Become a star to protect you

Chapter 21 Being with me, does that make you unhappy (2)
"It is precisely because you have hurt him too many times, so you can't continue to hurt him like this. Have you ever thought that if you continue to treat him like this, you are really hurting him. Although you are with him, your Your heart has never been on him. If you can't do it, let him go. You obviously like Yi, but you keep running away, if this continues, the three of you will get hurt in the end!"

"Three people? Yi won't care."

"Really? He doesn't care?" Yi Xue suddenly smiled strangely, with a hint of anger in her eyes, and sneered, "Whether he cares, you will know soon."

Hearing these words, Xia Xiaoxi immediately became alert.

What does Yi Xue mean by this sentence?She knew Yi Xue too well, if it was nothing serious, she would definitely not say such things casually, or was she going to do something?
The moon outside the window became rounder, casting a layer of silver light in Yi Xue's eyes, making Yi Xue, who usually looked weak and lovely, feel mysterious and unpredictable.She glanced at Xia Xiaoxi, but didn't say anything, she just snorted confidently.

"Yixue, what do you mean?" Xia Xiaoxi stood up nervously, and grabbed her hand, "Don't mess around, I don't want to be a joke again! He just treats me as his younger sister, and has always been all these years, could it be... ...Aren't I ridiculous enough in front of him?"

"Actually, I can see that Yi cares about you very much. I always feel that there are too many misunderstandings between you two. As long as you clear up the misunderstanding, even if he really only regards you as his younger sister, it won't be like this. Individuals are like strangers."

Hearing these words, Xia Xiaoxi was silent for a moment, and slowly let go of her hand.

She lowered her head and smiled, her voice full of bitterness: "His identity is different. Yi Xue, you are right. I didn't believe you when you said that we are people from two worlds, but On the day Gong fell ill, it was Yi who said it himself, he just regarded me as a relative..."

"He said it himself? I don't believe it!" Yi Xue stood up in shock, looking at Xia Xiaoxi's haggard face, a little bit aggrieved.

At this moment, she became more and more determined in her mind, no matter what, she had to give it a try.Although she didn't know what the reason was, she could tell that An Yichen definitely had Xiaoxi in his heart.

She held Xia Xiaoxi's hand, and said firmly: "No matter what, Xiaoxi, you have to fight for happiness by yourself. You taught me this truth. Your happiness is already so little, don't lose it any more."

Don't lose any more...

Xiao Xia was looking forward to the stars in the sky and meditating.

Is it really up to her to decide whether to lose or not?

Those stars witnessed her acquaintance with Yi, and accompanied them through so much time.Parents in heaven, can you tell Xiaoxi what to do?

The morning air is cool, with a thin mist everywhere.

Xia Xiaoxi stayed up almost all night, her mind was full of what Yi Xue said to herself last night.She kept her eyes open and looked out the window, and the past scenes kept replaying in her mind, until the stars dimmed, the moon disappeared behind the clouds, and the sky turned pale, and she fell asleep in a daze.However, even in her sleep, An Yichen's figure was haunting her like an inextricable spell.

When she opened her eyes, the sky was already bright, and the sun was even more dazzling in the mist. In an instant, she thought of Gong Haoyu's smile.

She still remembers the first time she met him, he smiled so narcissistically and full of sunshine, but since when did his eyes become more sad, more angry and irritable, and more that indelible gloom ?

What about that sunny boy who laughed heartlessly?

As Yi Xue said, if you don't like a person and still reluctantly stay by his side, that is the greatest harm to him.Gong Haoyu should have been as beautiful and flamboyant as this sunshine, but she took away his happiness, and she couldn't let this mistake continue.

She suddenly figured it out. Just today, she wanted to make it clear to him.

No matter how Gong Haoyu blamed her, she could accept it. She only hoped that he could accept her sincere apology. She hoped that he could return to the happy, sunny boy he was before.

After making a decision, she quickly tidied up everything. When she passed the living room, she saw that Yi Xue's door was closed tightly, and she yelled over there: "I'm leaving first, Yi Xue!"

After speaking, she quickly ran to the door.

But when she opened the door, she froze.

It's Yi!

Is it really Yi?
Xia Xiaoxi rubbed her eyes in disbelief.

He stood against the light, his hair was a little messed up by the wind, and it seemed to be covered with fog.

He was standing just outside the door of the rented house, with one hand in his trouser pocket and his eyes downcast.Hearing the movement at the door, he immediately raised his head.His eyes were full of tension and uneasiness, and after seeing Xia Xiaoxi, his expression was a little dazed and abnormal.

He sized Xia Xiaoxi from head to toe, frowned, his red lips made his complexion paler.

Xia Xiaoxi stood there dumbfounded, her mind was blank and she couldn't react for a while.

How long has he been here?
What is he doing here?
Is it for her?
She didn't know, only that his hair was covered in morning mist, and he looked like a prince in a cartoon.His standing posture is so elegant and charming, it seems that he has been guarding the door for a long time, and the bruise in front of his eyes shows that he has not slept all night.

An Yichen was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses. Seeing that Xia Xiaoxi was fine, his frown slowly relaxed, but there was a trace of doubt in his eyes.He strode forward and grabbed her as if unsure.

Seeing his nervous expression, Xia Xiaoxi was so nervous that she didn't know what happened.

"Where are you hurt? Tell me!"

An Yichen spoke eagerly, his handsome face was less cold and indifferent than usual, and now there was a kind of sincere emotion.

Since the two reunited, Xia Xiaoxi had never seen him so nervous.

His tenderness and care were beyond words, which made her have a strange feeling, is that really the Yi who hides behind the indifference?
She muttered in a daze: "Injured?"

"Yeah! I received a text message from Yi Xue last night, saying that you were injured. How are you? Where is the injury? Is it serious?" An Yichen frowned tightly, with blame and worry in his eyes Look, "Why do you still not know how to take care of yourself? You are always so reckless, which makes people worry. Tell me quickly, where is your injury? Does it hurt..."

Before he finished speaking, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the astonishment and surprise in Xia Xiaoxi's eyes, and he trembled all over.

The words stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say another word.

"Are you still worried about me, right? Even though you have said so many cruel words, you are still worried about me, right?"

Xia Xiaoxi laughed suddenly, grabbing his arm with both hands.She couldn't believe that the worry in Yi's eyes just now was because of her.

She smiled and a teardrop rolled down her cheek.

At this moment, all the original sadness and sadness disappeared under his nervous and concerned eyes, only happiness and joy filled her chest, but tears still flowed down uncontrollably.

At this moment, Yi Xue poked her head out from the door, looked at the awkwardness of the two of them, covered her mouth and laughed: "It seems that some people still can't let us Xiaoxi go! I really don't understand, the two of them treat each other so well Caring, why do you have to be a stranger? No matter what the reason is, I think happiness is to grasp the present."

After finishing speaking, she blinked at them ambiguously.

Happiness is grasping the present...

An Yichen trembled all over and was speechless in a daze.

"Okay, I'll go first." Yi Xue went back and took her schoolbag, walked to the door, pushed Xia Xiaoxi into An Yichen's arms, ran out quickly, turned her head and smiled while running, "An Yi Chen, Xiaoxi! I hope you two can speak clearly and stop guessing!"

After finishing speaking, she ran away quickly, and a thin layer of mist enveloped her figure.

An Yichen and Xia Xiaoxi immediately understood that all of this was caused by Yi Xue.

"Yi..." Xia Xiaoxi called him timidly, grabbed his arm and shook it.

An Yichen froze, and before he had time to think, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Don't go." Xia Xiaoxi held his hand tightly and begged in a low voice.

An Yichen wanted to withdraw her hand, but she held it tightly.He couldn't bear to shake off her hand again, so he could only turn his back to her, close his eyes slowly, struggling with pain in his heart.

"When I was young, I didn't want to call you brother because I didn't think you were my brother."

An Yichen's body trembled suddenly.

The surroundings are quiet, and the confused fog renders beautiful pictures, like faded old photos, which are breathtakingly beautiful.

Xia Xiaoxi's voice floated slowly in the air: "I sold all the love letters those girls gave you as waste paper, and I gave all the chocolates those girls made for you to Yi Xue for breakfast. I dare not let You know, every time I tell you that I have dealt with those love letters again, you know, I am afraid that one day you will ask me if a letter from a certain girl has been handed to me. Fortunately, you never asked , I think, there must be no girl you like, then I...then do I still have a chance..."

An Yichen's body suddenly became stiff, as if trying to hold back something.His eyes were closed tightly, but there were still countless images crowded into his mind.

The smiling girl, the cute and naughty girl, the girl lying on his back and bullying him...every picture came to my mind so clearly.

Finally, he couldn't help but slowly opened his eyes, looking at Xia Xiaoxi behind him.

There was a smile on Xia Xiaoxi's mouth, and the water in her eyes flickered. Her voice was like a dream: "Until the night when I was arrested by Mo Shishi, you said that you already had someone you liked. At that time, I really I'm so scared, is that the girl named An Ruoqing? She looks so good, she is the girl you can admire!"

"No, I..."

An Yichen shook his head immediately, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by Xia Xiaoxi: "Yi, you will never know how disappointed I was and how jealous I was at that time. I don't think I am good enough, not as good as that girl named An Ruo Sunny girl, but I still don't give up, I want to tell you everything. But before I can tell you all this, you are leaving..."

She raised her head, staring blankly at the young man in front of her, her lips trembling, tears slowly falling down.

An Yichen stroked her cheek with trembling fingertips, wiped away the tears on her face, and murmured in a low voice: "Fool, how could anyone be better than you..."

But Xia Xiaoxi didn't hear it.

She was sobbing so hard that her voice was a little choked, and she said to herself, "Yi, do you know? After you left, both parents left. I suddenly realized that I was the only one left in this world all of a sudden." I've never been so lonely and afraid. I regret it so much. If I hadn't been so self-willed, you wouldn't have left, and my parents wouldn't have passed away. At that time, I wished I could die with them, but I didn't dare to give up. , because there is still Yi in this world. No matter what, Yi will never leave me alone. Yi said that he will come back to me... Do you know? I have always believed that you will come back to me, I have always believed in that The Yi that I hold in my palm has not disappeared."

An Yichen's heart was already clenched together in pain, why did he lose that Yi?

How could he make her suffer so much?
The deep self-blame and guilt made it hard for him to breathe. Looking at the crying girl in front of him, he only felt a strong emotion that was about to break through the restraint and crush his reason.

"Yi... don't leave me alone, okay?"

Xia Xiaoxi rushed over and hugged him tightly, as if embracing the last warmth and hope in the world.

The morning sun finally broke through the shackles of the clouds and mist, bursting out with brilliance.

A kind of thick warmth slowly flowed out from the depths of my heart.

An Yichen didn't speak, and Xia Xiaoxi couldn't see his expression, she could only feel his body trembling, she was so afraid that he would push her away like last time.

"Don't leave me alone anymore, okay..."

Tears fell silently, and she tried to hold her breath, not daring to sob anymore, for fear that if she made any noise, she would not be able to hear his answer.I was even more afraid that I would wake him up suddenly, make him push me away, and stride away without looking back.

But An Yichen didn't move, just stiffened his body, letting her hold her tightly.

The sunlight quietly sprinkled on the two of them, casting shallow shadows on the ground, like glue like paint, painting a beautiful and warm picture.

Time passed minute by minute.

Xia Xiaoxi's heart also sank little by little, she smiled wryly, then slowly let go of her hand, begging: "If... if you just treat me as a younger sister, I can hide my love for you in my heart, I will I can just be your sister, can I not..."

"There are already a lot of love letters at home, and they can be sold as waste paper. Some of those cakes are already moldy, Xiaoxi will definitely not like to eat them."

He spoke suddenly, his tone so sad.

Her humbleness made an opening in An Yichen's heart, and blood gushed out.

He slowly stretched out his hand, embraced her, and closed his eyes tightly, as if holding the most precious treasure in the world.

Xia Xiaoxi froze all over and froze in place.She raised her head in astonishment, after hearing his words clearly and feeling the strength from his arms, she finally laughed happily, but the tears flowed more violently.

She is not dreaming!
It's really not a dream...

She knew that her beauty would not disappear, absolutely not!

"After I left Xia's house, I went to find Xiaoxi. I really wanted to go back to Xia's house. There was a girl who made me feel warm. She took me home when I was most helpless. Her hands were small. But she is very powerful. She is very cute and has a nice name, Xia Xiaoxi."

"Yi..." Xia Xiaoxi looked at him in surprise after listening to his words.

He said he went to her?
"So many times, I sneaked out and was caught back. I wanted to complain but I couldn't. I wanted to see but I couldn't. I don't know if the girl who has been giving me warmth will miraculously appear in front of me again. But when I saw her that day, the smile on her face disappeared. I don’t know, she has endured so much pain this year, I really don’t know. When I know, and I want to say sorry, by her side There is already another person who can protect her."

It seemed like he hadn't spoken for a long time, once he spoke, he couldn't stop.

An Yichen looked at her, slowly moved his eyes away to look into the distance, kept talking about the feelings that were pressing down in his heart, and turned around slowly after a long time.

"Xiao Xi, I'm sorry."

"Yi..."

Xia Xiaoxi hugged him tightly and cried bitterly.An Yichen hugged her, closed his eyes, a line of tears rolled down, but a smile appeared on his face.

She won, she had managed to capture his heart from the first time he met her.All worries disappeared at this moment, he just wanted to hold her like this, so that she would not be afraid, so that she would no longer feel lonely.At this moment, he didn't want to care about anything.

Perhaps Yi Xue is right, happiness is to grasp the present.

At least at this moment he can make Xiaoxi happy, and when he still has the strength, he can give Xiaoxi happiness...

A person.

What a terrible thing it was, he knew it all too well.

It seems that the whole world is empty, only darkness and loneliness, he can't leave Xiaoxi alone, if Xiaoxi thinks that only he can give her happiness, then he will definitely try his best to give her the happiness she wants, as long as... …

As long as he is careful.

As long as he is not careless, maybe nothing will happen...

"Xiao Xi..."

An Yichen let go of his hand a little, a blush appeared on his face, and he became less pale and haggard.

At this moment, although he felt tired, he had never been so happy before. However, certain things always made him feel a little uneasy, so he asked hesitantly: "Do you like Gong?"

"Of course I like it!" Xia Xiaoxi said loudly, before the tears dried up, joy had already flapped its wings and flew into her eyes.

An Yichen's face changed suddenly.

"Hehe, idiot!" She laughed out loud, and said, "I like Gong, his personality, and his lack of worries like a child. But, it's just like I like Yi Xue. Actually, I'm going to Find Gong to explain clearly, apologize to him, and hope he can forgive me."

"Really?" There was a gleam in An Yichen's eyes, he hugged her joyfully, stared at her slightly raised face, his eyes were so gentle that water was about to overflow, "I'll go with you, and I'll go with you, too." You should apologize to him."

"Ok!"

Xia Xiaoxi snuggled into his arms tightly, as if coveting the warmth of his arms, and was reluctant to let go for a long time, her smile was brighter than the sun.

An Yichen felt that his mood had never been so bright, and he almost forgot how long it had been since he was so happy.At this moment, seeing Xia Xiaoxi smiling so happily, he suddenly felt that the whole world had become very beautiful, every corner seemed to be filled with the smell of sunshine.

"By the way, I have something to ask you." Xia Xiaoxi blinked her eyes, and pursed her mouth angrily, but her eyeballs rolled around.

"You ask."

"Have you ever liked An Ruoqing? Do you like girls like her?"

"Why don't you talk? So you really like her, right? And you treated her differently at that time. I remember that you never smiled at others, but you smiled at her. "

"You don't speak, do you mean by default, An Yichen?"

"there has never been."

"Uh?"

"I laughed because she said that there was a girl named Xia Xiaoxi down below who looked at me without blinking."

"Uh?"

"I liked someone before, and her name was Xia Xiaoxi."

Happiness is like a flower that blooms in the breeze and floats to every corner with the wind.

(End of this chapter)