Become a star to protect you

Chapter 19 If he hadn't been so kind to her, maybe she wouldn't be so sad now (2)
An Yichen closed his eyes and turned his head to the side, unable to bear to look at her again.

The surrounding is very quiet, and there is another cool breeze blowing outside the window.

The sky is getting darker and gloomy, as if we can no longer see sunny days, and the whole world is shrouded in darkness.

Xia Xiaoxi looked at his stiff back in disbelief, and suddenly laughed.yes!In the past, Yi was afraid that she would be hurt in the slightest, so how could he be willing to push her away?She laughed at her stupidity and her persistence, but she laughed so bleakly.

"Yeah, you're not my Yi anymore, you're not anymore... After my father 'sold' you to the An family, after you lived the life of a rich young master, after you treated me like a stranger, my Yi It’s gone. If my Yi is still there, he won’t have the heart to let go of my hand, he won’t make me unhappy, he will love me very much, he will love me very much, no matter how capricious I am, he will always be the one who loves me the most My man. But..." She raised her head, stared at his back with tears in her eyes, and asked sadly, "But what about my Yi? Where did you get my Yi? Why did you Lost my Yi? Why? Why lost my Yi..."

She murmured uncontrollably, asking An Yichen over and over again. Tears blurred her vision, making her unable to see the world clearly.

The branches were swayed by the strong wind, as if they were suffering from the pain of being destroyed, but the wind couldn't feel it, and the whole world was full of sorrow, and the whole world was full of despair...

An Yichen slowly raised his head and turned to Xia Xiaoxi.

"Yes, the former Yi is lost, gone, gone. From today on, you can only accept others' love for you, or learn to love yourself. Yi is gone, and he will never come back!" He said Roaring, he clenched his fists tightly, and didn't even notice that his nails dug into his palms.

"tell me why?"

"Because my identity is different from yours. I'm the only son of the An family. I can't interact with people like you... If your family is still short of money, I can give you money, but..."

"Shut up!" Xia Xiaoxi snarled and interrupted him, covered her ears hard, trembling uncontrollably, "Stop talking, shut up!"

An Yichen's eyes trembled, and a painful feeling occupied his whole heart.

"Go!" Xia Xiaoxi pointed at the door and shouted heart-piercingly, "Go! Go now, I don't need your money, let alone your sympathy and charity, you go!"

She never imagined that after a year, things were so different from people, that her Yi would say such words to her.Yes, father had to return him to An's family in order to treat his mother, but in his eyes, was she really such a miserable person?

Did he think she was just for his money?
Back then, because of her willfulness, she caused him to leave the house, caused her father to be in a car accident, and her mother fainted when she heard the bad news. At that time, she knew that her mother had such a serious illness.Holding the money, she stood trembling at the door of the operating room.

But no one sympathized with her, because everything was caused by her.

Mother died because of the delay in the best time for treatment and the rapid deterioration of her condition due to stimulation.For a while, she lost everything, and her family was destroyed because of her willfulness.

She knew she was headstrong, but was this punishment too severe?

At that moment, she wished she could kill herself. She hated such a self-willed self, but everything could not be repeated.She hated herself at that time, she tried every means to torture herself, but luckily she still had him in her heart - An Yichen.She thought, no matter how willful she is, An Yichen will tolerate her...

But, it turned out that even An Yichen hated her, hated such a wayward Xia Xiaoxi!
However, she just wants to protect the one she loves and live a more righteous life.All she needs is a little warmth...

Her heart has never been so painful. If possible, she hopes to turn back time, so that her Yi will not disappear, her parents will not leave, and she will not live alone in this world... …

An Yichen paused, and finally left the infirmary without looking back.

There was a sudden gust of wind outside.

"Boom—"

A thunderclap split half the sky.

Suddenly, thunder and lightning flashed outside, and the tall locust tree swayed wildly in the wind, and the branches and leaves all over the tree were deformed by the strong wind.The boy walking in the strong wind seemed to leave this world from now on, his white shirt was blown up by the wind, and his hair was messed up.

He didn't look back, he just walked faster and faster, the fists at his sides were clenched tightly, and a few veins protruded from the back of his hand, his pace was as fast as if he was fleeing.

Xia Xiaoxi only felt that her world was falling apart, she didn't realize what happened outside, she didn't even hear the thunder that she feared most.She didn't know how long she had been sitting on the ground, but she heard thunder bursts, and after a while, the raindrops fell down with crackling.

Yi didn't seem to be carrying an umbrella!
As soon as her eyes lit up, she immediately turned her head, but the tall figure had long since disappeared outside.

At this moment, she still couldn't let him go, no matter how hurtful he said, her heart was full of him.

But what's the use?
"Alas..." The person on the bed sighed, and Gong Haoyu lowered his eyes to look at Xia Xiaoxi who was sitting on the ground crying, feeling pain in his heart as if being pulled by someone.He stretched out his hand, but froze in mid-air, without touching her shoulder.

Xia Xiaoxi raised her head, only to realize that his drip had already been finished, and the dropper inserted in his hand was returning blood!

The bright red color stung her eyes, and she jumped up, calling the doctor in panic, rushing to him in a panic, not knowing what to do.

"Gong Haoyu, you...why didn't you say anything?"

His hands were already swollen and bruised.Xia Xiaoxi was angry and impatient, and only then remembered to slide the roller on the hose to the bottom.

At this time, the doctor rushed over upon hearing the sound, gave her a strange look, reprimanded her a few words, gave Gong Haoyu a new injection, put on a new bottle of drip, and left.

Xia Xiaoxi stood next to Gong Haoyu guiltily, not daring to look at him.

"Xiaoxi, give me a chance, okay? I don't know how much warmth and happiness Yi Yi gave you in the past. But since he can't give it now, let me fill it up, okay? Even if it's a substitute , I am willing too, I just hope that you will give me a chance to move you slowly. I did not have the opportunity to participate in your previous life, but I will always stay by your side in the future, forever."

Looking at his sincere eyes, and thinking of An Yichen's resoluteness when he left, Xia Xiaoxi felt very tired.

Over the past year, all her persistence collapsed the moment she saw An Yichen. She thought she would have something to rely on from now on, but it turned out to be like this.

"Give me a chance, okay? Xiaoxi, I promise I won't let anyone bully you. Let me stay with you until you forget that Yi from the past, okay?"

A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, as if it was about to split the sky, followed by piercing thunder.She was so startled that her face changed drastically, she took a few steps back and leaned against the wall, covering her ears and shaking her head constantly, letting the tears flow down wantonly.

Yi, have you really forgotten that your little Xi is most afraid of thunder!

Every time there is thunder, you will be by Xiaoxi's side, have you forgotten?
She cried out in her heart, and the tears became more turbulent.But there was no familiar figure outside the door.

He's gone and there's no going back.

She tightly covered her ears, and slid down against the wall, curled up in the corner and trembling.

"Xiaoxi, what's the matter with you?" Gong Haoyu has never seen her like this before, he hurriedly got off the hospital bed, grabbed the shelf with the drip bottle and moved it to her side, trying to pull her hand away, but she held tight Covering her ears tightly, "Xiaoxi, is there something wrong with you? Tell me."

"Boom—"

Another thunderclap.

"what!"

She screamed in shock, her whole body trembled more violently, and her face turned pale with fright.

There was thunder and lightning outside, one after another, and the gloomy sky was illuminated brightly from time to time.Gong Haoyu suddenly came to his senses - she was afraid of thunder.

"Don't be afraid, with me by your side, don't be afraid."

He squatted beside her, and the cool wind blew in through the gap in the window, his body was chilled for a while, and he couldn't stop shivering.

He stretched out his hand and gently wrapped around Xia Xiaoxi's shoulder, hugged her trembling body, and kept talking in her ear.The rambling voice seemed to cover up the rumbling thunder. After a long time, Xia Xiaoxi finally felt that there was someone beside her.

She raised her head and met his concerned eyes, a warm current surged in her heart.

"Xiaoxi, let me stay with you from now on, okay? Whether it's thunder or lightning, I will rush to your side as soon as possible, okay?"

She didn't answer, just stared at him blankly.

Someone once said that no matter what happens, he will protect her.But in the end, she was left alone.She is so tired, really tired...

Facing Gong Haoyu's nervous and expectant eyes, her heart gradually warmed up, and she nodded imperceptibly.

"You agreed? You really agreed? Xiaoxi, am I right? Am I dazzled? Did you really nod just now? Xiaoxi..." Gong Haoyu jumped up with joy, his pale face There was finally a tinge of blood on the face.

Xia Xiaoxi didn't speak, and gently rested her head on her lap.

On the other hand, Gong Haoyu was so excited that he clenched his fists and kept waving, wanting to pull her to announce to the whole world that she agreed to be his girlfriend.

Xia Xiaoxi looked at his happy and selfless appearance, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"Be careful, it's time to tie it up again."

"Don't worry, I'm fine!"

Gong Haoyu hugged her tightly with the hand that hadn't been needled, his face beaming brightly.

Xia Xiaoxi leaned quietly in his arms, if she was destined not to be happy, then maybe it would be good to make him happy.

She knew how well Gong Haoyu treated her, but how did she treat him?
I was really happy when I was with him, he seemed to have no troubles, and any complicated things would become easier with him.But... But does she really like him?She didn't know why she nodded just now, but she just looked at his eyes and his tired appearance, she really couldn't bear to hurt him anymore.

"My illness is already cured, and I don't need to take any medicine at all. Xiaoxi, you are my panacea!" Gong Haoyu pulled out the needle in his hand without hesitation, and hugged Xia Xiaoxi and turned her around a few times.Maybe a little dizzy, he quickly put her down, and took her hand with a smile, fearing that it would hurt her, he put his strength very lightly.

"Xiaoxi, I'm afraid that I'm dreaming. Before I met you, I didn't know what cherishing is, but I swear, I will cherish you and love you very much. Believe me, okay?"

"Okay." She replied softly.

The sky brightened up, the rain gradually lightened up, the sun shot out from the thick clouds, thousands of bright lights sprinkled on the earth, and a rainbow appeared in the sky.

Outside the infirmary, the branches and leaves of the big pagoda tree look green after being washed by the rain.

Just behind the tree, a boy's figure suddenly appeared. The rainwater continuously slid down his hair, gathered along his cheeks to his chin, and then fell down.Those eyes, as beautiful as stars, were filled with despair.

He was still one step late after all.

Seeing her in so much pain, he can only accompany her quietly in a place where she can't see.He didn't understand why fate made fun of him like this. He didn't want to break her heart, but what can An Yichen do to give her a happy future?
If he couldn't give it, he could only let it go, and he could only watch them holding hands and eyes meeting like now.

The girl who had been by his side since childhood was finally leaning in someone else's arms...

His heart was so painful that he was almost suffocated, although at this moment he wished to beat Gong Haoyu severely, wished to pull Xiaoxi back from his hands, but he could only smile and bless them.

He exhausted all his strength to restrain himself from rushing over, and walked away step by step with heavy steps.A chill spread through his body, the shirt was sticking to his body, it was icy cold, but not as cold as his heart...

In my memory, Xia Xiaoxi was always smiling, she was so happy that she didn't know how to write the word "sorrow", she always had a smile on her face.But in the past year, he really couldn't believe that she had experienced so many tragic things, and she had endured it alone.

If he hadn't met Yi Xue on the way just now, he probably didn't know all of this.

No wonder Yi Xue saw him walking in the rain, and smiled so relieved: "The young master of the rich family also had such a down-and-out time? I really didn't expect it! You only see Xiaoxi now, do you know that the day you left What happened to her in [-]? You returned to the wealthy An’s family. Have you ever thought about how Xiaoxi lived at home? Her mother was seriously ill, and Xia’s father had to send you back to An’s family just to use the money. Money for Xia’s mother’s medical treatment! That night, because Xiaoxi complained that Xia’s father took your family’s money, she ran out alone, but Xia’s father chased him out and got into a car accident, and died on the spot. Xia’s mother was heartbroken, and then He also passed away. Have you ever wondered, Xiaoxi faced the death of her relatives alone this year, what supported her to survive? It was you, An Yichen! She wanted to find you so that she would still have a complete But what about you? You are so indifferent, is it great to be rich? The money you settled down didn't make the Xia family live a good life at all, but it killed Xia's father and Xia's mother! An Yichen, you ..."

He didn't hear what Yi Xue said later.

When he knew all this, he immediately turned and ran towards the infirmary.No wonder Xiaoxi's eyes are always filled with sadness now, it turns out that she has endured so many things by herself, and yet he said so many things that hurt her.

He wanted to go back to Xiaoxi and tell her that he didn't think so, those words were not his true words.However, when he rushed to the infirmary, what he saw was Gong Haoyu and her embracing each other.

He didn't go in, and he didn't make his presence known to them.

Because Gong Haoyu is more able to give Xiaoxi happiness than him.

As long as she is happy, that's enough, isn't it?

(End of this chapter)