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Chapter 42

The first time felt vague and green.In fact, the feeling of the next few times is roughly the same.It was not the joy of mutual affection at all, it was like a ritual that had to be performed, he couldn't let go, and she under him was so nervous that her little face turned pale.When he lowered his head and asked her if it hurt, she bit her lip tightly and said nothing.

A week later, Xie Moji's body temperature returned to normal.And Shan Wangchen's unauthorized use of virus samples was also found out.He concealed a lot, only saying that he planted the virus for the experiment.Not long after he sent Xie Moji to the hospital again, the transfer order came down.The day of leaving happened to be the second day after Xie Moji's surgery.

After he finished tidying up his things, he ran into Mo Ji in the corridor, she stopped him and asked, "Doctor Shan, can we still be friends after we leave the hospital?"

He said yes, of course.She took out a key from her pocket and said, "I heard from other doctors that the medicines recovered after surgery can damage memory. This is the key to my house. Remember to look for me when the time comes." Then she also told her her address. he.

The place he was going at that time was in a very remote mountainous area, and because the future was uncertain, he didn't give her too many promises.Just answer: "I will go to you, don't worry."

"What if I don't know you anymore?"

"Then I'll engrave your name on my forehead to remind you." It was just a joke at the time.But after leaving the hospital, he really wanted to do it.He asked Man Jing to accompany him to pick out the ring, and then told the jewelry store that he wanted to engrave the letters xmj on it.

Sometimes he also felt strange, he and Xie Moji had never confirmed their relationship, let alone fell in love, why would he keep remembering this woman for hundreds of days and nights after that.Life in the mountains is poor, but as long as he thinks of meeting her again, he feels that his life is full of bright colors again.

Not long after Xie Moji was discharged from the hospital, Zuo Xiaojian called him and asked him if he wanted to go back and see Xie Moji.The bus from the mountainous area to the city only runs once a day, and then it has to be transferred to the train station. He calculated that the round trip will take at least three or four days, and the work here can't be lost, so he can only wait. to beat.Because the signal in the mountain area was not good, the two hung up the phone after a few words.

After that, he called the number Xie Moji had left for him, but no one answered after calling several times.When I called again the next day, it was directly turned off.

He didn't worry about it at the time, and he was very sure about the future of the two of them.Even if Xie Moji forgot about him, he still has a way to help her retrieve her memory.What's more, after Lu Yu was discharged from the hospital, he immediately recovered his memory, so could Xie Moji.

Later, because of a patient with acute appendicitis, he accompanied his family members to the county hospital overnight for surgery.In a hurry, I lost my phone.He didn't care much at the time, and he bought the phone again a week later.When he was finally free and could contact her, he received a call from Lu Yu's mother that night.She excitedly told him on the phone that Lu Yu met a girl on a blind date named Xie Moji.Lu Yu liked it very much, and the two of them were already dating.

It was like a bolt from the blue to him.He was so startled that he lost his voice.Mother Lu was still asking him if he was used to living there, and he answered subconsciously.Don't know what I'm talking about at all.

Only ten days after she was discharged from the hospital, she found her boyfriend through a blind date.She completely forgot...

It turned out that everything was his unilateral emotion and commitment.Even if he ran to Xie Moji now, so what?She no longer knew him, but he foolishly remembered her...

So, he gritted his teeth and didn't contact Xie Moji again.Let your thoughts swallow you up bit by bit.

Half a year later, the new virus epidemic in Dongqu intensified. Due to the shortage of medical staff, he was able to return to the place where he used to work.On the night of his return, he followed the address she gave and went to see where she lived.It happened that the scene where she and Lu Yu kissed was downstairs in her house.

The resentment that was left at first disappeared completely after this incident.At first, he wasn't sure if Lu Yu and Xie Moji were together to revenge him.But when they saw that they had plans to talk about getting married, they completely stopped thinking about it and put all their energy on work.

……

"Wangchen, let's go eat." Xie Moji's voice rang in his ears, the heavy memories slowly dissipated, and the sad emotions also disappeared with the wind.

Fortunately, they met again.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

After that day, Dr. Shan began to perform her boyfriend's duties professionally.He didn't go to work and stayed at home all the time because his eyes had to be followed up for a follow-up visit.When I am interested, I will cook soup at home, and then invite Xie Moji to eat.Seeing Doctor Shan wearing an apron and holding a spatula, Xie Moji burst out laughing several times.There is a feeling of Popeye eating spinach, no way!
When the day came to interview Lu Yu, Xie Moji didn't let Dr. Shan see him off, and went to Lu Yu's school by car.Lu Yu had already been waiting for her in the small conference room, dressed in a suit and leather shoes, very formal.According to Zhao Rongsheng's instructions, Xie Moji first took a few photos of him, then took out a pen, paper and recording pen, and started the interview.

The two of them didn't even exchange pleasantries, they got straight to the point.When he was talking, Mo Ji kept his head down, not even making eye contact with him.Ever since she knew that he liked Xu Manjing early on, she had developed a resistance to him.

The interview went smoothly and was basically done in an hour.At the end, Lu Yu changed the subject, and suddenly said harshly: "Xie Moji, don't try to hurt Man Jing. You are not worthy."

Xie Moji was originally concentrating on finishing, but was startled by the hatred in his words.Gritting his teeth, he packed his belongings calmly, thinking of walking away without looking back, without saying a word to him.

Seeing that Xie Moji didn't respond, Lu Yu became even more angry.After Man Jing and Xie Moji went out that day, they were very unhappy when they came back, even the circles of their eyes were red.This must be Xie Moji's mess.She has a way to fascinate Shan Wangchen, and naturally she has the ability to hurt him Man Jing.

So he said angrily: "Don't think that since you were my girlfriend, you have the right to tell her what to do. To tell you the truth, I was with you in the first place just to be angry with Shan Wangchen. What I have always liked is Man Jing. Even if my mother recognized you at the time, I didn't intend to have any advantage with you at all!"

"Lu Yu, you respect yourself. Also, thank you for the interview, goodbye!" Xie Moji walked out of the meeting room expressionlessly.Originally, she still cared about Lu Yu because she really liked this man.But now, she felt somewhat disillusioned.Facing him always seemed to remind me how stupid I was in the past.

"I don't like you and Shan Wangchen. He is such an arrogant man, and his liking for you is only temporary. There are so many beautiful nurses in the hospital, just wait for him to dump you." Lu Yu followed and saw Xie Moji Looking at the resolute and thin back, he couldn't help but sarcasm again.

"I don't need you to worry about my affairs. You'd better take care of your girlfriend." Xie Moji said in twos and twos, and then walked towards the school gate.Maybe a little sad, maybe a little regretful.But everything has passed, and she has completely started her new life.Therefore, she can not bother with him about these messy things.

As soon as he walked out of the school gate, he saw Dr. Shan's car.Xie Moji's expression froze instantly, and the transition between sorrow and joy was a little too fast, which made her feel a little stunned for a moment.She didn't tell Dr. Shan that she came to see Lu Yu, but Dr. Shan guessed it as if by magic.

"Get in the car." Shan Wangchen was reading a newspaper in the car, when he saw Xie Moji pouted, raised the newspaper, and called her to get in the car.

"Wangchen, how do you know I'm here?" She asked timidly, a little worried, afraid that he would blame her for hiding something.In fact, she didn't want to affect his mood.

"Go to work to find you. You are not here. Lu Shuang told me that you came here for an interview." Dr. Shan didn't seem to care too much, patted her head, and quickly started the car.While turning the steering wheel, he picked up a plastic bag from under his feet, and threw it to Xie Moji: "Small snacks bought in the supermarket, you should pad your stomach first."

Xie Moji said oh, and looked at his watch, it was already noon.I was a little puzzled: "Why don't we go to eat first? Where are we going?"

"Mo Ji, do you want to see the place where I lived when I was a child?" Shan Wangchen smiled slightly, and skillfully turned the steering wheel with his slender fingers.

"Okay." Xie Moji nodded, unpacked a pack of biscuits from the bag, took out two pieces, stuffed one into Doctor Shan's mouth, and bit the remaining piece lightly by himself.

The place where Doctor Shan took her was near the laboratory.

They still parked the car in the open lot.Then they walked through the birch forest hand in hand and continued to walk back.When they came to a small mound, Shan Wangchen pointed to a small house on the top of the hill and said, "I used to live there."

"Didn't you say that you and Lu Yu are neighbors?"

"That happened later." The wind at the foot of the mountain was strong, Shan Wangchen pulled off his scarf and wrapped it around Xie Moji's head.Then she protected her head and said in a low voice: "Actually, grandpa is not my real grandpa. I am an orphan. I was only five or six years old when he picked me up. Grandpa is very capable and knows a lot. He is a scientist. But like a hermit, he likes to live on the mountain. If it wasn’t because I want to study, it’s really inconvenient to live here, so he would be reluctant to move.”

Xie Moji listened to Dr. Shan quietly.I always feel that he said these things to himself on purpose.Looking at his face, it was as usual indifferent and cold.She couldn't figure it out for a while.You can only listen carefully and capture the emotion behind his words with your heart.

"You must love your grandpa very much." After listening to Dr. Shan's story, she was also deeply moved, and what emerged in her head was the scene of her playing with her parents when she was young.What would a doctor Shan who was only five or six years old be like?Must be a babbling, pretty boy.Looking at the handsome man in front of him, Xie Moji laughed lightly as he imagined how he looked like when he was a child.If she had known him at that time, would there have been many more interesting things in her life?
"Mo Ji, actually today is my grandfather's birthday." Dr. Shan squatted down slowly, scratching something in the dirt with his fingers, the lines were messy and complicated.Xie Moji leaned over and squatted down with him.Gently pulling his arm, I finally understood why he brought me here.On such a special day, he must miss the old man in his memory very much.

"Wangchen, your grandfather must be happy in another world, just like my parents." She was actually a little sad, just because she thought of her parents and the past that could not be returned.But she still pretended to smile and hugged his neck, trying to relieve his sadness.When her face touched his earlobe, her heart trembled, she leaned forward, and touched it lightly with her lips.

"Mo Ji..." Shan Wangchen pressed her face that was approaching constantly with his hands, fixing her in front of his eyes.Then kissed it lightly.The tip of his tongue kept picking at her palate, touching and rubbing gently, and after getting her response, he turned to lick her red lips.

The two of them are so close that even those who are close can see each other's heartbeat and the trace of impatience rising in their hearts.Doctor Shan stood up slowly, supported Xie Moji's waist with both hands, and pulled her into his arms.From time to time, the wind blows and entangles the mischievous hair into their kisses.Dr. Shan carefully brushed away the hair, kissed and entangled again and again.His breathing became tighter and tighter, his fingers slowly slid around her waist, and then rested on Xie Moji's hot belly.

"Mo Ji, do you still remember the feeling of the first time?" He asked in a low voice, his voice became hoarse due to depression.Xie Moji nodded unconsciously, not knowing what he was asking at all.

"Huh? How does it feel?" His hands had moved to her chest, kneading and rubbing repeatedly through the thick coat.

"Wangchen...I...I can't breathe..." Xie Moji said out of breath, telling the truth about her current situation.But in Shan Wangchen's ears, it has a different meaning.

"Did it feel like you couldn't breathe at that time? Mo Ji?" Dr. Shan smiled lightly, his tongue slipped out from between her lips and teeth.Start kissing her face, on the forehead, and then slowly move down.His body was always pressed against hers, chest to chest, belly to belly, legs to legs.

Xie Moji couldn't even speak now.She responded in a panic, her hands on his neck getting tighter and tighter.The harder she tried, the closer the two of them leaned, as if they were going to be completely embedded in each other's body.

"Hmm..." She heard herself raving involuntarily, and as she spoke, Doctor Shan hugged her even tighter.In addition to the tighter breathing, she could even feel the gradual and obvious changes under him.That place was sticking hotly against him, constantly touching him.This discovery made her both flustered and excited.She hooked his hand around his neck, trembling a little.His voice trembled as well: "Let's go back to the car... shall we? It's so cold..."

"Okay!" Shan Wangchen smiled, wrapped her tighter, and backed away step by step with her in his arms until he reached the birch forest.

(End of this chapter)