I was wandering in your heart

Chapter 2 You Are the Brand on My Heart
I really wanted to forget, but it was always too late.

01
What's new in school C: Jian Sile, who was recently named the school belle, has a lot of good things. She won the championship in the national piano competition yesterday. She really can rely on her face for food, but she must rely on her talent!Guan Bojun saw the photo of Jian Xiaohua and Luo Qubai posted by Jian Xiaohua, and found that our school flower and school grass relationship is not simple!After some search and investigation, Guan Bojun found out that Jian Xiaohua and Luo Xiaocao were childhood sweethearts who grew up together, and their parents were even close friends.Also, Luo Xiaocao will definitely be there to support Jian Xiaohua in every piano grading test and piano competition. Is this a disguised show of affection?If you say they are ordinary friends, I don't believe Mr. Guan Bo.Looking at the photos below, they are not only talented and beautiful, but also have love and concubines!The single Guan Bojun said that this pair of childhood sweethearts with good looks and high IQ is simply enviable!
When Lin Qianliu, who was cracking eggs, saw the news on Weibo titled "What's New in School C", she was startled, slipped her hand, and threw the whole egg into the pot.

A pot of noodles is ruined like this.

Lin Qianliu didn't have the heart to feel sorry, but frowned, picked up the phone beside him, and clicked on the so-called group photos one by one.

In every photo, Luo Qubai is smiling and standing beside Jian Sile.She is always holding a trophy or a certificate, and he is always holding a bouquet of flowers. To outsiders, it seems that he is indeed a "childhood sweetheart, a talented man and a beautiful girl".

However, it is probably caused by the girl's sixth sense. Lin Qianliu always feels that the two people in the photo are both close and keep a distance. They are definitely not like the "new things in C school" Weibo, they are concubines. meaning.

Even if the concubine is interested, Lang may not be affectionate.

Lin Qianliu hesitated for a while, dialed Luo Qubai's phone number, and asked straight to the point: "Someone on Weibo said that you and Jian Sile are a couple."

"boring."

Lin Qianliu couldn't see Luo Qubai's disdainful white eyes, but only heard his impatient voice.

"So it's a rumor?"

"um, yes."

Lin Qianliu raised the corner of his mouth: "Then..."

Before the words were finished, there was a "snap" over there, leaving only the continuous busy tone.

"You actually hung up on me!" Lin Qianliu cursed angrily, dialed the phone back, and said angrily before Luo Qubai could speak, "I haven't finished yet!"

"Oh." Luo Qubai was still indifferent.

"What's your relationship with Jian Sile?" Lin Qianliu asked straight to the point, ignoring Luo Qubai's indifference.

"Good friend." Luo Qubai replied.

"Then do you like her?" Afraid that he would hang up the phone again, Lin Qianliu hurriedly asked this question before his voice fell completely.After the words were spoken, she couldn't help stretching out her hands to cover her chest, because she was too nervous, her heart seemed to be on a roller coaster, heading straight to the clouds.

He probably heard her rapid breathing through the microphone, and Luo Qubai, who always replied quickly and concisely, suddenly fell silent.

Time passed by second by second, until Lin Qianliu felt that he was about to suffocate, and Luo Qubai's answer slowly slipped into his ears.

He said, "I like it." It was still an understatement.

Lin Qianliu didn't know that the corners of Luo Qubai's mouth were slightly raised at this time.

Playful smile, with a taste of mischief.

"you're lying!"

Lin Qianliu hung up the phone angrily, her heart plummeted from the clouds, and she gasped for breath.After a while, she unwillingly called Luo Qubai again.

This time, the two spoke at almost the same time——

"Lin Qianliu, will you still let me do the questions?"

"Luo Qubai, do you really like Jian Sile?"

After the words fell, they were silent for a second. Lin Qianliu gritted his teeth, ignored his angry tone, showed a look of death, and said: "You answer me, and I will not call you again. If you really like Jian Sile, then, then I will never call you again!"

After impulsively making a promise, Lin Qianliu regretted it the next second.

Just when Lin Qianliu wanted to take back the words just now, Luo Qubai said flatly: "Every brother likes his own sister."

Brother likes sister.

It's still my own.

Lin Qianliu was stunned for a second, then smiled like a flower, and said in a light and comfortable voice: "So you don't like Jian Sile, right? You are just good friends, right? At best, it's like a brother and sister, right? You only think of her as a Sister, right? I just said you don't like her, and I just said, you really don't like her!"

Her noisy voice surrounds Luo Qubai's ears through the mobile phone.

The "right or wrong" in succession seems to be an inquiry, but it is actually just a statement.

Luo Qubai frowned slightly, with a slight smile on his lips, and then pressed the red "hang up" button.

Hearing the busy tone for the second time, Lin Qianliu thought it was a beautiful piece of music.

She squinted her eyes and smiled, and continued talking to herself: "Thank you for not falling in love with Jian Sile, otherwise I don't know how to defeat her."

The rival in love is strong, and I can be stronger.But if you already have your own heart, then I can only end up being defeated without a fight.

Fortunately, fortunately, you didn't fall in love with her, so I can also openly accept the brother-sister friendship between you and her.

Thinking of this, Lin Qianliu decided to turn hostility into friendship, become Jian Sile's friend, and become a mature and sensible future sister-in-law.

With this in mind, Lin Qianliu began to show his favor to Jian Sile: when he saw it, he greeted him with a smile, and when he bought snacks, he enthusiastically shared them; every morning when he gave Luo Qubai apples, he would definitely bring a copy to Jian Sile ;When delivering water to Luo Qubai every afternoon, I will definitely bring an extra bottle to Jian Sile; every time I show courtesy to Luo Qubai, I will definitely ask if Jian Sile needs help; Stand up and speak for her immediately; when there are good boys who want to pursue Jian Sile, they will also help with ideas and deliver love letters.

She said to Jian Sile: "Luo Qubai regards you as his own sister, so I will also treat you as my best friend."

However, Jian Sile didn't appreciate it, and even resisted her approach.She rejected Lin Qianliu politely and distantly, and treated her a little more strangely than her classmates.If Lin Qianliu was kind enough to help, she would say "thank you" or "but next time it's better if you don't meddle in your own business".Facing Lin Qianliu's considerate appearance, she would say indifferently: "Whether you like it or you are siblings, if you have some feelings, two people are enough, and three people will look crowded."

At first, Lin Qianliu didn't care about it, but thought it was Jian Sile's cold temper, and he firmly believed that time would see people's hearts.

Until Jian Sile threw her birthday present directly into the trash can in front of Lin Qianliu.

When accepting the gift obviously, in front of Luo Qubai, Jian Sile smiled and thanked Lin Qianliu, saying that she liked her gift very much, but she was sorry to let her spend it.In a blink of an eye, when the two of them were alone, she threw away the gift with disgust on her face and said, "Even if Qu Bai only regards me as his younger sister, it's not your turn to be his other half."

Lin Qianliu finally realized suddenly that Jian Sile regarded her as a rival in love, just like he regarded her as a rival in love before.

Just when Jian Sile thought that Lin Qianliu would scold her angrily, Lin Qianliu smiled.

She was neither angry nor embarrassed, only proud in her smile.

Jian Sile was puzzled: "What are you laughing at?"

"Thank you." Lin Qianliu thanked nonsensically, and then said, "I laughed because I was very happy, after all, you regarded me as a rival in love, which shows that I still have some weight in Luo Qubai's heart. "

"Lin Qianliu, can you stop being self-righteous?" Jian Sile gritted her teeth and said, unable to hide her annoyance.

"Don't be angry." Lin Qianliu smiled sweetly, "If you are angry, it means my guess is correct."

"Crazy! I'm angry because I really can't understand female hooligans like you. Don't say I didn't warn you, Qu Bai doesn't like girls like you!"

"He will definitely like me, or rather, he already likes me a little bit."

"Neuropathy!"

Seeing Jian Sile leaving angrily with poor words, Lin Qianliu couldn't hide his joy. Unknowingly, she had already occupied a place in Luo Qubai's heart.

02
Time flies, and it has been two years since we first met, but it seems to be just a dream time.

Before meeting Luo Qubai, Lin Qianliu never thought how long he could stick to liking someone.She who is passionate about things for 3 minutes, once thought that if she wants to love someone for a long time, the other party must give her a romance or a surprise from time to time. Never expecting is the only preservative for love.

The appearance of Luo Qubai broke her expectations.

It was only then that Lin Qianliu discovered that she had loved him for so long without doing anything. Two years later, she had loved him for countless 3 minutes.With hair from shoulder to waist, she still likes him.The seat was changed again and again, the deskmate next to him changed again and again, and now she was actually his deskmate again.

Thinking about it, Lin Qianliu took the chocolates on his table with one hand and said, "To celebrate that I am your tablemate again, please give me this box of chocolates."

After finishing speaking, before Luo Qubai could answer, she opened the box and started to eat.

She watched the girl in the next class put the box of chocolates on his desk.Since Jian Sile replaced her as Luo Qubai's deskmate a year ago, she has no excuse to handle gifts from his admirers.

Seeing that she acted like she had just met without asking questions, Luo Qubai shook his head helplessly and said, "I've already begun to miss the days when Jian Sile was my deskmate."

Lin Qianliu replied with a playful smile: "We are old friends..."

"Please pay attention to the words you use." Luo Qubai rolled his eyes, "Don't try to use words that imply the meaning of an old lover to describe my relationship with you."

"Old friends also refer to good friends who have known each other for a long time."

"We're just ordinary classmates."

"Hey, Luo Qubai, you can easily lose this girl like this!"

"I've never owned it, so why lose it?" Luo Qubai gave her a contemptuous look, pointed to the test paper on her desk, and changed the subject, "Lin Qianliu, if you spend the time eating and talking If you do more questions, physics will not achieve this level.”

"Yes, yes, Mr. Luo, how should I do this question?" Lin Qianliu casually pointed to the place where the red cross was marked on the test paper.

"You don't even know how simple it is?" Luo Qubai threw away his contemptuous eyes again, picked up a pen in his hand, and explained seriously, "a, b, and c are the three vertices of an equilateral triangle on the paper. At the two vertices, there is a long straight wire passing through the paper vertically, and a constant current of equal size is passed through the wire, and the direction is perpendicular to the inside of the paper, so the magnetic induction at point c..."

Lin Qianliu looked at him with admiration in his eyes.

Feeling her gaze, Luo Qubai knocked on the table: "Do you still want to learn?"

Being caught, she immediately stuck out her tongue, shifted her gaze to the test paper, and pretended to be listening carefully.

I don't know whether it was her hard work and persistence that moved him, or her liking moved him. At that time, he was no longer as indifferent as before, and he had more conversations with her.Sometimes, Lin Qianliu would even be so bored as to count the words he had spoken to her and Jian Sile during the day. If he said a few more words, he would be able to enjoy the whole day.

What surprised her even more was Luo Qubai's imperceptible but ubiquitous care for her.

He would remind her not to drink cold boiled water during her menstrual period, would offer her class notes when she had a cold and asked for leave, would always prepare Band-Aids for her who often suffers minor injuries, and would give her umbrella to those who did not have one on rainy days She, going home in the rain by herself... He doesn't know how to speak nice words, and even cares deliberately with contempt or boredom, for example at this moment——

After listening to Luo Qubai's analysis, Lin Qianliu immersed himself in solving the problem again.

Seeing that she was almost lying on the table, Luo Qubai put the back of his hand lightly on her forehead, pushed her up, and kept her thirty centimeters away from the table.

Then, he said lightly: "If you don't want to wear glasses, you have to correct your writing posture."

Outsiders may not be able to see this kind of concern, but Lin Qianliu knew it very well in his heart, because she complained about eye discomfort in the last class, and he pointed out that her writing posture was not correct.Because he listened to her complaints, he fell in love with her when he saw her writing on the table.

Thinking about it, Lin Qianliu couldn't help smiling, and teased, "Then if I'm blind, will you want me?"

"No." Luo Qubai pretended to be bored and pushed her face away, "Because I hate idiots."

"I'm not stupid." Lin Qianliu blinked.

"Not smart either." Luo Qubai ruthlessly rejected her glances, and said, "I won't talk to you again until I correct all the wrong questions."

"So serious?" Lin Qianliu stared at him suspiciously, and surrendered after two seconds, "Okay, okay. But, I want to ask, your birthday is coming soon, what birthday present do you want?"

Luo Qubai glanced at her, followed the principle of keeping what he said, and stopped talking.

Knowing that Luo Qubai was not joking, Lin Qianliu curled his lips, and then he really got serious, but he still had two things in mind, thinking about what kind of birthday party he should plan for Luo Qubai while doing the questions.

When Lin Qianliu tried his best to surprise Luo Qubai, he saw a scene in a TV series where the heroine played the guitar for the hero. The heroine's affectionate performance not only moved the hero, but also Lin Qianliu.So, Lin Qianliu, who knew nothing about music, took a crash course in guitar by himself.

Less than a month away from Luo Qubai's birthday, Lin Qianliu practiced desperately in order to play a piece that could move Luo Qubai.When she didn't have enough time, she gave up her homework and focused on practicing guitar, so that she was criticized by the teacher several times because she didn't hand in her homework.

At this time, in Luo Qubai's eyes, she seemed to have changed back to the girl who was lazy and didn't want to make progress.

Several times, Luo Qubai specially reminded her of the homework due the next day at night, but her homework book was still blank the next day.

Luo Qubai was disappointed.

He remembered that in the second year of high school, after Lin Qianliu wrote a confession letter on the Chinese test paper and was criticized by name, he once told him that because he liked him, he wanted to become a better person.

Now, looking at Lin Qianliu who never handed in her homework and was drowsy in class every day, he thought she had given up liking him.

Being abandoned by someone who always liked him, Luo Qubai was not only depressed, but also a little uncomfortable.

Finally, on the eve of her birthday, Luo Qubai said to her: "Lin Qianliu, if we can be admitted to the same university, I will give you a chance, how about it?"

At that time, Lin Qianliu was sleeping on the table, his fingers flicked rhythmically as if he was playing with something.

Hearing Luo Qubai's voice, she immediately opened her eyes, sat up straight, and asked, "Opportunity? What opportunity?"

Luo Qubai said succinctly, "It's the opportunity you want."

All she wanted was to be his girlfriend.

Lin Qianliu reacted instantly, and grabbed his sleeve with a smile on his face: "Really? Really? If you are admitted to the same university, will you accept my pursuit?"

Her smile is like a flower, like a spring breeze blowing past.

The smile on the corner of Luo Qubai's mouth just surfaced, but it was abruptly stopped. He pretended to be serious and said: "But if you can't do it, you might as well stop your heart early. I don't like bad girls."

poor?

Lin Qianliu realized that what Luo Qubai meant was that she is very bad now.

She was a little sad and sad, but she didn't explain a word, she just said: "I know, from tomorrow onwards, I will study hard. Luo Qubai, I will definitely become someone who is good enough to match you."

Although she promised to study hard, Luo Qubai still frowned.

He asked her: "Why is it starting tomorrow, why not now?"

Lin Qianliu laughed, and then made up an excuse and said, "Just pretend that I want to be lazy for another day."

After finishing speaking, she saw the disappointment in Luo Qubai's expression.Although she was uncomfortable and didn't want to be misunderstood, she pretended to be nonchalant.

Seeing that she was still excited because of an opportunity one second, and looked indifferent the next second, Luo Qubai was a little confused.

It wasn't until the next day that Luo Qubai suddenly realized.

It turned out that she just wanted to give him a surprise, she didn't want to give up halfway, and she didn't want the surprise that had been prepared for a long time to become a memory of one person.

Seeing Lin Qianliu leaning on the tree trunk while playing the guitar and singing "Little Love Song", he was very happy.

She sang: Even if the heavy rain turns the city upside down, I will give you my arms.

She sings: Even if the whole world is kidnapped by loneliness, I will not run.

The evening glow dazzles the whole sky, like ambiguity dazzles every inch of air in her breath. Her love song is her lifetime commitment.

Luo Qubai felt that Lin Qianliu in front of him was probably the best gift in his life.

Finally, a song fell, and the last note floated in the air, announcing the end of this romantic surprise.

Lin Qianliu walked up to him slowly and said, "I originally wanted to give you a surprise party, but after thinking about it, I think the world of two is more warm."

Luo Qubai was smiling, with a little helplessness in his eyes.

"Happy birthday, Luo Qubai."

Lin Qianliu ignored his pretended dislike, and continued, "I wish you such a beautiful me to accompany you every birthday in the future."

"It's like a curse."

"It's obviously a blessing! Just make a wish, just make it—hope we can be admitted to the same university."

03
In June, the bright red phoenix flower becomes the most beautiful scenery on the campus.

The number in the lower right corner of the blackboard became smaller and smaller day by day, until there was only a big red "3" in the countdown, and the school announced that all senior high school students were on leave before the exam.

Some people cheered, while others were sad.

Lin Qianliu slowly put the books into the schoolbag, her movements were very slow, as if she was reluctant to leave Luo Qubai beside her.

After a long time, when Luo Qubai, who was next to him, finished packing his things expressionlessly and was about to leave, Lin Qianliu stopped him.The closer she got to graduation, the more nervous she became, fearing that she would not be able to get into the university that Luo Qubai dreamed of, especially since there would be a three-day separation before the college entrance examination, and she would not be able to see him every day. Can't see him either.

"What's the matter?" Luo Qubai looked at her suspiciously and asked when she saw that she had stopped him but didn't speak.

"I..." Lin Qianliu pursed her lips and shook her head, "No, I want to say that I will definitely be admitted to the same university as you."

She looked at Luo Qubai firmly, originally wanting a little comfort, but in the end she only dared to make a promise.

Luo Qubai looked at her and smiled: "With your usual grades, you may be transferred to a less popular major."

As if he understood her uneasiness in her certainty, he took the initiative to say words of comfort, clearly saying with certainty that he believed that Lin Qianliu would definitely be admitted to his favorite university.

Lin Qianliu did not expect that he would affirm her with a smile, and was immediately stunned.

There were fireworks in her heart, and when she realized it, Luo Qubai had already walked to the door of the classroom.

"Luo Qubai!" She hurriedly stopped Luo Qubai who had stepped out of the door with one foot, and asked, "You mean, are you ready to accept me?"

"What I mean is..." Luo Qubai didn't turn his head, Lin Qianliu couldn't see his smiling face, but heard him say, "Review well, take the exam well."

Lin Qianliu didn't care what he meant, she only believed in what she thought meant.

So, during the next three days of vacation, she recalled Luo Qubai's smile and the words he said before they left every day.When doing questions, she will suddenly think of it, when eating, she will unconsciously recall it, and when she sleeps, she will also dream. Even when she looks in the mirror, she will imitate Luo Qubai's expression and tell herself in the mirror his words. Lines, and then a person silly fun.

Occasionally, she would still daydream, imagining a romantic date with Luo Qubai, that is publicity that can finally be called love.

She thought, she must hold his hand, pass by every noisy street with her fingers clasped, and then tell everyone loudly-this is my boyfriend.

Her confidence was given by Luo Qubai.

She also thought that she would definitely become Luo Qubai's girlfriend.

However, what Lin Qianliu never imagined was that he, who was originally full of confidence, was nervous because of a dream.

Xu is thinking day by day and dreaming at night. The night before the college entrance examination, Lin Qianliu dreamed of Luo Qubai.It was not a good dream, but a nightmare. She dreamed that she hadn't been admitted to university, and Luo Qubai said to her indifferently: "It's so bad, you don't even have the qualifications to be my friend."

After waking up, Lin Qianliu was brooding, and all his confidence suddenly collapsed.

She was afraid that the nightmare would come true, but she didn't expect that, because of fear, she was overly nervous, and her stomach ached sharply for no reason, so that she didn't even complete half of the subjects in Chinese, which she was best at.If she performed normally, her score would be enough to pass the admission threshold of the school that Luo Qubai wanted to take the exam. However, she lost nearly [-] points in Chinese, which directly took away her chance.

After leaving the examination room and seeing his father, Lin Qianliu couldn't help but threw himself into his father's arms and began to cry wantonly.

Father Lin could only hug her and comfort her softly: "Xiao Qian, don't be sad, let's go to the hospital first, shall we?"

When Lin Qianliu got up in the morning, his face turned pale, he covered his stomach and complained of pain. Father Lin was very worried and wanted to take her to the hospital, but Lin Qianliu was afraid of delaying the exam and refused to go.In the end, he had no choice but to follow his stubborn daughter, accompany her to the examination room, and waited outside.

He was afraid that Lin Qianliu's stomachache would be unbearable, but unexpectedly she only thought of Luo Qubai and asked one after another: "Father, I can't pass the exam, what should I do?"

Father Lin didn't know what to do. He was only worried about Lin Qianliu's health, so he asked, "Does your stomach still hurt? Let's go to the hospital to see if we can?"

Lin Qianliu kept saying "not good", probably because he was too sad, and passed out directly while crying.

Papa Lin was so frightened that he rushed her to the hospital.Fortunately, after the doctor's examination, she only said that she was suffering from stomach cramps caused by excessive tension.

After the injection, Lin Qianliu's complexion improved a little, and Papa Lin was relieved.

The college entrance examination is finally over.

After leaving the examination room, Lin Qianliu immediately called Luo Qubai.These days, she has been holding back, trying not to disturb Luo Qubai. On the one hand, she is afraid that he will not pass the exam, and on the other hand, she dare not talk to him, and dare not tell him that she failed the exam. He will not want her.

When the phone was close to his ear, Lin Qianliu felt as if his heart was lifted in mid-air.

Soon, a voice came from over there——

"Sorry, the number you dialed has been switched off..."

Lin Qianliu frowned, hung up the phone, and pressed the "redial" button.After a while, a reply came from my ear again: "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off..."

Still the same voice, same mechanical answer.

She hesitated, logged in to QQ and WeChat respectively, and sent a message to Luo Qubai: "Why is the phone turned off?"

1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes... until half an hour passed, Luo Qubai still did not reply, and Lin Qianliu's mood went from nervousness to depression and despair.In half an hour, she couldn't hold back enough to think of [-] possibilities, one of which could defeat her without any evidence support was that Luo Qubai didn't want her because she failed the exam.

When I was in a panic, the wind blew through my heart, not bringing hope, but giving birth to soaring despair.

Lin Qianliu began to send messages to Luo Qubai's QQ and WeChat non-stop——

"Luo Qubai, where are you?"

"Are you ignoring me? Why are you ignoring me?"

"Hurry up and talk, hurry up and reply to my message, don't you want me?"

"Is it because I failed the exam that you don't want me anymore?"

"You think I'm bad, don't you?"

One message after another was sent, but Luo Qubai never responded.Unwilling, Lin Qianliu kept dialing his phone number, but the same mechanical reply always sounded in his ears.

It was getting dark, and when the lights came on, Lin Qianliu was walking alone on the noisy road.

She passed by a lot of excitement, saw the smiles on many people's faces, but loneliness surrounded her, and her heart became more and more sad.

After walking aimlessly for a long time, she stood in front of a food stall.Looking at the beer on other people's tables, she seemed to suddenly think of how to soothe her aching heart.

In my memory, there is a word called "borrowing wine to relieve sorrow".

Lin Qianliu randomly found an empty table and sat down, and yelled at the waiter, "Give me a dozen beers!"

04
After drinking glasses of beer, the coldness and bitterness kissed the tip of the tongue, permeated the entire mouth, and then burned from the throat to the stomach as if with fire.

Kexin was still aching, and was still crying hoarsely.

The so-called sorrow is getting thicker and thicker, like layers of dark clouds that cannot be removed, entrenched in the heart.

Lin Qianliu, who was lying on the table, still insisted on calling Luo Qubai, dialing, hanging up, and redialing mechanically. The cold female voice kept saying sorry, but she didn't apologize at all.

After a long time, half of the dozen beers on the table had been drunk before Luo Qubai's voice came from the phone.

"Hello? Hello?"

With a soft sound, Lin Qianliu's inner line of defense was easily defeated.

Tears welled up in his eyes, Lin Qianliu couldn't hold back, crying and shouting: "Luo Qubai, bastard!"

Her aggrieved crying made Luo Qubai's heart soften instantly.Hearing that her tone was not right, Luo Qubai frowned and called her softly: "Lin Qianliu?"

"Are you finally willing to answer my phone?" Lin Qianliu burst into tears, "Or, or am I having auditory hallucinations?"

"It's me, I'm Luo Qubai." Sensing that she seemed to be drunk and unconscious, Luo Qubai asked nervously, "Where are you? I'm here to find you."

"It's you?" Lin Qianliu raised his head and downed another glass of beer, then shook his head vigorously and said, "No, you're not, you're not Luo Qubai!"

"It's me, Lin Qianliu, where are you? How much have you drunk?"

"You are not Luo Qubai! Luo Qubai doesn't want me anymore! Woohoo! He doesn't want me anymore! Woohoo!"

"Lin Qianliu, tell me first, where are you?"

"Luo Qubai is a bastard! He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, even if I die today, he won't shed a single tear!"

"He can."

"He won't, he won't!"

"Lin Qianliu..."

"Okay, you said you are him, then come here, come to me! I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you here! Come here, come to me! Come here!"

"Pa——" Before she could finish her voice, the piercing sound of the wine bottle falling to the ground attracted long-endured curses from others.

The next day, Lin Qianliu woke up from a hangover.

Her head hurt so much that she couldn't help frowning.After struggling to open her eyes and look around, she was sure that she was in a hospital ward.Her consciousness was still a little fuzzy, and she wanted to remember what happened after she was drunk, but her brain ached more and more intensely.She cried out in pain in a low voice, which woke up the father beside her.

"Xiaoqian!" Papa Lin frowned deeply, with only anxiety and distress on his face, "Are you awake? How are you doing? What's wrong?"

"Father, where's Luo Qubai?" Lin Qianliu shook his head to show that he was fine, then looked left and right.

"You...he..." Father Lin hesitated to speak, looked at Lin Qianliu carefully, and then asked cautiously, "What do you want him for?"

"I called him many times last night and kept telling him to come to me. Later..." Lin Qianliu rubbed his temples and said, "I don't remember what happened afterwards, but Luo Qubai seemed to come to me .Dad, did you see him? Did he say anything? By the way, why am I in the hospital?"

Questions were thrown one after another.

Papa Lin looked at Lin Qianliu, sighed, and didn't answer.

"Father?" Lin Qianliu looked at him wonderingly, then, as if thinking of something, he looked away, gritted his teeth, and said, "Did Luo Qubai tell you something? Did he say that he didn't want me?" gone?"

"He..." Papa Lin hesitated, then said, "He didn't say anything, and I didn't see him either."

"Did you not meet him? He should be the one who sent me to the hospital, right?" Lin Qianliu still did not give up. "I can't remember what happened last night. But, Dad, I seem to have seen Luo Qubai, he should have come to look for me. I was drinking, and he came. By the way, I remember that I called him later..."

"Xiao Qian, you have indeed seen him." Seeing his daughter's frowning, as if she wanted to retrieve the lost memory, Father Lin said, "But, you saw him in a dream."

"In a dream?" Lin Qianliu was dubious.

"Well, in the dream." Papa Lin said with great certainty, "You drank a lot of alcohol, and you were crazy about drinking in other people's food stalls. The boss called the police, and the police notified me. I don't know how much alcohol you drank. To be so drunk, he kept talking in his sleep, calling Luo Qubai, and calling him an asshole."

"really?"

"You can't believe what Dad said, can you?"

"No." Lin Qianliu said no, but he was suspicious in his heart, "Where is my mobile phone? If I talk to him on the phone, it must be in the call log, and the duration of the call can explain the problem."

Papa Lin did not refute, and walked silently to the cabinet opposite the hospital bed, and took out Lin Qianliu's mobile phone from the drawer.

After taking the phone, Lin Qianliu took a deep breath before opening the phone's call history.However, it clearly showed that she made dozens of phone calls to Luo Qubai, but each call was only for a few seconds, which was too long to finish even the shutdown reminder.

Lin Qianliu's heart sank.

Seeing this, Papa Lin let out a long sigh of relief, stroked her head, and persuaded: "Xiaoqian, sometimes, some people have things, we should learn to let go."

"Why?" Lin Qianliu gritted his teeth, with a grievance on his face, "Why do you want me to let go? You neither objected nor asked me to let go before. Is it... Is it because I failed the exam? Do you think I'm not worthy of his liking?"

"No." Papa Lin hugged Lin Qianliu distressedly, "You are Papa's best daughter, there is no one you are not worthy of."

"Then why?"

"If he really likes you, even if you don't get into that school, he will definitely accept you."

"But……"

"No, but if he likes you, why hasn't he even made a phone call?"

"Maybe he's busy..."

"Xiaoqian, Dad doesn't want you to deceive yourself. Just admit it, he doesn't like you. It's just talk if you go to the same university and stay together."

"I don't believe it, and I don't admit it either!"

Lin Qianliu became stubborn, even ten cows could not pull him back.

Father Lin naturally knew his daughter's personality well, so in desperation, he had no choice but to say: "Luo Qubai has gone abroad, and he has decided to go abroad a long time ago."

Hearing this, Lin Qianliu was stunned.

It took a long time before she recovered from her surprise and grief, and shouted, "Impossible! He made an agreement with me, how could... how could he have decided to go abroad a long time ago!"

Papa Lin sighed: "If you don't believe me, ask your classmates."

Lin Qianliu didn't believe it, she didn't dare to confirm it, and she didn't dare to face the truth that Luo Qubai had been fooling herself with a joke all along.

And Papa Lin seemed determined to make his daughter give up. If she didn't call, he just grabbed the phone and dialed a number.

On the other end of the phone was Lin Qianliu, a classmate who was quite friendly in class.

When Papa Lin asked about Luo Qubai, the other party said frankly: "Luo Qubai has already gone abroad. I went to the airport with Jian Sile as soon as the college entrance examination was over. I heard that I was going to study abroad. It seems to have been arranged a long time ago. After all, the two My family background is very good, and I’m a childhood sweetheart, so it’s normal to go abroad together.”

In an instant, my heart seemed to be broken.

Lin Qianliu felt as if she had been thrown into the bottomless sea. She felt that she could hardly breathe. She struggled desperately, but her body was slowly falling.

She hung up the phone in a panic, but refused to give up, and dialed another number at random.

It's the head teacher.

She asked: "Teacher, has Luo Qubai really gone abroad?"

The teacher in charge replied indifferently: "Yes, it was arranged before the college entrance examination with Jian Sile."

Everyone knew that Luo Qubai had gone abroad, but she was the only one kept in the dark.As if there was no more excuse to doubt, Lin Qianliu gritted his teeth, tears overflowing his eyes.At this time, she believed that the memory of talking with him last night was just a hallucination after she was drunk.

He doesn't like her, it has nothing to do with her passing the exam or failing it.

He didn't like her, so he didn't even say goodbye when he left.

He had chosen Jian Sile a long time ago, saying that he would be together after entering the same university was just teasing her sincerity in the past two years.

At this moment, Lin Qianliu decided to forget Luo Qubai.

From this day on, she tried her best to force herself to give up.However, no matter how hard she tried, Luo Qubai was like an imprint in her heart that would never go away.

It turns out that loving someone deeply is so unforgettable.

Zhang Zhilin sang a song like this - "I would rather not have it, and grow old together with you", but now she knows that between her and Luo Qubai, even if they don't have it, they can't grow old, and they can't be a couple. Nor can they be friends.

(End of this chapter)