Kangxi Harem Ⅰ: Green Years

Chapter 377 (External Episode 2) Xuan Ye's Confessions ([-])
I remember the first time I doted on Rong'er on a night, a night that made me extremely sad about the affairs of the court, I was moved by her talent, maybe that night was just a man's curiosity and fascination for a woman, and his favor There is no difference between Yin Ruolan and Zhang Leqi, she is just a court lady, but after that night, I found that I want more from her, I not only want this woman to serve me, but also want this woman to have me in her heart and care about me Me, by her side, I feel very at ease, hehe, I don’t know if it’s because the sachet she made has the effect of calming the nerves, I just know that as long as I have her company, no matter how annoying or tired I feel, I will feel at ease. Get a moment of relaxation.

After pampering Rong'er, my mood obviously improved a lot. I fell in love, the kind of love that I would miss the most every day, so I kept her by my side until she had Pregnant, unlike Zhang Leqi and Yin Ruolan who agreed early.Of course, all this cannot escape the keen observation based on the rich life experience of the imperial grandmother. She knew that her grandson had fallen in love. I know that Huang Ama’s tragedy frightened her. Instead of taking Ronger away from my side, she taught me how to protect Ronger. The emperor's grandmother said that she wanted to see her grandson's happy smiling face.As an emperor, he seems to have a lot of glory, but as an emperor, he has to hide how many emotions and desires, just to prevent his courtiers from easily finding out his heart. Of course, the emperor's grandmother understands the suffering of an emperor.I know she wants me to have a little bit of happiness and joy hidden in a corner.I know that when the imperial grandmother made up her mind to keep Rong'er and treat Rong'er well, the imperial grandmother's feelings towards me were just the feelings of an ordinary grandmother towards her grandson, very real and true...

The emperor's grandmother is my closest family member and my closest friend. All my love for Rong'er is deeply hidden in the bottom of my heart, and I only confide to the emperor's grandmother.I know that sometimes I can't control my behavior and show my preference for Rong'er, but I will never admit to anyone other than the emperor's grandmother. Concubine Yi once asked me with tears in my eyes if I was the most beautiful woman in this palace. The one I dote on is Rong'er, she is a straightforward girl, thin and lovable, the most important thing is that she is my cousin, I will take care of her with my heart, I remember that I just hugged her and said with a smile: "In my heart, you are all my most important people. It's just that Rong'er has been in the palace for the longest time and has given birth to the most princes for me. I should take care of you more. But in terms of love, every woman in the harem It’s all the same in my heart.”

I know that everyone in this palace, from concubines to eunuchs and court ladies, is guessing who my favorite person is, but all these are just guesses. In this palace, I will not treat anyone except the imperial grandmother. People express their true inner feelings.Of course, this is not entirely true, because there is another person who knows, and that is Rong Er herself. Rong Er knows my feelings for her. As an emperor, I am a person who lives with a mask, and I cannot let anyone see Expressing my truest thoughts, the emperor should be mysterious and undetectable to everyone, but only in front of Ronger, I am a real person, and I trust her unconditionally. This trust is established On the basis of long-term companionship, it was accumulated bit by bit since I was young, so she is the person who understands my heart best besides the emperor's grandmother.Rong'er has not let me down in these years, she has not been pampered by pampering, nor has she been spoiled by pampering.

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