refuse to be a concubine
Chapter 35
Chapter 35
That's right, San'er belongs to him, so he should leave now, right?
I had to pack my clothes by myself.
In fact, there is nothing. I saved some money when I was a court lady, and I have a few coarse clothes, just a small cloth bag.
He opened the box to see what else he should take away, but he saw a box full of silk, satin, gold, silver and jewels, which were rewards from him.
"Go as you come." I muttered, closing the box door without any greed.
"Your concubine." It was San'er's voice, extremely weak.
Turning around, I saw San'er's clothes covered in blood, his face was pale, and his body was leaning against the door very weakly.
"San'er, what happened?" She turned pale with shock, I quickly went to help her sit down, is there still a former court party?
"It's okay, just take a rest."
"He said it's okay, why is there so much blood on his body?"
San'er smiled happily, "Your concubine, I can leave the palace with you."
I was taken aback.
"That's great, I'm going to pack my things too." After speaking, San'er got up and walked towards his small side room as if he had gained strength.
"San'er, aren't you one of his people?" I was full of doubts.
"No, my martial arts have been abolished, and now I am free."
"Abandoned martial arts?" I was shocked, "Why did you abolish martial arts?" Suddenly, remembering what San'er and Bai Xuan said when they were in the tunnel, I asked tremblingly, "It's because of me..."
"No, actually San'er has wanted to leave the secret guard for a long time. It's too boring to hide in the dark every day." San'er smiled honestly, and then asked anxiously, "Doesn't your concubine like San'er following?"
"Why, it's too late for me to be happy."
"That's good, San'er will go and tidy up now."
Seeing San'er leave happily, my heart is extremely bitter, San'er, she must be deprived of martial arts because of me.
It was already late at night when we left the palace.
I don't know what San'er has packed, but she feels that her package is surprisingly big. She is extremely weak now, but can she carry this huge thing on her back?
"It's quite light." Seeing me looking at her package strangely, San'er shrugged deliberately, "This is all my family property for 14 years."
Smiling, I held her slightly cold hand, "San'er, thank you." Three words, how can I express the gratitude in my heart, but other than that, I really can't think of what else to say.
"I can follow," San'er said after thinking for a while, "It's San'er's blessing to be able to follow Madam."
lady?I was startled, and said with a wry smile, "If you don't mind calling me sister, we'll be called sisters from now on, okay?"
"Okay. Sister." San'er readily agreed.
Looking at the two giant front gates behind us, we are already outside the palace at this moment. There are thousands of words that cannot be described.
Can you really let go of your love for him?
In the days to come, it should be very lonely, right?
Yan Qi, Yan Qi, Yan Qi...
Five years later.
A dead end in the capital.
There were screams of people and the sound of things breaking.
As soon as I came back from delivering the embroidered handkerchief, I heard the sound of a fight not far away, and I hurried over to have a look. Sure enough, it was San'er, who was pulling a man with one hand, and stepped on another man, and the fight was exhilarating.
Beside her, there were more than a dozen burly men, who were also fighting fiercely.
Seeing me coming back from the corner of the eye, San'er pushed the two of them away, and said to the dozen or so burly men, "It will be settled within half a stick of incense."
"Yes, boss."
"Sister, are you back?" San'er happily walked to me, and took the basket with the embroidered handkerchief in my hand.
"Why are you fighting again?" To San'er, I was really worried. Since we left the palace, we didn't leave the capital, but bought a small courtyard. The vegetable market has set up stalls to sell vegetables.
I thought life was going so ordinary, but I didn't expect that San'er got into a fight with a group of hooligans less than half a month after setting up the vegetable stall.Even though her martial arts were abolished, she was invincible against these ordinary people who only know three-legged cats. What was even more unexpected was that those local hooligans who were beaten were still taken in by her and insisted on following her to fight the world.
In this way, after five years, there are more and more people under him, and there are at least a hundred people at this moment.
At San'er's age, it's time for her to marry, but when the matchmaker heard that it was San'er, no one was willing to matchmaking for her.
"It's Qingnei. The people who were beaten were originally my subordinates. They dared to break the rules and rob them. I had no choice but to teach them a lesson myself." San'er smiled honestly.
I sighed, the longer I get along with San'er, the more I feel that San'er is an extremely powerful person, under the simple and honest appearance is an unbelievable ability.
Otherwise, our home would not have changed from the original dilapidated small yard to this big house covering an area of [-] mu.
"Sister, actually you don't have to work so hard, San'er can support you." San'er hooked my arm and said with a smile.
"I understand what you mean, but you also know that my sister doesn't like to be pampered, so this kind of embroidery work is not tiring."
"I know I can't talk to you, but this is another business for you. Mr. Chen, who is one mile away, is going to marry his daughter in two months, and wants to embroider a pair of mandarin duck pillows."
"What I want to embroider most now is your mandarin duck pillow." Although I am doing embroidery work, every business is handled by San'er. Even so, whenever I go to deliver it, she will send someone to follow me secretly , she thought I didn't know.
"Isn't San'er always with my sister?"
"Okay, but girls will always marry when they grow up."
"If you don't marry, San'er will stay with your sister for the rest of your life."
"I'll be bored." I laughed, and I hoped that San'er would stay with me for the rest of my life, but I couldn't be so selfish.
I only hope that a man who will love San'er will appear in the future.
As I was talking, I saw a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy running hurriedly from the street in front of me, stopped in front of me panting, and said, "Ma'am, the young master was punished by the master again."
"What?" Before I said anything, San'er jumped up and said angrily, "Another child is bullying Zheng'er?"
"It was other children who falsely accused you of stealing things." The little book boy said.
"I'll go and have a look, San'er, you go back to the house first."
"How can that be? Sister, why do you always prevent me from going to private school?"
"As soon as you go, you will make a big fuss with your temper, so go back quickly."
"I don't worry about my sister."
I looked at her dumbfounded, "Do you really think I don't know that no matter where I go, you send people to secretly follow me?"
San'er blinked and smiled honestly, "I just don't want to go."
The private school is some distance away from home, on the busiest street in the capital.
At first it was San'er who insisted on sending Zheng'er there, saying that it was the best and most expensive private school in the capital, and that no matter what, he couldn't treat Zheng'er badly.
I couldn't bear to disobey her, even though I hoped that Zheng'er could study in an ordinary private school. Only by letting the child understand ordinary fun, not to compare, not to compete, can he develop healthier physically and mentally.
But I also know the implication of San'er, Zheng'er is Yan Qi's son, if he is in the palace, he is the prince, and everything he has will be hundreds of times more than what he has now.
Yan Qi...
I couldn't help but look in the direction of the imperial palace. Although it is several streets away from the imperial palace, you can still vaguely see the bright yellow glazed tiles.
What is he doing now?
is it going well?
Do you miss me?
In the past five years, he has taken in two more concubines and ten noble concubines, six of whom were donated by neighboring countries.
His affairs are all talked about by the people after dinner, especially the campaign to wipe out the former party five years ago, which made the people talk about it with great interest.
It's hard not to want to hear it, and in fact, I'd love to hear about him too.
With a faint smile, it has been five years, and I can't let go of the heart that loves him.
I thought it would be painful to miss him like this, but all these years, all I felt was happiness.
Because, he is alive and well.
Because, he gave me Zhenger.
When I left the palace that year, Zheng'er had been in my stomach for four months, but I, a mother, didn't notice it at all.
When I learned about it, I was at a loss and even more at a loss.
Until Zheng'er kicked me in the stomach, at that moment, I felt an indescribable excitement.
"Ma'am, the private school is here." The little bookboy's voice brought me back from my thoughts.
The best, the most expensive private schools are for children from officials or wealthy families. Every plant and tree here is the best of the best, the most expensive of the expensive. When you go in and see a teacup, its value can be Let ordinary people buy food rations for the previous year.
Entering a courtyard, I heard the sound of reading aloud.
The children's voices are crisp, loud and full of vigor.
"Ma'am, it's the young master. The young master is so powerful, one against ten." The little bookboy said excitedly, pointing to the front.
From a distance, I could see Zheng'er arguing with a dozen well-dressed children.
Zheng'er's appearance and height seemed tall among this group of children of the same age. He was only five years old, but he had a natural arrogance.
It was only when he got closer that he heard his childish voice saying: "Where did you see that I stole it, do you have any evidence?"
"Things are found at your location." A child said.
"Does it mean that I stole it in my position? Did you see it?"
"So what if I didn't see it? You stole it." The child stepped forward and pushed Zheng'er, and the other children also stepped forward to push him when they saw this.
Zheng'er clenched his fists and endured the children's bullying.
Until a child pushed him too hard, Zheng'er's face was squeezed together in pain, and he raised his fist and hit him.
This punch was not light, and the little boy's face was already red.
"Wow—" the little boy cried out in pain.
"Aunt San'er said that when you can't bear it anymore, you don't have to bear it anymore." Zheng'er imitated an adult, pumped his fist, looked at the frightened children, and said viciously, "If you want to fight, I will not lose to you. "
The children probably got scared and ran away quickly.
Seeing Zheng'er's small faces huddled together, he said to himself: "This is too bad, I will be scolded by my master again, that old man will definitely go to my mother to sue me."
"My master won't come to complain," I added, "because my mother has seen it."
"Mother?" Seeing it was me, Zheng'er immediately ran over happily and hugged my thigh, shaking from side to side, "Why did mother suddenly come? Zheng'er misses mother so much, Zheng'er likes mother the most, and Zheng'er will definitely Be filial to your mother."
The little book boy snickered beside him.
It's really hard to laugh but not laugh, but I still pretended to look down, "You've used this trick many times, it's useless."
"Mother." The little body shook even more vigorously, "Zheng'er was wronged."
"Then find out the truth."
"They are all children, very immature, and they won't listen to the truth even if they find out the truth." Zheng'er said old-fashionedly.
The little book boy couldn't help it, burst out laughing, and hurriedly turned around to laugh, I saw his shoulders trembling extremely.
"Then you won't go to the master? Tell the truth to the master." I pinched my fingers hard to restrain the urge to laugh.
"Master is a person who is open to money, and only helps those rich children." Zheng'er said a little depressed, his little head drooping.
It looks so cute.
Crouching down, I hugged him gently, and said softly, "Mother believes in Zheng'er."
"Thank you, mother." His big eyes lit up.
I patted his cheek, "It's time for school, let's go home."
"it is good."
The afterglow of the setting sun illuminates everything on the earth like gold.
Holding my son's little hand and walking quietly on the street, watching his bright and clear eyes looking around curiously, I will feel extremely happy in my heart.
"Want to eat candied haws?" I asked.
"Yes, I still want to eat marshmallows." The son made another request.
I depended on him.
"Mother, eat three first." My son handed the candied haws to my hand.
"Thank you Zheng Er." I smiled happily. Although Zheng Er is only five years old, he already understands a lot of truths.
While eating, the sound of gongs came from a distance like a talisman, and several officers and soldiers ran and shouted: "The emperor died, the crown prince succeeded--the emperor died, the crown prince succeeded--"
"The emperor passed away? Why did he die suddenly?" There were voices of astonishment one after another.
"That's right, I've never heard of the emperor's illness?"
"Could there be some serious disease in the palace?"
"Mom? The candied haws have fallen?" Zheng'er looked at the dirty candied haws on the ground with regret, and when he looked up, his small face became frightened, "Mother, what's wrong with you? Mother?"
At this moment, I can't hear anything, and only those few words are in my mind, "The emperor passed away, and the crown prince succeeded—"
It was dark before my eyes, and I passed out.
"mother--"
"mother--"
"elder sister--"
"elder sister--"
I was woken up by Zheng'er and San'er's anxious and worried cries.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Seeing me waking up, Zheng'er climbed onto the bed, squatted beside her and looked at me with concern.
"Sister? Are you okay?" San'er hurriedly took the embroidered pillow and put it behind my back, and brought me hot tea.
I took a sip, shook my head, and said to Zheng'er: "Mother is fine, Zheng'er don't worry, San'er, why am I sleeping on the bed?" Looking at the night outside the window, it should be very early, as usual at this time , I'm still doing some embroidery work.
"You passed out on the way."
"Painted out?" Seeing San'er getting out of bed with Zheng'er in his arms, I got up too, and just as my feet touched the ground, a sentence rushed into my mind, "The emperor passed away, and the crown prince succeeded—"
The teacup in his hand fell to the ground, making a crisp cracking sound.
"mother?"
"elder sister?"
The memory of the afternoon flashed through my mind, and my expression turned pale in an instant. I grabbed San'er's hand, my lips trembling, and it took me a while to ask: "Your Majesty, has your Majesty passed away?"
San'er was silent for a while, then nodded.
"No, I'm asking your majesty, the person we all knew in the palace passed away? Huh?" Tears suddenly flowed from the corners of my eyes, and more and more, it was actually the same sentence, but I didn't give up. Ask again.
"Sister, he died. I heard that he had an inexplicable illness and died last night." San'er said it directly, without daring to look me in the eyes.
I froze, looked at her in disbelief, and shook my hand, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it."
He was so young, how could he suddenly fall ill and die?
"Sister, what San'er said is true."
"I do not believe."
"elder sister?"
"I don't believe it." I yelled at San'er, the first time I yelled at San'er, and it was also the first time in my life.
Zheng'er looked at me in fear, walked over and whispered, "Mom?"
"Zheng'er," San'er hurried over to take Zheng'er's hand, and said softly, "Zheng'er is good, it's late, go to sleep, okay?"
"But my mother seems very sad."
"Go to bed, huh?"
Zheng'er glanced at me again, then nodded, and when he opened the door, he turned around and said, "Mom, no matter what happens, you still have Zheng'er."
Seeing that I didn't speak, my little face darkened a lot.
"Good boy Zheng'er, it's not that mother is ignoring you, she's just thinking about something on her mind and didn't hear you."
"really?"
"Really. Go to sleep. Huh?"
"it is good."
San'er winked at the servant outside the door, and immediately, the servant came in and took Zheng'er's hand and left.
he died?
died?
I said I didn't believe it, but I couldn't control the tears, and they fell more and more.
"Sister, it's been so long, don't you still love him?" San'er sat down next to me, seeing me sad, her eyes turned red.
I looked at her with tears in my eyes, "I never forgot him."
"But he hurt you so much."
"I love him." The heartache has long been forgotten, but my love for him is getting deeper and deeper. I never deliberately think about him, but he has taken root in my heart.
"Sister, don't be sad." San'er hugged me gently, hesitant to speak, but finally said nothing.
For half a month, I was like a walking dead, not saying a word, let alone laughing, and even eating a little.
People lost a lot of weight.
I sat quietly in the yard, and when the wind swept across my cheeks, there was already a taste of winter.
Tears fell again involuntarily.
To this day, I still can't believe he's dead.
The mourning and joy on the day of the funeral resounded throughout the capital, and I heard it.
The new emperor ascended the throne, and the official document of amnesty for the world was also heard from the mouth of the servants.
Taking a casual glance outside the gate, you can see that the passers-by are all wearing white flowers. This white flower has to be worn for a hundred days to comfort the spirit of the late emperor.
I refuse to believe it, or deceive myself or anyone else, but I refuse to believe it.
How could he just die like this?
He said he would take me to see the sunrise.
He said that as long as he is alive, he will spoil me for a day.
He said that he would tell me with actions, and with an honest heart, how much he loves me, and if he doesn’t love me anymore, he will say it, not in an official way, and he will not make any excuses.
When he drove me out of the palace, he never said he didn't love me.
How could he just die like this?
"Sister, Zheng'er's new teacher is here." San'er came to me and said.
Zheng'er's teacher?At a loss, I slowly raised my head, and when I saw the person standing in front of me, I felt that everything in this world stopped, and only him was in my eyes.
Getting up, I walked up to him step by step.
Stretching out my hand, I touched his face with trembling fingers. I would meet this face in dreams from time to time.
These eyes, which used to be shining with a cold light, seemed to be born in nature, but now they are full of smiles, affectionate smiles.
The tip of the nose is firm and has a perfect curvature.
The crimson lips were bent into a nice angle, melting away the oppressive aura emanating from his whole body.
"Yan Qi." I said tremblingly, "Is that you? You're not dead, are you?"
"Ma'am, I was called by this name before, but now I am called Ying Zimo, and she is the teacher newly hired by Madam."
"Mr. Teacher?"
He nodded with a smile.
"Yanqi, you're not dead, are you?" I couldn't understand what he was saying, but I just held his hand tightly, feeling his warmth, eager to get his affirmative answer.
"I'll tell you, my name is Ying Zimo now, my wife just invited me..." His voice stopped abruptly because I kissed him.
At the moment of the kiss, I still didn't feel at ease.
I don't know how I got into the room, and I don't know how the clothes all over my body took off.
When he looked at me with fiery eyes, he put his hands around him and raised his waist.
The moment I entered deeply and the skin was tightly pressed against each other, I felt his existence, the real existence.
Missing someone is really bitter, very bitter.
Waking up in the middle of the night, I stared at the sleeping person next to me.
Laughed and had a good laugh.
I think I'm dreaming.
Move your position, stick to him tightly, close your eyes, if this is a dream, I don't want to wake up again.
"I'm back, Enen, I've been waiting for a long time." His low voice suddenly came from above his head, and the hands on his waist tightened a little more.
I blinked, and tears filled my eyes.
I don't know how long it took before I responded softly, "It's good to be back."
Tears have already wet the pillow towel.
That night, I had a wonderful dream.
In the dream, he came.
Kiss me tenderly, tenderly.
I'm really not used to him like this, but I like him so much from the bottom of my heart.
In the dream, I hugged him tightly and never let go.
Don't think about anything else, just feel that he is by my side, and everything else is unimportant.
When the golden light sneaked in from the crack of the window playfully fell on my face, I woke up who was not suitable for falling asleep under the bright light.
The pain in my body made me moan in pain.
Lifting off the quilt and getting up, she saw a pair of men's hands on her waist, and she was even more naked, covered with hickey marks of all sizes.
There was a momentary blank in my mind.
"Are you awake?" The deep and familiar voice is my longing day and night for five years.
Turning his head mechanically, he saw a handsome face, half lying lazily, looking at me with a smile.
Seeing me stunned, he stretched out his long hands and covered the quilt again, "Don't catch a cold." After finishing speaking, the slender hands under the quilt wrapped around my waist again.
He is also naked.
I stared at him with wide eyes, and couldn't help poking his face with my fingers. It was soft, hot, and alive.
I pinched my face again and it hurt.
Not a dream.
Not a dream.
I stared at him obsessively. At this moment, I didn't want to do anything or say anything but look at him stupidly with my eyes.
"Enen." He caressed my face, his eyes were extremely distressed, "I'm not dead, I'm here to find you."
"not dead?"
"This is what I have already arranged. Let San'er protect you from the palace first, and I will come out to find you when the time is right."
"The time is ripe?"
"That's right, as long as I'm still the emperor, I can't leave the common people alone, and I can't casually send the crown prince to the throne. I need time to cultivate a better emperor than me."
"nourish?"
"I've been thinking about this plan for three full months. These three months have been the most painful time in my life. I finally made a decision. I have given the first half of my life to the throne, and the second half of my life. I want to be with my beloved Live the life you want to live."
"so?"
"So, in order to make you give up and leave, I said those heartless words."
It's not that I don't understand, it's that I can't accept it, it's just, just... "You don't have to drive me out of the palace, I can still wait for you in the palace."
"I said before that my women must have the ability to withstand and deal with palace battles. As long as I am still an emperor, there will only be more and more concubines. I am afraid that one day I will not be able to protect you. I also thought that you can adapt Imperial Palace, but these years, you are still foolish enough to make people worry."
Sniffing, I was so sad that I couldn't express it, I wanted to turn my head, but my eyes just couldn't bear to leave his face, "Do you know how sad and desperate I was when I left the palace?"
"Well?"
"When I knew I was pregnant with Zhenger, I was so confused."
"Well?"
"When I heard the four words that the emperor died, I even felt like dying."
He hugged me tightly.
"Your so-called protection hurt me too deeply." I choked up and cried bitterly.
"I know I know."
"You don't know, I'm stupid, I'm stupid, but no matter what happens, I just want to face it with you, how can you drive me out of the palace alone?"
"I'm not confident that I can protect you."
Cry bitterly, nothing but cry.
I know that what he said is the truth, I know that he wants to protect me, but I think of the bitterness of these years, the torment of longing...
Pushing him away, I got up and got dressed quickly.
"Well?"
"I don't want to hear it." After getting dressed, I rushed out of the room.
When I came to the yard, I hid in the dense bushes.
Curl yourself up and cry quietly.
The bottom of my heart is actually happy, no matter what happened, at least he is still alive.
As long as he is alive, everything that happens is nothing.
My heart is very contradictory, it's just awkward, I just don't want to open my arms to him like this.
After crying, I laughed again.
In the end, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
After an unknown amount of time, San'er's voice sounded outside, "Sister, it's time to come out."
Saner?Thinking that San'er has a part in all of Yan Qi's arrangements, I can't help but pay attention again.
A thought suddenly flashed in my mind, I want to snub him.
After making up my mind, I slowly walked out of the bushes.
There are four people waiting for me, he, San'er, Bai Xuan and Qing Yi.
"Sister." San'er was full of guilt, and tugged on my sleeve.
"Madam." Bai Xuan and Qing Yi saluted me.
"What madam? The two called you wrong." I pretended to be indifferent, and said to San'er, "Since you are Zheng'er's teacher, San'er, go and arrange a few rooms to come out."
Bai Xuan, Qing Yi and San'er were all taken aback, but he looked at me with a smile on his face and said: "Madam, my husband just came out of your room."
I blushed, and I pretended not to hear, "San'er, don't prepare the room yet."
"elder sister?"
Seeing me staring at her, San'er stuck out her tongue, "Yes, San'er will go get ready now."
Suddenly there were three more people at the dinner table, which made the atmosphere very strange.
Zheng'er looked left and right, his face full of doubts.
I was extremely uncomfortable eating, because Yan Qi always looked at me with a smile, and Zheng Er mostly looked at him.
Zheng'er is a quiet child, but he couldn't help it now, and asked Yan Qi: "Why do you always look at my mother?"
Yan Qi raised her eyebrows, her words were not surprising, "Because I like your mother."
Cough cough cough—almost swallowed by the meal, in front of children, I didn't even stare at him, and said he was neither, so I had to bite the bullet and say: "Don't say such things in front of children."
"Mother, I'm not a child." Zheng'er put down his chopsticks and looked at me seriously.
"Yes, you have grown up."
Zheng'er looked at Yan Qi again, and the two pairs of similar starry eyes stared at each other.
San'er looked left and right curiously.
While eating, Bai Xuan and Qing Yi looked at Zheng'er, their eyes were full of interest, and there was a light of wanting to watch a play in them.
After looking at each other for a long time, Zheng'er suddenly sat down and said old-fashionedly: "Okay, you can continue to like my mother."
Bai Xuan and Qing Yi glanced at each other, and there was a smile in their indifferent eyes.
San'er lowered his head and smiled sullenly.
"Okay, I will definitely like your mother very much." Yan Qi nodded solemnly, as if some kind of agreement had been reached between one big and one small.
Looking at these two people, their facial features are almost carved out of the same mold. I have one head and two big ones. Is it due to natural blood or the invisible but always connected family relationship? Zheng'er has never been easy to trust others , How could she trust him so much at this moment?
"Mother only likes Zheng'er alone." I felt a little uncomfortable because the child I raised with my own hands is now helping this "outsider" who just came here.
"Zheng'er knows, but one day, Zheng'er will grow up and go out to make money. At that time, there will be no one to take care of mother. Mother should find someone to keep company."
I was taken aback, Zheng'er was only five years old, yet he would say such a thing.
For a moment, I was moved beyond words, "Zheng'er is really a good boy to my mother."
"It's so-called obeying the husband when married, obeying the son when the husband dies, mother, you have to listen to Zheng'er." When he said this, his expression and tone really resembled him.
In an instant, I felt a ray of light across my body.
Yan Qi's cool voice drifted over, "The husband dies and obeys the son? Why, you told Zheng'er that his father died?"
"Zheng'er's father is not dead, he is just," Zheng'er's face is full of sadness, and his eyes are full of distress, "it's just stupid, and he doesn't know the way home. When Zheng'er grows up, he must find his father. return."
"Silly?"
I could see a large black cloud on Yan Qi's face.
Bai Xuan's and Qing Yi's faces were quickly buried in the bowl, and they were pawing at the rice, their shoulders were like springs, shaking non-stop.
And San'er couldn't hold back her laughter, and quickly left the living room with the bowl and chopsticks in hand.
I looked left and right, but I didn't dare to look at Yan Qi's face, until he walked in front of me, I raised my head and smiled at him, and hurriedly said to my son: "I'm full, Zheng'er, mother, go get it for you." Take a shower and rub your back, okay?"
"Okay." As soon as he took a bath and rubbed his back, Zheng'er changed his sad appearance and became very happy. He put down the dishes and ran out to prepare.
Before going out, he turned his body around and hugged him into a warm embrace. His deep voice sounded above his head, "Why tell the child that I am stupid?"
After a while of silence, we said: "Do you want me to tell him that his father is the current emperor? I don't want to say that you are dead."
"troubled you."
I was a little annoyed in my heart, obviously wanted to give him a cold shoulder, but now I actually started talking to him, so I hurriedly pushed him away, and I said indifferently: "Master, please respect yourself." After speaking, I went out.
Yan Qi was left standing dumbfounded.
In the past few days, I have been the happiest person in the house. Although I try my best to restrain the excitement and happiness in my heart and pretend to be indifferent, whenever I accidentally look in the mirror, I can see the corners of my mouth are raised with.
In the past, I only felt that the moonlight in winter was too cold and had a desolate feeling, but now I feel infinitely beautiful, and even the desolate feeling has become softer.
I appeared in the wing room with some snacks, the door was slightly open, faint candlelight shone through from inside, and Yan Qi's voice came from inside, he was telling Zheng'er some principles of life.
Zheng'er listened carefully and would ask questions from time to time.
Yan Qi's explanation was so wonderful that even I couldn't help listening to it with fascination.
This time is my happiest moment.
Just standing like this, I looked at their big and small figures, and my eyes could no longer blend in with others.
"Ma'am." Bai Xuan appeared beside me, he looked at me not so friendly, and even a little awkward, "Madam shouldn't treat the lord like this, the lord really loves you, even gave up the throne for you. "
"You want to say that I don't know good from bad, don't you?" I have deeply felt Bai Xuan's loyalty to Yan Qi.
"Yes."
"Bai Xuan, have you ever loved someone?"
"No."
"Then you won't understand how I feel."
"How do you feel?" Bai Xuan was a little dissatisfied.
Qing Yi's hearty voice interjected, "Bai Xuan, you are troublesome. I think the Lord enjoys his wife's petty temper these days. The so-called beating is pro-swearing or love, that's the reason."
enjoy?small temper?Is hitting or scolding or love?
Hearing Qing Yi's words, I just felt uncomfortable all over my body.
As if me and Yanqi...
"Enjoy?" Bai Xuan looked at Qing Yi suspiciously.
"This is the love of husband and wife in ordinary people's homes. Haven't you seen the lord smiling every day?"
"It seems so."
"So, don't make trouble anymore."
"You said I was making trouble?"
Qing Yi nodded, "One thing, you have to get used to it, she is already our wife, we are just the nursing home here."
"Guardian?" Bai Xuan's eyebrows furrowed deeper and deeper, "I'm a majestic expert."
The two started talking on their own, and at the end, they began to study what kind of nice title they should give themselves in the future.
Just now Bai Xuan still blamed me like that, but now...
"Mother." At this time, Zheng'er jumped out, took a bite of the snack in my hand, and said excitedly: "Master's speech is very good, much better than that of the private school."
"is it?"
Zheng'er was very happy, "Yes, Master will play chess with me tomorrow, and if I win, he will treat me to candied haws."
"Then Zheng'er has to work harder, it's late at night, you should go to sleep, let's go." I deliberately ignored him, led Zheng'er and left, and after walking two steps, I heard a low laugh from behind .
What is he laughing at?Is it true that as Qing Yi said, he is enjoying this fun?
My snubbing didn't seem to have any effect.
A sense of frustration arises spontaneously, why can he act so nonchalantly?
Is he really that indifferent to my feelings?
Does he really not understand me at all?
Because I cared so much about this issue in my heart, I didn't even look at him for three consecutive days.
The face comes from the heart, there is no need to deliberately put on an indifferent expression, a discerning person will know that I have something on my mind.
The rain didn't stop all night.
When it was dawn, the rain was still falling like beads, beating on the roof tiles with a bang.
"mother."
While combing her hair in front of the mirror, Zheng'er opened the door and came in with a look of disappointment on her face.
"What's wrong?" I asked with a smile.
"I lost again, ten games in a row." The sadness in the childish voice was unbearable.
"Didn't mother teach you? Threesomes must have my teacher. You should keep your master's chess skills in your heart and use them for yourself, so that you can think of a way to suppress them." For the past three days, Zheng'er has been fighting with Yan every day. Qi played chess, but never won.
"Zheng'er knows, but the master's chess skills are different every day, and it's useless for the son to remember it. Mother, you can help your son win a game and come back."
"Mother doesn't walk well either." At the age of three, Zheng'er fell in love with chess and insisted on pestering me to learn it, saying that he would play chess with me in the future, so he had no choice but to learn it.
"But you are an adult, and I am a child. Don't adults know more than children?"
I smiled, at this moment he admitted that he was a child.
"Mom." She pulled my arm and acted like a baby, "My son is not convinced, mother—"
"Zheng'er, mother is not the master's opponent." He is the emperor, no need to ask, he also knows that he is proficient in chess, piano, calligraphy and painting, and he is already timid before fighting.
"Mother, you are too unmotivated." The son folded his hands on his chest and looked at me dissatisfied.
"Good boy, Zheng'er, it's time to go to school."
"No, the children in the private school like to bully me, I'm afraid."
Angry and scared?I can't laugh or cry.
"Zheng'er, don't make trouble for no reason."
"I didn't make trouble out of no reason. I'm just a school girl. I admit defeat before fighting. It's a cowardly behavior."
At a loss for words, my son and I looked at each other for a while, then nodded helplessly, "Okay, mother will go now. Then can you go to school?"
"Okay." Zheng'er jumped up excitedly.
When I appeared in front of his room, it was already an hour later.
I raised my head and wanted to knock on the door, but hesitated, and finally, bit the bullet and knocked.
"Come in." The cool voice was a little loose.
As soon as you enter the room, a faint fragrance hits your nose, this fragrance?Doubt, isn't this the fragrance of flowers in the bath?
Just as he was thinking, he came out from behind the screen. The white robe Shengxue was lightly draped over his body, tied casually with only a belt, as if it would fall off if he pulled it lightly, his neck to chest was as white as white. Yu's skin can be seen at a glance, and Yu's hairpin is loosely tied up in a bun, with a few strands of hair hanging down, and the water droplets on the hair are still wet.
He actually took a bath at this time.
Hmm, I really can't take my eyes off this look.
Looking at me with raised eyebrows, he walked towards me.
"You are taking a bath." I laughed dryly, trying to look away, but I couldn't.
Stopping half a step away from me, he leaned his upper body slightly and squinted at me, "Enen, do you want me?"
I gasped in surprise and couldn't help stammering, "You, what are you talking about?"
Is this person in front of me really the Yan Qi I know?
He looked disappointed, "Don't you want me? Then why are you looking at me so lewdly?"
"I didn't look at it lewdly. I asked you to play chess. Zheng'er asked me to turn over the book for him." I finished speaking in one breath, really wanting to dig a hole and hide it.
"You can play chess?" He was quite unbelievable, with an expression of disbelief.
"Not bad, and it's going well." I puffed out my chest.
When a chessboard was placed in front of me, I was dumbfounded.
"One hour ago, Zheng'er and I played here." He pointed to the center of the chess, "Since you played well, let's not repeat it, let's continue."
This is obviously a game of dead chess, how can I play it?
"I'll give you ten pieces." He smiled slightly and took the ten pieces.
With a flash in front of his eyes, the ten pieces he took were all his live pieces. Judging from the chess game, without these ten live pieces, the Da Luo Immortal would be powerless to return to heaven.
"What you say is what you say, and you are not allowed to renege on your debt." I don't know what the hell he is doing, so I should be careful.
"Of course." He nodded firmly.
Naturally, I was happy in my heart. When he gave way, I felt like a god helped me, and I captured half of his country in a short while, and became more and more courageous as he fought, while he had a tiger in front and a cliff in his back, making it difficult for him to fall.
"Alas!" He sighed, raised his feet to step on the stool, put his elbows on his knees, rested his chin with his fingers, thinking of a plan, and shook his head for a while, "It seems that I'm going to lose."
As long as I make this move, he will definitely lose.
He had already stretched out his hand in the air, and when he was about to drop it, he called out affectionately, "Enen?"
I couldn't help but raise my head. Looking at it, my body stiffened, my face flushed instantly, and my head was congested with blood.
He lifted up the white robe, and there was nothing under the white robe, and the panorama unfolded in front of me.
He, he, he was not wearing anything underneath.
With a bang, the chess piece in my hand fell unconsciously, but my person was still in a daze.
Until he covered the white robe again, he said nonchalantly: "It's my turn."
I nodded silly.
He smiled brightly, "After playing, it's your turn."
"Okay." I agreed in a daze, and turned my gaze back to the chessboard. When I saw the chessboard, I woke up instantly and exclaimed, "My piece is wrong."
Just because of a mistake, his son unexpectedly ate a large piece of me at once, and all the dead sons became living sons, and for me, the most important city was lost, and there were some small towns on the edge, which could not play any role at all.
"You?" I glared at him angrily, okay, so despicable.
"How about I make you ten sons again?" He said in a good mood.
"No need." I gritted my teeth.
"Okay." He spread his hands with an innocent look on his face, "Look at the way you enjoyed just now, let me sacrifice my appearance to calm your anger." After finishing speaking, he wanted to lift the hem of his robe again.
"No." I hurried forward to stop his flailing hands, but I didn't want to be embraced by him as soon as I touched him.
"Let go of me." I just struggled slightly, alas, I'm spineless again.
"En, I'm sorry." He apologized sincerely.
The sudden change made me a little uncomfortable, "I'm sorry for what?"
"When I made the decision to abdicate, I shouldn't have made you so sad in a heartless way. You spent five years in loneliness and longing. Outsiders have no way of knowing this torment, but I know it. I know you want Walk with me, no matter what happens, you will always walk with me instead of leaving you alone waiting in another place."
It turned out that he knew, he knew what I was thinking. At this moment, all the sadness in my heart disappeared.
Sighing in the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but embrace him with both hands, if you are spineless, you must be spineless.
"But once you stay with me, there will be endless palace battles waiting for you. Your heart is easy to soften. How can you be their opponent? I want to train the prince to be an emperor who can be alone in a few years. I can't be distracted to take care of you at all. If I go back in time and start over again, I will still make this decision. I want you to be by my side unharmed and live happily. Grace, forgive me."
Without the slightest hesitation, I nodded, "As long as you know what I'm thinking." I've never been angry, but I'm just annoyed that he doesn't understand me so much, I don't want to live alone, be protected and not see him, Worrying about him, and being sad because of his unfeeling, these days are too sad.
"How can I not know what you think in your heart, but you are so stupid that you don't know how to fight back. Obviously sometimes you harden your heart and then soften it. How can I leave a stupid person in the palace?"
"I know I'm stupid." I smiled at him, my heart was relieved, and I was much more relaxed, but I still wanted to stand side by side with him.
He kissed me, "I like your stupidity, there are too many smart people in this world, so it's only fair to give a few good men like me to a few stupid people."
Alas, this man, I thought, I should start to get to know him again.
One year later.
Yan Qi and I came to a mountain forest.
Under this mountain forest is the imperial mausoleum of the previous dynasty. The imperial mausoleum stretching for hundreds of miles is majestic and majestic, quiet and cold.
After a while, a long flute sounded from the imperial mausoleum, the sound was lonely and desolate, sometimes like the bleak autumn wind, sometimes like ice water flowing slowly.
It can be heard that the master who played this piece is full of thoughts.
Yan Qi shook my hand, "He has come here since the competition, En En, have you forgiven him?"
Six years.
Tang Yu, this name has never been deliberately thought of, nor has it appeared inadvertently, but I always think that I blame him in my heart.
Now I find that the grievance is gone.
The warmth of my hands is the source of my happiness.
I dare not honestly say that I am really that kind, but I am living a happy life now, and I no longer complain because of happiness.
"I don't complain anymore."
Yan Qi smiled slightly, took out a piccolo from his sleeve, and blew a cheerful tune, matching the sound of the flute from the imperial mausoleum, one light and one heavy, one happy and one sad, one movement and one still, a strange fusion .
When the sound of the flute ended, Yan Qi said: "After the competition, Tang Yu said to me, 'You must make En En happy'. And I also told him, if you forgive him, I will take you Sing a song with him here."
Tang Yu's eyes were a little wet.
"He's out."
Looking down, sure enough, there is a tall and slender person standing in the mausoleum, with his clothes fluttering.
It's Tang Yu.
I couldn't see his face clearly, I didn't know what his expression was like at the moment, it just gave me an indescribable loneliness.
At this time, he played the flute again. The sound of the flute was soft and melodious, with a kind of sadness, but he no longer had the loneliness just now.
"He's leaving." Yan Qi said warmly, "Aren't you going to see him?"
I shook my head, "Since you have already told him what I mean, seeing or not seeing is the same."
No, it will make him more comfortable.
Watching Tang Yu leave step by step until his figure disappeared into the forest.
"He's gone, are you still watching?" The voice of the person next to him was sour.
"Look, I don't know when I will see Tang Yu in the future."
The person around me snorted coldly, and forced me to look at him, "Just look at me."
I smiled until there was only a slit in my eyes, I leaned my head gently on Yan Qi's shoulder, "Yan Qi, I love you."
"Me too." He was startled, and then gently hugged me.
(End of this chapter)
That's right, San'er belongs to him, so he should leave now, right?
I had to pack my clothes by myself.
In fact, there is nothing. I saved some money when I was a court lady, and I have a few coarse clothes, just a small cloth bag.
He opened the box to see what else he should take away, but he saw a box full of silk, satin, gold, silver and jewels, which were rewards from him.
"Go as you come." I muttered, closing the box door without any greed.
"Your concubine." It was San'er's voice, extremely weak.
Turning around, I saw San'er's clothes covered in blood, his face was pale, and his body was leaning against the door very weakly.
"San'er, what happened?" She turned pale with shock, I quickly went to help her sit down, is there still a former court party?
"It's okay, just take a rest."
"He said it's okay, why is there so much blood on his body?"
San'er smiled happily, "Your concubine, I can leave the palace with you."
I was taken aback.
"That's great, I'm going to pack my things too." After speaking, San'er got up and walked towards his small side room as if he had gained strength.
"San'er, aren't you one of his people?" I was full of doubts.
"No, my martial arts have been abolished, and now I am free."
"Abandoned martial arts?" I was shocked, "Why did you abolish martial arts?" Suddenly, remembering what San'er and Bai Xuan said when they were in the tunnel, I asked tremblingly, "It's because of me..."
"No, actually San'er has wanted to leave the secret guard for a long time. It's too boring to hide in the dark every day." San'er smiled honestly, and then asked anxiously, "Doesn't your concubine like San'er following?"
"Why, it's too late for me to be happy."
"That's good, San'er will go and tidy up now."
Seeing San'er leave happily, my heart is extremely bitter, San'er, she must be deprived of martial arts because of me.
It was already late at night when we left the palace.
I don't know what San'er has packed, but she feels that her package is surprisingly big. She is extremely weak now, but can she carry this huge thing on her back?
"It's quite light." Seeing me looking at her package strangely, San'er shrugged deliberately, "This is all my family property for 14 years."
Smiling, I held her slightly cold hand, "San'er, thank you." Three words, how can I express the gratitude in my heart, but other than that, I really can't think of what else to say.
"I can follow," San'er said after thinking for a while, "It's San'er's blessing to be able to follow Madam."
lady?I was startled, and said with a wry smile, "If you don't mind calling me sister, we'll be called sisters from now on, okay?"
"Okay. Sister." San'er readily agreed.
Looking at the two giant front gates behind us, we are already outside the palace at this moment. There are thousands of words that cannot be described.
Can you really let go of your love for him?
In the days to come, it should be very lonely, right?
Yan Qi, Yan Qi, Yan Qi...
Five years later.
A dead end in the capital.
There were screams of people and the sound of things breaking.
As soon as I came back from delivering the embroidered handkerchief, I heard the sound of a fight not far away, and I hurried over to have a look. Sure enough, it was San'er, who was pulling a man with one hand, and stepped on another man, and the fight was exhilarating.
Beside her, there were more than a dozen burly men, who were also fighting fiercely.
Seeing me coming back from the corner of the eye, San'er pushed the two of them away, and said to the dozen or so burly men, "It will be settled within half a stick of incense."
"Yes, boss."
"Sister, are you back?" San'er happily walked to me, and took the basket with the embroidered handkerchief in my hand.
"Why are you fighting again?" To San'er, I was really worried. Since we left the palace, we didn't leave the capital, but bought a small courtyard. The vegetable market has set up stalls to sell vegetables.
I thought life was going so ordinary, but I didn't expect that San'er got into a fight with a group of hooligans less than half a month after setting up the vegetable stall.Even though her martial arts were abolished, she was invincible against these ordinary people who only know three-legged cats. What was even more unexpected was that those local hooligans who were beaten were still taken in by her and insisted on following her to fight the world.
In this way, after five years, there are more and more people under him, and there are at least a hundred people at this moment.
At San'er's age, it's time for her to marry, but when the matchmaker heard that it was San'er, no one was willing to matchmaking for her.
"It's Qingnei. The people who were beaten were originally my subordinates. They dared to break the rules and rob them. I had no choice but to teach them a lesson myself." San'er smiled honestly.
I sighed, the longer I get along with San'er, the more I feel that San'er is an extremely powerful person, under the simple and honest appearance is an unbelievable ability.
Otherwise, our home would not have changed from the original dilapidated small yard to this big house covering an area of [-] mu.
"Sister, actually you don't have to work so hard, San'er can support you." San'er hooked my arm and said with a smile.
"I understand what you mean, but you also know that my sister doesn't like to be pampered, so this kind of embroidery work is not tiring."
"I know I can't talk to you, but this is another business for you. Mr. Chen, who is one mile away, is going to marry his daughter in two months, and wants to embroider a pair of mandarin duck pillows."
"What I want to embroider most now is your mandarin duck pillow." Although I am doing embroidery work, every business is handled by San'er. Even so, whenever I go to deliver it, she will send someone to follow me secretly , she thought I didn't know.
"Isn't San'er always with my sister?"
"Okay, but girls will always marry when they grow up."
"If you don't marry, San'er will stay with your sister for the rest of your life."
"I'll be bored." I laughed, and I hoped that San'er would stay with me for the rest of my life, but I couldn't be so selfish.
I only hope that a man who will love San'er will appear in the future.
As I was talking, I saw a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy running hurriedly from the street in front of me, stopped in front of me panting, and said, "Ma'am, the young master was punished by the master again."
"What?" Before I said anything, San'er jumped up and said angrily, "Another child is bullying Zheng'er?"
"It was other children who falsely accused you of stealing things." The little book boy said.
"I'll go and have a look, San'er, you go back to the house first."
"How can that be? Sister, why do you always prevent me from going to private school?"
"As soon as you go, you will make a big fuss with your temper, so go back quickly."
"I don't worry about my sister."
I looked at her dumbfounded, "Do you really think I don't know that no matter where I go, you send people to secretly follow me?"
San'er blinked and smiled honestly, "I just don't want to go."
The private school is some distance away from home, on the busiest street in the capital.
At first it was San'er who insisted on sending Zheng'er there, saying that it was the best and most expensive private school in the capital, and that no matter what, he couldn't treat Zheng'er badly.
I couldn't bear to disobey her, even though I hoped that Zheng'er could study in an ordinary private school. Only by letting the child understand ordinary fun, not to compare, not to compete, can he develop healthier physically and mentally.
But I also know the implication of San'er, Zheng'er is Yan Qi's son, if he is in the palace, he is the prince, and everything he has will be hundreds of times more than what he has now.
Yan Qi...
I couldn't help but look in the direction of the imperial palace. Although it is several streets away from the imperial palace, you can still vaguely see the bright yellow glazed tiles.
What is he doing now?
is it going well?
Do you miss me?
In the past five years, he has taken in two more concubines and ten noble concubines, six of whom were donated by neighboring countries.
His affairs are all talked about by the people after dinner, especially the campaign to wipe out the former party five years ago, which made the people talk about it with great interest.
It's hard not to want to hear it, and in fact, I'd love to hear about him too.
With a faint smile, it has been five years, and I can't let go of the heart that loves him.
I thought it would be painful to miss him like this, but all these years, all I felt was happiness.
Because, he is alive and well.
Because, he gave me Zhenger.
When I left the palace that year, Zheng'er had been in my stomach for four months, but I, a mother, didn't notice it at all.
When I learned about it, I was at a loss and even more at a loss.
Until Zheng'er kicked me in the stomach, at that moment, I felt an indescribable excitement.
"Ma'am, the private school is here." The little bookboy's voice brought me back from my thoughts.
The best, the most expensive private schools are for children from officials or wealthy families. Every plant and tree here is the best of the best, the most expensive of the expensive. When you go in and see a teacup, its value can be Let ordinary people buy food rations for the previous year.
Entering a courtyard, I heard the sound of reading aloud.
The children's voices are crisp, loud and full of vigor.
"Ma'am, it's the young master. The young master is so powerful, one against ten." The little bookboy said excitedly, pointing to the front.
From a distance, I could see Zheng'er arguing with a dozen well-dressed children.
Zheng'er's appearance and height seemed tall among this group of children of the same age. He was only five years old, but he had a natural arrogance.
It was only when he got closer that he heard his childish voice saying: "Where did you see that I stole it, do you have any evidence?"
"Things are found at your location." A child said.
"Does it mean that I stole it in my position? Did you see it?"
"So what if I didn't see it? You stole it." The child stepped forward and pushed Zheng'er, and the other children also stepped forward to push him when they saw this.
Zheng'er clenched his fists and endured the children's bullying.
Until a child pushed him too hard, Zheng'er's face was squeezed together in pain, and he raised his fist and hit him.
This punch was not light, and the little boy's face was already red.
"Wow—" the little boy cried out in pain.
"Aunt San'er said that when you can't bear it anymore, you don't have to bear it anymore." Zheng'er imitated an adult, pumped his fist, looked at the frightened children, and said viciously, "If you want to fight, I will not lose to you. "
The children probably got scared and ran away quickly.
Seeing Zheng'er's small faces huddled together, he said to himself: "This is too bad, I will be scolded by my master again, that old man will definitely go to my mother to sue me."
"My master won't come to complain," I added, "because my mother has seen it."
"Mother?" Seeing it was me, Zheng'er immediately ran over happily and hugged my thigh, shaking from side to side, "Why did mother suddenly come? Zheng'er misses mother so much, Zheng'er likes mother the most, and Zheng'er will definitely Be filial to your mother."
The little book boy snickered beside him.
It's really hard to laugh but not laugh, but I still pretended to look down, "You've used this trick many times, it's useless."
"Mother." The little body shook even more vigorously, "Zheng'er was wronged."
"Then find out the truth."
"They are all children, very immature, and they won't listen to the truth even if they find out the truth." Zheng'er said old-fashionedly.
The little book boy couldn't help it, burst out laughing, and hurriedly turned around to laugh, I saw his shoulders trembling extremely.
"Then you won't go to the master? Tell the truth to the master." I pinched my fingers hard to restrain the urge to laugh.
"Master is a person who is open to money, and only helps those rich children." Zheng'er said a little depressed, his little head drooping.
It looks so cute.
Crouching down, I hugged him gently, and said softly, "Mother believes in Zheng'er."
"Thank you, mother." His big eyes lit up.
I patted his cheek, "It's time for school, let's go home."
"it is good."
The afterglow of the setting sun illuminates everything on the earth like gold.
Holding my son's little hand and walking quietly on the street, watching his bright and clear eyes looking around curiously, I will feel extremely happy in my heart.
"Want to eat candied haws?" I asked.
"Yes, I still want to eat marshmallows." The son made another request.
I depended on him.
"Mother, eat three first." My son handed the candied haws to my hand.
"Thank you Zheng Er." I smiled happily. Although Zheng Er is only five years old, he already understands a lot of truths.
While eating, the sound of gongs came from a distance like a talisman, and several officers and soldiers ran and shouted: "The emperor died, the crown prince succeeded--the emperor died, the crown prince succeeded--"
"The emperor passed away? Why did he die suddenly?" There were voices of astonishment one after another.
"That's right, I've never heard of the emperor's illness?"
"Could there be some serious disease in the palace?"
"Mom? The candied haws have fallen?" Zheng'er looked at the dirty candied haws on the ground with regret, and when he looked up, his small face became frightened, "Mother, what's wrong with you? Mother?"
At this moment, I can't hear anything, and only those few words are in my mind, "The emperor passed away, and the crown prince succeeded—"
It was dark before my eyes, and I passed out.
"mother--"
"mother--"
"elder sister--"
"elder sister--"
I was woken up by Zheng'er and San'er's anxious and worried cries.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Seeing me waking up, Zheng'er climbed onto the bed, squatted beside her and looked at me with concern.
"Sister? Are you okay?" San'er hurriedly took the embroidered pillow and put it behind my back, and brought me hot tea.
I took a sip, shook my head, and said to Zheng'er: "Mother is fine, Zheng'er don't worry, San'er, why am I sleeping on the bed?" Looking at the night outside the window, it should be very early, as usual at this time , I'm still doing some embroidery work.
"You passed out on the way."
"Painted out?" Seeing San'er getting out of bed with Zheng'er in his arms, I got up too, and just as my feet touched the ground, a sentence rushed into my mind, "The emperor passed away, and the crown prince succeeded—"
The teacup in his hand fell to the ground, making a crisp cracking sound.
"mother?"
"elder sister?"
The memory of the afternoon flashed through my mind, and my expression turned pale in an instant. I grabbed San'er's hand, my lips trembling, and it took me a while to ask: "Your Majesty, has your Majesty passed away?"
San'er was silent for a while, then nodded.
"No, I'm asking your majesty, the person we all knew in the palace passed away? Huh?" Tears suddenly flowed from the corners of my eyes, and more and more, it was actually the same sentence, but I didn't give up. Ask again.
"Sister, he died. I heard that he had an inexplicable illness and died last night." San'er said it directly, without daring to look me in the eyes.
I froze, looked at her in disbelief, and shook my hand, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it."
He was so young, how could he suddenly fall ill and die?
"Sister, what San'er said is true."
"I do not believe."
"elder sister?"
"I don't believe it." I yelled at San'er, the first time I yelled at San'er, and it was also the first time in my life.
Zheng'er looked at me in fear, walked over and whispered, "Mom?"
"Zheng'er," San'er hurried over to take Zheng'er's hand, and said softly, "Zheng'er is good, it's late, go to sleep, okay?"
"But my mother seems very sad."
"Go to bed, huh?"
Zheng'er glanced at me again, then nodded, and when he opened the door, he turned around and said, "Mom, no matter what happens, you still have Zheng'er."
Seeing that I didn't speak, my little face darkened a lot.
"Good boy Zheng'er, it's not that mother is ignoring you, she's just thinking about something on her mind and didn't hear you."
"really?"
"Really. Go to sleep. Huh?"
"it is good."
San'er winked at the servant outside the door, and immediately, the servant came in and took Zheng'er's hand and left.
he died?
died?
I said I didn't believe it, but I couldn't control the tears, and they fell more and more.
"Sister, it's been so long, don't you still love him?" San'er sat down next to me, seeing me sad, her eyes turned red.
I looked at her with tears in my eyes, "I never forgot him."
"But he hurt you so much."
"I love him." The heartache has long been forgotten, but my love for him is getting deeper and deeper. I never deliberately think about him, but he has taken root in my heart.
"Sister, don't be sad." San'er hugged me gently, hesitant to speak, but finally said nothing.
For half a month, I was like a walking dead, not saying a word, let alone laughing, and even eating a little.
People lost a lot of weight.
I sat quietly in the yard, and when the wind swept across my cheeks, there was already a taste of winter.
Tears fell again involuntarily.
To this day, I still can't believe he's dead.
The mourning and joy on the day of the funeral resounded throughout the capital, and I heard it.
The new emperor ascended the throne, and the official document of amnesty for the world was also heard from the mouth of the servants.
Taking a casual glance outside the gate, you can see that the passers-by are all wearing white flowers. This white flower has to be worn for a hundred days to comfort the spirit of the late emperor.
I refuse to believe it, or deceive myself or anyone else, but I refuse to believe it.
How could he just die like this?
He said he would take me to see the sunrise.
He said that as long as he is alive, he will spoil me for a day.
He said that he would tell me with actions, and with an honest heart, how much he loves me, and if he doesn’t love me anymore, he will say it, not in an official way, and he will not make any excuses.
When he drove me out of the palace, he never said he didn't love me.
How could he just die like this?
"Sister, Zheng'er's new teacher is here." San'er came to me and said.
Zheng'er's teacher?At a loss, I slowly raised my head, and when I saw the person standing in front of me, I felt that everything in this world stopped, and only him was in my eyes.
Getting up, I walked up to him step by step.
Stretching out my hand, I touched his face with trembling fingers. I would meet this face in dreams from time to time.
These eyes, which used to be shining with a cold light, seemed to be born in nature, but now they are full of smiles, affectionate smiles.
The tip of the nose is firm and has a perfect curvature.
The crimson lips were bent into a nice angle, melting away the oppressive aura emanating from his whole body.
"Yan Qi." I said tremblingly, "Is that you? You're not dead, are you?"
"Ma'am, I was called by this name before, but now I am called Ying Zimo, and she is the teacher newly hired by Madam."
"Mr. Teacher?"
He nodded with a smile.
"Yanqi, you're not dead, are you?" I couldn't understand what he was saying, but I just held his hand tightly, feeling his warmth, eager to get his affirmative answer.
"I'll tell you, my name is Ying Zimo now, my wife just invited me..." His voice stopped abruptly because I kissed him.
At the moment of the kiss, I still didn't feel at ease.
I don't know how I got into the room, and I don't know how the clothes all over my body took off.
When he looked at me with fiery eyes, he put his hands around him and raised his waist.
The moment I entered deeply and the skin was tightly pressed against each other, I felt his existence, the real existence.
Missing someone is really bitter, very bitter.
Waking up in the middle of the night, I stared at the sleeping person next to me.
Laughed and had a good laugh.
I think I'm dreaming.
Move your position, stick to him tightly, close your eyes, if this is a dream, I don't want to wake up again.
"I'm back, Enen, I've been waiting for a long time." His low voice suddenly came from above his head, and the hands on his waist tightened a little more.
I blinked, and tears filled my eyes.
I don't know how long it took before I responded softly, "It's good to be back."
Tears have already wet the pillow towel.
That night, I had a wonderful dream.
In the dream, he came.
Kiss me tenderly, tenderly.
I'm really not used to him like this, but I like him so much from the bottom of my heart.
In the dream, I hugged him tightly and never let go.
Don't think about anything else, just feel that he is by my side, and everything else is unimportant.
When the golden light sneaked in from the crack of the window playfully fell on my face, I woke up who was not suitable for falling asleep under the bright light.
The pain in my body made me moan in pain.
Lifting off the quilt and getting up, she saw a pair of men's hands on her waist, and she was even more naked, covered with hickey marks of all sizes.
There was a momentary blank in my mind.
"Are you awake?" The deep and familiar voice is my longing day and night for five years.
Turning his head mechanically, he saw a handsome face, half lying lazily, looking at me with a smile.
Seeing me stunned, he stretched out his long hands and covered the quilt again, "Don't catch a cold." After finishing speaking, the slender hands under the quilt wrapped around my waist again.
He is also naked.
I stared at him with wide eyes, and couldn't help poking his face with my fingers. It was soft, hot, and alive.
I pinched my face again and it hurt.
Not a dream.
Not a dream.
I stared at him obsessively. At this moment, I didn't want to do anything or say anything but look at him stupidly with my eyes.
"Enen." He caressed my face, his eyes were extremely distressed, "I'm not dead, I'm here to find you."
"not dead?"
"This is what I have already arranged. Let San'er protect you from the palace first, and I will come out to find you when the time is right."
"The time is ripe?"
"That's right, as long as I'm still the emperor, I can't leave the common people alone, and I can't casually send the crown prince to the throne. I need time to cultivate a better emperor than me."
"nourish?"
"I've been thinking about this plan for three full months. These three months have been the most painful time in my life. I finally made a decision. I have given the first half of my life to the throne, and the second half of my life. I want to be with my beloved Live the life you want to live."
"so?"
"So, in order to make you give up and leave, I said those heartless words."
It's not that I don't understand, it's that I can't accept it, it's just, just... "You don't have to drive me out of the palace, I can still wait for you in the palace."
"I said before that my women must have the ability to withstand and deal with palace battles. As long as I am still an emperor, there will only be more and more concubines. I am afraid that one day I will not be able to protect you. I also thought that you can adapt Imperial Palace, but these years, you are still foolish enough to make people worry."
Sniffing, I was so sad that I couldn't express it, I wanted to turn my head, but my eyes just couldn't bear to leave his face, "Do you know how sad and desperate I was when I left the palace?"
"Well?"
"When I knew I was pregnant with Zhenger, I was so confused."
"Well?"
"When I heard the four words that the emperor died, I even felt like dying."
He hugged me tightly.
"Your so-called protection hurt me too deeply." I choked up and cried bitterly.
"I know I know."
"You don't know, I'm stupid, I'm stupid, but no matter what happens, I just want to face it with you, how can you drive me out of the palace alone?"
"I'm not confident that I can protect you."
Cry bitterly, nothing but cry.
I know that what he said is the truth, I know that he wants to protect me, but I think of the bitterness of these years, the torment of longing...
Pushing him away, I got up and got dressed quickly.
"Well?"
"I don't want to hear it." After getting dressed, I rushed out of the room.
When I came to the yard, I hid in the dense bushes.
Curl yourself up and cry quietly.
The bottom of my heart is actually happy, no matter what happened, at least he is still alive.
As long as he is alive, everything that happens is nothing.
My heart is very contradictory, it's just awkward, I just don't want to open my arms to him like this.
After crying, I laughed again.
In the end, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
After an unknown amount of time, San'er's voice sounded outside, "Sister, it's time to come out."
Saner?Thinking that San'er has a part in all of Yan Qi's arrangements, I can't help but pay attention again.
A thought suddenly flashed in my mind, I want to snub him.
After making up my mind, I slowly walked out of the bushes.
There are four people waiting for me, he, San'er, Bai Xuan and Qing Yi.
"Sister." San'er was full of guilt, and tugged on my sleeve.
"Madam." Bai Xuan and Qing Yi saluted me.
"What madam? The two called you wrong." I pretended to be indifferent, and said to San'er, "Since you are Zheng'er's teacher, San'er, go and arrange a few rooms to come out."
Bai Xuan, Qing Yi and San'er were all taken aback, but he looked at me with a smile on his face and said: "Madam, my husband just came out of your room."
I blushed, and I pretended not to hear, "San'er, don't prepare the room yet."
"elder sister?"
Seeing me staring at her, San'er stuck out her tongue, "Yes, San'er will go get ready now."
Suddenly there were three more people at the dinner table, which made the atmosphere very strange.
Zheng'er looked left and right, his face full of doubts.
I was extremely uncomfortable eating, because Yan Qi always looked at me with a smile, and Zheng Er mostly looked at him.
Zheng'er is a quiet child, but he couldn't help it now, and asked Yan Qi: "Why do you always look at my mother?"
Yan Qi raised her eyebrows, her words were not surprising, "Because I like your mother."
Cough cough cough—almost swallowed by the meal, in front of children, I didn't even stare at him, and said he was neither, so I had to bite the bullet and say: "Don't say such things in front of children."
"Mother, I'm not a child." Zheng'er put down his chopsticks and looked at me seriously.
"Yes, you have grown up."
Zheng'er looked at Yan Qi again, and the two pairs of similar starry eyes stared at each other.
San'er looked left and right curiously.
While eating, Bai Xuan and Qing Yi looked at Zheng'er, their eyes were full of interest, and there was a light of wanting to watch a play in them.
After looking at each other for a long time, Zheng'er suddenly sat down and said old-fashionedly: "Okay, you can continue to like my mother."
Bai Xuan and Qing Yi glanced at each other, and there was a smile in their indifferent eyes.
San'er lowered his head and smiled sullenly.
"Okay, I will definitely like your mother very much." Yan Qi nodded solemnly, as if some kind of agreement had been reached between one big and one small.
Looking at these two people, their facial features are almost carved out of the same mold. I have one head and two big ones. Is it due to natural blood or the invisible but always connected family relationship? Zheng'er has never been easy to trust others , How could she trust him so much at this moment?
"Mother only likes Zheng'er alone." I felt a little uncomfortable because the child I raised with my own hands is now helping this "outsider" who just came here.
"Zheng'er knows, but one day, Zheng'er will grow up and go out to make money. At that time, there will be no one to take care of mother. Mother should find someone to keep company."
I was taken aback, Zheng'er was only five years old, yet he would say such a thing.
For a moment, I was moved beyond words, "Zheng'er is really a good boy to my mother."
"It's so-called obeying the husband when married, obeying the son when the husband dies, mother, you have to listen to Zheng'er." When he said this, his expression and tone really resembled him.
In an instant, I felt a ray of light across my body.
Yan Qi's cool voice drifted over, "The husband dies and obeys the son? Why, you told Zheng'er that his father died?"
"Zheng'er's father is not dead, he is just," Zheng'er's face is full of sadness, and his eyes are full of distress, "it's just stupid, and he doesn't know the way home. When Zheng'er grows up, he must find his father. return."
"Silly?"
I could see a large black cloud on Yan Qi's face.
Bai Xuan's and Qing Yi's faces were quickly buried in the bowl, and they were pawing at the rice, their shoulders were like springs, shaking non-stop.
And San'er couldn't hold back her laughter, and quickly left the living room with the bowl and chopsticks in hand.
I looked left and right, but I didn't dare to look at Yan Qi's face, until he walked in front of me, I raised my head and smiled at him, and hurriedly said to my son: "I'm full, Zheng'er, mother, go get it for you." Take a shower and rub your back, okay?"
"Okay." As soon as he took a bath and rubbed his back, Zheng'er changed his sad appearance and became very happy. He put down the dishes and ran out to prepare.
Before going out, he turned his body around and hugged him into a warm embrace. His deep voice sounded above his head, "Why tell the child that I am stupid?"
After a while of silence, we said: "Do you want me to tell him that his father is the current emperor? I don't want to say that you are dead."
"troubled you."
I was a little annoyed in my heart, obviously wanted to give him a cold shoulder, but now I actually started talking to him, so I hurriedly pushed him away, and I said indifferently: "Master, please respect yourself." After speaking, I went out.
Yan Qi was left standing dumbfounded.
In the past few days, I have been the happiest person in the house. Although I try my best to restrain the excitement and happiness in my heart and pretend to be indifferent, whenever I accidentally look in the mirror, I can see the corners of my mouth are raised with.
In the past, I only felt that the moonlight in winter was too cold and had a desolate feeling, but now I feel infinitely beautiful, and even the desolate feeling has become softer.
I appeared in the wing room with some snacks, the door was slightly open, faint candlelight shone through from inside, and Yan Qi's voice came from inside, he was telling Zheng'er some principles of life.
Zheng'er listened carefully and would ask questions from time to time.
Yan Qi's explanation was so wonderful that even I couldn't help listening to it with fascination.
This time is my happiest moment.
Just standing like this, I looked at their big and small figures, and my eyes could no longer blend in with others.
"Ma'am." Bai Xuan appeared beside me, he looked at me not so friendly, and even a little awkward, "Madam shouldn't treat the lord like this, the lord really loves you, even gave up the throne for you. "
"You want to say that I don't know good from bad, don't you?" I have deeply felt Bai Xuan's loyalty to Yan Qi.
"Yes."
"Bai Xuan, have you ever loved someone?"
"No."
"Then you won't understand how I feel."
"How do you feel?" Bai Xuan was a little dissatisfied.
Qing Yi's hearty voice interjected, "Bai Xuan, you are troublesome. I think the Lord enjoys his wife's petty temper these days. The so-called beating is pro-swearing or love, that's the reason."
enjoy?small temper?Is hitting or scolding or love?
Hearing Qing Yi's words, I just felt uncomfortable all over my body.
As if me and Yanqi...
"Enjoy?" Bai Xuan looked at Qing Yi suspiciously.
"This is the love of husband and wife in ordinary people's homes. Haven't you seen the lord smiling every day?"
"It seems so."
"So, don't make trouble anymore."
"You said I was making trouble?"
Qing Yi nodded, "One thing, you have to get used to it, she is already our wife, we are just the nursing home here."
"Guardian?" Bai Xuan's eyebrows furrowed deeper and deeper, "I'm a majestic expert."
The two started talking on their own, and at the end, they began to study what kind of nice title they should give themselves in the future.
Just now Bai Xuan still blamed me like that, but now...
"Mother." At this time, Zheng'er jumped out, took a bite of the snack in my hand, and said excitedly: "Master's speech is very good, much better than that of the private school."
"is it?"
Zheng'er was very happy, "Yes, Master will play chess with me tomorrow, and if I win, he will treat me to candied haws."
"Then Zheng'er has to work harder, it's late at night, you should go to sleep, let's go." I deliberately ignored him, led Zheng'er and left, and after walking two steps, I heard a low laugh from behind .
What is he laughing at?Is it true that as Qing Yi said, he is enjoying this fun?
My snubbing didn't seem to have any effect.
A sense of frustration arises spontaneously, why can he act so nonchalantly?
Is he really that indifferent to my feelings?
Does he really not understand me at all?
Because I cared so much about this issue in my heart, I didn't even look at him for three consecutive days.
The face comes from the heart, there is no need to deliberately put on an indifferent expression, a discerning person will know that I have something on my mind.
The rain didn't stop all night.
When it was dawn, the rain was still falling like beads, beating on the roof tiles with a bang.
"mother."
While combing her hair in front of the mirror, Zheng'er opened the door and came in with a look of disappointment on her face.
"What's wrong?" I asked with a smile.
"I lost again, ten games in a row." The sadness in the childish voice was unbearable.
"Didn't mother teach you? Threesomes must have my teacher. You should keep your master's chess skills in your heart and use them for yourself, so that you can think of a way to suppress them." For the past three days, Zheng'er has been fighting with Yan every day. Qi played chess, but never won.
"Zheng'er knows, but the master's chess skills are different every day, and it's useless for the son to remember it. Mother, you can help your son win a game and come back."
"Mother doesn't walk well either." At the age of three, Zheng'er fell in love with chess and insisted on pestering me to learn it, saying that he would play chess with me in the future, so he had no choice but to learn it.
"But you are an adult, and I am a child. Don't adults know more than children?"
I smiled, at this moment he admitted that he was a child.
"Mom." She pulled my arm and acted like a baby, "My son is not convinced, mother—"
"Zheng'er, mother is not the master's opponent." He is the emperor, no need to ask, he also knows that he is proficient in chess, piano, calligraphy and painting, and he is already timid before fighting.
"Mother, you are too unmotivated." The son folded his hands on his chest and looked at me dissatisfied.
"Good boy, Zheng'er, it's time to go to school."
"No, the children in the private school like to bully me, I'm afraid."
Angry and scared?I can't laugh or cry.
"Zheng'er, don't make trouble for no reason."
"I didn't make trouble out of no reason. I'm just a school girl. I admit defeat before fighting. It's a cowardly behavior."
At a loss for words, my son and I looked at each other for a while, then nodded helplessly, "Okay, mother will go now. Then can you go to school?"
"Okay." Zheng'er jumped up excitedly.
When I appeared in front of his room, it was already an hour later.
I raised my head and wanted to knock on the door, but hesitated, and finally, bit the bullet and knocked.
"Come in." The cool voice was a little loose.
As soon as you enter the room, a faint fragrance hits your nose, this fragrance?Doubt, isn't this the fragrance of flowers in the bath?
Just as he was thinking, he came out from behind the screen. The white robe Shengxue was lightly draped over his body, tied casually with only a belt, as if it would fall off if he pulled it lightly, his neck to chest was as white as white. Yu's skin can be seen at a glance, and Yu's hairpin is loosely tied up in a bun, with a few strands of hair hanging down, and the water droplets on the hair are still wet.
He actually took a bath at this time.
Hmm, I really can't take my eyes off this look.
Looking at me with raised eyebrows, he walked towards me.
"You are taking a bath." I laughed dryly, trying to look away, but I couldn't.
Stopping half a step away from me, he leaned his upper body slightly and squinted at me, "Enen, do you want me?"
I gasped in surprise and couldn't help stammering, "You, what are you talking about?"
Is this person in front of me really the Yan Qi I know?
He looked disappointed, "Don't you want me? Then why are you looking at me so lewdly?"
"I didn't look at it lewdly. I asked you to play chess. Zheng'er asked me to turn over the book for him." I finished speaking in one breath, really wanting to dig a hole and hide it.
"You can play chess?" He was quite unbelievable, with an expression of disbelief.
"Not bad, and it's going well." I puffed out my chest.
When a chessboard was placed in front of me, I was dumbfounded.
"One hour ago, Zheng'er and I played here." He pointed to the center of the chess, "Since you played well, let's not repeat it, let's continue."
This is obviously a game of dead chess, how can I play it?
"I'll give you ten pieces." He smiled slightly and took the ten pieces.
With a flash in front of his eyes, the ten pieces he took were all his live pieces. Judging from the chess game, without these ten live pieces, the Da Luo Immortal would be powerless to return to heaven.
"What you say is what you say, and you are not allowed to renege on your debt." I don't know what the hell he is doing, so I should be careful.
"Of course." He nodded firmly.
Naturally, I was happy in my heart. When he gave way, I felt like a god helped me, and I captured half of his country in a short while, and became more and more courageous as he fought, while he had a tiger in front and a cliff in his back, making it difficult for him to fall.
"Alas!" He sighed, raised his feet to step on the stool, put his elbows on his knees, rested his chin with his fingers, thinking of a plan, and shook his head for a while, "It seems that I'm going to lose."
As long as I make this move, he will definitely lose.
He had already stretched out his hand in the air, and when he was about to drop it, he called out affectionately, "Enen?"
I couldn't help but raise my head. Looking at it, my body stiffened, my face flushed instantly, and my head was congested with blood.
He lifted up the white robe, and there was nothing under the white robe, and the panorama unfolded in front of me.
He, he, he was not wearing anything underneath.
With a bang, the chess piece in my hand fell unconsciously, but my person was still in a daze.
Until he covered the white robe again, he said nonchalantly: "It's my turn."
I nodded silly.
He smiled brightly, "After playing, it's your turn."
"Okay." I agreed in a daze, and turned my gaze back to the chessboard. When I saw the chessboard, I woke up instantly and exclaimed, "My piece is wrong."
Just because of a mistake, his son unexpectedly ate a large piece of me at once, and all the dead sons became living sons, and for me, the most important city was lost, and there were some small towns on the edge, which could not play any role at all.
"You?" I glared at him angrily, okay, so despicable.
"How about I make you ten sons again?" He said in a good mood.
"No need." I gritted my teeth.
"Okay." He spread his hands with an innocent look on his face, "Look at the way you enjoyed just now, let me sacrifice my appearance to calm your anger." After finishing speaking, he wanted to lift the hem of his robe again.
"No." I hurried forward to stop his flailing hands, but I didn't want to be embraced by him as soon as I touched him.
"Let go of me." I just struggled slightly, alas, I'm spineless again.
"En, I'm sorry." He apologized sincerely.
The sudden change made me a little uncomfortable, "I'm sorry for what?"
"When I made the decision to abdicate, I shouldn't have made you so sad in a heartless way. You spent five years in loneliness and longing. Outsiders have no way of knowing this torment, but I know it. I know you want Walk with me, no matter what happens, you will always walk with me instead of leaving you alone waiting in another place."
It turned out that he knew, he knew what I was thinking. At this moment, all the sadness in my heart disappeared.
Sighing in the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but embrace him with both hands, if you are spineless, you must be spineless.
"But once you stay with me, there will be endless palace battles waiting for you. Your heart is easy to soften. How can you be their opponent? I want to train the prince to be an emperor who can be alone in a few years. I can't be distracted to take care of you at all. If I go back in time and start over again, I will still make this decision. I want you to be by my side unharmed and live happily. Grace, forgive me."
Without the slightest hesitation, I nodded, "As long as you know what I'm thinking." I've never been angry, but I'm just annoyed that he doesn't understand me so much, I don't want to live alone, be protected and not see him, Worrying about him, and being sad because of his unfeeling, these days are too sad.
"How can I not know what you think in your heart, but you are so stupid that you don't know how to fight back. Obviously sometimes you harden your heart and then soften it. How can I leave a stupid person in the palace?"
"I know I'm stupid." I smiled at him, my heart was relieved, and I was much more relaxed, but I still wanted to stand side by side with him.
He kissed me, "I like your stupidity, there are too many smart people in this world, so it's only fair to give a few good men like me to a few stupid people."
Alas, this man, I thought, I should start to get to know him again.
One year later.
Yan Qi and I came to a mountain forest.
Under this mountain forest is the imperial mausoleum of the previous dynasty. The imperial mausoleum stretching for hundreds of miles is majestic and majestic, quiet and cold.
After a while, a long flute sounded from the imperial mausoleum, the sound was lonely and desolate, sometimes like the bleak autumn wind, sometimes like ice water flowing slowly.
It can be heard that the master who played this piece is full of thoughts.
Yan Qi shook my hand, "He has come here since the competition, En En, have you forgiven him?"
Six years.
Tang Yu, this name has never been deliberately thought of, nor has it appeared inadvertently, but I always think that I blame him in my heart.
Now I find that the grievance is gone.
The warmth of my hands is the source of my happiness.
I dare not honestly say that I am really that kind, but I am living a happy life now, and I no longer complain because of happiness.
"I don't complain anymore."
Yan Qi smiled slightly, took out a piccolo from his sleeve, and blew a cheerful tune, matching the sound of the flute from the imperial mausoleum, one light and one heavy, one happy and one sad, one movement and one still, a strange fusion .
When the sound of the flute ended, Yan Qi said: "After the competition, Tang Yu said to me, 'You must make En En happy'. And I also told him, if you forgive him, I will take you Sing a song with him here."
Tang Yu's eyes were a little wet.
"He's out."
Looking down, sure enough, there is a tall and slender person standing in the mausoleum, with his clothes fluttering.
It's Tang Yu.
I couldn't see his face clearly, I didn't know what his expression was like at the moment, it just gave me an indescribable loneliness.
At this time, he played the flute again. The sound of the flute was soft and melodious, with a kind of sadness, but he no longer had the loneliness just now.
"He's leaving." Yan Qi said warmly, "Aren't you going to see him?"
I shook my head, "Since you have already told him what I mean, seeing or not seeing is the same."
No, it will make him more comfortable.
Watching Tang Yu leave step by step until his figure disappeared into the forest.
"He's gone, are you still watching?" The voice of the person next to him was sour.
"Look, I don't know when I will see Tang Yu in the future."
The person around me snorted coldly, and forced me to look at him, "Just look at me."
I smiled until there was only a slit in my eyes, I leaned my head gently on Yan Qi's shoulder, "Yan Qi, I love you."
"Me too." He was startled, and then gently hugged me.
(End of this chapter)
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