white snow sprinkle on his face, closing his eyes, quietly feeling the coldness of the snow.
The world is really quiet, very quiet.
It was so quiet that I wanted to cry, and when I wanted to cry, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes.
It's been two months, if longing is water, I'm afraid it has become the sea now.
My heart hurts from time to time.
In the dead of night, when you wake up suddenly, your hands will touch your side until you touch the cold side, and you will feel an indescribable pain all over your body, a pain that is deeply tormented.
Every time I went to Zhaoyang Temple, I was rejected again and again, and the pain accumulated again and again.
I want to tell him to my face that the person I love is him, and I want to hug him tightly.
In the end, what was left to me was deep self-blame and boundless pain.
Didn't you never think that he doesn't love me?Will he still want me?
As soon as the idea came to me, I didn't dare to think about it.
I would rather wait like this, waiting for him to come to Liuyi Hall one day, it doesn't matter if he is cold, indifferent, or even ruthless, as long as he can talk to me is enough.
As long as he is willing to see me and speak a few words with me, I have a chance to explain.
"Your concubine, what are you doing?" San'er exclaimed, and the next moment, a cloak fell on her shoulders, "This will freeze your body."
"It's freezing, will he come to see me?" I opened my eyes, looked at the sky for a while, and then looked at San'er.
San'er sniffed, her voice choked up, "Your concubine, go in, it's cold outside."
"Perhaps, I should take a knife and cut here." I said seriously as I stroked my left wrist with my right finger.
"Your concubine, don't scare your servants." San'er's face turned pale all of a sudden.
"I'm serious."
"No, no, these are the worst moves, only concubines who are not favored will do this, the emperor doesn't care about these. I believe that the emperor will come to Liuyi Hall to see you soon."
"is it?"
San'er nodded, "Otherwise, San'er wouldn't be here to serve you anymore, right?"
Yes, San'er belongs to him, and he was the one who asked San'er to protect me back then.
Hope surged in my heart.
"Your concubine, let's go into the house."
"it is good."
Just entering the hall, a slender voice sounded from outside the hall: "Under the imperial decree——"
imperial decree?Looking at San'er, my heart suddenly beat violently, and I knelt down to accept the order.
"By God's fate, the emperor said, Su Guifei has selfish desires and has repeatedly offended Tian Yan. I have endured it again and again, and finally I can't bear it anymore. I hereby decree that she will be removed from the title of noble concubine and demoted to a commoner. Immediately drive her out of the palace. I respect you! "
Eunuch Fu handed over the imperial decree to me who was dumbfounded.
"How could this happen? Eunuch Fu, is this imperial decree really issued by the emperor?" San'er grabbed Eunuch Fu's hand and asked eagerly.
"Easy, ouch, be gentle," Eunuch Fu yelled angrily, gritted his teeth, "San'er, you are too presumptuous."
"So what about presumptuousness? Are you going to say it or not?" San'er increased the strength in his hand.
"Say, let me say, the imperial decree is of course issued by the emperor, and it was written by the emperor himself."
"I do not believe."
"If you don't believe me, you can go to Zhaoyang Palace and ask the emperor."
"You think I dare not?"
"Oh, my aunt, this is an imperial decree. How dare this old servant dare to pass on the imperial decree? Besides, the emperor has neglected Concubine Su Gui for three months. What is the difference between this and being thrown into the cold palace? This plan, this decree will be made sooner or later."
"Your concubine?" San'er exclaimed.
Only then did I realize that my standing body was on the verge of falling. If San'er hadn't supported me with sharp eyes, I would have fallen down by now.
"He can't drive me out of the palace, no matter how wrong I am, he can't do that." I held San'er's hand tightly, and there was only one thought in my mind, "I want to see him, I must see him, San'er , you belong to him, help me find a way, I must see him, please give me three."
"Your concubine, let's talk about it first, huh?"
Shaking my head, I panicked and said: "Didn't you hear? He told me to leave the palace immediately, I need to see him now, I need to see him now."
I want to find Eunuch Fu and give him all the money I have saved in the past few years, as long as he can let me see Yan Qi, but there is no sign of him in the courtyard.
Pushing away San'er's support, I staggered and ran outside.
"Your concubine, I promise you that I will take you to see the emperor." San'er stopped in front of me with a determined face.
When San'er led me through a complicated tunnel to the underground entrance of Zhaoyang Hall, I was intercepted by Bai Xuan who was guarding there.
He glanced at San'er coldly, and when his eyes fell on me, he sighed, but he no longer had the disgust and impatience he had before, "Concubine Su Gui, the emperor is determined this time, besides, you haven't always yearned for me. Going out of the palace to live an ordinary life?"
"I don't want to leave the palace anymore, I want to be with Yan Qi, I love him." I choked up, "Bai Xuan, let me see him, please."
"No. You go."
"Brother Baixuan, are you too ruthless? The emperor must still like your concubine, how can a person's liking just disappear?" San'er begged, "Let your concubine see the emperor?"
"This is the emperor's order."
"I don't believe it." Bits and pieces of the past came to my heart, such affection, no matter how you say it, it will be gone.
"Perhaps one or two days, the emperor's decision will not be convincing, but for three months, the emperor has been thinking about it for three full months." Bai Xuan looked at me deeply, "Do you think the emperor is just kidding?"
three months?That's right, I haven't seen each other for three months. Could it be that he is deciding this matter during these three months?
My heart felt cold for a while, he has always been a decisive person, once he let go, he really let go, just like the day he let me out of the palace to marry Jing Lin, and the day the palace changed, he allowed me to leave the palace.
I knelt down slowly.
"Your concubine, what are you doing?" San'er was so shocked that she came to help me.
Bai Xuan frowned, "Why do you do this?"
"I want to see him, even if it's just to say a word." He was so sad that his voice became extremely hoarse.
"No."
San'er helped me up, and said angrily: "Your concubine, let's go, we don't want this hard-hearted person."
"Then I will kneel until the emperor is willing to see me." Breaking away from San'er's support, I knelt down again.
"It's useless even if you ask again." Bai Xuan's voice was affirmative, "I have followed the emperor for so many years, no one can make him change what he decides."
"I know, I would rather die on my knees than leave the palace."
Always stay firm in your beliefs.
I always thought I should live like this.
But after meeting Yan Qi, nothing was done right.
Really useless.
I always know later and ask for forgiveness when I do something wrong.
Such me, let him down, hate it?
I love him, even if he hates me, I still want to love him.
In the past, he was the one who paid, but this time, it was me who paid.
I just don't know, will this make him more annoying?
I don't know how much time has passed.
Xu is two hours, Xu is three hours.
My knees hurt a lot, and I was so numb below the waist that I couldn't feel anything.
"Your concubine, do you really love the emperor that much?" San'er's voice broke the silence.
I smiled weakly at her.
Love!Only after you have loved, you will know what love is.
San'er was deep in thought, as if thinking of something.
After half a stick of incense, she said to Bai Xuan: "Brother Bai Xuan, do you still remember the last rule of the dark guard?"
Bai Xuan's gaze narrowed slightly, and San'er said again: "I want your concubine to see the emperor."
Bai Xuan's face darkened instantly, "San'er, this is not a joke, you should think it through."
"San'er has figured it out."
"What are you talking about? What did San'er think about?" I looked at the two in confusion.
I don't know how San'er let me meet Yan Qi.
I met Yan Qi.
He became thinner, his cold eyes were replaced by bottomless depths, and his finely carved contours were a little sharper, but even so, the oppressive aura of the emperor became stronger.
"Why are you doing this?" He sighed softly, with an air of alienation.
"I, the person I love is you." Thousands of words, this is the sentence I want to say the most, and it must be said.
"I know, I heard you say that day."
"Then, then you still want to drive me out of the palace?"
"I can tolerate you falling in love with others, because I am confident that you will fall in love with me, but I can't tolerate that after you tell me you love me, you hesitate to see other men." His voice was calm and breezy. , as if talking about a very ordinary thing, as if everything has really been let go.
My heart flustered, "I, no, that day..."
"I want to be honest, that day, when you saw Tang Yu and walked towards him step by step, when I held your hand to tell you not to go, did you think of me?"
"I, I..." I know there is a saying called "white lies", but I am not good at lying, especially I don't want to lie to him. If not, Zhao Yuefu wouldn't be forced to say no by Zhao Yuefu that day on the rockery Speak up.
"You didn't. Faced with my repeated obstructions, you only glanced at me. In that glance, it seemed that I was just an ordinary person, someone who couldn't walk into your heart."
"I... I'm just too surprised, how can Tang Yu still be alive, I... I just need to find a promise, not..."
"I told you to listen to the truth. At that time, did you ever think about my feelings?"
"I...I..." My eyes were wet, and tears fell like beads.
"Let's go. From the very beginning, you yearned for an ordinary life. I kicked you out of the palace, and it was the utmost kindness for you. Come and send her out of the palace." After finishing speaking, he walked towards the inner hall without any attachment .
The gate of the palace was shut heavily.
"What are you still doing in a daze? The emperor has already spoken, let's go." The palace man came over and chased me impatiently.
Biting my lower lip tightly, I looked at the tightly closed palace door full of tears, and I waved away the hand that the palace man wanted to come to hold me.
"Hey, what are you doing?" Seeing me rushing towards the inner bedroom, the palace servant panicked.
But before he stopped me, I pushed open the door with all my strength.
Yan Qi was critiquing paperwork before the case, facing the sudden sound of the door opening, when he raised his head, there was a deep pain in his eyes that was too late to hide.
"What else do you want to do?" There was already anger in his voice.
Seeing him getting angry, the palace servants who came after him were so frightened that they all knelt on the ground.
"Where did I go wrong?" I wanted to ask clearly, wiped away the tears on my face, and looked straight at him, "Is it because I didn't consider your feelings when I saw Tang Yu? Then what do you think?" Have you ever felt my feelings? I loved him, it was not a drama, it was real, how could you not be surprised when he suddenly stood in front of me alive?"
"Go out, I don't want to see you."
Tears filled the eyes again, "Do you dare to say that you have never used me? Do you dare to say that you don't know that I am just their pawn? Letting Baixuan and San'er protect me is actually nothing more than surveillance. At the beginning, I thought that I was the same as the Queen and the others, that the former party was by your side."
"so what?"
"So what? I don't care about these things, why are you so obsessed with this time? Is this the love you keep saying?"
"Even if my love is mixed with many factors, what about you? Are you loving me with all your heart?"
"Come here today, I'm not begging you to love me," I raised my head and wiped away the tears that fell down again, "I just don't want to lose you, I don't want this love to disappear suddenly, you said that as long as you live, you will spoil me for a day , said that he loved me, said that he would take me to see the sunrise again. The bits and pieces of these months, it is real, it is branded in my heart, I refused, struggled, hesitated, spent It took a long time to let everything from the past slowly fade in my heart, and then I could empty my whole heart for you. I love you, so no matter what you have done to me, your goodness to me is enough to cover all of them. "
"I remember everything, it's just that I don't like you anymore, that's all." Yan Qi said ruthlessly, "Tomorrow, I will make several beautiful girls your concubines, and one of them will live in Liuyi Hall. "
"I, I don't mind serving a husband with others." Since I decided not to leave the palace, I should tolerate all this.
"Do you mind? I am the emperor, what qualifications do you have to mind? I told you, I don't like you anymore."
Looking at him with deep eyes, I suddenly wanted to laugh.
What is this?
At the beginning, he tolerated and loved me in every possible way.
Now, to say so decisively.
Seeing that the emperor's face was getting darker and darker, several palace servants standing on one side with panicked expressions wanted to come forward to chase me away.
"I'll go myself," I snapped when they met me.
No longer looking at Yan Qi, I left Zhaoyang Hall with my chest out.
I am very disappointed, right?You have to be rejected by him twice to be reconciled.
If my father is still alive, he will definitely hit me. Although my father is a teacher, he has a lot of arrogance in his bones. He never asks for help, but only persuades others with reason.
But I still feel that a love needs to be paid by two people at the same time. Is it possible that I will leave without knowing why just because of his words to leave the palace?
It doesn't matter if you don't live up to it, or if you don't live up to it, at least I'm sure that he doesn't love me anymore, and if he can leave clearly, he will tell himself not to be nostalgic.
Tears wet the front of my clothes, and I still feel very heartbroken, and I can't stop the tears.
After recovering, he realized that he had returned to Liuyi Palace.
The hall was empty, deserted and cold.
I was already a little tired, so I couldn't help sitting for a while, but I sat until dark.
Didn't he let me leave the palace immediately?But it's getting dark now, and those snobbish palace people haven't come to chase me away yet?
"San'er, pack your clothes." I habitually called San'er, but no one responded.
(End of this chapter)
"As long as I believe it is enough." Looking at Concubine Liu, Yan Qi's voice was serious.
Concubine Liu wanted to say something, but seeing Yan Qi's cool and cold eyes, she reluctantly stepped aside.
I forced a smile at him, and looked around again. It is very easy to hide a person in the huge rockery. In such a short time, that person must still be hiding here.
who is it?Who saved me?Why is that feeling so familiar, so familiar that it makes me flustered.
"What's wrong? I'm restless." He couldn't help but also looked around.
"It's okay, maybe I was frightened by the explosion just now, and my heart is still a little restless." I lied, this was the first time I lied to him, and I couldn't tell the reason, but I felt that I shouldn't tell my true thoughts.
He nodded, looked at everyone with a serious face, and asked, "Who detonated the explosives?"
"Didn't the emperor send someone there?" Jing Lin was surprised.
"The place where the explosives are buried is full of authorities, and even I don't go in and out easily. Besides, I haven't found out how many points the explosives are connected to here. I don't know how many places where explosives are buried under the entire palace. Last time I It’s just detonating a temple, how can you send someone to detonate it?”
Jing Lin frowned, "From the perspective of this explosion, there was only one north gate, and it was the place where the previous party was located. What's going on?"
Bai Xuan and Qing Yi also looked at each other in blank dismay.
"It's me." Concubine Liu stood up, facing Yan Qi's cold eyes without fear, "I asked Concubine An to detonate the explosives."
"I didn't ask you to do this." Yan Qi's voice could not hear any emotion, but everyone knew that he was angry.
"I'm doing it for the emperor's good. In this palace, only Concubine An, the Empress and you know where the explosives are buried. I can only put Concubine An at risk."
"Concubine Liu, do you trust Concubine An that much?" Qing Yi also seemed to disapprove.
Concubine Liu sneered and said, "She and her son have both been poisoned by me. No one in the world has an antidote to this poison except me."
"I told you that you are not allowed to touch Xu'er." Yan Qi pursed her thin lips, killing intent flashed in her eyes.
"Even if you want to kill me, I will do it." Concubine Liu looked directly at him affectionately, but smiled helplessly, "You don't love me, but I love you deeply. As long as I can help you It will definitely let you have no worries."
Does Concubine An mean this by agreeing to Concubine Liu's request?It dawned on me for a while, no wonder she wanted someone to take care of the second prince, Concubine An was afraid that she would never come back after leaving.
At this time, Concubine Liu pointed to my nose with her slender finger like a green onion, and asked extremely unwillingly: "What about her, what did she help you? Why was she, why was she the one who made you give your true love? Obviously knowing that it was her It will be dangerous to enter the south gate, as the emperor, how can you take risks for a woman?"
"Concubine Liu, you have surpassed." Yan Qi's face darkened.
"You know what I gave up for you. I betrayed and framed King Min, and killed so many loyal followers of King Min. All I want is to stay by your side. It's okay if you don't love me, even if It’s okay to fall in love with this woman, but you are never allowed to make fun of your own life.”
"My lord, this subordinate also thinks that you are so worthless for Su En." Bai Xuan stood beside Concubine Liu, and said in a cold voice.
Although Qing Yi didn't say anything, he looked at me somewhat dissatisfied.
"I think Su Guibi is a good woman worthy of a man's love." Jing Lin smiled encouragingly at me and said to the crowd, "Everyone who has come into contact with her will fall in love with her. I believe in the eyes of the emperor." .”
"This subordinate dares to say that even if Su Guibi is a good woman worthy of a man's love and affection," Bai Xuan gave me a deep look, "this man should not be the emperor, the disparity in status is too great."
Seeing that Yan Qi's gaze became more and more serious, Jing Lin hurriedly said: "Concubine Liu, the most urgent task is to wipe out the former court party, not talking about what is there and what is not. Your empress should focus on the overall situation."
"Master Shang Shu is right." Concubine Liu looked at me with more hatred.
I don't know what to say, or explain.
My heart was already uneasy, but when they said this, it became extremely heavy. Concubine Liu always regarded me as a thorn in my side. Qing Yi and Bai Xuan didn't like me from the beginning, and they didn't think what they said was wrong, they just fell in love with me. Just love it.
At this time, he held my hand with more strength, and heard him say: "This is my choice, and no one needs to interfere."
I stared blankly at him, feeling indescribably moved at this moment.
Suddenly, shouts and the sound of fighting with weapons rolled over like thunder from all directions.
Shattered the night.
"Your Majesty, the fight has already begun." Jing Lin said.
Yan Qi's voice was filled with fear, "This battle has been waiting for 200 years, and the entire palace has been cleaned up. This time, I will make them history."
The shouts of killing became more and more tragic, and the sounds of weapons being handed over could be heard in my ears. One could imagine the bloody scene.
I don't know how long it took, and it gradually became quiet, until finally, it was a dead silence.
Everyone held their breath, and no one dared to gasp loudly.
None of us participated in this battle, but it was more tormented than those who participated.
Everyone knows what it means.
In the east, it was already dimly lit, and a faint golden light had quietly risen at some point, illuminating every tense face.
A soldier from the Imperial Forest hurriedly came, disheveled and with many scars on his body, breaking the silence, "Report... Your Majesty, this battle, I... We lost, the former court party came prepared, please Your Majesty, run away."
"What?" Yan Qi's face turned pale instantly.
"Bai Xuan, Qing Yi, escort the emperor away." Jing Lin ordered decisively.
"Yes." Just as Bai Xuan and Qing Yi pulled him past and fled towards the west, an arrow roared towards Yan Qi from the north.
"Be careful, Your Majesty." With my heart raised in my throat, I shouted with all my strength, fear and fear were the only feelings I felt at the moment.
Concubine Liu made a move, and with a single wave, the arrow was broken two meters away. She looked at me, her eyes were full of sarcasm, she seemed to be mocking, what can you do for him?
"Yan Qi, your dynasty is over." At the same time, Zhao Yuefu's figure appeared on the tallest rock, and there was a person standing beside her, but the golden light gradually rising behind them was so dazzling that I I had to stagger my eyes, and after getting used to the brightness for a while, I opened my eyes.
Hearing the panting sounds of Concubine Liu and Jing Lin, even Yan Qi beside him stiffened.
I was surprised what happened.
When she looked towards Zhao Yuefu again, she finally saw clearly the person standing beside her.
A cold, lonely figure.
A pair of icy, but extremely struggling eyes.
Jin Yang's warm light was isolated by him, and his breath belonged to ice.
At this moment, my eyes burned.
I couldn't help but took a step forward, trying to see this person clearly, but forgot that my hand was still held by Yan Qi.
Looking back at him, the moment I looked at each other, I saw a trace of injury in his eyes.
"Don't go there, it's dangerous." He said very softly, very softly.
I shook my head, I'm going to confirm, I must confirm.
"I won't let you go." He ordered domineeringly.
I broke free in response to him.
"Enn, don't hurt me."
A sentence he once said to me suddenly flashed in my mind, "Enen, don't let me down, my likes can be given at any time, but my love will not be given easily, once I give it, it is wholehearted, don't hurt me. If you leave me, if I get hurt, I won’t open my heart to you again.”
However, at this moment, I couldn't take his feelings into account, and my mind was full of the figure of that man.
Isn't he dead?
I watched him die with my own eyes, and felt his body temperature disappear little by little until it was freezing cold.
Heartbroken, thoughts of wanting to die flashed by.
"Enen?" Yan Qi's voice suddenly became far away, and only then did I realize that I was walking towards Zhao Yuefu step by step without knowing it.
I didn't look back at him, I just opened my eyes wide, trying to see clearly the person under the golden light, is it him?
Just when I was more than ten meters away from Zhao Yuefu and the others, men in black clothes covered their faces suddenly rushed out from around the rockery. There were so many people, probably hundreds of them, that they surrounded everyone.
More than a dozen tall and mighty masked men in black ran up to me and stopped me.
From this distance, I can already see him clearly, the familiar outline, the handsome but cold face that people dare not get close to.
A burst of dizziness hit my heart, and my body was on the verge of falling, and I did not fall down by holding on.
The eyes are tired, sore, and astringent.
"Let her come over." Zhao Yuefu laughed like a bell, clear and ear-piercing.
I walked over, my eyes still fixed on the man beside Zhao Yuefu.
"Tang Yu, why don't you go see your old friend?" Zhao Yuefu glanced at the people around her with a smile.
With a sound of Tang Yu, I don't know where the strength came from, and I suddenly climbed up the rockery. This rockery pile has been exposed to wind and rain all year round. Many places are covered with slippery moss, and the corners and corners are like sharp edges. , If you are not careful, you will be stabbed and bleed.
Regardless of these, I tried my best to climb to the highest point.
"This stupidity is really skyrocketing, Tang Yu. In fact, I still like this Su En. Unfortunately, the way is different." Hearing Zhao Yuefu laugh and sigh, "Aren't you going to help her? If you fall , may be thrown to death."
I had already climbed very carefully, and then, when one foot was empty, I fell down. The rockery is not really that high, but when I fall, there are gravels underneath, and I am afraid I will suffer great pain .
The expected pain did not come. Someone caught me and jumped to the top of the rockery before letting me down.
The familiar breath made my lips tremble slightly.
"It seems that you still haven't passed this relationship." Zhao Yuefu raised her eyebrows and looked at Tang Yu, then said to me, "It took so long for you to meet, why didn't you talk?"
"Are you the one who saved me when it exploded?" I looked at him tremblingly and said a thousand words, but this was the last thing I said.
"Yes." There was a slight softness in the cold eyes.
"Before the explosion, you were also at the north gate?"
"Yes."
"You... did you see me?" I had to ask the unnecessary words.
"I saw it."
"Then...that also heard the conversation between Zhao Yuefu and me, didn't you?"
"good."
"Then what she said is true?" The voice trembled, it was fear.
Tang Yu's gaze was filled with pain that was too deep to escape.
"Answer me, is everything she said true?"
"real."
Such a simple word, but it hurt my whole body.
The pain that could not be uttered gathered into one point and was squeezed into the bottom of my heart, buried deeply, unable to release, unable to reach all limbs and bones, it just existed like this, and the pain was irresistible.
It turned out that I was being used all the time.
Beauty trap?It was completely out of reach with me, but it happened to me.
"Why did you do this to me?" He didn't even have any emotions anymore, he asked emptyly.
Tang Yu's voice was full of bitterness, "The emperors of the Yan Dynasty did not have any weaknesses, but they were all infatuated people, and the current emperor is the same, so we must create a weakness for him, which can be controlled by us. weakness."
"It was you who asked Aunt Suyan to drug me?" Every detail of my relationship with him is vivid, and the person I trust, the person I love deeply, has been using me from the very beginning.
"This is my proposal," Zhao Yuefu interjected, "Suyan always thought the prince was his son, so I used the prince as a threat to let her drug you, but it was Tang Yu who told me personally that the emperor appreciates you. Interested. Hehe, I have been getting to know the former party since I was ten years old, and I persuaded them to let me be their chief executive. Use me to find out their truth."
From the very beginning, Zhao Yuefu was acting, a realistic scene that blinded everyone's eyes.
Her business is not my concern, I asked him: "Why? Why do you treat me like this?"
"This is my mission."
"mission?"
"When tens of thousands of people begged me on their knees, I couldn't refuse. For the people I cherish, I couldn't refuse."
"What about me? What am I to you? A pawn?"
The coldness in Tang Yu's eyes was replaced by affection.
This is the first time that I see naked and undisguised affection in his eyes, without any scruples or precautions. In his eyes, there is only my reflection.
Why is he looking at me like this?
The next moment, he suddenly raised his sword, leaped down, and stabbed at Yan Qi who was not far away.
"Tang Yu, what are you doing?" Zhao Yuefu shouted, and cursed again, "Bastard, what does he want to do at this time?"
What does Tang Yu want to do?
When he wounded Baixuan, Qingyi and Concubine Liu within ten moves, and confronted Yan Qi head-on, everyone thought he wanted to kill Yan Qi.
All eyes were on the two fighting in mid-air.
It can be seen from the stunned eyes of everyone what it means to be a master.
Zhao Yuefu frowned deeply, and after a while, she leaned into my ear and asked, "Who do you think will win? No, I should ask, who do you hope will win?"
Who do you want to win?At this time, my mind is both blank and chaotic.
I was thinking, why should I enter the palace?
Well done at the laundry bureau, why leave?
He is an emperor, his innocence has been stolen, why should he resent him?
If you marry Jing Lin, you can live in peace and contentment. Why do you have to get involved with Tang Yu?
Gongdou and Gongchao, I have been being used all the time.
Without all of these, I would not be in such pain as I am now, and life would be worse than death.
"I really didn't expect that Yan Qi's kung fu is so good." Zhao Yuefu admired her eyes, and the next moment, her eyes became worried, "It seems that Tang Yu is not his opponent." Suddenly, she exclaimed, "Tang Yu, be careful."
Her exclamation also pulled me back from the pain.
In mid-air, two equally tall figures were wrestling with each other, both fighting with all their strength, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that Yan Qi had the upper hand.
"Tang Yu, you can't have any accidents. I sold you such a big favor, but I didn't ask you to die." Zhao Yuefu murmured nervously.
Favor?Suddenly remembered the words Zhao Yuefu once said, "I once told you that I was determined to be the number one businessman in the world. What is number one? Naturally, it is to monopolize all profitable projects in the world, and the only way to get it. It is a great kindness to the emperor."
The emperor she was talking about did not refer to Yan Qi, but her own emperor after the change of dynasty. Could it be that she wanted to embrace Tang Yu as emperor?
Just as she was thinking about it, Zhao Yuefu said sharply to the two people who were fighting: "Yan Qi, to Su En, you are Tang Yu's substitute at all, she never fell in love with you at all, if it wasn't for Tang Yu's Leave, let alone have her, she may not even look at you more."
"What nonsense are you talking about?" At this time, her words will undoubtedly disturb Yan Qi's mind, and my heart is even more flustered.
Sure enough, Zhao Yuefu smiled triumphantly, this smile made my heart sink, and I looked at the two wrestling.
Yan Qi's moves were already in disarray, and danger appeared everywhere.
"Isn't it?" Zhao Yuefu pressed her, and asked loudly, "If Tang Yu was there from the beginning, would you accept Yan Qi? Tell me?"
I wanted to blurt out, this time is not the time to hesitate, but I opened my mouth, but couldn't open it for a long time.
"Can't speak anymore? Yan Qi is the backup, you are too lonely to accept him reluctantly."
"No, that's not the case."
"What is that? Can you say that you love Yan Qi in front of so many people? Dare to tell Yan Qi loudly and with a clear conscience, is he the one you love the most?"
I looked at Yan Qi, and met his deep but anxious and expectant eyes.
disturbed?Then, will the person who is high above and holds everything in his hands feel uneasy?
My heart hurts, I just feel like I am being pricked by needles.
"Say it." Zhao Yuefu urged from the side.
I looked at him, but I could see Tang Yu from the corner of my eye, knowing that he was also looking at me.
Tang Yu, I loved him so much and chased him wholeheartedly, but he pushed me to someone else, everything was just a trap.
"Let me tell you, the person you love is Tang Yu. Otherwise, you wouldn't have come to the north gate as soon as you heard that he was still alive. I didn't take you there."
"It's not like this, it's..."
"What is it? You ran out of the Liuyi Hall by yourself, and you came to the north gate by yourself. Am I wrong?"
"I hesitated, and I also..."
"Hesitate? Haha." Zhao Yuefu sneered, and said to Yan Qi, "Yan Qi, you heard me, she hesitated before. At this time, is there any difference between hesitation and betrayal?"
"No, what I was thinking at the time was..." My voice stopped abruptly when my eyes met Tang Yu's sad gaze.
That's right, no amount of argument can erase the fact that I still care about Tang Yu's fact.
Seeing Yan Qi's injured eyes, it hurt very deeply.
"emperor--"
"Your Majesty—" It was Concubine Liu's scream, and it was Jing Lin, Bai Xuan, and Qing Yi's angry shouts.
I saw Tang Yu's sword stabbing his shoulder, and I saw him spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Don't—" At this moment, I was almost suffocated, and my heart was in pain like being stabbed.
Without any hesitation, I ran towards Yanqi, but I forgot that I was on a three-meter-high rockery, and when I stepped out, it was empty.
The moment I fell, it was suddenly clear that the person I love is Yan Qi. I loved Tang Yu before, but now, I can't say that I don't care anymore.
His love has hurt me so much.
His death also brought me infinite regret.
Now, I still want to ask why he treats me so cruelly?
But that's all.
Yan Qi, will you give me a chance to explain?Will he still believe me?
Or, am I going to die like this?
Someone caught me, it was Tang Yu.
I looked at him, but I couldn't be indifferent, I still had emotions.
But in this gaze, I think he should understand the answer in my heart.
"Enen, I'm sorry." He didn't let me down, but walked towards Yanqi.
"Tang Yu, what are you doing? Why don't you kill the emperor at this time?" On the rockery, Zhao Yuefu roared anxiously.
Walking up to Yan Qi, and looking at him deeply, Tang Yu put me down, turned around and said to Zhao Yuefu: "I didn't cheat the corpse, those arrows are only a little away from my heart, it's the emperor Saved me, when I was in the underground imperial mausoleum, I reached an agreement with him, I will lure out all the people from the previous dynasty, and make a settlement in the palace, and the emperor also promised me, pardoning all their sins, and Let them scatter among the people and live a normal life."
"What? Absurdity, Tang Yu, you can see clearly what the situation is now, as long as you move your finger, it's as easy as crushing an ant to him." Zhao Yuefu was frightened and terrified.
"You are wrong. In order to catch us all, the emperor set up a trap from the beginning."
"The bureau? What bureau?"
Tang Yu looked at Yan Qi.
Yan Qi's gaze was extremely cold, from the beginning to the end, he didn't look at me, as if my existence was just a decoration to him, an air, he called lightly, "Jing Lin."
"Yes." Jing Lin clapped his hands.
Immediately, the masked men in black around them took off their masks and their black clothes. Inside the clothes were shining armor.
"Prince Min?" Concubine Liu exclaimed.
Following her line of sight, I saw a man whose appearance was somewhat similar to Yan Qi's, but with mischievous, or should I say nasty, gleams in his eyes.
King Min?The sixth prince, King Min?That King Min who was found to have committed adultery with the Eighth Prince's foreign enemy?
I was just surprised, and more concerned about Yan Qi's indifference towards me at the moment.
As for Concubine Liu, her face was full of horror, and when she looked at Yan Qi from King Min's body in disbelief, her cheeks and lips were so pale that there was no blood.
"I kowtow to my father." What was even more unexpected was that the crown prince came out from behind King Min. Although his expression was exhausted, his eyes were extremely energetic. The Sixth Emperor and his soldiers entered the palace through the tunnel, and took down the thieves in one fell swoop."
Zhao Yuefu had already been escorted off the rockery by the armored guards. When she saw the prince and heard what he said, she seemed to understand something. I just fell into your trap, Yan Qi, I didn't expect your palace to be so deep."
"That's right," the crown prince snorted coldly, looking at her proudly, "When the royal father learned of your plot, he came up with a plan to lure the snake out of the hole. I pretended to poison younger brother Xu, which aroused the fury of the royal father and sent me into the prison. The prison announced that the world will be executed in autumn, and you must be unable to restrain your urge to move. As smart as you, you will definitely think it is true. After all, the position of crown prince is too tempting. How can you not believe that I have no intention of treason? This encourages the queen mother to usurp the throne, saying it is for me, but in fact you want to take advantage of the chaos to make trouble."
"Okay, okay, okay." Zhao Yuefu said three good words in a row, but her face was livid.
"Put her down." The prince waved his hand.
At this time, Concubine Liu suddenly stood in front of Yan Qi, with faint tears in her eyes.
"It turns out that I was also the one who was being used. Yes, on the surface, I created the illusion of King Min's foreign enemy's adultery. In fact, I let King Min accumulate strength elsewhere to prepare for today, but I..."
"Bai Xuan, Concubine Liu is tired, take her back to the palace." Yan Qi's voice was so cold that there was no fluctuation.
"Concubine Liu, please."
"you?"
"Concubine Liu, please." Bai Xuan said again.
Concubine Liu took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to fall, gritted her teeth, turned and left.
"Tang Yu, I promised to have a good fight with you. After half a month, I will wait for you here." Yan Qi said to Tang Yu.
"Okay." As soon as Tang Yu finished speaking, Yan Qi walked towards me.
There was a burst of joy in my heart, but the next moment, the smile froze on my face, and he just walked past me and headed towards the palace.
"Emperor?" I called tremblingly.
He didn't stop.
I chased after him, but was stopped by Qing Yi halfway, he said coldly: "The emperor doesn't want to see you right now."
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty—"
He still didn't look back.
"Your Majesty—" the voice was choked with sobs, I closed my eyes and shouted, "Your Majesty, the one I love is you."
The figure in the distance froze, but still didn't look back until it disappeared.
At this time, Qing Yi withdrew the hand that was blocking me, jumped up on the rockery pile, and soon disappeared into the group of palaces.
Sitting on the ground, I couldn't help crying.
"Now that I'm crying so sadly, I shouldn't be so hesitant just now." A soft sigh came from beside him with heartache.
I raised my head and looked at Tang Yu with tears in my eyes.
"Are you blaming me? Blaming me for appearing suddenly and messing up everything. If you didn't want my answer, you wouldn't have come over."
I raised my hand and slammed it down at him, I cried and yelled at him: "Tang Yu, how could you do this to me?"
Witnessed his death with his own eyes, but came back to life overnight.
Shock, disbelief, surprise, all kinds of...
Listening to Zhao Yuefu keep talking about using, using, how can I believe it?How can you believe it?
What do you believe?Do you believe that you are a fool, that you have been played by others, and that you are in love with someone who is using and playing with you?
Seeing him standing there, I can no longer ignore him, I want to ask clearly, ask clearly, is what Zhao Yuefu said true?A scam from head to toe?
Perhaps, the moment I saw him alive, I already knew the answer.
But I am not reconciled, at that moment, there is only one thought in my mind, and I want to get the exact answer.
"En, I'm sorry."
I burst into tears.
The bottom of my heart was filled with endless distress, "Tang Yu, at that time, I really loved you."
"I know."
"You know? But you still want to treat me like that?"
"Everything I said was true. Including..." He stopped talking, but I knew what he wanted to say.
Sneered, sneered with tears, under my sneer, his expression became more and more painful.
I stood up and walked towards the palace step by step.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"I am Yan Qi's woman, so naturally I want to go back to his side."
"Well?"
"No matter what happens, in this life, I only recognize him as one person. If he lives, I will live, and if he dies, I will die too."
"sorry."
"Yes, I blame you for using me, but this matter is my own fault." I hurt him very badly.
"He loves you. If not, he wouldn't be distracted because of you. He was stabbed in the shoulder by me. It was originally agreed that he would fight with all his strength here."
Is it useful to say this now?Yan Qi, he will never forgive me again.
As conceited as he is, as arrogant as him, how can you endure my hesitation?
It's my fault, he loves me so much, dotes on me so much, but I always let him down.
Tears fell again involuntarily.
Walking towards the palace step by step, my steps are heavy.
After a stick of incense, I turned my head again. In the distance, Tang Yu's figure was already blurred, but he was still standing, lonely and lonely.
Can't let go, really can't let go, Tang Yu, I really want to forgive you, but I can't do it now.
Maybe it will fade over time.
It had been three days since she returned to Liuyi Hall, and on the second day, San'er came back, looking alive and kicking, it was impossible to tell that she had been seriously injured before.
The palace was very peaceful, so quiet that it seemed that everything before was just an illusion and nothing had happened.
The queen has been placed under house arrest. I heard that the prince will go to pay her respects every day. This should be Yan Qi's permission.
It turned out that the crown prince and him were of the same mind. Also, there were only two princes in the Yan Dynasty, and the second prince was still so young, who would compete with him for the crown prince?If there is really a disturbance in the crown prince, it will take more than ten years, right?
At that time, the crown prince will already have his own influence, and the second prince will still be immature.
Zhao Yuefu was really impatient.
Concubine An came back, but with a broken arm. Even so, according to the palace people, Concubine An's laughter teasing the second prince can be heard every day in Concubine An's Palace, but Xiao Ling was missing.
But no one asked where Xiao Ling had gone. It was very common for a person to disappear in the palace.
Concubine Liu, after she came back from the rockery, she lived in seclusion. I heard from San'er that Concubine Liu had begun to worship Buddha devoutly.
She betrayed King Min and tried her best to help the emperor. In the end, she was just a pawn. The emperor never fell in love with her. How could she not be cold-hearted?
"Your concubine, Lord Shangshu, please see me." San'er hurried over to report.
"Jing Lin? Let him in." In the past few days, she has always been very lazy. She obviously has a lot of things on her mind, and those pains are still lingering in her heart, but she always wants to sleep.
Jing Lin must have allowed him to enter the harem, and he had a small expectation in his heart.
"I'm here to say goodbye to you." Jing Lin looked at me with a gentle smile.
"Farewell?" I froze.
"I resigned from office and will go back to my hometown in three days."
After a long while, I managed to squeeze out three words, "Why?"
"I'm tired. In fact, I knew from the very beginning that it was a game, a game of catching the turtle in the urn. My father and the late emperor's last wish was to clean up the previous party. When I was a child, my father often talked about it, but right and wrong, true and false, I couldn't tell the difference. Now, there is intention in the truth, there is love in the false, who can say that those pasts are all false?"
I don't know what to say other than a wry smile.
"Enen, take good care of yourself." His eyes were extremely complicated, and there was even more hidden affection.
I don't think about anything, just treat it as a gift to a very good friend, "You too."
After Jing Lin left, I stared blankly at the sky on the corridor railing, and fell asleep unconsciously.
When I woke up, I had an extra cloak on, and it was night.
After eating, I guarded the door and stared at the entrance of the hall stupidly.
Hope to see Yan Qi.
When the willows were on the moon, San'er brought me a bowl of shredded pork porridge.
I ate it with a good appetite, and I was so sleepy that I couldn't think of anything anymore, and fell into a deep sleep.
In the blink of an eye, half a month passed.
In the past half month, I have become more and more sleepy, but my appetite is surprisingly good, but it is also strange that my body has lost a lot of weight.
Counting down carefully, I have gone to Zhaoyang Hall ten times, and I have always been stopped.
He doesn't want to see me.
"Any news?" As soon as San'er came back, I ran to her and asked.
Today is the day of the duel between Yan Qi and Tang Yu, who wins and who loses is what everyone in the know wants to know.
San'er shook his head, "The emperor hasn't come back yet."
When it was late at night, I fell asleep again without knowing it.
Until three days later, the emperor appeared in the Zhaoyang Palace, other than that, no one knew what happened.
San'er inquired in many ways, but still didn't find out.
"Your concubine, San'er didn't lie to you. Bai Xuan said that on the day of the duel, the emperor didn't let him and Qing Yi follow, but ordered them to pick him up in three days." San'er was very worried that I didn't believe her.
I patted her hand, "I believe you. As long as he's fine, it's fine." As for Tang Yu, I can no longer care about one person, and I don't know what's going on with my body. As soon as I let go, I fell asleep for a full day.
Before you know it, winter is here.
As soon as it was cold, the lethargy got better, and the whole body became mentally abnormal.
In the past two months, I don't know how many times I have been to Zhaoyang Hall, but he still doesn't want to see me.
Don't lose heart, even though we can't meet each other, at least we are still under the same blue sky, and we can hear about him anytime here. The tables, chairs, and tea sets in the hall are all used by him.
As soon as it was dawn, I got up.
When I opened the wooden window, I found that it was snowing outside. From a distance, a thin layer had accumulated on the yellow tiles.
"It's snowing?" I murmured and opened the door, and suddenly, a chill hit my face.
Facing the sky, I took a deep breath, it was so cool and fresh.
"It's so quiet." Walking up to the yard, stepping on his footprints on the thin white snow, raising his head, let the white snow sprinkle on his face, closing his eyes, quietly feeling the coldness of the snow.
The world is really quiet, very quiet.
It was so quiet that I wanted to cry, and when I wanted to cry, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes.
It's been two months, if longing is water, I'm afraid it has become the sea now.
My heart hurts from time to time.
In the dead of night, when you wake up suddenly, your hands will touch your side until you touch the cold side, and you will feel an indescribable pain all over your body, a pain that is deeply tormented.
Every time I went to Zhaoyang Temple, I was rejected again and again, and the pain accumulated again and again.
I want to tell him to my face that the person I love is him, and I want to hug him tightly.
In the end, what was left to me was deep self-blame and boundless pain.
Didn't you never think that he doesn't love me?Will he still want me?
As soon as the idea came to me, I didn't dare to think about it.
I would rather wait like this, waiting for him to come to Liuyi Hall one day, it doesn't matter if he is cold, indifferent, or even ruthless, as long as he can talk to me is enough.
As long as he is willing to see me and speak a few words with me, I have a chance to explain.
"Your concubine, what are you doing?" San'er exclaimed, and the next moment, a cloak fell on her shoulders, "This will freeze your body."
"It's freezing, will he come to see me?" I opened my eyes, looked at the sky for a while, and then looked at San'er.
San'er sniffed, her voice choked up, "Your concubine, go in, it's cold outside."
"Perhaps, I should take a knife and cut here." I said seriously as I stroked my left wrist with my right finger.
"Your concubine, don't scare your servants." San'er's face turned pale all of a sudden.
"I'm serious."
"No, no, these are the worst moves, only concubines who are not favored will do this, the emperor doesn't care about these. I believe that the emperor will come to Liuyi Hall to see you soon."
"is it?"
San'er nodded, "Otherwise, San'er wouldn't be here to serve you anymore, right?"
Yes, San'er belongs to him, and he was the one who asked San'er to protect me back then.
Hope surged in my heart.
"Your concubine, let's go into the house."
"it is good."
Just entering the hall, a slender voice sounded from outside the hall: "Under the imperial decree——"
imperial decree?Looking at San'er, my heart suddenly beat violently, and I knelt down to accept the order.
"By God's fate, the emperor said, Su Guifei has selfish desires and has repeatedly offended Tian Yan. I have endured it again and again, and finally I can't bear it anymore. I hereby decree that she will be removed from the title of noble concubine and demoted to a commoner. Immediately drive her out of the palace. I respect you! "
Eunuch Fu handed over the imperial decree to me who was dumbfounded.
"How could this happen? Eunuch Fu, is this imperial decree really issued by the emperor?" San'er grabbed Eunuch Fu's hand and asked eagerly.
"Easy, ouch, be gentle," Eunuch Fu yelled angrily, gritted his teeth, "San'er, you are too presumptuous."
"So what about presumptuousness? Are you going to say it or not?" San'er increased the strength in his hand.
"Say, let me say, the imperial decree is of course issued by the emperor, and it was written by the emperor himself."
"I do not believe."
"If you don't believe me, you can go to Zhaoyang Palace and ask the emperor."
"You think I dare not?"
"Oh, my aunt, this is an imperial decree. How dare this old servant dare to pass on the imperial decree? Besides, the emperor has neglected Concubine Su Gui for three months. What is the difference between this and being thrown into the cold palace? This plan, this decree will be made sooner or later."
"Your concubine?" San'er exclaimed.
Only then did I realize that my standing body was on the verge of falling. If San'er hadn't supported me with sharp eyes, I would have fallen down by now.
"He can't drive me out of the palace, no matter how wrong I am, he can't do that." I held San'er's hand tightly, and there was only one thought in my mind, "I want to see him, I must see him, San'er , you belong to him, help me find a way, I must see him, please give me three."
"Your concubine, let's talk about it first, huh?"
Shaking my head, I panicked and said: "Didn't you hear? He told me to leave the palace immediately, I need to see him now, I need to see him now."
I want to find Eunuch Fu and give him all the money I have saved in the past few years, as long as he can let me see Yan Qi, but there is no sign of him in the courtyard.
Pushing away San'er's support, I staggered and ran outside.
"Your concubine, I promise you that I will take you to see the emperor." San'er stopped in front of me with a determined face.
When San'er led me through a complicated tunnel to the underground entrance of Zhaoyang Hall, I was intercepted by Bai Xuan who was guarding there.
He glanced at San'er coldly, and when his eyes fell on me, he sighed, but he no longer had the disgust and impatience he had before, "Concubine Su Gui, the emperor is determined this time, besides, you haven't always yearned for me. Going out of the palace to live an ordinary life?"
"I don't want to leave the palace anymore, I want to be with Yan Qi, I love him." I choked up, "Bai Xuan, let me see him, please."
"No. You go."
"Brother Baixuan, are you too ruthless? The emperor must still like your concubine, how can a person's liking just disappear?" San'er begged, "Let your concubine see the emperor?"
"This is the emperor's order."
"I don't believe it." Bits and pieces of the past came to my heart, such affection, no matter how you say it, it will be gone.
"Perhaps one or two days, the emperor's decision will not be convincing, but for three months, the emperor has been thinking about it for three full months." Bai Xuan looked at me deeply, "Do you think the emperor is just kidding?"
three months?That's right, I haven't seen each other for three months. Could it be that he is deciding this matter during these three months?
My heart felt cold for a while, he has always been a decisive person, once he let go, he really let go, just like the day he let me out of the palace to marry Jing Lin, and the day the palace changed, he allowed me to leave the palace.
I knelt down slowly.
"Your concubine, what are you doing?" San'er was so shocked that she came to help me.
Bai Xuan frowned, "Why do you do this?"
"I want to see him, even if it's just to say a word." He was so sad that his voice became extremely hoarse.
"No."
San'er helped me up, and said angrily: "Your concubine, let's go, we don't want this hard-hearted person."
"Then I will kneel until the emperor is willing to see me." Breaking away from San'er's support, I knelt down again.
"It's useless even if you ask again." Bai Xuan's voice was affirmative, "I have followed the emperor for so many years, no one can make him change what he decides."
"I know, I would rather die on my knees than leave the palace."
Always stay firm in your beliefs.
I always thought I should live like this.
But after meeting Yan Qi, nothing was done right.
Really useless.
I always know later and ask for forgiveness when I do something wrong.
Such me, let him down, hate it?
I love him, even if he hates me, I still want to love him.
In the past, he was the one who paid, but this time, it was me who paid.
I just don't know, will this make him more annoying?
I don't know how much time has passed.
Xu is two hours, Xu is three hours.
My knees hurt a lot, and I was so numb below the waist that I couldn't feel anything.
"Your concubine, do you really love the emperor that much?" San'er's voice broke the silence.
I smiled weakly at her.
Love!Only after you have loved, you will know what love is.
San'er was deep in thought, as if thinking of something.
After half a stick of incense, she said to Bai Xuan: "Brother Bai Xuan, do you still remember the last rule of the dark guard?"
Bai Xuan's gaze narrowed slightly, and San'er said again: "I want your concubine to see the emperor."
Bai Xuan's face darkened instantly, "San'er, this is not a joke, you should think it through."
"San'er has figured it out."
"What are you talking about? What did San'er think about?" I looked at the two in confusion.
I don't know how San'er let me meet Yan Qi.
I met Yan Qi.
He became thinner, his cold eyes were replaced by bottomless depths, and his finely carved contours were a little sharper, but even so, the oppressive aura of the emperor became stronger.
"Why are you doing this?" He sighed softly, with an air of alienation.
"I, the person I love is you." Thousands of words, this is the sentence I want to say the most, and it must be said.
"I know, I heard you say that day."
"Then, then you still want to drive me out of the palace?"
"I can tolerate you falling in love with others, because I am confident that you will fall in love with me, but I can't tolerate that after you tell me you love me, you hesitate to see other men." His voice was calm and breezy. , as if talking about a very ordinary thing, as if everything has really been let go.
My heart flustered, "I, no, that day..."
"I want to be honest, that day, when you saw Tang Yu and walked towards him step by step, when I held your hand to tell you not to go, did you think of me?"
"I, I..." I know there is a saying called "white lies", but I am not good at lying, especially I don't want to lie to him. If not, Zhao Yuefu wouldn't be forced to say no by Zhao Yuefu that day on the rockery Speak up.
"You didn't. Faced with my repeated obstructions, you only glanced at me. In that glance, it seemed that I was just an ordinary person, someone who couldn't walk into your heart."
"I... I'm just too surprised, how can Tang Yu still be alive, I... I just need to find a promise, not..."
"I told you to listen to the truth. At that time, did you ever think about my feelings?"
"I...I..." My eyes were wet, and tears fell like beads.
"Let's go. From the very beginning, you yearned for an ordinary life. I kicked you out of the palace, and it was the utmost kindness for you. Come and send her out of the palace." After finishing speaking, he walked towards the inner hall without any attachment .
The gate of the palace was shut heavily.
"What are you still doing in a daze? The emperor has already spoken, let's go." The palace man came over and chased me impatiently.
Biting my lower lip tightly, I looked at the tightly closed palace door full of tears, and I waved away the hand that the palace man wanted to come to hold me.
"Hey, what are you doing?" Seeing me rushing towards the inner bedroom, the palace servant panicked.
But before he stopped me, I pushed open the door with all my strength.
Yan Qi was critiquing paperwork before the case, facing the sudden sound of the door opening, when he raised his head, there was a deep pain in his eyes that was too late to hide.
"What else do you want to do?" There was already anger in his voice.
Seeing him getting angry, the palace servants who came after him were so frightened that they all knelt on the ground.
"Where did I go wrong?" I wanted to ask clearly, wiped away the tears on my face, and looked straight at him, "Is it because I didn't consider your feelings when I saw Tang Yu? Then what do you think?" Have you ever felt my feelings? I loved him, it was not a drama, it was real, how could you not be surprised when he suddenly stood in front of me alive?"
"Go out, I don't want to see you."
Tears filled the eyes again, "Do you dare to say that you have never used me? Do you dare to say that you don't know that I am just their pawn? Letting Baixuan and San'er protect me is actually nothing more than surveillance. At the beginning, I thought that I was the same as the Queen and the others, that the former party was by your side."
"so what?"
"So what? I don't care about these things, why are you so obsessed with this time? Is this the love you keep saying?"
"Even if my love is mixed with many factors, what about you? Are you loving me with all your heart?"
"Come here today, I'm not begging you to love me," I raised my head and wiped away the tears that fell down again, "I just don't want to lose you, I don't want this love to disappear suddenly, you said that as long as you live, you will spoil me for a day , said that he loved me, said that he would take me to see the sunrise again. The bits and pieces of these months, it is real, it is branded in my heart, I refused, struggled, hesitated, spent It took a long time to let everything from the past slowly fade in my heart, and then I could empty my whole heart for you. I love you, so no matter what you have done to me, your goodness to me is enough to cover all of them. "
"I remember everything, it's just that I don't like you anymore, that's all." Yan Qi said ruthlessly, "Tomorrow, I will make several beautiful girls your concubines, and one of them will live in Liuyi Hall. "
"I, I don't mind serving a husband with others." Since I decided not to leave the palace, I should tolerate all this.
"Do you mind? I am the emperor, what qualifications do you have to mind? I told you, I don't like you anymore."
Looking at him with deep eyes, I suddenly wanted to laugh.
What is this?
At the beginning, he tolerated and loved me in every possible way.
Now, to say so decisively.
Seeing that the emperor's face was getting darker and darker, several palace servants standing on one side with panicked expressions wanted to come forward to chase me away.
"I'll go myself," I snapped when they met me.
No longer looking at Yan Qi, I left Zhaoyang Hall with my chest out.
I am very disappointed, right?You have to be rejected by him twice to be reconciled.
If my father is still alive, he will definitely hit me. Although my father is a teacher, he has a lot of arrogance in his bones. He never asks for help, but only persuades others with reason.
But I still feel that a love needs to be paid by two people at the same time. Is it possible that I will leave without knowing why just because of his words to leave the palace?
It doesn't matter if you don't live up to it, or if you don't live up to it, at least I'm sure that he doesn't love me anymore, and if he can leave clearly, he will tell himself not to be nostalgic.
Tears wet the front of my clothes, and I still feel very heartbroken, and I can't stop the tears.
After recovering, he realized that he had returned to Liuyi Palace.
The hall was empty, deserted and cold.
I was already a little tired, so I couldn't help sitting for a while, but I sat until dark.
Didn't he let me leave the palace immediately?But it's getting dark now, and those snobbish palace people haven't come to chase me away yet?
"San'er, pack your clothes." I habitually called San'er, but no one responded.
(End of this chapter)
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