I was wandering in your heart

Chapter 3 Memories of you are like dust on the floor

I pretend to forget you, but I always see your shadow easily in others.

01
From June to September, every day is a torment.

Lin Qianliu spent nearly three months proving that time cannot heal the wounds on his heart, and compulsive forgetting will only make the wounds more bloody.

So, Lin Qianliu gave up, and she pretended to forget Luo Qubai.

She once thought that she would see Luo Qubai at the gate of Luo Qubai's favorite university, would ride the wind and throw herself into his arms, and hear him say "I finally waited for you".

She used to think that every day in college would be related to Luo Qubai - he was waiting downstairs in the female dormitory for her to attend class together, or she was waiting downstairs in the male dormitory for him to take her on a date, or, holding hands after class Start, walk through the boulevard, from the teaching building to the cafeteria to the dormitory.

She had thought that she would have a perfect love that even she couldn't help but be jealous of.

But she went to C University, which is thousands of miles away from his favorite university, but Luo Qubai never thought of going through every day hand in hand with her.

The most ridiculous thing is that the whole world knows that her two-year love is nothing more than a joke.

Probably the more unwilling and wanting to forget, the more sinking and decadent.

Although Lin Qianliu repeatedly emphasized that she had forgotten Luo Qubai, Father Lin knew very well that he would only emphasize it repeatedly if he could not forget it.Because he was worried, Papa Lin deliberately lived near C University for a while after accompanying Lin Qianliu to school.Sure enough, Luo Qubai's departure seemed to take Lin Qianliu's heart away with him.After entering university, Lin Qianliu became quieter and quieter, like a wounded hedgehog, who did not take the initiative to make friends, nor showed affection to anyone who came to get close, always curled up in a corner alone.

Although C University is not as good as Luo Qubai's favorite university, it is still a very good school among undergraduate universities.

However, Lin Qianliu didn't care whether the school was good or not at all. From the beginning to the end, the only thing she cared about was Luo Qubai.

The place she wants to go is a place with Luo Qubai.As long as there is Luo Qubai, even if it is a desolate desert, she will rush forward without hesitation.But now, staying in a place where there is no Luo Qubai, she just feels that even summer is like a cold winter, with no vitality everywhere.

Seeing Lin Qianliu like this, Papa Lin felt very distressed.

In order to cheer up Lin Qianliu, Lin's father thought that letting Lin Qianliu learn vocal music, on the one hand, can divert his attention, stop thinking about Luo Qubai all day long, and on the other hand, he knows very well that Lin Qianliu's voice is very suitable. Learn vocal music.In fact, as early as in high school, a teacher recommended Lin Qianliu to study music and take the college entrance examination as an art candidate. The teacher also said that with Lin Qianliu's grades, his performance in the art test would definitely not be low.But because he wanted to be with Luo Qubai, Lin Qianliu refused.Papa Lin didn't say anything, he respected Lin Qianliu's choice in his heart.

After going through many twists and turns, Papa Lin finally got in touch with Qi Ansheng, the vocal teacher of C University, and recommended Lin Qianliu.

Qi An, a well-known teacher in her 30s, is obsessed with vocal music and appreciates talented students. Whether they are majors or not, as long as she thinks they are talents, she will focus on cultivating them.

When she went to see Qi Ansheng, Lin Qianliu completely obeyed her father's arrangement. She was not interested in anything, but she chose to obey.Ever since Luo Qubai left, she has no self, and everything is submissive.

Fortunately, Lin Qianliu finally caught Qi Ansheng's eyes and formally apprenticed to a teacher.

Although Lin Qianliu was too quiet, Qi Ansheng loved her undiminished, and even recommended her to be the host at the next freshman entrance ceremony.

According to the practice of C University, after freshmen register, the first week is an adaptation period, and the second week officially enters the half-month military training. Before the military training begins, the school will hold a freshman entrance ceremony.As in previous years, the host of this freshman induction ceremony is a sophomore.But two days before the ceremony, the originally scheduled host suddenly caught a bad cold and was unable to host the entrance ceremony for freshmen.

Because of his preference for Lin Qianliu, Qi Ansheng recommended Lin Qianliu, who has a very strong voice, to replace the original host.

Lin Qianliu never thought that her standing out would make her a shining star in the eyes of another person.What caught her off guard the most was that this person she met in the dark seemed to remind her every moment of how much she had spent on liking Luo Qubai in the past two years.

This person is the freshman representative at this freshmen entrance ceremony——Qin Shu.

Before the ceremony ended, the representatives of the freshmen made speeches about their vision for the future.After Lin Qianliu said, "Next, we invite our new student representative, Qin Shu, to come on stage", Qin Shu who was in the audience slowly stepped onto the stage like a gentleman.He walked to the center of the stage and bowed deeply to the teachers and students in the audience.

"Teachers, students, hello everyone, I'm Qin Shu..."

His voice was warm and clear, like a ray of autumn wind, extremely comfortable, and easily blew into the hearts of every girl with a girlish heart in the audience.

There was a suppressed scream from the audience, and it was quickly stopped.

Qin Shu looked around the audience with a smile and continued his speech.He is like the sun, shining into the hearts of everyone except Lin Qianliu.

Lin Qianliu, who didn't care about anyone or anything, didn't notice how dazzling Qin Shu was on the stage at all. She didn't even look at Qin Shu. On paper with small handwriting.

She didn't know, as early as when she stood on the stage and said "Hello everyone", Qin Shu couldn't leave her eyes.

Her voice was clear and gentle, but there was an imperceptible indifference, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, but there was no light in her eyes.

Qin Shu's gaze lasted for a long time, until she called him to the stage.

His name spit out from her mouth, which made him mistakenly think that there were thousands of twists and turns of affection in it. He was confused for a moment, and he was stunned for a few seconds before hiding his throbbing, and pretending to be calm on stage.But, standing on the podium, he didn't dare to look at her again.

After a long time, when the ceremony came to an end and the crowd dispersed, Qin Shu went straight to Lin Qianliu.

"Hello, classmate. I'm Qin Shu, the freshman representative who just gave a speech." He smiled and stretched out his hand to Lin Qianliu, and praised, "Your voice is beautiful and special, very suitable for being a host. You are studying music Is it?"

Lin Qianliu was silent and did not speak.

She lowered her head slightly, her eyes fell on the ground, and the boy standing in front of her couldn't see her expression at all.

The hand was left in the air like this, so Qin Shu thought she didn't hear his praise.After a while, he coughed twice and called her: "Student..."

"Thank you." Lin Qianliu said softly.

"You're welcome." So it's not that I didn't hear it.Qin Shu frowned slightly, with the corners of his mouth still raised, and asked, "Can I leave a cell phone number? Actually, I also like hosting very much. If there is a chance, we can learn hosting skills?"

"Sorry." This time, Lin Qianliu raised his head, and his tone of refusal seemed very kind.

The corner of her mouth was pulled up quickly, and before Qin Shu could react, she left in a hurry.

There were students cleaning up the scene around, and there were also girls whose eyes were silently fixed on Qin Shu.No one knew that he who was standing there stupidly at the moment was snubbed and ignored by Lin Qianliu just now.

However, he just stood there stupidly and raised the corners of his mouth.

interesting.

As he thought about it, he moved his hand that stopped in mid-air to the side, grabbed a boy passing by holding a small box, and said, "Excuse me, which major is Lin Qianliu?"

02
For Qin Shu, fate probably favored him.

The day before, he found out that Lin Qianliu was a freshman in the Department of Journalism. On the second day of the military training, he discovered that the military training bases for broadcasting and hosting majors and journalism majors are in the same third playground of the school, but one is in the south and the other is in the north.Compared with the first and second playgrounds, the third playground of the school is half the size, just enough to accommodate students from two majors for military training together.What is even more fateful is that if the students of the two majors happened to be practicing walking in unison, and each walked towards the middle, Qin Shu would be able to see Lin Qianliu ten meters away.

At that time, the sun was just right and the breeze was cool.

As soon as Qin Shu raised his head, Lin Qianliu with a serious expression fell into his eyes.

As a result, all the exhaustion of the morning disappeared in that instant.Qin Shu felt in a daze that the sun of the whole world was falling on Lin Qianliu, she was the only light in his eyes, he could see nothing except her, even though her eyes never stayed on him from the beginning to the end.

If it wasn't for military training, he thought he would have stepped forward and said to Lin Qianliu, "What a coincidence, we meet again."

However, a few seconds later, the instructor's "turn back" forced him to end this hasty side.

In the following time, he has been looking forward to the next "walking together".Sometimes, anticipation is like waiting, long and tormented, and the time is also under this kind of torment, as if it has been stretched dozens of times.After a long time, until the instructor announced the "disbandment", the second "walking together" still has not come.

It was already 11:30, and the liberated freshmen rushed to the cafeteria together.

Among the crowd, only Qin Shu walked against the current and firmly stopped Lin Qianliu who was walking alone.Then, when she raised her head and looked at him inexplicably, Qin Shu said with a bright smile: "What a coincidence, classmate Lin Qianliu, we meet again."

The smile on his face was brighter than the sun on his body.

But Lin Qianliu didn't know that the heart of the boy in front of him was "thumping", and he was so nervous that he even had shortness of breath.

She just looked at him fixedly, her eyes were full of strangeness and doubt: "You are..."

"I'm Qin Shu." Qin Shu was a little disappointed by her reaction, but he didn't show it, and reminded him intimately, "It's the freshman representative who gave a speech yesterday afternoon."

"Oh." Lin Qianliu replied lightly, with a strange expression still on his face.

Qin Shu could tell that the "oh" was just a meaningless tone of voice, and she didn't have the slightest impression of him yesterday.

Thinking about it, Qin Shu became even more disappointed.

"Is there something wrong?" In a trance, Lin Qianliu's indifferent voice broke through the noise and reached his ears.

"Yes!" Qin Shu nodded without hesitation, "However, it's lunch time now, in order not to delay your rest time, let's talk while eating."

Lin Qianliu didn't answer, glanced at his watch, and followed him to the cafeteria acquiescingly.

The cafeteria was crowded, Lin Qianliu and Qin Shu stood at the end of a line.

There was a girl talking in a low voice beside him, and it could be heard that they were talking about Qin Shu's excellence and speculation about his emotional world.Their gazes on Qin Shu's face were unconsciously filled with joy.Suddenly, Qin Shu turned his head to look.An inadvertent look at each other, coupled with Qin Shu's gentle smile, the girl couldn't help screaming, but quickly suppressed her voice reservedly.

Qin Shu pretended to glance at Lin Qianliu inadvertently, and then frowned slightly - she was standing in front of him still looking calm and breezy.

He didn't know whether Lin Qianliu was indifferent to everything about him, or indifferent to everything.

After a while, the two bought food and sat in the empty seats in the corner.

Until the end of lunch, Lin Qianliu didn't ask him what he wanted to say.

Her quiet and indifferent demeanor made Qin Shu feel as if they were just two strangers who just happened to come to the canteen on the same road, happened to stand in the same line to buy food, and happened to sit in two opposite empty seats to eat .This kind of perfect fate made Qin Shu a little embarrassed.

So, after swallowing the last mouthful of food, Qin Shu finally spoke.He said, "Actually, I want to ask, are you interested in joining the school radio station?"

Lin Qianliu was wiping his mouth. Hearing this, he paused for a moment, then looked up at Qin Shu, his tone was still kind and indifferent: "No."

"That's a pity." Qin Shu showed a regretful expression.In fact, joining the radio station was just an excuse for his nonsense.

"There is nothing to regret." After finishing speaking, Lin Qianliu got up and was about to leave.

This is the longest sentence she has ever said to him so far. Qin Shu was taken aback for a moment, and quickly took up the topic: "I think you are very suitable to be a host. If you apply to join the radio station, you will definitely be selected. I have confidence in you. Seriously, I really want to work with you, and I feel like you'd be a great partner."

His words not only expressed his confidence in entering the radio station, but also expressed his appreciation for Lin Qianliu.

Lin Qianliu didn't answer the conversation, and with a twitch of his mouth, he said with a half-smile, "I'm sorry, I'm going back to the dormitory."

"Wait a minute!" Qin Shu immediately stood up, put on a plate and chased after him, "Can you leave your contact information? Your mobile phone number, QQ number or WeChat are all fine. I want to make friends with you, and I really do. I can discuss hosting skills with you."

"Sorry, I don't think it's necessary." After saying that, Lin Qianliu left him alone again and left.

Being left out in the cold again, Qin Shu's sense of frustration grew stronger.

At first, he only noticed Lin Qianliu's voice because of her voice, but what he didn't expect was that when he raised his head, he couldn't look away.

It's not only girls who are young at the cardamom age who believe in love at first sight, Qin Shu also believes in it.

At that moment, he was sure that he had fallen in love with Lin Qianliu at first sight, but Lin Qianliu, who spoke amiably and kindly, always seemed to reject people thousands of miles away.

Qin Shu thought, rubbing his forehead in distress and sighing.

In a daze, someone patted him on the shoulder and forcibly pulled his eyes away from Lin Qianliu's back.

"What are you looking at?" Qin Shu looked back, and his roommate was looking at him with a playful smile, "Lend me two yuan to buy a bottle of water, I forgot my wallet."

Qin Shu gave him a helpless look.When he took out the money, his roommate asked again with a gossip look: "Could you be looking at who?"

The "who" he was talking about was obviously Lin Qianliu, because Qin Shu had mentioned her in the dormitory intentionally or unintentionally since the freshmen's entrance ceremony.

Hearing what his roommate said, Qin Shu quickly took back the money handed over.

"Help me with something." He shook his wallet. "It's done. It's okay to buy you ten bottles of water."

"Why do I drink so much water?" The roommate looked at Qin Shu with an expression of "I'm not stupid", but couldn't help being curious, "What do you want me to do?"

"Help me get Lin Qianliu's contact information." Qin Shu said bluntly.

"You really fell in love with her, do you really want to chase her?" The roommate looked at Qin Shu with great interest, then put his hands around his neck and put them on his shoulders, "Brother, as a brother, I want to persuade Just say it, goddesses can only be viewed from a distance, let alone Lin Qianliu."

Qin Shu opened his hand, with a slight displeasure on his face: "What's wrong with Lin Qianliu?"

The roommate pretended to look at Qin Shu with pity, and sighed, "Oh, your goddess already has someone in her heart!"

Later, Qin Shu found out that there was a classmate in the class who was Lin Qianliu's high school classmate, who happened to have dinner with his roommate at the same table. When they talked about Lin Qianliu, the other party revealed that Lin Qianliu had a very lively personality, completely She is just an energetic young girl, always full of energy, with a very likable personality, and was once popular in the whole school.

However, the reason why she became popular in the whole school was not because of her appearance, but because of a boy named Luo Qubai.Lin Qianliu liked Luo Qubai very much, and he never concealed it. From the very beginning, he showed his feelings clearly, and even made the whole school famous for chasing Luo Qubai.It's just that the ending of this story was not happy. Later, the boy left her and went abroad by himself.That relationship was ultimately just her wishful thinking.

It was that boy who took away all of Lin Qianliu's energy.

The once unforgettable love finally became a first love that ended without a problem.

It turned out that she was not born withdrawn and cold.Qin Shu suddenly realized that the current Lin Qianliu's indifference to everyone and everything around him is completely understandable.

Qin Shu couldn't help feeling distressed as he imagined her innocence and smiling like a flower in his mind.

If the previous love at first sight was just a good feeling, and the approach was just to get to know her, then from this moment on, Qin Shu was sure that his feelings for Lin Qianliu were not just good feelings, he really wanted to protect her, wanted to Fill the gap in her heart.

Wanting to get closer is not just curiosity, not just wanting to know everything about her, but also wanting to make up for the feelings that the boy owes her.

In the name of his Qin Shu.

03
Qin Shu's pursuit officially started on the fifth day of military training.

Originally, he was still worried about how to take the first step, how to keep Lin Qianliu's eyes, but he didn't want to, he had his own arrangements, and the opportunity came soon.

At this time, Qin Shu, who was fully focused on Lin Qianliu, still stood in place after the instructor shouted "walk in place".

The phrase "Classmate Qin Shu" rang out, but he didn't respond.

The two words "Qin Shu's classmate" sounded, and he still let his thoughts go blank, looking into the distance.

The next second, the instructor frowned and walked up to him, pulled him out who was motionless, and asked in a serious tone: "What are you looking at?"

"Report to the instructor, I..." Qin Shu, who came back to his senses, was thinking about how to explain it. Lin Qianliu happened to run by in his corner of the eye, and instantly relieved his embarrassment. It was the journalism instructor Liu who was leading the leading the students to run around the playground.

As a result, Qin Shu's courage doubled, and he said boldly and loudly, "I'm watching Lin Qianliu, a journalism student!"

"Wow--"

The sound of booing suddenly resounded throughout the playground.

Both Lin Qianliu and Qin Shu became the focus of attention.

Lin Qianliu, who was named, stopped like everyone else, looked towards the source of the sound, and met Qin Shu's gaze immediately.

He looked at her with a smile, like a sunflower that saw the sun.

After frowning and looking at him for a while, Lin Qianliu remembered vaguely that he seemed to have seen him a few days ago.Her memory was a bit fuzzy, somehow she had long forgotten where she had seen him and what kind of connection she had with him, and she couldn't even remember his name.But in fact, she has no intention of remembering at all, so she forgets.

Probably because the military training was too boring, the originally stern-faced Instructor Ou quickly dropped his serious expression after Qin Shu's bold confession, looked at the hero and heroine in this idol drama with great interest, and then told the story Tsukuru asked the journalism students coldly, "Who is Lin Qianliu?"

Lin Qianliu didn't reply.

Someone beside her pointed at her and said, "That's her."

Seeing Lin Qianliu's calm appearance, Instructor Ou thought she was stunned by this sudden confession, so he became playful and said to Lin Qianliu deliberately: "Since our classmate Qin Shu likes to see you so much , it’s better to let him follow you all the time. From now on, Qin Shu must look at Lin Qianliu intently, without blinking until the military training in the morning is over.”

Instructor Ou's voice fell, booing and cheering sounded again, and some boys bravely clapped their hands gleefully.

"Wait." Clearly seeing through Instructor Ou's joke, Instructor Liu deliberately refused to cooperate. He pretended to be displeased and asked in a provocative tone, "Your student made a mistake, why are you punishing my student? ?”

"You're right to say that, but..." Instructor Ou smiled, "If your students weren't so eye-catching, my students wouldn't be distracted."

"Kaka..." Seeing that the two instructors were about to steal the limelight, Qin Shu coughed repeatedly, and then said, "Report to the instructor, I am willing to accept the punishment."

"You have to be willing if my students are willing, right?" Instructor Liu just looked at Lin Qianliu with interest without giving face.

As if receiving the question from Instructor Liu's eyes, Lin Qianliu said flatly, "Report to Instructor, I don't want to."

A farce that alleviated the boring practice came to an end. Instructor Liu, as if he had won a battle, threw a stern look at Instructor Ou, and then smiled happily: "Very good, don't pay for other people's mistakes, this is That's right. Alright, students listen to the password and assemble—run away!"

Lin Qianliu didn't look at Qin Shu again, and ran forward step by step following the command.

Her gaze was still empty, as if what happened just now had nothing to do with her.

Qin Shu lowered his head in frustration.

Surprisingly, Instructor Ou actually patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It takes a little thought and effort to chase girls."

Hearing this, Qin Shu was about to thank him, but unexpectedly the instructor put on a straight face again.

"Because Qin Shu didn't pay attention during the military training, he is now punished to run around the playground ten laps!" After finishing speaking, the instructor gave him a meaningful look, as if he was joking, and he would still be punished if he didn't concentrate on military training.

"Yes, Instructor!"

Amidst the boos of his classmates, Qin Shu accepted the punishment helplessly.The first confession that seemed to be a confession but was not a real confession ended in failure.

But after this battle, Qin Shu and Lin Qianliu became famous.Everyone in the school knew that Qin Shu, a freshman majoring in broadcasting and hosting, fell in love with Lin Qianliu, a freshman majoring in journalism, but was rejected.

In the following days, Qin Shu didn't pursue and beat him fiercely, and Lin Qianliu even forgot his existence in a blink of an eye.

In fact, Qin Shu wanted to "play hard to get".It happened that he met Lin Qianliu, and from the very beginning, there was no ripple in her heart.So, when Qin Shu stood in front of her solemnly on the day when the military training ended, Lin Qianliu still stared at him like a stranger.

When the four eyes met, her eyes were full of inexplicable, as if a large haze covered the sunlight above Qin Shu's head.

Behind him, the encouragement of the boys from the same major came and went.

Inside his chest, his heart was pounding.

After taking a deep breath, Qin Shu said to Lin Qianliu: "Student Lin Qianliu, you don't have a boyfriend yet, right? What do you think of me?"

He had already practiced this kind of dialogue countless times, but when he said it, he was still afraid that he might miss a word.

The feeling of deja vu made Lin Qianliu frowned, and his black pupils seemed to have light.No one knows, her dead heart seems to have walked into spring, and small ripples are rippling in her heart.

This dialogue was the first sentence she said to Luo Qubai.

She still remembered that Luo Qubai only used the word "ugly" to reject her, and she also remembered that she teased him with the phrase "only handsome men and ugly women are suitable".Even, after he refused to communicate with her, she began to introduce herself, from name to hobbies to criteria for choosing love, she kept rambling.

Just as she was thinking, Qin Shu's voice floated into her ears again.

He said: "I am Qin Shu, a broadcasting and hosting professional. This is the third time I introduce myself to you, and it is also the last time. Starting today, I will formally pursue you, and I will prove to people all over the world that I am worthy of you." Rely on me. What I want to say below are my hobbies. I like sports, and I am good at basketball, football, badminton, and table tennis..."

Just like her before, but there was an extra promise in her words.

Lin Qianliu looked up at Qin Shu who was standing against the light, his eyes were so determined, just like the self who loves Luo Qubai desperately.

She could no longer hear his words, and all voices were instantly emptied.

At that moment, she mistakenly thought that she had traveled through time and returned to the past.

After a long time, when she came to her senses, his long introduction had just come to an end, followed by the real confession.Qin Shu suddenly squatted down, touched the ground with one knee, and handed over a pink paper rose.

"Lin Qianliu, I like you. You may not know it, or you may not believe it, but you are indeed the first girl I like. This is the first time I confess to you. You can refuse, because I don't mind telling you You confess the second time, the third time...even the nine hundred and ninety-ninth time."

"Sorry." Lin Qianliu sucked the pantothenic acid in his nose and lowered his head slightly.

"It's okay." Qin Shu smiled, and put the paper rose at her feet, "I hope you will look forward to my next confession."

After inquiring about Lin Qianliu's pursuit of Luo Qubai from others, he planned to slightly modify Lin Qianliu's idea and pursue her in the way she pursued Luo Qubai.

After learning about his plan, his roommate once asked him, isn't he worried that Lin Qianliu will think of Luo Qubai?

He laughed it off at the time.In fact, he really didn't mind.In his wishful thinking, as long as Lin Qianliu thinks of Luo Qubai, he will think of Luo Qubai's abandonment of her, and he will want to forget even more.What he did was not to remind Lin Qianliu of Luo Qubai's goodness, but to let Lin Qianliu see that he was different from Luo Qubai in repeated memories.

So, he insisted on imitating.

Lin Qianliu confessed to Luo Qubai three hundred times a day, and he confessed to Lin Qianliu three times a day, like a standard meal for three meals a day.The first thing Lin Qianliu said to Luo Qubai every day was "Good morning, Luo Qubai, do you want to be my boyfriend today?" He waited outside the girls' dormitory with breakfast every morning. For soy milk and fried dough sticks, just say to her, "Today I am fried dough sticks, and I still like your cup of soy milk very much." If it is fruit juice and sandwiches, say "Today I am a sandwich, which is the best match with you who are sweet and sour." .Different love words, with different breakfast.

The last thing Lin Qianliu said to Luo Qubai every day was "Luo Qubai, I seem to like you more today", so he took the time every day to send her a text message before she went to bed, "Good night, As of today, I like you ××days", every day, the number after good night takes a step forward, as if the distance between him and her is shortened by one step.

Every time Qin Shu confesses, Lin Qianliu unconsciously thinks of Luo Qubai.

What she didn't expect was that Qin Shu would actually confess his love to her on the campus radio.What surprised her even more was that the confession she wrote on the language test paper was originally a secret that no one knew, but Qin Shu actually searched it out. With only a small modification, it became his unique affection for her.

Even though Qin Shu was given a warning by his teacher for this radio confession, he still enjoyed the journey of pursuing Lin Qianliu.

Everyone said that Lin Qianliu was heartless, but although Lin Qianliu kept refusing, he left a deep impression on Qin Shu.

She no longer ignored him, no longer did not remember him.When upset, she would also lose her temper with Qin Shu, calling him an "annoying spirit".However, no one knows how complicated her mood is when facing Qin Shu. Every time she thinks about what she did to Luo Qubai in high school, she misses Luo Qubai very much, hates him so much and still can't forget Luo Qubai. Qubai himself.

Sometimes, disgust would provoke her to push Qin Shu away.

However, when she thought that if she was too indifferent, she might disturb Qin Shu as much as she does now, and she felt very sad.

She can't see others repeating her mistakes, especially she can't allow herself to accidentally let others repeat her mistakes.

04
Time flies, and soon a year has passed.

A year is enough to change a lot, but the relationship between the two has not changed. Qin Shu still confesses his love every day, and Lin Qianliu still keeps refusing.

On this day, Lin Qianliu went to the designated classroom to take an elective class. Not long after he sat down, the seat next to him was changed.

The girl who was originally a stranger turned into Qin Shu in the blink of an eye.Lin Qianliu frowned slightly, and looked at Qin Shu suspiciously, with obvious impatience in his eyes.

She didn't ask him anything, but Qin Shu confessed himself: "I signed up for this elective course this semester."

Feeling that the other party hadn't finished speaking, Lin Qianliu didn't reply.

Sure enough, in the next second, Qin Shu continued: "You will see me often in the future, because I have signed up for the courses you have taken."

Lin Qianliu was speechless.

He is a talented student majoring in broadcasting and hosting, but instead of taking courses related to his major, he took a bunch of courses related to journalism. She could imagine that their teachers majoring in broadcasting and hosting would chase after him.

But she also knew that he did so much for himself.He took courses that had nothing to do with his major, and he just wanted to be in the same class as her.

Thinking back to Qin Shu's stalking in the past year, Lin Qianliu took a deep breath, and finally brought up the topic, saying: "You've been chasing me for a year, why don't you give up."

"If you promise to be my girlfriend, I will give up." Qin Shu put on a playful smile.

"Qin Shu, you are so shameless, are you born with it?" Lin Qianliu gave him an annoyed look, "Let me tell you directly, I can't hold you in my heart."

"I know." Qin Shu still looked indifferent, "You have a boy named Luo Qubai in your heart."

This was the first time between him and her that Luo Qubai was clearly mentioned.

In fact, both of them are very aware of Luo Qubai's existence. From the moment he copied her pursuit method, Lin Qianliu understood that he already knew her obsession with Luo Qubai.

It's just that she has been refusing to admit the fact that she cannot forget Luo Qubai, so she has not mentioned it and pretended to forget it.

During the silence, Qin Shu pierced her thoughts softly again: "You can't forget him, so there is no place in your heart for me."

Lin Qianliu turned his face away, and said sullenly, "It's good that you know, so..."

"But, I won't give up." Qin Shu laughed, his brows were full of determination, "He is a person who lives in the past, and I will accompany you to the future. Lin Qianliu, just reject me , I have a lot of time to pursue you, and one day, you will accept me."

"Qin Shu..." Lin Qianliu rubbed his temples, "Actually, you are fine..."

"I know, so do you want to think about it again?"

"Don't think about it, it's impossible."

The conversation ended here, and the atmosphere was a bit dull.

Qin Shu thought about the past year, Lin Qianliu's every rejection was within his expectation, but every time he would be disappointed and sad.

He was rejected countless times, and others told him to give up, but he stubbornly refused.

Especially this time, Lin Qianliu's sentence "Actually you are fine" was like a spark in the dark.He couldn't help but wonder if it was because he was so nice that he could win her heart with just a little more effort.

He clearly knows that in love, most of the parties who receive a good person card can only become cannon fodder or spare tires.

But as far as he is concerned, whether it is cannon fodder or a spare tire, as long as he can stay by Lin Qianliu's side for a lifetime, he is also willing.

As he thought about it, Lin Qianliu's words "Don't think about it, it's impossible" lingered in his ears.

Qin Shu was not defeated by the rejection of these six words. On the contrary, these six words were like a reminder, making him suddenly realize that he can no longer use stalking tactics. When one method does not work, he should change it. another way.

Thinking about it, Qin Shu said to Lin Qianliu: "Lin Qianliu, since you don't think about me for the time being, why don't we be friends first?"

When Lin Qianliu heard the words, he turned his head and looked at him steadily.She said nothing, as if wondering what trick he was playing again.

Qin Shu smiled lightly, and said: "I know, you have never considered me a friend."

Lin Qianliu was noncommittal, but if she wanted to get to the bottom of it, it was true that she only regarded him as a suitor, and occasionally called him annoying when she got too disgusted.

Seeing that she still didn't reply, Qin Shu paused, pretending to be sad, lowered his voice, and said, "Isn't it okay to be friends?"

I don't know if it was because of his great acting skills, or because Lin Qianliu saw his former self. In short, at that moment, Lin Qianliu's heart softened.

"It's not impossible to be friends." She pursed her lips and said, "But, you can't pursue me anymore. If you want to be friends, just be friends well, don't make messy things, and don't confess at every turn."

"Okay!" Qin Shu immediately beamed with joy, "Then we will be friends from this moment on."

His mood changed so quickly, Lin Qianliu couldn't help but look at him suspiciously.Sure enough, he had another line of dialogue.

He only heard him say: "However, I also have a small request. When you let Luo Qubai go, you have to try to accept me."

Lin Qianliu rolled his eyes helplessly: "Why should I accept you?"

"Because I'm good." Qin Shu smiled hippiely, like a rascal who got cheap and pretended to be obedient, "Look around, there's a vast sea of ​​people, isn't the one around you the best?"

"Narcissism!" Lin Qianliu said contemptuously.

"Narcissism proves that I am good-looking and worthy of showing off." Qin Shu raised his chin, and "threatened" the next second, "If you don't agree to my small request, then I will continue to be your suitor Hey, Lin Qianliu, do you think I can still change my major now?"

"Is this a threat?" Lin Qianliu frowned at him.

"Forget it." Qin Shu also confessed.

Lin Qianliu gritted his teeth helplessly, and asked, "What if I can never let go?"

Qin Shu sighed: "Then we can only be friends forever."

Seemingly having no other choice, Lin Qianliu was forced to agree to Qin Shu's conditions.

But in fact, each other has small thoughts, one still wants to pursue, and the other thinks that it will never be possible to accept.

However, what Qin Shu didn't expect was that being close to the water may not necessarily lead to the moon first.

Accompanying him in the name of a friend, he waited for a whole year without even holding Lin Qianliu's little hand.

During this period, the friendship between the two people gradually became stable. They called each other brothers and sisters, they would definitely have each other's copy of homework, and they would share snacks equally.

The only thing that comforted Qin Shu was that Lin Qianliu seemed to gradually walk out of the shadow brought by Luo Qubai, with more and more smiles on his face. A little prank.

Others mistakenly thought that Qin Shu had finally subdued the iceberg beauty Lin Qianliu.

It's not that Lin Qianliu is unaware of such rumors, because a girl once cautiously asked her for confirmation.

Sometimes, Lin Qianliu would also hate herself. She had a near-perfect Qin Shu by her side who was also sincere to herself, but she still couldn't fall in love with him.

After Luo Qubai, she felt like she had lost the ability to like someone.

(End of this chapter)