Become a star to protect you

Chapter 20 Being with me, does that make you unhappy (1)
After the heavy rain, the sky finally cleared up.

It was sunny for several days in a row, and the sun hung high in the sky, shedding a thousand zhang rays of light.

The students of "Beichuan" came to the school one after another early in the morning, talking about today's good weather, and the news that Gong Haoyu and Xia Xiaoxi were together.Although everyone knew that Gong Haoyu was passionately pursuing Xia Xiaoxi, he couldn't help turning his disappointment into complaints and venting it on Xia Xiaoxi.

Suddenly, everyone's eyes were fixed. A car parked in the campus, and even the guard guard did not come out to stop it.

You must know that "Beichuan" strictly forbids vehicles to enter the school, but this car parked generously on the road leading to the teaching building.Everyone stepped aside and looked curiously at who this car actually belonged to, and it had such a big face.

The car door opened slowly, and a pair of slender legs protruded from the car, as if a ray of light shot out from the car.

When the boy gracefully got out of the car, the hearts of the surrounding students seemed to stop beating.His incomparably exquisite facial features immediately eclipsed everything in the world. When those eyes swept over them indifferently, the whole world was only left with the sound of beating hearts.

In an instant, the sunlight seemed to become dreamy, and all the rays of light served as a foil for him.

He stood up straight, his eyes were cold and indifferent, his right hand was elegantly inserted into his trouser pocket, and his white shirt glowed white, dazzling.

"Yi!"

"It's An Yichen!"

"Look, it's Yi! It's Master Yi!"

I don't know who screamed, and the crowd suddenly boiled, screaming one after another, and everyone became agitated like crazy.Those who have never seen An Yichen's true face wished to grow wings and fly out of the crowded crowd to take a look at the most handsome boy in the legendary "Beichuan".

The whole campus was boiling, and everyone was running around telling each other——An Yichen came to class today!

Everyone also heard that An Yichen will come to school every day like other students in the future.For a while, the topic about An Yichen caused a sensation on the entire campus, and even those girls who were sad for Gong Haoyu felt that they had new hope.

The situation got out of control for a while, and many students poured out from each class, surrounding An Yichen with three floors inside and three floors outside.Everyone was scrambling to see An Yichen's demeanor, but they were quickly blocked by a group of men in black, opening a way for An Yichen.

An Yichen looked around casually, stretched out his hand to straighten the collar of his white shirt, put it in his trouser pocket, lowered his eyes, and walked forward silently.

The unruly attitude and indifferent eyes made the girls in "Beichuan" go crazy.

The crowd in front slowly dispersed, and even the man in black didn't come forward to stop the handsome boy who was walking towards An Yichen.An Yichen glanced at him, and just showed a faint smile, but froze his lips when he saw the small figure behind him.

"Yi, your old man finally let you live a normal life?" Gong Haoyu patted his shoulder lightly, trying to speak to him in the same tone as before, but his smile was a bit unnatural.

"Yes." An Yichen smiled again, and glanced at Xia Xiaoxi who was standing behind him, and saw that she was looking at him, and then quickly moved her gaze to the rose beside her.

"Yi, will you bless us?" Gong Haoyu forcibly pulled Xia Xiaoxi in front of An Yichen. Although his smile was a little uncomfortable, he was still firm and fearless.He had already made up his mind when he saw An Yichen hurt Xia Xiaoxi, everything he did was right, only he can give Xia Xiaoxi happiness in this world.

Seeing that An Yichen didn't speak, he asked again: "Will you bless us? I will take good care of her, don't worry."

"it is good."

Without any extra words, without looking at them again, An Yichen walked around them and left.

Behind him, a few red rose petals fluttered in the wind, the color was so gorgeous and unparalleled, rendering a sad atmosphere.

It was as if a needle had been pierced deep in the heart and could never be pulled out.

He chose to give up, what else?What's more, he believes that Gong Haoyu really likes Xia Xiaoxi and will never hurt her, this is enough for him.

It's just why his heart hurts so much?

He stretched out his hand to cover his chest, his face turned pale.

The return of An Yichen plunged "Beichuan" into an unprecedented madness.

In a blink of an eye, it has been a week since he returned to "Beichuan". During this week, "Beichuan" is full of youthful atmosphere every day.The girls put on beautiful clothes and delicate makeup, and many girls waited for him in various places, handing him love letters or gifts.

Every time he would accept it, watching those girls leave ecstatically, then lower his head and stare at these letters in silence, as if traveling through a time tunnel, returning to the days long ago.

The smiling girl told him she got rid of the chocolates, she got rid of the love letters, and sometimes asked him if he wanted to read them to him.Whenever those letters accumulate to a certain level, she happily directs him to work as a coolie, sell them to the old uncle who collects scraps, and after getting the change, she will run to exchange for delicious snacks.

"Xiaoxi, there are already a lot of letters at home, can you sell them as waste paper? The gifts from the girl from 'Beichuan' seem to be more to your taste, I have kept them, will you still have them for breakfast? he murmured in a low voice.

The bitter smile froze the moment she raised her head, and she actually stood opposite him, looking at him quietly.It's still the same pair of lovely and smart eyes, but the eyes at the moment are very complicated.

Although both of them are in "Beichuan", there are not many chances to meet like this. An Yichen doesn't know whether he is hiding from Xia Xiaoxi or she is hiding from him.In short, they rarely have the chance to meet.At this moment, his throat seemed to be stuck by a thorn, and the two just stared at each other.

He opened his mouth, but didn't say a word.

Finally, she walked over, holding her head high, with a brighter smile than Chunhua on her face.Seeing that she was about to pass him by, she stopped, stood beside him, glanced at him, and smiled brighter.

"I'm fine," she whispered.

An Yichen looked back at her in shock as if struck by lightning.

But he saw sadness in that bright smile.She said she was fine, but she didn't want him to blame himself or be sad. Even if he said so many things that hurt her, she still hoped that he would be fine.

"Xiaoxi..." He whispered the name, he thought about it almost every night, but it was so difficult to say it from his mouth.

"Yixue told me, I'm fine."

She smiled brighter and brighter, but An Yichen's heart ached more and more.Since when did Xia Xiaoxi start pretending to be strong in front of him?She was afraid of his sympathy, so she forced herself to smile brightly.

"Xiaoxi, I..." He couldn't bear it any longer, and reached out to grab her hand.

Xia Xiaoxi was stunned.

She was startled for a moment, but before she could react, her heart was overwhelmed by overwhelming joy. Even though she was dreaming at this moment, even if it was not real, this scene was something she had thought about thousands of times. And so, without warning, the dream came true.

She stared at him blankly, her eyes widening in surprise.

"Xiaoxi..." The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out. He let the impulse overwhelm his reason, and blurted out, "I'm still the same..."

Before they finished speaking, there was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps at the end of the corridor, and the two turned their heads to look at the same time, only to see Gong Haoyu looking at them with a livid face.

An Yichen was slightly taken aback, but he didn't let go of his hand, but subconsciously grasped it even tighter.

At this moment, Xia Xiaoxi's mind was blank, and she did not withdraw her hand.In an instant, that warm feeling filled her heart, giving her the urge to be desperate.In a daze, she felt that An Yichen was back again, she was still the little girl who handled love letters and gifts for him, and he was still the Yi who protected her and guarded her.

"Xiaoxi, I'm here to find you for lunch." Gong Haoyu quickly recovered his smile, walked over and took Xia Xiaoxi's hand, and pushed An Yichen's hand away. After taking a deep breath, he said dotingly to Xia Xiaoxi , "Would you go to the restaurant and wait for me first? I have something to talk to Yi about."

Only then did Xia Xiaoxi come back to her senses.

She looked at her hands, was taken aback for a moment, and then looked at An Yichen.

It was as if she had been with a stranger these days, and her Yi was standing opposite, but the person holding her hand was another boy.

Now, she knows what reality is.

She glanced at An Yichen in embarrassment, and then at Gong Haoyu, feeling an inexplicable tension and uneasiness in her heart.An Yichen was clearly abnormal just now, and that abnormality filled her heart with throbbing and uneasiness.

"I..." She hesitated to speak.

Gong Haoyu smiled, and patted her hand lightly: "Don't worry, Yi and I haven't seen each other for so long, and I have something to say, you can help us cook first."

Xia Xiaoxi looked at An Yichen again.

After seeing him nodding slightly, she left hesitantly.

An Yichen took a step forward, the light in his eyes gradually dissipated, and his turbulent thoughts calmed down with his silence.The wind passed over his cheeks, and a few bright red rose petals floated from a distance and slowly fell on his head.

After Xia Xiaoxi's figure disappeared, the smile on Gong Haoyu's face also disappeared, and the surrounding temperature seemed to drop a few degrees instantly.He stared at An Yichen sharply, with anger, remorse, and even a hint of jealousy in his eyes.

Yes, he knew that Xia Xiaoxi only had An Yichen in her heart.

No matter how good he is to Xia Xiaoxi, there is always An Yichen between them, haunting him day and night like a nightmare, leaving a thorn in his heart that cannot be pulled out, and it hurts heart-piercingly.He had never suffered like this before, almost broke down.

When he saw An Yichen holding Xia Xiaoxi's hand, his last bit of reason was defeated.

The wind blew gently, blowing the boy's short flaxen hair.

An Yichen stood quietly, with a slight smile on his lips, without flinching at all, looking at Gong Haoyu with very calm eyes.

"When Xiaoxi confessed to you, you refused."

"Yes."

"Xiaoxi is my girlfriend now."

"Yes."

"I want you to tell me the truth. You really only regard Xiaoxi as your relative, and you don't have any other thoughts? If you still treat me as a brother, don't lie." Gong Haoyu looked at An Yi sharply. Chen seemed to want to see through his soul.

An Yichen glanced at Gong Haoyu, and soon recovered his indifferent expression.

He didn't answer. Under the sunlight, his elegant body cast a faint shadow on the ground, like a beautiful ink painting.

"Answer me!" Gong Haoyu suddenly raised his voice.

An Yichen closed his eyes and adjusted his emotions. He knew that he almost lost control just now.

Such a result, at this moment, he could no longer bear it.

A wry smile appeared on his lips, and he nodded slightly.

"Then you should stay away from Xiao Xi! Even though you used to live in Xia's house, you have nothing to do with each other now. Although we are brothers, and because we are brothers, you can't..." Gong Haoyu He breathed a sigh of relief, but still warned a little worriedly.

"You promise that you won't hurt Xiaoxi in any way, and that you will make her happy and free from worries." An Yichen interrupted him and said seriously.

Gong Haoyu was stunned for a moment, finally nodded, and said solemnly: "I promise. It's just that I hope you won't meet Xiaoxi again. I want you to promise, don't get close to Xiaoxi again, don't see her again."

An Yichen was silent, neither agreed nor refuted.

He never promises what he can't do easily.

Gong Haoyu seemed to see through his thoughts, took a step closer, raised his head high, and said with a sneer: "Then, from now on, remember what we talked about today. I have already warned you, don't lose sight of our friendship when the time comes. Pay it off together!"

A gust of wind blew, and the rose petals flying around them swirled and drifted away, and soon disappeared without a trace.

When she rushed to the restaurant, Yi Xue was sitting next to Xia Xiaoxi, she was a little distracted, and she didn't even notice that Gong Haoyu walked beside her.

He sat down and saw Yi Xue put a poached egg into her bowl.

At this moment, Xia Xiaoxi was staring at the poached eggs in a daze.

"It seems wrong to waste food... Then I'll eat it for you."

As far as I can remember, how long ago was that?

Why did she have the illusion that it was yesterday, but it seemed like a long, long time had passed?

Sitting here, she felt that An Yichen would come to pick her up from school later and go home for dinner with her.

She remembered that her family was poor at that time, and the poached eggs that An Yichen was reluctant to eat ended up in her stomach.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't know, although she is greedy, but only she knows that she doesn't just like the poached egg.

Only then can she openly enjoy An Yichen's favor.

I am used to the days when he is by my side, I am used to him always being indifferent but loving me very much.But now, is it really going to become so strange?
"Xiaoxi..." Gong Haoyu whispered, stretched out his hand and waved in front of her eyes, "What are you thinking about? I heard from Yi Xue that you like poached eggs, so I'll give you this too."

As he said, he put the poached egg in the bowl into her bowl.

Xia Xiaoxi looked at the two poached eggs in the bowl, then at him, and said with a faint smile, "Thank you. It's just that the poached eggs in the school cafeteria are not as good as my mother's fried eggs."

"Really? Then can I go to your house to play next time? Try it too..."

"Gong..." Yi Xue interrupted Gong Haoyu suddenly, looked at Xia Xiaoxi worriedly, and asked, "Xiaoxi, are you feeling unwell? Your face looks a little ugly."

"I am fine."

For a while, no one spoke again.

Gong Haoyu stared at Xia Xiaoxi in silence, those two pairs of clasped hands and those two pairs of eyes staring at each other kept flashing in his mind.He clearly saw the expectation and surprise in her eyes, and clearly saw her depression and sadness when facing him at this moment.

"Xia Xiaoxi!"

He suddenly let out a low growl, so startled that Yi Xue almost threw her chopsticks to the ground.Xia Xiaoxi just raised her head calmly and looked at him with a smile, as if she didn't see his suppressed anger.

"Being with me, does that make you unhappy?" Gong Haoyu asked gritted his teeth, his hand holding the chopsticks creaked, seeing that Yi Xue wanted to speak out to persuade him, he immediately stretched out his hand to stop him, " You just can't forget him, right? No matter how hard I try and what I do, you only have him in your heart! But, Xia Xiaoxi, he is your brother!"

He is your brother!

These words pierced Xia Xiaoxi's heart like a sword.

Her hands trembled, and the chopsticks fell from her hands.She lowered her eyes, and a tear fell on the snow-white grains of rice.

No, he is not her brother!Her name is Xia Xiaoxi, he is An Yichen, how could he be her brother?
She kept retorting in her heart, but she didn't have the courage to say these words to Gong Haoyu.

"And you, Xia Xiaoxi, are my Gong Haoyu's girlfriend!" After saying this, Gong Haoyu dropped his chopsticks, stood up and strode away.

Xia Xiaoxi looked at his back as he left angrily, full of guilt.

After all, she still hurt Gong Haoyu, no matter how hard she tried to forget the days when she was with Yi, no matter how hard she tried to convince herself to treat Yi as a stranger, she still couldn't do it.

Gong Haoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...

She looked at his back, thinking that Gong Haoyu was once such a proud and cheerful boy, but now he has changed because of her.

But besides saying "I'm sorry", what else can she do?She has tried her best to make herself happy, to stop thinking about Yi and the past, but a small love letter, a word of confession, or even a chuckle from someone else will make her think of Yi. look.

His figure can never be erased from my mind.

Night fell quietly.

When the lights came on, Xia Xiaoxi sat in front of the window, looking at the street lamps outside, feeling extremely sad.Where will she go after her studies are completed?
Where is her home?

When Yi Xue pushed the door and came in, she heard a "bang", and knew that she was looking at the photo again, which was the only family portrait of the Xia family of four.

Sure enough, when Yi Xue closed the door, she saw Xia Xiaoxi wiping tears.

"How long are you going to do this?" Yi Xue asked straight to the point.

Since Gong Haoyu left angrily in the restaurant last time, the two of them have never seen each other again.Yi Xue heard that Gong Haoyu practiced on the basketball court every day and was willing to give up until he was exhausted on the court, while Xia Xiaoxi became more and more silent day by day.Yi Xue was anxious, why didn't any of the three of them want to sit down and settle the matter properly?
Facing Yi Xue's direct questioning, Xia Xiaoxi was speechless.

She quietly looked at the night outside the window, and there were many stars again tonight.In the past in Xia's courtyard, she liked to squat beside Yi and look at the stars. At that time, she thought Yi's eyes were prettier than stars.

"You don't like Gong, and being with him will only hurt him more. You can't forget Yi at all. Do you really hope that one day, the friendship between Gong and Yi will break down, and you will face all this?"

"I know." Xia Xiaoxi's body trembled, a trace of panic flashed in her eyes, she looked at Yi Xue helplessly, "Actually, I've always wanted to find a chance to clarify with Gong, but I just don't know how to say it. I've...I've hurt him too many times."

(End of this chapter)