Become a star to protect you

Chapter 18 If he hadn't been so kind to her, maybe she wouldn't be so sad now (1)
Xia Xiaoxi didn't know how she walked back to the classroom, she just felt that the wind along the way made her feel chilly all over.

When she returned to the classroom, she felt that all the strength in her body had been drained, and she sat tremblingly beside Yi Xue, recalling the scene just now.

All that echoed in her mind was An Yichen's phrase "I have always regarded you as my relative", yes, he has said this sentence a long time ago, hasn't he?It was she herself who refused to face the reality and was self-indulgent. From the first moment she saw him, she fell in love with him.All along, she followed him like a little tail, but he just regarded her as his younger sister.

younger sister!

Why is she his sister?

"Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Why are your hands so cold?" Seeing that something was wrong with her, Yi Xue could not help but grab her hand.Shouldn't she accept Gong Haoyu's confession now?Even if she disagrees, there's no need to be so sad, right?The one who should be sad is her Yi Xue!

"Why is this so?" Xia Xiaoxi stared blankly at her, muttered something, and suddenly laughed, as if thinking of something funny, she couldn't stop.

"Xiaoxi, don't scare me, what's the matter? What happened, tell me, what's the matter with you?"

"Yixue, can you give me a hug?"

"Okay, don't be sad, no matter what happens, it will pass, don't be sad, I'll be with you..." Yi Xue hugged her and patted her on the back repeatedly.

Xia Xiaoxi finally stopped laughing, tears could no longer flow from her dry eyes.She huddled in Yi Xue's arms, looking at the direction of the court expressionlessly, her eyes were empty and blank.

The wind outside is getting stronger.

The sky was gloomy, and the strong wind swept through the whole world, blowing everything so that it couldn't see its original appearance, as if the world they used to have had long been irreversible.Even if she remembered every word he said and every warm move he made towards her, it would only make her feel more painful.

If he hadn't been so kind to her, maybe she wouldn't be so sad now...

Yi Xue said it will pass, but will it really pass?

Is it okay?

It rained heavily all night.

Until the next day, the sky had not yet cleared, and it was still raining lightly.

Xia Xiaoxi walked along the road with Yi Xue in a trance, the trees on both sides were slumped by the heavy rain, and the raindrops on the leaves were crystal clear, rolling from time to time, bursting into bright light.

Originally, Yi Xue suggested that she take a day off, but Xia Xiaoxi insisted on coming to school.Now she has nothing to rely on, she can only rely on her own efforts, let alone give up her studies easily.

"Although you refuse to say what happened, there are not many people who can make you so sad. Gong Haoyu probably doesn't have that much ability to make you sad." Yi Xue pondered, suddenly thought of something, and paused He stepped forward and said hesitantly, "Xiaoxi, are you..."

"You already knew he was at this school, didn't you?" Xia Xiaoxi asked softly, before Yi Xue could reply, "I understand, you are afraid that I know he is at this school but won't come to me, I will Even more sad."

After she finished speaking, she smiled, with a bitter smile and a bit of self-mockery.

"Xiaoxi..." Yi Xue bit her lip sadly.In fact, after meeting An Yichen that day, she went to Gong Haoyu and knew that An Yichen was also in this school.She didn't want Xia Xiaoxi to be sad anymore, so when Gong Haoyu wanted to pursue Xia Xiaoxi, she...

"Xiao Xi, he is now the young master of a rich family. If you know the power of the An family, you will be shocked. From the day you and he separated, you are no longer from the same world."

Not a world person?
Xia Xiaoxi was slightly taken aback, and walked faster with her head buried.

That's right, it's long gone, why doesn't she know?As early as a year ago, when he left Xia's house and was picked up by that luxury car, it was impossible for them to go back to the past.What's more, even if those things didn't happen, she was just his sister.

"Look, here she comes!"

Someone nearby shouted, interrupting Xia Xiaoxi's thoughts.

She and Yi Xue were stunned for a moment, then raised their heads at the same time, and saw a group of girls running out from the school gate, just like in the movies of Young and Dangerous, a large group of people surrounded them, all of them looked fierce, as if It was as if he wanted to swallow Xia Xiaoxi alive.However, this time the protagonists are all replaced by girls.

"Xia Xiaoxi, you made our Gong Haoyu feel sad, you...you have committed a heinous crime!"

"Exactly! Do you know that it's your honor that Gong Haoyu likes you, but you don't know how to reject him, do you know..."

"What's the use of talking to someone like her? I was close to Gong Haoyu before, but now I see Yi, I turn my target on Yi! Isn't it because An's family is richer? People like you Humans are not worthy of our Gong Haoyu's liking at all, you made Gong Haoyu sick, do you know that?"

"He was drenched in the rain last night. If he hadn't fainted this morning and was taken to the infirmary, he doesn't know what would have happened! If something happens to Gong Haoyu, we won't let you go!"

"What, you said that Gong is sick? It rained all night?" Yi Xue suddenly screamed, "Where is he now?"

"He had a fever and fell into a coma. Fortunately, a classmate found him and sent him to the infirmary. He hasn't woken up yet. It's all Xia Xiaoxi's fault. You actually followed her all day long. You and her Shameless as well!"

Listening to those people's cursing, Xia Xiaoxi took a long time to recover.She stuffed her schoolbag to Yi Xue, and quickly ran towards the infirmary.

How could she have forgotten that a person like Gong Haoyu who is indifferent on the surface but very proud of his heart will also get hurt sometimes?She only cared about being sad, but forgot that she also hurt Gong Haoyu.

When she ran to the infirmary in one breath, Gong Haoyu was still fast asleep.

She stood at the door of the infirmary panting violently.

The drizzle drenched her hair, and the wind blew in from behind, making it cool and cold.She shivered, looking at the pale young man on the hospital bed, feeling a pang of apology in her heart.She has never seen such a fragile Gong Haoyu, lying there quietly like a fragile glass doll, the transparent liquid flows into his wrist drop by drop from the glass bottle, there is no trace of that handsome face color.

"Fool, what's the point of hurting yourself like this? I don't deserve you to do this..." She walked over, squatted down beside his hospital bed, murmured, and took out a handkerchief to wipe the cold sweat from his forehead.

The doctor came over to have a look, told her some things, and told her to pay attention, and then went to do other things.

After the doctor left, Xia Xiaoxi sat beside Gong Haoyu, quietly watching his sleeping face.

Gong Haoyu in his sleep seemed to be very restless, his brows were tightly frowned, he was talking about something in his sleep from time to time, he waved his hands frantically, and would kick off the quilt while struggling.She felt even more guilty, and kept covering him with the quilt.

In fact, she also stayed up all night last night, and now she looks very haggard.

"You still care about him."

A cold voice came from the door of the infirmary, making Xia Xiaoxi tremble all over.She turned her head and saw An Yichen. Although he looked tired, he was still as noble as a prince. Even if he just stood quietly, he had a charming beauty.

She didn't answer, but just stretched out her hand to wipe the sweat off Gong Haoyu's forehead.

"Since you care about him so much, why do you want to hurt him? Xiaoxi, don't torture a person who really treats you well and pays for you. Such feelings should be cherished."

"If the person lying here was me, would you leave me alone?" Xia Xiaoxi looked at him with a sneer, "You will take care of me, you will care about me, and everything you do will be more than what I do now. So, shouldn't you also cherish my feelings and stay with me?"

An Yichen was suddenly at a loss for words, a trace of pain appeared in his dark eyes, and he seemed to be struggling violently in his heart.

In the end, he just sighed and turned his head away.

"Why don't you talk? Do you really want me and Gong to be together so much?" Because she didn't sleep all night, her eye sockets were a little sunken, Xia Xiaoxi's eyes became bigger, as if she could read people's hearts, which made An Yichen dare not speak directly. look into her eyes.

Before waiting for his answer for a while, a sneer appeared on her face, she raised her chin slightly, and said, "If you really wish that much... I can..."

"you……"

A heart seemed to be grabbed by something, An Yichen shook his whole body, and a wave of anger surged into his heart.After a long time, he sighed, shook his head and said, "It's been a year, you haven't changed at all, you're still so willful..."

The wind blows silently.

There was a tall locust tree outside the infirmary. When the wind blew, the leaves rattled, and a few leaves were blown into the air by the wind and disappeared immediately.The sky was getting darker and darker, dark clouds were pressing down from the sky, the infirmary was silent, and the air seemed to be condensed.

Xia Xiaoxi smiled, raised her head, her pale face was almost transparent.

She stared at An Yichen's exquisite face, nodded and said, "Yes, I'm still so willful. Back then, my willfulness forced you to leave the Xia family. Aren't you doing well now? You are a noble young master now, You and I are no longer in the same world, why do you still want to control me whether I will be self-willed or not?"

"Xiaoxi..." An Yichen's throat was a little hard, and there was a layer of sadness in his beautiful eyes.

He looked at her expression, still as stubborn as a year ago, she has been like this since she was a child, and always made him helpless, but he couldn't blame her.

Seeing her sad look, his tone couldn't help softening.

Xia Xiaoxi's eyes were filled with tears, she turned to face him, and said with a sneer: "Yes! I haven't changed, I like you forever. I never want to be your sister, never! I don't believe you at all I didn't feel it either. Yi, I like you, don't you really know?"

She recklessly expressed the thoughts she had hidden for so many years, and her heart beat nervously because of his expression.She stared deeply into his eyes, wanting to see some emotion from his eyes.For a moment, she thought she saw the surprise and touch in his eyes, but when she looked again, she found nothing but peace.

Yes, calmly.

The beating heart slowly fell silent.

Looking at the familiar boy, seeing the familiar but unfamiliar indifference and alienation on the boy's face, her nervousness seemed a little funny.In his opinion, her confession was just the same as those girls who admired him, otherwise, how could he stand in front of her so calmly, without any reaction?

"You look at me, don't you really feel it at all? I don't believe it!"

Her heart ached violently, she clenched her fists and roared, her eyes were full of tears, shining like countless beautiful rhinestones in her eyes.

An Yichen closed his eyes slowly, as if trying to endure something, his fists were clenched tightly.Finally, he let go of his hand, looked at Xia Xiaoxi intently, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I never thought about anything else, I just regard you as my...family."

The surroundings became dead silent for an instant, and time seemed to stand still.

"Really? So that's the case." After a while, Xia Xiaoxi smiled sadly, lowered her eyes, and a tear fell on her palm.

It turned out that she had been really self-indulgent all along.

He never liked himself...

there has never been.

She has never been so desperate as she is now, and she seems to be even more desperate and helpless than when she lost her parents.When Mom and Dad left, at least there was still a glimmer of hope in her heart, she could comfort herself, at least there was still Yi...

In this world, at least she still has Yi...

Even though he is not by her side now, he said that he would come back to find her. As he said, she still wears the grass ring he gave her, and still retains all their memories.She thought that when she saw him next time, she could tell him that she had actually liked him for a long time, longer than he imagined...

Will Yi at that time hug her tightly, gently wipe away her tears, and make her as happy as all the girls in love in the world...

She had imagined it countless times, and every time she was about to fail, she would imagine that scene, Yi Yi's hug and warm eyes.It was that kind of warmth that made her survive one lonely and desperate night after another.But at this moment, what she was waiting for was such indifferent eyes and cold words.

"that is it……"

Xia Xiaoxi murmured, the pain in her heart was about to tear her apart, tears kept falling from her eyes.

Seeing her heartbroken, An Yichen suppressed the reluctance in her heart, how could her face be full of tears?There used to be only a bright smile on her face!

"Xiaoxi..." He stepped forward, and as soon as his hands touched Xia Xiaoxi's shoulders, she pushed them away forcefully and took a big step back.

"Xiaoxi, you...don't cry." An Yichen's eyes were surprisingly bright, as if suppressing great pain.

Xia Xiaoxi was stunned for a while, as if she saw a glimmer of hope.

"Yi, you actually like me too, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be so kind to me, and you wouldn't be jealous..." She looked at An Yichen, her eyes gradually brightened up, "Yes, you must not have thought about it. Clear. So now, don't think of me as your family, as a girl who likes you, not like a sister likes a brother, but a girl likes a boy. Since you said you never thought about it before, then you think about it now Think about it, okay?"

As if she had grasped the last straw, she rushed to An Yichen's side and grabbed his hand almost beggingly, her eyes full of expectation.

An Yichen's heart ached. At that moment, he could hardly control himself, and wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, but...but...

"Xiaoxi, I am no longer the original Yi. On the night we parted, I was no longer the original Yi. You...don't do this." He gently pushed her hand away, but she Hold on firmly.

"No, you are still Yi. You must not even think clearly about yourself. You always think that I am your sister. Actually, if you think about it, it's not like that. We are not related by blood. Yi, think again, okay... " she begged, eyes full of expectation grabbed his heart.

"Xiao Xi, don't do this!"

He gritted his teeth, and could only ruthlessly push her away.

Xia Xiaoxi staggered, lost her center of gravity, and sat down on the ground in embarrassment, staring at him blankly, like a puppet without a soul, as if she couldn't accept all this.

(End of this chapter)